What's wrong with me? Am I bisexual?

Having spent a few months in the 69 community, I've had threesomes with married couples and also had secret rendezvous with single women. My wife
's development is still unsuccessful, the situation isn't optimistic, and it will take more time; for now, I'll be interacting as a single man. Let me talk about my fetishes, which may not be accurate, and I feel like I'm a weirdo.
First, let me clarify that I'm not gay, but I particularly enjoy manipulating my anus. I often insert things into my anus, such as eggs, eggplants, tomatoes, and extra-large dildos, to experience the feeling of thrusting until I ejaculate, like semen, which sprays out.
Every time I shower, I remove the showerhead, insert the hose deep into my rectum, turn on the water valve to fill myself up, and then urinate, repeating this until only clear water comes out—this is what's called "complete bowel movement." After completing the bowel movement, I use a dildo with lubricant to thrust into myself, controlling the insertion depth to about 25cm, inserting the entire device, then pulling it out, repeating this until I reach orgasm. Through this thrusting, I can basically orgasm once a minute, and during orgasm, urine sprays out like semen. Because the dildo vibrates, the vibration stimulation in my anus after insertion is very pleasurable, causing my anus to involuntarily contract and peristalse, automatically sucking the remaining part of the dildo in. Once, I sucked a 25cm dildo in too deeply; it had passed through the bend in my rectum and gone even further. I couldn't feel it even with my fingers fully inserted. I was terrified of having to go to the hospital to have it removed, so I forcefully poured water into my anus until my stomach swelled up. During the expulsion of clear water, a little water was flushed out. I could feel a little bit by inserting half my palm into the opening. I slowly tried to pry the dildo out with my fingers, and it took a lot of effort to finally pull it out. It scared me to death! After that, I always tied a thin string to the dildo to prevent it from falling back in.
Later, I found the 25cm dildo too small, so I started using an eggplant—the kind with a 6cm diameter. The feeling of it reaching the deepest point was fantastic, but the surface of the eggplant was too smooth, so the thrusting sensation wasn't very noticeable; however, it did feel very full inside my anus.
Now I'm using an improved device. I put two layers of glans covers on the dildo, and stuffed the two glans covers with paper and glass beads, making it look like a large mushroom head with beads. The mushroom head is 5cm in diameter, while the dildo is only 3.3cm. Now I know why women like big mushroom heads; the feeling is amazing. It's difficult to insert the big mushroom head into the anus. It feels like the anus tightens and then something big goes through, completely different from using an eggplant. An eggplant with the same thickness from front to back just feels full, comfortable when pushing in, but not much when pulling out; but with the big mushroom head, you can only feel the huge glans moving back and forth. When it goes in, it feels swollen, and when it pulls out, it feels like your whole body is being pulled out, a feeling of being vomited. This swallowing and vomiting sensation is insane. Basically, after a few back and forth movements, I can't help but cum. If it keeps moving back and forth, I keep having orgasms. Even after I've finished urinating, I continue to convulse. The longest I've ever had an orgasm is 5 minutes. I only stopped when I couldn't take it anymore.
Do I have some kind of psychological problem? I always want to have a threesome, and if the guy is really big, I want to be penetrated too, with me penetrating the woman and the man penetrating me. I know I don't like men, but I just want to penetrate during a threesome; a two-person situation is definitely not possible. I don't know if this is mild gayness or bisexuality?

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