Finding a partner for her father

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After Xiaoying got into bed, she tossed and turned, occasionally checking her phone, but she seemed

quite restless and agitated. I fast-forwarded through the video; after half an hour of this, Xiaoying

finally got out of bed and turned on her computer. She browsed a few pages of news, then opened the forum and

started writing a log. Seeing this, I couldn't help but feel a surge of excitement. I'd always known that the best way to understand

Xiaoying was by reading her logs. I knew I would

gain something from them.

After writing for about forty minutes, Xiaoying shut down her computer and went back to bed.

She tossed and turned for a while, but eventually, overcome by fatigue, she calmed down and slowly fell asleep

until my father and I arrived. After turning off the monitor, I glanced at Xiaoying lying in bed. It was

clear she was truly exhausted, both physically and mentally. Reassured, I opened the forum, logged into Xiaoying's account,

and then opened the log she had written an hour earlier:

"Time flies, especially recently. I've experienced the ups and downs of life, highs and lows.

The best part is that the pregnancy test came back negative, which is a huge relief.

My relationship with my husband has also finally returned to normal. This sudden turn of events feels like a lifetime ago. The only thing

that bothers me is whether my husband found out about my affair with his father. I'm not sure

yet , but based on my current feeling, he shouldn't know. Otherwise, given his strong

sense of justice, he might forgive his father, but he would never forgive me. So, my affair with my father-in-law should

n't have been leaked. To be honest, this period has terrified me, and I even had suicidal thoughts.

My husband has been under a lot of pressure from work and family lately, so he's been very irritable. I should give him more

care and attention.

As for my relationship with my father-in-law, after having sex with him that night while my husband was home,

I was filled with regret afterward. So, I've decided to cut off all ambiguity with him to avoid

a tangled mess . However, my past indiscretions with my father-in-law still linger in my mind..." The thrill and

pleasure unforgettable. But everything should come to an end eventually; after all, I'm going to

spend my life with my husband, not my father-in-law.

Recently, things finally seemed to be resolved. My father-in-law suddenly suggested finding a companion and moving out of the house

. I was shocked when I heard this, because I knew his intentions. His desire for

a companion wasn't genuine, as evidenced by his previous refusal. His

move out was also a way of avoiding it. His thoughts were the same as mine... Everyone was afraid, afraid

that the truth would eventually come out, and that it wouldn't be

too late to mend things. But my heart was filled with complex emotions. When I heard that my father-in-law wanted to find a companion, I suddenly

felt a pang of pain. I felt a deep reluctance and guilt towards him leaving

home, as his departure was inextricably linked to me. Moreover, the thought of him

living happily with another woman gave me a strange feeling, as if something that was once

mine had been stolen, like losing a cherished personal item.

The thought of something that was rightfully mine being taken away filled me with jealousy. I

'm not a possessive woman, but perhaps the past between my father-in-law and me was too exciting and sweet,

and I couldn't bear to lose it.

Today was supposed to be his blind date, and normally I should have been there too. But

after much , I wasn't mentally prepared to face this unexpected loss. I was afraid that if I saw that woman,

I would reveal a strange hostility. For the sake of a harmonious blind date for my father-in-law, barring any unforeseen circumstances, I... I decided to avoid

the blind date tonight. Right now, my father-in-law is probably having a pleasant conversation with that woman. I don't want to

think about it; it just makes me irritable.

And when I heard he wanted to find a companion, a faint resentment suddenly welled up inside me, as if

he had betrayed me. But now, thinking about it, what reason do I have to hate him? Although we had

an ambiguous, intimate relationship, in name I will always be his daughter-in-law. I can never give him love or a family; after all,

I can't leave my husband. I can give my husband love and a family, but nothing beyond physical intimacy... I can't give

my father-in-law anything.

Although I'm reluctant to see him go on a blind date and leave home, I

have to force myself to accept it for the sake of my family, husband, and son. After

all . I need to adjust my mindset these next few days to prepare for

the arrival of that woman. As for my father-in-law, I've never hated him, except for the first time he forced himself on me. And what can I give him

now ? I can only offer him my deepest blessings. I have to force myself to be happy that he finds

happiness in his later years. "

After reading Xiaoying's relatively short diary entry, I realized it contained so much.

First , it confirmed my suspicions: Xiaoying does indeed have a lingering attachment to her father, and a hint of jealousy and

envy. It seems that after such a long period of close contact, Xiaoying has developed the

idea that 'he is my exclusive man.' While this doesn't prove that Xiaoying has completely fallen in love with her father, it undoubtedly

confirms she has feelings for him beyond mere familial affection, though these feelings are far

less significant than those for me."

Things happened so suddenly that Xiaoying needed a little time to adapt and

change her emotions and mindset, to welcome Aunt Zhang, a stranger who was suddenly going to be part of the family. Although

I felt a little jealous in the middle of the diary, the end of the entry indicated that Xiaoying accepted the situation.

Ying is rational. Once this hurdle with Xiaoying is overcome, everything will be much easier. Although

neither my father nor Xiaoying is entirely willing about this situation, I believe that soon they will both return

to their normal roles and adapt to the change in the family.

The next day, I called my college classmate, Sao Ge, and told him about my intention to

reassign job. After my repeated assurances, he finally agreed to arrange a new job for my father as

a night watchman.

Three days later, Aunt Zhang and her daughter came to our house for a gathering. On this day, Xiaoying and I both took

the afternoon off to prepare at home, making a lot of dishes. At

3 pm,

Aunt Zhang and her daughter arrived at our house.

It was Xiaoying's first time meeting Aunt Zhang, but fortunately, after these two days of adjustment, Xiaoying's mindset seemed

much more relaxed. When she looked at Aunt Zhang, there was no spark as I had imagined.

Xiaoying and I originally planned to cook dinner. However, at Aunt Zhang's insistence, Aunt Zhang

took charge of cooking , while my father legitimately assisted. Xiaoying and I were in the living room with Aunt Zhang's daughter. The three of

us chatted while my father and Aunt Zhang cooked in the kitchen. Although Xiaoying seemed to have adjusted her mindset,

her gaze still inadvertently drifted towards the kitchen. And every time she heard my father and Aunt Zhang talking

and laughing , Xiaoying would lower her head or sigh slightly, though she hid it well. To outsiders, everything seemed

normal; only we could detect the abnormality. It was clear that although Xiaoying was very resolute in her diary,

she was still somewhat unnatural when actually facing it. It seemed that it would take time for Xiaoying to fully accept it.

At the dinner table, this soon-to-be-united family was very happy. Xiaoying and I sat together, my father

and Aunt Zhang sat together, and Aunt Zhang's daughter sat alone on the other side. We talked about the

plans I had made future. Aunt Zhang and her daughter had no objections; after all, they were getting old and didn't

have high demands for life. Moreover, I had arranged a rural life for them, and Aunt Zhang, being from a rural background, was naturally overjoyed, just like

my father full of longing for the future. Everything went remarkably smoothly,

without any disagreements or obstacles .

Barring any unforeseen

circumstances, the matter was settled.

At the dinner table, Xiaoying and her father would occasionally

exchange a knowing glance, only to instantly look away,

a hint of awkwardness and barely concealed sadness appearing on their faces. They endured it, maintaining harmony at the table.

Xiaoying politely greeted Aunt Zhang and praised her excellent cooking. Indeed,

Aunt Zhang skills were truly impressive. Finding such a simple and capable companion for her father was a kind of compensation for him . Having connections made things easier; within two days, Brother Sao gave me the results. He had arranged a new place for her father —not a small island, but

a relatively large island in the river. The island has electricity and internet access, and even a small number of residents. It's quite large, and many small boats come and go, making it very convenient. However, this island is newly developed by the power company and is under construction, though it's nearing completion and will be operational in less than two weeks. For my father 's safety, my father, Aunt Zhang, and I took some time to visit the island. It's large and beautiful, situated on high ground, and the watchman's quarters built by the power company are excellent . A clean brick house with two bedrooms, running water and electricity—far better . Most importantly, my friend Sao Ge is a true friend; he even provided my father with a speedboat, ostensibly for his convenience in patrolling the island, but actually to provide him with some enjoyment in his later years. My father and Aunt Zhang are very satisfied with their future home. As for salary and benefits, those are secondary . The two of them explored the island, Aunt Zhang filled with curiosity and delight, looking forward to the future. My father, gazing at this small island, wore a smile, but occasionally a hint of reminiscence, bitterness, and uncertainty about the future flickered across his face. Seeing him like this, I knew he harbored some reluctance within him. I could only hope that Aunt Zhang could soothe his wounded heart so that he could forget the past sooner and truly enjoy the happiness of his later years…

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