[Beijing] Saying goodbye to a 9-year relationship, I hope you will be happy...

This period has been incredibly busy. I'm tormented by my conscience while also dealing with work pressure, and I feel overwhelmed. Only when I lie in bed at night do I feel like I finally belong to myself, but those are also the times when I feel the most lonely and isolated.
Looking back on this period since 1969, I feel like I've lost myself, embarking on a path that shouldn't be mine. I'm not young anymore, and logically, I should reconsider my feelings, but I can't bring myself to make that decision. Perhaps I haven't let go of that relationship. Being deeply in love is certainly not wrong, but why am I being so stubborn? Without her, will I continue to face my life so negatively? The answer is definitely no, but what should I do?
I gave my all in my previous relationship. It started nine years ago, in October 2004. We met there; perhaps it was fate. The feeling of déjà vu was wonderful. After getting to know each other for a while, we got together and began a nine-year relationship. Love is beautiful. We experienced the awkwardness of student days, the happiness of dating, the confusion after graduation, the hardship of postgraduate entrance exams, and the complaints about work pressure... But in the end, we still parted ways. Who was at fault? It doesn't matter anymore. I've lost you. Even though I've lost you, why am I still unwilling to give up and still waiting for you?
Some say there's a kind of love called letting go. My experience is: there's a kind of love called being inseparable, you're always by my side! You told me you have a boyfriend, so I wish you happiness!
This is my sincere confession to you. I wrote it here because I didn't want you to see it, because this is a hypocritical yet real world, and I believe you won't come here.
Today is January 1st, 2014. Taking advantage of this platform (69.com) and this significant day, I bid farewell to the past. I will never forget everything we experienced together; it will be my lifelong happiness. I will also work harder to build a happy life tomorrow and live up to everyone's expectations.
Finally, I want to end with my blessings for you. If you are well, my heart is at peace! If you are unhappy, my pain will be even greater. I wish you happiness…

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