Moving forward amidst contradictions

I've been involved with 69 (a type of online sex activity) for almost a year now, and I often browse member logs. Gradually, I've come to accept this "cuckoldry" complex. I've talked about it with my partner before, and she scolded me, calling me a "pervert." So I haven't dared to continue, and life has been uneventful. Occasionally, I wonder if I could accept it if it really came to that. Maybe I could during the excitement, but what about after the passion fades? Many things would affect us—the struggle of morality, Confucian values, and so on.
This recent argument has actually made our sex life more harmonious. We've started discussing sexual fantasies during sex, and we've even agreed to look at swapping articles together, then go on a crazy demand. My once shy, conservative, and beautiful wife seems to have suddenly changed. She used to be very traditional, refusing doggy style, but now she's open to trying everything. She likes sucking my penis, likes me kissing her body, and kissing her vulva. When aroused, she also desires being served by several men, and she wants to suck and use a penis. Perhaps we're not far from taking that step.
In everyone's impression, my wife is a very beautiful, capable, and cultured person. But I'm afraid of her capriciousness; once we're involved, I'm afraid her heart will follow. I'm afraid she'll really leave me. So I'm constantly conflicted and torn. But since we've already entered this circle, I think we'll continue.
I'm about to get pregnant with our second child; should I let my wife experience a threesome before she conceives? Torn. Conflicted.

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