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I'm 27 years old. I had a girlfriend from university four years ago, and we broke up six months ago because I wanted to have casual sex with other couples or even a threesome. I've been depressed for a long time, but I can't bring myself to talk to my friends about it. Today, I suddenly came across this website, and it seemed quite legitimate, unlike those other shady websites that scam people out of their money, so I came here to share my feelings.
My ex-girlfriend and I went to a hotel together after knowing each other for two weeks. She was good in bed and had a great body, and we had a lot of fun. I love her very much, but men often separate sex and love. For some reason, I really want to see her sleep with other men, to see her being pampered and cared for by other men. But I don't dare to say this out loud, afraid she'll call me a pervert. I can only think about it when we're having sex, and sometimes I'll deliberately ask her things like, "How far did things go with your ex-boyfriend?" or "Do you still want him now?" After a few times, I became bolder and directly asked her if she wanted to try other men. She answered without any shame, "Yes!" After that, I went online to look for casual sex or threesome partners, but I couldn't find any. My desire was burning within me. I knew she had a slight flirtation with a male colleague at her company, so I actively encouraged them to date. I even mentioned him every time we made love, which excited my girlfriend. I knew she really wanted him. Of course, I only wanted to share her body with another man, not her feelings, because the man had a girlfriend and they lived together, which made me feel comfortable helping them.
I arranged for my girlfriend to go on dates with him alone—karaoke, movies. They progressed from flirting to holding hands, to hugging, to kissing. My girlfriend would tell me about each step, and I was thrilled. Finally, one day they went to a hotel. I only told my girlfriend one thing: "Use protection. I don't want anything to go wrong." After that one hotel date, they made love every day in a secluded corner at the company. My girlfriend would tell me about it in a very lewd way, and I felt great: "Finally, we succeeded!" So I made a further request: a threesome. That's how I let my girlfriend experience being cared for by two men for the first time. Seeing her happy and content made me very happy.
But the good times didn't last. I don't know when it started, but my girlfriend became distant and no longer wanted to have sex with me. Because I was very busy with work at the time, I didn't have time to pay attention, thinking she was probably already satisfied at the office. The frequency of our sex increased from once a week to twice a week, then once a month, then twice a month... Then one day, she said to me, "Let's break up, I've fallen in love with him." These words were like a bolt from the blue, waking me from my slumber. After that, no matter how sad I was, how much I tried to win her back, she was unmoved. She got together with that male colleague, and that guy had already broken up with his girlfriend.
This is my threesome experience—dramatic, yet very real. Although I succeeded, I lost my girlfriend of three and a half years, whom I had planned to marry this year... I can't tell anyone about this pain; I can only swallow it all. Perhaps women really are different from men; women can't separate sex and love. This painful blow taught me a great lesson. After the breakup, I truly regretted that inexplicable and shameful thought. Ironically, I now have a new girlfriend, and the urge for a threesome is creeping back in... I don't know if it's for my girlfriend's pleasure or my own, but I always feel more excited watching my beloved enjoy herself under another man's body than when I'm with another woman.
Please, experts, advise me: should I give up the idea of a threesome? Will I lose my girlfriend again? Or are these things like sex and threesomes only suitable for married couples, not for young couples like us?
This is why I came to 69.com after seeing this writer who empathized with me. Frankly, I copied everything above. But that doesn't mean I'm just plagiarizing. Because my thoughts are the same as the original author's—I enjoy my girlfriend having sex with other men, even a threesome. The only difference is that I haven't tried it yet! But deep down, I definitely hope to find a like-minded, gentle, and well-mannered couple to share happiness with! My girlfriend has agreed, but I can't take that step myself. I hope to meet a destined couple to help me take that step. I'm 27 years old, and my girlfriend is 22, gentle, beautiful, and generous.

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