Am I wrong in my thinking?

After reading many friends' stories, I'm really moved. I'm a man who's been married for almost 15 years. In the first few years of our marriage, I felt great during sex, but now it seems like my wife doesn't need it as much anymore. About two or three years ago, I read articles and watched videos of one woman with two or more men. I don't know why, but I've had this urge to want my wife to have sex with other men; it feels more exciting that way. But I've never dared to say it. I don't know if it was two years ago or some other time, but I told my wife once, and she scolded me. After that, I kept bringing it up. Over time, sometimes my wife would answer me a few times, but slowly, she stopped caring. Sometimes she says I'm really mentally unstable, but I have a high sex drive and always want it. My wife doesn't seem to need it, which is very frustrating. After all, we've been married for over ten years, and I feel like we're too familiar with each other. There's no special action, just a few kisses, touching her breasts, and then I ejaculate. It's become a habit, and there's no passion. But I still want it every week, though I ejaculate very quickly each time. Is this my happiness? I want to change. I talk about threesomes, swapping, finding men for my wife—just saying it during sex, but I've never actually done it, and my wife probably wouldn't agree. I really want to try finding her men, but I don't know how many of the things mentioned in 69 are true, and I'm afraid of problems. My wife and I love each other very much. I really hope my wife gets to have sex with other men. After all, she's a virgin who's been with me, and now she's 40 and hasn't had any other men. That's undeniable, absolutely true. I really want my wife to not have lived a wasted life. She's had a tough time with me, and now that life is a little better, I want her to be sexually happy. That's my honest opinion. Can my wife overcome this hurdle? I love my wife. Before, she would get angry at other people seeing her, but for some reason, I hope other men have sex with her. Am I really mentally abnormal? That's what my wife says, but I still insist on saying I'll find someone to have sex with her every time we have sex. Have I changed?

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