Random thoughts about life

Over the years, I've experienced ups and downs, but mostly remained calm. Past memories are mostly old images; I prefer to move forward without dwelling on the past.
As people age and gain experience, many things change, the most important being perception.
Back when I was less experienced, I seemed to have certain attachments, feeling I couldn't accept a partner who wasn't a virgin. Now, looking back, I can only laugh it off.
I've known my wife for almost 10 years, and I've always believed she's a gift from God. Perhaps I saved the world in my past life to receive her.
In these 10 years, we haven't argued once, even now with children. There's been no fighting or conflict. Our family is harmonious, and our work and careers are stable. In this small second- or third-tier city, while we're not wealthy, we're comfortable enough. As the saying goes, "When people are
well-fed and warm, they think of sex," and that's human nature.
In this life, you can only love others if you love yourself enough. I don't advocate hedonism, because I don't have the means, but in this limited life, you should enjoy the beauty of youth while you're young, especially since you're not exactly young anymore.
I met my wife through work. I was single at the time, having peacefully broken up with my ex-girlfriend after graduation for various reasons. I discovered this girl through work; she was warm, gentle, kind-hearted, and helpful. I tried to create opportunities to interact with her—meeting her, having meals, watching movies, shopping, strolling around, and so on.
Back then, we were all renting apartments, and mine was close to the company. One night, after working late, I tentatively asked her, "Why don't you stay at my place tonight? It's not good for you to take a taxi home alone so late." To my surprise, she agreed. It was completely unexpected. Later, during our conversation, she realized she already had feelings for me, which is why she didn't refuse.
I only had a small double bed. After washing up, we went to sleep. I remember it was still quite cold then, and there was no heating in the room. At first, we each had our own blanket and were wearing thermal underwear. We chatted for a while, and then she started to doze off. But as a young man full of vigor, how could I possibly fall asleep at that time? However, I wasn't bold enough to make any rash moves, so I tried asking, "Can I hug you?" She said, "Why?" I said, "I want to hug you." There was no response, so I took it as consent. I started to crawl into the blanket and hug her from behind, then moved to the front and hugged her again. Then I started to grope her, reaching inside her clothes and taking off her bra. Here, something shocking happened: my beloved wife's breasts were incredibly well-endowed (see picture below). It was astonishing! I have absolutely no resistance to women with large breasts. My previous girlfriends all had average breasts, the biggest being a B cup. I never expected to find a D cup here! I felt like I had discovered a treasure! He was immediately captivated, constantly caressing and kissing her passionately. She quickly stripped off all her clothes and whispered in my ear, "I want you." Hearing her hum, I mounted her, and we made love. She was so tight, warm, and wet. It had been so long since I'd been inside a woman, and that time brought back that long-lost feeling—it was truly amazing.
The next morning, before getting out of bed, we naturally had sex again. It felt wonderful, and of course, my body was in great shape back then.
Later, she would occasionally come to my place, and we'd have sex together.
Eventually, I rented an apartment and she moved in with me. From then on, we lived a shameless life. Being young and energetic, our stamina was limitless. We used countless condoms. Here, I also started learning BDSM from the community's experts, trying various positions, including my favorite doggy style, cowgirl, oral sex, and even sex in the living room, balcony, kitchen, and car. My wife was very obedient and generally cooperated. Her potential for BDSM grew, and we became happier and happier on this path. Everything was so harmonious.
As time goes on, a person's threshold for excitement increases, and I suspect this applies to everyone.
At first, I found it unbelievable when I saw experienced people in the community sharing stories of their partners, even threesomes with their wives, and even couples engaging in swapping. Later, when my wife and I stumbled upon similar posts, I found myself excited too, and I even tried asking, "How about we do that?" From initial rejection to eventual acceptance, the process was gradual and subtle. Of course, we haven't taken any concrete action over the years, but it has added a touch of romance to our online interactions, giving us both a different kind of excitement. I feel that this is good enough.
My wife and I are very transparent with each other and don't shy away from our past relationships because I believe everyone has a unique and wonderful life, and everything happens for a reason. All that happened before was just to meet each other now, to know, love, and stay together for life.
It's embarrassing to admit, but when my wife and I got together, she hadn't completely broken up with her ex-boyfriend. We had just graduated and were in a long-distance relationship across provinces. Of course, it was the guy who didn't want to break up, and I, being in a close relationship, had the advantage and slept with him. A funny thing happened: her ex-boyfriend later somehow found my QQ account and emailed me, questioning why I stole his girlfriend. We even exchanged quite a few emails back and forth. Thinking about it now, it's really ridiculous and funny, haha, just some of the fun things from our youth.
Time and experience change many things, including perception. Enjoying more of the good things in life without hurting anyone is a way of showing love to my wife. Over the years, although I've sometimes thought about being attracted to other women, one principle remains: I will never hurt my family or my wife. That's my bottom line. We also seek new excitement and enjoyment together, all to make life more interesting and enrich our lives.
Once Pandora's box is opened, there's no stopping it, because it's so wonderful inside. As the threshold gets higher and higher, we would sometimes talk about details of our past relationships with our exes. She would ask me how I slept with other women, and I would ask her how I was slept with other men before. I would listen to her talk about how she was hugged and kissed by another man for the first time, and then her breasts were touched, and then another man rubbed his penis against her vagina, asking her if she wanted to go inside. Then she would agree to let others go inside her, and when asked if it was comfortable, she would answer that it was very comfortable, telling the men who entered her body that she liked being fucked. She enjoyed the rough, pounding sensation of men. After experiencing it, she became addicted to that feeling, readily accepting any advances from that man. While cooking in the kitchen, he would grab her from behind and grope her breasts, leaving her genitals soaking wet, before penetrating her from behind. She loved the feeling of being penetrated, especially from behind. Her first time being penetrated from behind was shameful yet stimulating and pleasurable, leading her to a life of indulgence. She transformed from a virgin into a woman with a strong libido, going out with him almost immediately, engaging in sexual encounters in hotels. Later, I learned that even before we were officially together, she had often eaten lunch or dinner with me, then went home and was taken to bed by other men that night, forced to kneel and be penetrated from behind, saying she loved being penetrated and fucked.
I wonder if she had ever been fucked by me once at night, then again the next morning, and then returned to her place to be fucked by another man—being fucked by two different men in one day. It might have happened during that time, but she keeps saying it didn't, that it doesn't matter, it's not important, I don't care. But if it did, I believe that for her, being caressed and fucked by two different men in one day must have been a particularly wonderful experience.
Every time I hear these details, I never feel angry at all, maybe a little jealous, because I got such a perfect body later than others. But then I'll hold her even tighter, because she belongs to me now. Fortunately, all that happened in the past was a wonderful experience for her, and that's great. Now I want to give her something even better, let her enjoy the most wonderful things in the world, that's the best, the very best love I can give her.
Later, we added some experts from the community on WeChat through private messages. We would exchange couples' passwords and also added several couples. In the evenings, we would play games together, like a mirror game where we would do the same thing, exchanging the same text, photos, videos, and voice messages at the same angles and in the same way. When my wife was aroused, she would tell her partner in voice and video calls that she wanted to be fucked by two men at the same time, asking the guy on the other end to fuck her together. I liked it best to lie there, leaning against the headboard, with my wife kneeling between my legs, giving me oral sex. I would massage her large breasts, and she would writhe, yearning for a big penis to enter her body from behind, filling her overflowing vagina (image below, hoping for a destined person to enter from behind). That way, one penis in her mouth and one penis in her vagina, the most perfect threesome. At that moment, I believed that if there really was a man behind her, he could enter without any obstacles, and when she was most aroused, she would not refuse, but would just close her eyes and enjoy it.
I've fantasized countless times about a threesome, and my wife has always agreed when she's aroused. She's even once expressed a desire to be with two men simultaneously. For a woman, being served and caressed by two skilled and physically capable men at the same time is arguably one of life's greatest pleasures. In that moment, she experiences the most primal climax, with both her upper and lower body moving in tandem, being both thrust into and caressed, feeling like a blissful goddess, cherished and pampered, enjoying the happiest moment of being a woman. If I could give her that perfect feeling, I would yearn for it. My wife has only been with two men in her life, including me, and her experiences have been somewhat limited. Providing her with a richer and more perfect experience is the deepest expression of my love and care for her.
Of course, we're still in the communication stage and haven't acted on it yet. It depends on fate. If it's right, we might act soon; if not, we might never actually do it, and we might remain where we are now, sharing secrets with others in the virtual world, experiencing the thrill and pleasure of communicating with people from all over the world whom we'll never meet in person.
Actually, this is quite nice. Love takes many forms, and perfection is definitely the lubricant of relationships, making our lives and our existence more beautiful!
We're located in the peaceful kite capital, and those with similar interests can message us privately to exchange ideas and share our lives. We've just turned thirty, and we welcome couples or lovers of similar age. We're also considered middle-class, so quality of communication is paramount, and physical appearance is secondary (absolutely no one who can't control their physique—my wife absolutely won't accept that, hahaha). Because who knows, maybe one day we'll be able to make love, right? Hahaha.
Today is just rambling, just some idle thoughts at the end of the month, typing whatever comes to mind. Much of it is unthinking; my hands just type whatever comes to mind. Maybe my wife will see this post, or maybe I'll edit it out in a few days, hahaha~
Great achievements come from lofty aspirations, great undertakings from diligence and perseverance, and decisiveness overcomes all difficulties. This applies to career and life!

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