My Campus Doppelganger

The rain grew heavier and heavier. The torrential downpour relentlessly lashed the asphalt. Under the relentless onslaught of the wind and rain, I walked helplessly towards the residential street. What kind of feelings did Miho have as she walked home in this downpour? The thought weighed heavily on my heart. The rain could easily wipe away the tears streaming down her cheeks, but the wounds left in her heart… wouldn't disappear so easily.
I, too, had to go home. Miho had made such a sacrifice to protect me; if I continued to wander around and ended up at the police station, how could I face her?
(Although, even if I went home, nothing would happen to me…)
The wind howled, its fierce force almost snapping the sunflowers growing in the courtyards of the houses along the road.
It seemed the television station had reported a typhoon approaching.
Perhaps it would be better if I stayed in my room, alone, to quietly reflect on what had happened.
I turned the corner as usual and stood under the eaves of my apartment building…
“……………………?”
At the entrance, a girl stood alone.
Her long hair fluttered in the wind, and even though she was soaked to the bone, she remained unfazed.
Hearing my footsteps, the exhausted girl listlessly turned around. Upon seeing me, she abruptly looked up.
“Yo-kun!?”
she called my name… It was Sakuragi Mai.
“……………………”
Sakuragi and I stared at each other in silence. Amidst the pounding wind and rain, time quietly slipped away.
Amidst the howling of the violent storm, Sakuragi spoke first.
“There are some things I want to say to Yo-kun…”
But I didn’t want to hear them. Now, I’ve become someone who only hurts others. Therefore, I’ve decided that from now on, even if I have to hurt someone, it will only be myself. I didn't know what Sakuragi wanted to say to me, but if I continued to date her, the ending would only leave her with sad memories.
"I'm so sorry... I want to be alone right now..."
I said, and turned to run into the apartment. But,
"Please! No matter what... I..."
Sakuragi grabbed my arm, blocking my way. Large drops of water slid down her bangs... My reflection was cast in Sakuragi's dark eyes.
"Let go of me!"
She stumbled and fell on the concrete steps in front of the apartment, having been violently thrown away.
Ignoring Sakuragi, I went into the apartment.
(Don't look back, don't pay attention to her...)
I told myself, but it was no use.
Turning back, Sakuragi was still kneeling on the ground, showing no intention of getting up, letting the torrential rain pour down on her.
"Sakuragi is crying."
Actually, I had noticed this from the beginning.
This can't be done... Continuing like this will only cause Sakuragi more harm... Although I understand this perfectly well.
"………………"
I took Sakuragi's hand and led her into the house.
Once inside, Sakuragi seemed lost in thought, showing no intention of saying anything. She just hunched over, shivering uncontrollably.
(She's probably freezing...)
How long had she been waiting at the apartment door, in the wind and rain?
I abandoned my plan to hand her a towel and went into the bathroom to turn on the gas. I prepared a t-shirt and work pants for her to change into.
"It's better to take a shower... Otherwise, you'll catch a cold..." I urged her.
"I'm sorry..." Sakuragi obediently nodded and went to the bathroom.
After hearing the door close softly, I let out a deep sigh.
After changing my own clothes, I made myself a cup of coffee.
The comforting warmth and slightly bitter taste spread in my mouth. The coffee beans I use at home were specially purchased for me from "Otimtime" at my request. ...They're a premium brand specially made for me by Rimi. Around the time I first entered high school, Rimi spent almost a year making these premium coffee beans after letting me taste them several times. Looking back now, perhaps Rimi made them especially for me. It's the kind of coffee I like, slightly acidic.
The howling wind relentlessly rattled the windows, its mournful sound tearing through the sky. After finishing
my coffee, I gazed out the window at the shattered scenery amidst the raging storm. Everything was so blurry in the overwhelming rain.
(……………………?)
Suddenly, I noticed the shower water from the bathroom had stopped.
"Ah—" The bed creaked…and suddenly, Sakuragi was standing behind me.
The instant I turned around,
"………………!?"
My breath almost stopped.
...Sakuragi was naked.
Neither the sailor uniform she brought nor the spare clothes I had prepared were worn by her. ...
Behind me stood Sakuragi, naked as a newborn baby.
Her beautiful body seemed to shimmer with light.
The part that had never been exposed to anyone, always covered by her swimsuit,
was pure and white, like translucent ice-white skin.
Only two things added color to this pure white world:
the peach-colored nipples standing atop her soft, swollen peaks,
and the chestnut-colored shadows breathing softly in the hidden triangle .
And the light radiating from these two small areas was many times greater than Sakuragi's alabaster-white skin.
"Please hold me..." Her luscious red lips wove these words.
Stunned and speechless, I forgot to breathe, and retreated in fear, my back slamming against the window frame with a "thud."
“No, you can’t… Sakuragi…”
My tongue was trembling with anxiety, and I struggled to utter a complete sentence.
Sakuragi’s naked body, slowly approaching me, seemed all the more sacred and inviolable.
“You can’t do this! Don’t you already know? I… with several girls…” Sakuragi
shouted at me, driven to desperation,
“Stop talking!” He shook his head as if exploding.
“Those things have nothing to do with me! Things like who your body is intertwined with… I don’t need to know. All I want is for you to hold me… that’s enough.”
Sakuragi's resolve was surprisingly firm. But I, in my current state, didn't have the right. No matter what, I couldn't do it.
"Please..."
Sakuragi's hands rested on my shoulders.
I was terrified. Not of Sakuragi, but of myself. If I let myself go and pulled Sakuragi into my arms... I would transform into a beast. A wolf devoid of compassion and tenderness, only capable of greedily devouring Sakuragi's body. That would be an irresponsible act, solely for the satisfaction of personal desire. ...Besides mating to confirm the love in our hearts, I didn't want to do that again. Even now, having lost my way and no longer understanding "what love is," I didn't want to become the worst kind of human, capable of utter depravity.
"No! I still can't! I... hate this kind of thing!" I cried out.
Sakuragi's face fell. For a moment, he seemed somewhat lost. But, with her lips tightly pressed together, Sakuragi resolutely raised her face again.
"Please keep...the promise you made to me..."
With eyes that could almost pierce my soul, Sakuragi stared intently at me.
"The promise...is..."
"In the park of Yabuki Town, Yo-kun once promised me...that when I couldn't achieve my dreams...even if it was just for a short time, when I wanted to live the life of an 'ordinary girl'...Yo-kun would give me strength..."
Overwhelmed by the promise, I fell completely silent.
Indeed, I had sworn to Sakuragi. I had promised her that, as a man, I would protect her to the very end, even at the cost of my life. That was—Sakuragi's "promise," my "vow."
Although, at the time, I didn't understand her true intentions.
In the end, whether I kept my promise or broke it, I couldn't avoid hurting Sakuragi. No, in fact, I had already hurt her deeply enough.
I had nothing more to say and could only lower my head.
"………………Are you willing to keep...it?" Sakuragi asked.
"Hmm," I replied briefly.
(It doesn't matter anymore...)
A sense of despair began to dominate my actions. Having been severely wounded in the Rimi incident, I was dealt a fatal blow by Sakuragi. Thinking about it seriously, perhaps this was my deserved retribution.
(If so, as an ending, let me finally drown in Sakuragi's body!)
Dark emotions enveloped and shrouded me.
The clothes I had just put on were stripped off and thrown aside, leaving me completely naked.
"……………………"
While I stood motionless, it was Sakuragi who brought our lips together.
At the first moment, our teeth touched. Neither Sakuragi nor Miho knew anything about kissing. However, even so, she tried her best to offer her lips, repeatedly attempting to kiss me.
I had made up my mind, but why couldn't I do anything? Although Sakuragi was right in front of me, I became paralyzed. Even something as simple as raising my hand to touch her, I couldn't manage, let alone kiss her. Even with her pitiful breasts deformed by my chest, clearly feeling the incredibly soft touch of her flesh… my penis seemed to shrink in fear, remaining stuck in that downward position.
The reason for all this was actually quite simple.
"…Sakuragi is too beautiful."
Excessively beautiful.
No matter how much she dreamed of living the life of an ordinary girl, her elegant and pure "radiance"
could not be hidden. It wasn't just because she was born into a prestigious family like the Sakuragi family, but rather a "radiance" inherent in her very being. For example, no matter the occasion, no matter the family she came from, the radiance she possessed would never change.
Sakuragi was the embodiment of beauty.
Before her, filth and ugliness would be exposed, and base hearts would retreat in fear; she herself was a goddess-like being.
If I were to reach this moment because of my love for Sakuragi in the real world… my alter ego would surely be an unyielding pillar by now, wouldn't it? I think I would probably make Sakuragi even more nervous than she is now, making her feel ashamed and embarrassed under my torment.
To be honest, I'm trembling even more than Sakuragi right now.
"Sakuragi can make a man wither and lose his will."
In this world, is there really any man who can embrace this girl? Her beauty is unparalleled… no, not just beauty, but her heart, radiating a holy light… it would project a man's entire being. Under that dazzling light, a man could clearly realize how ugly and insignificant he is.
The moment I stood before the goddess's naked body, I became an unforgivable sinner.
Facing me, who seemed tightly bound, unable to move an inch… Sakuragi's eyes were filled with sorrow.
It seems that even she herself understands this. An existence like her would bring immense pressure to a man, instilling profound inferiority.
And it was precisely because of this fact that Sakuragi… loathed himself.
“I am not a goddess!”
In that instant, I seemed to hear her cry from the depths of her heart. And at the same moment, she suddenly knelt down… directly facing my male form.
My drooping member was gently enveloped by the goddess's palms.
As if to ascertain the shape of what was in her hands, she gently stroked my member, murmuring, “I am just an ordinary girl.”
Her emerald-green eyes, shining like stars, gazed up at me. Those mysterious, clear eyes made my heart pound uncontrollably.
My member also reacted slightly at the same time.
And when that faint spasm reached her palms, it was as if she had received a coded instruction…
“I have always loved You-kun. Therefore…” Sakuragi whispered.
The goddess's lips offered themselves to my manhood.
…
Gently cupping my penis in her palms, Sakuragi's lips tenderly kissed the sensitive tip.
At first, her movements were gentle and hesitant, then gradually became more intense… The sounds of “kissing” and “kissing” began to echo in the room.
Responding to her movements, my manhood gradually reacted, confirming that my penis had become large enough.
“…”
Having made up her mind, Sakuragi's tongue climbed onto the glans.
Just like before, it started slowly, gradually becoming accustomed to it… “Gurgling” sounds, as if carefully and meticulously holding an ice cream cone, she licked the tip of my penis, her fragrant tongue swirling and circling over it.
I don't know if it was Sakuragi's overly enthusiastic actions that awakened my instincts... Although it was only about half of what it usually was, there was no denying that the desires hidden within my body were gradually reviving.
Seeing that my penis was already noticeably erect, Sakuragi, who had already made up her mind, didn't hesitate to take it into her mouth.
Like a child sucking on a foreign object, Sakuragi closed her mouth, savoring this unprecedented experience.
Sakuragi's expression was somewhat stiff due to tension, and a faint blush appeared on her cheeks.
Sakuragi's sense of shame and fear about what she was doing was probably overwhelming.
Although I myself was still not mentally prepared, my penis had returned to about 80% of its normal size against my will. It seems that even someone as determined as Sakuragi was somewhat surprised by the fact that my penis would become so firm and huge after erection. Faced with the swollen, hot penis filling her cherry-like mouth, her hesitation was clearly written on her face. My lips trembled, and I gasped for breath, my brow furrowed.
But while trying to keep my teeth from sticking out, Sakuragi frantically licked my penis with her tongue. Her neck swayed back and forth, gurgling as she stroked it. Under her almost self-sacrificing actions, my penis finally fully recovered, standing erect once more.
Completely surrendering my body to Sakuragi's devoted service, I groaned, "Ugh..."
Realizing I was beginning to experience pleasure, Sakuragi quickened her pace, violently shaking her head. Perhaps due to the excessive force, "Ugh, ugh!"
As my penis plunged deep into her throat, Sakuragi involuntarily choked.
"Cough, cough," she coughed repeatedly. But before I could say, "Let's... forget it," she preemptively said, "I'm fine, don't worry," and once again, she put "me" into her mouth.
To my surprise, Sakuragi swallowed it the same depth as before… no, it went even deeper than last time.
“Hmm—uh, hmm… ugh, ugh, ugh—…”
She looked like she wanted to vomit but couldn’t; that unique smell must have been incredibly uncomfortable for her. Tears were already welling up in her eyes… With the effort of my hands pushing, Sakuragi’s pitiful yet adorable lips finally reached the very core of my manhood.
(Why… why would she do this for me…) She’d even do something like this, sacrificing herself to such an extent?
My mind, filled with doubt and confusion, recalled the words Sakuragi had spoken before doing this.
“I’ve always loved Yo-kun.”
“I’ve always loved Yo-kun. So… I…”
Realizing this, my gaze met Sakuragi’s, who seemed to be looking up at me.
Those irresistibly alluring, sparkling black pearl-like eyes… reflected my image.
In that instant, without needing any words, Sakuragi’s emotions filled my heart.
“Because I have always loved Yongjun. So… for Yongjun, I… would do anything…”
Somewhere deep within my heart, as this voice rang out, something collapsed.
In its place, the beast that had been trapped in its cage… was finally released.
“Wu!” Shouting her name like a roar, I pulled Xiaowu from between my legs and roughly threw her onto the bed.
Immediately afterward, I pounced on her like a hungry tiger, pinning her down… I grabbed her fair thighs with rough movements and pulled them apart to their maximum extent. Then, I spread Xiaowu’s exposed labia as far as possible to the sides, pressing my member against them…
I penetrated Xiaowu’s virginity in one go.
“Ah──!……………Ugh──” Completely unprepared for such a brutal invasion, Wu, in excruciating pain as if being torn apart, involuntarily arched her back, arching her body backward.
The virgin's vagina, being violated for the first time by a "man," seemed to be pushing out the intruding foreign object, pressing against my penis and resisting desperately. From Xiao Wu's tightly contracting clitoris, which even caused me some pain, I forcefully pulled out my penis without hesitation. Afterwards, I could even hear the "squeaking" sound of my penis rubbing against her vaginal folds, and with a force almost capable of breaking through her uterus, I thrust in again violently.
(Hoo--…woo, um, woo, woo--…) Xiao Wu arched her body as if suffering from malaria, convulsing uncontrollably.
Pressed against Xiao Wu, I greedily tasted her soft cherry lips, occasionally lightly biting her earlobe. I spread my fingers and grabbed her breasts, kneading and squeezing them into various shapes, sucking on her nipples with all my might, the force so great that I even wondered if I might tear off those bright, delicate buds.
"Ah--...Hoo...Ugh, ah--...Ugh...Ugh--..."
One can imagine how intense the pain Xiaowu was enduring was. Anyone would have cried out "It hurts!" or "Stop!" But Xiaowu showed no such intention.
Not only that, as if afraid her body would escape, she gripped the sheets tightly while actively wrapping her legs around my waist.
"Why aren't you crying?!"
Shout it out, just scold me. That would have been enough, but Xiaowu refused, desperately enduring the pain.
I made Xiaowu open her mouth and pressed my chest against hers. Enduring the excruciating pain and barely able to breathe, Xiaowu groaned "Ugh, um," involuntarily closing her mouth and biting my chest. Although I knew that doing this might break my skin, only such intense pain made me feel alive.
"Bastard...bastard, bastard--..." For no reason at all, I suddenly became enraged, roaring loudly.
Completely transformed into a beast, I continued my ravaging of Sakuragi Mai.
With speed and power I had never possessed before, I thrust into Sakuragi's flower core. I let myself be controlled by anger, using my penis as a weapon, wantonly trampling in the pure garden of the holy maiden that no one had ever visited.
But, while enduring such pain and torment... Sakuragi's body began to respond to that violent "man." From some unknown place deep within Sakuragi's body, nectar symbolizing pleasure gradually flowed out. The folds of her cavity, burning from friction, were unknowingly covered with a viscous fluid.
Sakuragi's gentleness... the endless gentleness of a woman's body... filled me with fear. Even if her hymen was so ruthlessly pierced, her vaginal cavity so brutally ravaged, could she be forgiven as long as the man she loved committed this crime?
"Ah, um... Yongjun... Yongjun..."
Xiaowu groaned, rubbing her face against mine in discomfort.
Compared to the beginning, the pain had lessened, had it? Her slender wrists caressed my back, and Xiaowu kept saying, "Deeper, I can bear it," while trying to arch her back to match my movements.
"I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you..."
Despite large tears streaming down her face, she simply kept repeating these unchanging words.
“Even though I treated her like this, she still…still…”
…In the end, I couldn’t escape the palm of the Bodhisattva.
The girl called “Sakuragi Mai” shattered all the attacks from the ferocious beast within “Sakimura Yoru” and was killing it with her overflowing love.
“Woohoohoohoohoohoohoohoohoohoo…”
The beast let out its final roar before death.
At the same moment, a large amount of semen splattered throughout Mai’s body.
While struggling in its death throes, the beast, on the verge of destruction, used its last strength to spray venom into the deepest part of the woman’s body. But once it flowed into the holy sea, it was immediately purified and dissolved away.
Responding to my excitement, Mai’s body trembled with a “thump, thump” as I ejaculated. The goddess’s flower core gently enveloped my member.
When all the movements were over, I collapsed on top of Mai, exhausted, pressing all my weight onto her.
I buried my face between Mai's breasts, so I could avoid seeing her. Knowing full well that what I had done was irreversible, I simply didn't have the courage to face her again.
The moment I brought her into the apartment, I sensed this would be the outcome.
Because, deep down, I longed for union with a woman, for the sweetness and tenderness of a woman, for the chance to wallow in her soft flesh and forget all my troubles.
Despicable and shameless, trying to heal my despondent and self-destructive state… I even defiled something absolutely sacred and inviolable.
"I violated Sakuragi Mai."
To fill the desires and hunger in my heart, I used Mai's body as medicine, utterly humiliating her, sacrificing her purity to heal my own wounds.
Such an act can never be forgiven.
"I'm sorry… I… I…"
Without realizing it, I buried my face in Mai's chest and wept uncontrollably. This was the first time in my memory that someone had seen my tears. Because I've always thought that it's better to die than to show my crying face to everyone... But, I can no longer stop the tears from flowing.
Sakuragi's small hands gently stroked my back, as if soothing a crying baby, stroking my hair. But her gentleness only made me feel worse.
"I'm sorry... I'm sorry... really, I'm sorry..."
All I could do was cry.
Even in this state, Mai still gave me endless love, like a loving mother letting me bury my head between her breasts, gently embracing me.
"Don't cry, Yo-kun... It's alright, don't cry, because I'm the one who needs to apologize!"
Surrounded by two soft, warm mounds, I listened to Mai's words while feeling that incredible peace and tranquility.
"I'm not the person everyone imagines me to be, the one with a beautiful heart... The real me is actually the complete opposite... I possess an ugly, shallow, and filthy heart."
Hearing this unexpected line, I exclaimed, "How could that be!" Just as I was about to look up, Sakuragi grabbed me tightly, stopping me. "No!
" "Just stay still like this and listen to me..." he whispered, continuing, "From childhood, I've lived behind a mask. In front of my parents, I was an obedient, sensible, honest, and strong child... In front of my friends, I was a gentle and considerate girl. That's how I am, pretending to be what people expect. But... deep in my heart, a black flame has never been extinguished, because only I know that I am a 'liar'..."
The phoenix outside the window seemed to be growing stronger. The windowpanes swayed, the rattling sound incessant. Outside, the wind howled; inside, all was silent, a world belonging entirely to the two of them, with only Xiaowu's voice echoing in the void.
"I'm truly troubled... because no one can truly understand me... One day, someone who can understand me will appear. Someone who can reveal the true me is surely waiting for me somewhere in this world... I live with this sorrow, yet also with hope..."
Xiaowu's fingers, playing with my hair, softened.
"Then one day, I met that person... on the day of the high school entrance ceremony. Even though it was our first meeting, that person stared at me with an incredulous expression. It was like meeting someone I'd dreamt of... I can't forget that look in his eyes. At that moment, I suddenly realized, perhaps, the person I'd been searching for was right before my eyes... From that day on, that man named 'Megura Yui'—you... have always remained in my heart."
Shocked, I tried to look up again, but Xiaowu still wouldn't allow it. It seemed she still had much to say.
"Even so, I still did something foolish. Even though I always thought of Yo-kun, and my eyes were only for Yo-kun… I was unwilling to admit it honestly. Because I've never had any experience with love, I didn't know what to do… No, not only that… but also because I'm proud. As the young lady of the Sakuragi family, I wasn't willing to lower my pride… Although I really hoped Yo-kun could understand me, I was afraid that if my true self were revealed, Yo-kun might hate me. Just thinking about that terrified me."
Though it was very slight, Mai was trembling.
"During those days of uncertainty, I noticed… that besides myself, there were other girls who loved Yo-kun… and not just one, but several girls… When I found out, I…" Mai's
fingers, which had been playing with my hair, stopped moving. This was because she was about to get to the point, to confess without reservation the feelings that caused her the most pain.
“I hate them. Although I can't do anything by standing by, those girls can all get close to you… Whether it's Suzuki, who always gazes at you with such tenderness, or Nishina, who is devoted to you, or Tanaka, who always gets to talk to you… I hate them all!”
I looked up. This time, Sakuragi didn't stop me. Her clear and thorough confession left me speechless. The two of us just looked at each other silently.
“And what troubles me most among them is Kurokawa's existence. Because that person is so close to you… knows you better than anyone else, loves you more… and when Yoi-kun also realized her feelings for Kurokawa, all I could see was darkness.” A
glimmer appeared in Mai's eyes.
“I'm sorry--!”
she said in one breath.
"I already knew. Kurokawa and Aihara started dating... right at the beginning of summer vacation... I saw them together by chance on the street... So I thought... if Kurokawa's heart leaves you, then I'll have a chance..."
Komai bit her lip, tears welling up uncontrollably in her bright eyes.
"Just as I hoped, my chance came... Yo-kun's presence is getting closer and closer to me... In that park... Yo-kun kissed me... After that, I ran into Kurokawa and the others by chance, and in that instant... I... I... felt a joy from the bottom of my heart. That way, Yo-kun will only pay attention to me from now on."
The scene of that night in the park, where the four of us—Aihara, Satomi, and Mai—gathered together, flashed through my mind. All I could do then was take care of Mai.
"Yesterday, I hit Ei-kun by the pool, but it wasn't to stop him, nor out of some sense of justice… it was just because I was angry. Seeing you completely ignoring your own existence for Kurokawa… I finally understand… how much you love her…"
Mai's thoughts, as if burning everything away, made my chest ache as if it were being scorched.
"This love is over, I know that clearly… but the black flame in my heart refuses to accept this fact. So I came to Ei-kun's apartment. Although I know that this ending will only hurt Ei-kun more… but, to fulfill my wish, I have to sacrifice you…"
Instead of my dried tears, Mai's face was streaked with tears. She sobbed softly, her lips tightly pressed shut in deep self-reproach.
I wasn't angry. No, I should say, what reason do I have to be angry? Without a doubt, the one truly to be condemned is me.
"What have I done…"
Driven mad by the loss of Rimi, becoming self-destructive… pointing a gun at Aihara Kenji with a violent heart… taking my anger out on those around me, torturing myself in every way… and as the culmination of this series of events, I even targeted Mai.
In the end, I never considered anyone else but myself.
(It was as if my life was about to end, acting recklessly according to my own desires… while telling myself that everything that happened was unreal… trying to escape from what had transpired.)
"Even so, there are still girls who love me."
"Love?"
Yes. Only one thing… is absolutely not a pretense. That is, "I deeply love every woman I have been intimate with."
Reiko, Chiharu, Ako, Kurumi, and Misa… I am serious and sincere with all of them. We shared a burning passion that was almost indescribable, and it was precisely for this reason that we used "love" as the affirmation of this emotion. At all times, I always felt the deep love between us, and it was on the foundation of this emotional fusion that our physical union took place.
Was this merely a fabricated excuse to achieve the goal of having multiple partners?
No. I swear to all the gods in the world, it wasn't like that. My mind isn't clever enough to fabricate such a reason to deceive women in order to have sex with them.
However, judging solely from the outcome, the accusation that I deceived them certainly has merit. I absolutely dare not assert that I am entirely innocent.
But even so, I still want to believe in the "feeling of love" in my heart. And I must believe it. Otherwise, it would be the most serious betrayal I could commit against them.
The fog that had been obscuring my vision seemed to dissipate in an instant.
(I am not alone!) Reiko, Chiharu, Ako, Natsuko, Yoshiko-sensei, Mako-sensei, Kurumi, Miho, Misa, Rimi…aren't they all caring for me, holding me tightly in their arms? The
pure love of Mai Sakuragi awakened one precious memory after another in my heart. With Mai's help, I found redemption.
But Mai, who should have been the savior, was crying. Beneath me, her body was still trembling. She was deeply remorseful for her sins.
"Stop crying."
Mai's sins didn't exist at all. Falling in love with someone inevitably brings possessiveness and a desire to control—isn't that normal? Liking someone and hoping that they only have eyes for you no matter when or where—I think everyone has this desire. The only difference is whether this feeling is openly expressed or buried deep inside, but everyone has love, hate, and jealousy in their heart.
To insist on denying this... to say that Xiaowu's heart is dirty... If such a person truly existed in this world, I would say to him, "You are no longer a human being!"
Lacking even the courage to face the darkness within oneself, yet refusing to forgive the shortcomings of others—such self-righteous individuals are the ones I hate most.
Forgiveness, compassion... the effort made to understand each other... the existence of so-called empathy is one of humanity's greatest virtues.
How can one understand "purity" without knowing what "ugliness" is? In a true sense, Xiaowu, troubled by guilt and self-loathing, remorseful for her actions, and deeply ashamed, is the girl with a "beautiful and noble" heart.
"Wu..."
I gently wiped away the tears on her face with my fingertips. In that instant, something was born within me. It was something incredibly warm, something radiant.
"I love Xiaowu!" Wu,
who was troubled and pained by someone like me, her boundless passion... was more endearing than anything else.
My love swelled, gradually overflowing.
Sensing my growing need, a glimmer of light appeared in Mai's sorrowful eyes.
"I'm a cowardly, cunning woman... But, if you can forgive me... even if it's a lie. Until the end of this summer vacation, please love me!"
Tears welled up again, and Mai shook her head, sobbing.
"It's okay if you don't love me. Even if you treat me as a slave to satisfy Yong-kun's desires... please hold me. If it's for Yong-kun... I can do anything. If Yong-kun needs me... even if it's just like before, with my mouth..."
Mai's unwavering resolve once again deeply moved me. How important that "promise" was to her! Compared to that, I felt utterly ashamed of myself for being unable to do anything.
Mai's illusory dream... a small, tiny dream... and she was making an excessively strained effort to achieve it. I absolutely cannot add to her suffering any more.
"No! I... I won't treat Mai as a slave..."
That encounter, for both me and Mai... was nothing but hurt and being hurt. I don't want to repeat an act that leaves only pain and sorrow. Just like raping a woman I love, I would never do that again!
"About Mai... I want to know more... because I love you!"
I pressed my lips to Mai's.
Her lips were so soft, like cherry blossom petals.
As the warmth on my lips gradually faded, her emerald eyes gazed at me.
Ripples of light shimmered within the black gems.
No words were needed.
Because the girl's longing had entered my heart.
Two, three, we kissed again.
The simple touch of lips was enough to envelop me in an indescribable happiness.
Mai probably wanted our lips to remain pressed together forever; when our lips parted slightly for a moment, her expression quickly dimmed, as if she were lonely.
To reassure Mai, my next move was to slip my tongue into her mouth. Although I felt her lips tremble for a moment, they immediately yielded to me.
Responding to my movements in her mouth, Mai timidly extended her tongue to intertwine with mine, learning a new way to kiss. At first, her movements were clumsy and stiff, but as she gradually got used to it, perhaps realizing that there was no more "passionate lovemaking"... the girl's tongue moved more intensely.
The two of us, as if in a dream, greedily sucked on each other.
"Ah--..."
The adult-like passionate kiss continued until both of us felt breathless. To see Mai's even more adorable side, I planned to take it to the next step, but...
incredibly, I could now clearly know what Mai was thinking. No, I could hear her inner whispers.
"I want... more and more... to kiss Yui..." Mai said.
In fact, when I covered her lips with mine again... a smile bloomed on Mai's face, and she shyly pecked at my lips. She eagerly offered me her fragrant tongue, ravaging my territory with almost audible, intense movements.
Seeing that Mai had completely surrendered to the adult-style wet kiss, I figured it was time to move on to the next step. So I reached out and began to caress her, placing my palm on her breasts.
Perhaps her breasts were Mai's weakness; as my hand began to gently knead them, her shoulders trembled slightly.
(Even so…)
Mai's breasts were so beautiful; even lying on her back like this, her lovely breasts maintained their perfect spindle shape. And the pale peach-colored nipples at their tips pointed firmly to the ceiling. They
must have always maintained such a clear shape; in terms of size, Mai's nipples were my favorite, slightly larger than average. Under my kneading and caressing, the cherry-colored nipples quickly hardened and became erect.
I vigorously kneaded Mai's breasts with my right hand, rubbing my chest against her nipples. While continuing the passionate kiss, I teased her earlobe with my left hand.
"If you treat me so gently… I…"
Mai interrupted the kiss, "maybe, I'll cry again…"
she confided to me with a cute expression.
Although I didn't want to see her shed tears of sorrow, tears of joy were a different story. Needless to say, I used even gentler movements to make her cry.
"Hoo...uh...uh...ah--" Mai's breath became increasingly sweet. I lightly flicked her already engorged nipples with my fingernails, and she cried out, "Ha--!"
"Yong-kun...I'm already, my stomach is so hot..."
I noticed that Mai, who was moaning softly, was completely wet.
(She got wet so quickly--, Mai...) The nectar of love overflowing from her petals even soaked the sheets.
Not wanting her to wait anxiously any longer, "Mai, I'm going in..."
I pressed the tip of my penis against her lips. With her slight nod as a signal, I began my intrusion.
"Mmm--" Mai groaned softly. It seemed that she felt the man entering her body. Having just been roughly opened up by me, Mai swallowed it without any difficulty. What would the girl feel the moment that hot, hard rod entered her? As this thought suddenly crossed my mind, I used all my strength to bury my entire penis deep inside Mai's flower core.
"………………"
As if telepathically connected, we instinctively sought each other's lips amidst soft breaths of "ah" and "uh.
" "I… am… making love with Mai!?"
Yes, it was Sakuragi Mai. That noble girl, showered with men's affections, untouchable by anyone… that intelligent, pure girl possessing unparalleled beauty. That goddess-like Sakuragi Mai was united with me. And this wasn't a dream.
(Mai's abdomen… is so hot…) My body finally felt real.
This, perhaps, is because we connected to confirm our love?
Mai's flower cave was completely different from when I first visited.
First, more unbelievable and incomparable than anything else, was that Mai's "feminine" part and my "masculine" part were, in fact, perfectly matched. If I were a sword, then Mai's would be its matching scabbard. My body was created for Mai… and Mai's body was created for me… It's almost as if one could think that our bodies are perfectly matched. Even
searching for such a match in a sea of people would be impossible.
And what surprised me even more was the "structure" of Mai's interior, a structure that defies description.
The moment my penis gently touched her cervix, her labia immediately tightened with a "gurgling" sound, securing my penis. Immediately following this, her uneven folds clung to my penis, sucking it forcefully with a soft, rustling sound. That alone was already unbearably pleasurable, but there was something even more amazing. Deep within Mai's feminine core, like a baby's tiny hand, it grasped the tip of my penis, making a "dududududu" sound, trying to swallow it whole. I even suspected that her insides had become a vacuum, and the resulting irresistible attraction made me feel as if my glans had been completely swallowed into her uterus. Moreover, this action, along with the powerful, gurgling contractions at the entrance and the wet, writhing contractions of the entire vaginal mucosa, occurred simultaneously. This brought me unbearable pleasure. How can one best describe the wonder of Mai's vaginal cavity?
To call it "the owner of a rare, three-layered, tightly bound genital organ" would not be an exaggeration, nor would it be an exaggeration to call it "the most exquisite of all genital organs."
However, Mai herself had no idea how exquisite her own core was. In fact, "Ugh--, it's tightening..."
Faced with my involuntary moaning, Mai tilted her head at me with a puzzled look. She didn't even understand what "tightening" meant, giving me an uneasy look as if asking, "What's wrong?"
"Because Mai's inside is so tight... I... ugh--!"
To endure the feeling that was about to explode, I had to grit my teeth.
"Does it hurt?"
I shook my head at Mai, who immediately asked.
"It feels so good... Mai, it feels so good..." I replied.
Although Mai finally looked relieved, she immediately became worried again.
"I'm sorry... I... what should I do?"
Even so, I really didn't expect her to apologize. I'm the one who really needs to apologize! But then again, there are ways to control oneself.
"Mai, um..." I whispered in her ear, telling her about the method.
"Eh...!?" Hearing this, Mai blushed to the roots of her ears with embarrassment.
It seems... I have to explain it here. Although, the following discussion is basically purely medical.
The vaginal cavity and anus are surrounded by a figure-eight shaped muscle group. It is a muscle group connected by the anal sphincter, levator ani muscle, and PC muscle... that is, um... ah--what's that all about... um...
This is so troublesome! Simply put, it's the principle that if the gluteal muscles contract tightly, the vaginal walls will also contract accordingly. Therefore, with conscious practice, anyone can control it freely. With continuous effort, any woman can train her vagina to become the legendary "carp mouth." ...Ah-ah, sorry, I'm introducing this boring trivia again. Well
, anyway... even though Mai felt very embarrassed, aside from not saying "Yo-kun's request is an absolute instruction," she still did as I asked without hesitation.
"Wow, ah--... uh- ... I knew perfectly well that Mai was watching me, trembling and struggling to endure. (Looks like I've failed this time.) Mai is a true genius. Once she's learned something, she'll never forget it. Besides, Mai is a girl who never lacks effort and has a strong drive to improve. The second time has to be better than the first, and the third time has to be better than the second… Mai is the kind of person who constantly pushes herself to improve; she's a proactive girl. (I taught her something bad.) Even if I regret it now, it's too late. At least for Mai right now, giving her all for me is the greatest happiness. If she knew I was enjoying this pleasure that made me groan, she certainly wouldn't let me off easily. Mai's innate learning ability must be running at high speed. As a result, there's no doubt she'll be able to precisely control the "Goddess's Weapon" to achieve even better results. Mai wants to see "my joyful expression"... It's precisely because I completely understand her feelings that it's even more difficult. As for me, of course, I also want to see Mai's joyful expression. I wanted to use every method I could to make her experience sexual pleasure. I absolutely couldn't accept not seeing Xiaowu's expression during her orgasm! But there was no doubt that continuing like this would only result in the regrettable outcome of me exploding inside Xiaowu! (This... I can't let this go on without taking action.) Needless to say, I planned to withdraw from her body first, and thus prepared to lift my waist. But Xiaowu's vagina, which prided itself on its superior tightness, wouldn't let me go. The jelly-like, uniquely feminine folds writhed, sucking intently. This was perhaps just an unconscious action that Xiaowu herself didn't understand, but it brought the man unparalleled sensual pleasure. I succumbed to the entwined mucous membrane and was sucked back into Xiaowu's body. "Whoosh—!" Unintentionally, the head of my penis hit her uterus directly. "Ugh—, um!?" Xiaowu groaned softly, her brows furrowing in discomfort. "I'm sorry, does it hurt?" Facing my flustered apology, Mai blinked a couple of times... then calmly denied it. "No... I don't know why, but it felt like I was suddenly electrocuted in my lower body..." "Huh?" I stared intently at her. Could it be... could it be... but... "Swish--!" As I tried to thrust again, Mai groaned again, and at the same time, an expression clearly different from her pain appeared on her face. "Mai... could it be that you feel good?" Mai seemed surprised by my point. "No, I don't know!" But her shy avoidance of my gaze and her cheeks, already as red as apples from embarrassment, were tantamount to an admission. "Although I don't know what's happening... but inside my stomach, I feel waves of numbness..." Hearing her answer, I immediately began experimenting with more intense movements. "Swish--, swish--, swish--!" "Ahhh--!" Mai arched her body backward, unable to bear it any longer. ...This time, there's no mistake. "If Mai's womb is solidified, there will be an exceptionally strong sensation." Usually, only the best couples, after years of harmonious union, can experience this kind of pleasure...at least, that's what the books say. I wonder if Mai's body has received a special blessing from heaven? Or, no, it's very likely... her spiritual power has already become so strong that it surpasses the physical body? As I mentioned earlier, I know very well that Mai's longing for me has reached an almost unbearable level. Moreover, Mai wants to dedicate this love and her entire being to me within this short "appointment" time. Therefore...at the moment when we make the most beautiful contact that lovers often engage in, Mai also desperately enjoys it. "In order to leave more memories for myself," once this fervent love surfaced, it could no longer be stopped. "Yo-kun...I..." Because this is Mai's first experience, she herself doesn't know exactly what happened. I gently, gently stroked Mai's somewhat timid hair. "It's alright. What you're experiencing now is what's called an orgasm." "An orgasm...?" Repeating this, Mai seemed to finally understand. And when she realized she had reached her peak, her face flushed even more. "I'll make you feel even better." Before she could answer, I thrust into Mai with the force of a raging torrent. The goddess arched her body with my movements, letting out sweet gasps. But at the same time, her most precious treasure, her honey pot, immediately responded to the man's movements, beginning its ever-changing activity. I knew clearly that I couldn't hold on much longer. "Mai, it feels so good... Mai..." "Me too... Yong-kun... Ahh--!" Sharing this supreme pleasure, Mai and I... flew towards that dazzling flash. ………………

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