Last Saturday, I raped my sister-in-law! (Update and supplement: those who insult me, get lost!)

It's 11:00 AM Beijing time, and I'm sitting in front of my computer updating this article. The sun is still glaring outside, and people and cars are still coming and going downstairs, just like usual. I've been in contact with my sister-in-law on and off these past few days. She's calm, everything is going according to plan, and we've returned to
our previous intimate state, which seems even better. However, I'm feeling a bit down because I've seen your overwhelming condemnation, so I have to say something else. The actual situation is far from what everyone is saying. Perhaps I focused too much on my own psychological experience while writing, or perhaps you dislike the methods I chose. So, what I need to add is the issue of my relationship with my sister-in-law.
My seduction of her started when she came to Beijing. Of course, it wasn't entirely seduction; you could say it was cultivating feelings. If you want to get a woman, you first need to learn how to seduce her and be patient, like a wolf pack laying out its trap, waiting for the final strike. The method I chose—rape—was that final capture. But before that, I did patiently complete the seduction process. There are several types of seduction, including material seduction, sexual seduction, spiritual seduction, emotional seduction, and other methods (such as interest, curiosity, etc.). For an innocent young girl, the latter methods are of course more reliable. My approach to my sister-in-law was to be affectionate emotionally, guide her spiritually, surprise her materially, and share common interests. So, during the years I studied in Beijing, I would always be there for her, rain or shine; I would do my best to help her when she was sick or in need. I would learn about her hobbies and help her achieve them, while also deliberately creating some secrets between us. For example, I would buy her some commonly used gifts, such as cell phones or clothes, and I would joke with her, saying, "Don't tell your sister, she'll think I have ulterior motives." So, over the past few years, we've gone through a process from unfamiliarity to familiarity to intimacy. She's come to regard me as a very important family member and friend. During this time, I've intentionally intensified some intimate behaviors. For example, when she has a fever, I'll touch our heads together to feel her temperature. When we went to Baiwang Mountain, she sprained her ankle, and I'd tease her while carrying her, saying her breasts were so big they were stimulating me. Sometimes, when my wife is around, I'll pinch her butt. Of course, she'll be very angry afterward and give me a serious lecture. Then I'll explain that it was just a joke, for the thrill, and that I like her flustered reaction, and then we'll laugh.
Actually, our relationship had long been ripe for rape. The reason I didn't act sooner was because she might be a virgin, and secondly, we were really close, and I didn't know if I could control the situation until that Saturday. Here, I'd also like to add something about the use of the photos. You all overestimate me. They weren't used to threaten my sister-in-law; they were just a means to change her sexual attitudes later. I won't say more here; shut your foul mouths.
Therefore, I believe rape is the best way to break down the barrier between my sister-in-law and me. She has a very traditional education, and even if there's some ambiguity, it's impossible for them to sleep together naturally. But I know she's very close to me and dependent on me, so she wouldn't be greatly traumatized or hurt. Of course, she wouldn't accuse me of rape.
The purpose of adding this is simply to avoid further insults. The reason I initially wanted to write an article about on-site sexual discipline wasn't to grab attention. The real reason was that the articles I read on 69 were either too fake, too nostalgic and lacked realism, or just descriptions of penetration without genuine emotional expression. So I wanted to record this experience, firstly to share my understanding of sex, secondly to supplement the types of articles on 69, and thirdly to summarize the technical aspects. I never expected the result to be so humiliating.
Those of you who have reached the age of 69, whether you admit it or not, compared to normal family structures and ethics, we are all pathological, just to varying degrees. Your condemnation of me from a legal standpoint only proves that your pathology is less severe; your insults are merely an inability to accept that I am more pathological than you. Little do you know, morality and law are twins, both forms of order. One is cultural constraint, the other is coercion by force. So, from this perspective, you are only less pathological; essentially, it's the pot calling the kettle black. Your swapping, threesomes, or group sex are also considered perverted by normal people. I accept that I am pathological. I enjoy seducing innocent women and pure, virtuous women; I enjoy the process of them becoming promiscuous, and I enjoy training promiscuous women, turning them into slaves. What sets me apart is that I don't focus on the final result of penetration; I focus more on the stimulation I get during the process. This is my initial motivation for training my sister-in-law—because she is pure enough.
Now, let me briefly describe the situation after the rape. Actually, there's something I haven't mentioned: after the rape, I held her back and talked to her for about half an hour, mainly trying to comfort her. She didn't say anything; she was probably panicked. She didn't know how to handle the relationship afterward, so she left in a hurry, afraid to see her sister, even afraid to answer her sister's calls, because she didn't know how to face her sister. This is what she told me later.
The day after she left, I sent her an email titled "Brother-in-law's Fault," expressing my pure remorse and love, apologizing for my mistake, condemning my behavior, but more importantly, expressing my determination and assurance that it wouldn't happen again (though it definitely will). My purpose was to ease her burden and let her know that her brother-in-law truly loved her and acted impulsively, only his methods were a bit forceful.
My sister-in-law didn't reply after reading it.
On the third day after she left, I sent her a second email, the crucial one, titled "Brother-in-Law's Illness." I knew that to truly unlock a woman's potential, I needed to fundamentally change her understanding of sex. Currently, she was only exposed to traditional sexual and family values. I had to let her know that there were other groups like ours, that these groups truly existed, and I wanted to awaken her curiosity and compassion. In the email, I told her about my experience and feelings of raping her, that I was a sick person who enjoyed this perverse feeling but felt helpless. I hoped she could help me change. I also told her about several sex websites that would change her life (excluding 69, of course). I thought she would look into them because she wanted to help me.
On the fourth day, I received an email from my sister-in-law. The email was simple, asking about my situation and expressing disbelief. She also asked me to verify the authenticity of the websites. I sent her some pictures—real pictures of me training couples—but I only said they were given to me by friends and were genuine.
Then, I sent her one last email, describing my experiences and feelings about sex in great detail. I told her about how many women enjoy being abused, and finally, I told her about the night I raped her, how I had sex with her sister without washing my penis, and how it felt incredibly strange. I said I must be really sick, and she replied, "Brother-in-law, you really are sick!" Because I described things in such detail in that email, the next day I called her pretending to talk about something else, but after hanging up, I asked her if it was well-written and if she was wet. She loudly and coquettishly said, "You're doomed!"
We didn't contact each other for the next few days. I was giving her time to grow. The seeds of evil had been sown, and I don't know what the outcome will be, but I know that my sister-in-law is very curious. Curiosity can kill a woman, and she's started to talk to me about sex in a simple way, which is enough.
I want to share my views on discipline: the premise is seduction, the second is changing sexual perceptions, and the last is infinitely amplifying the dark side of a person (everyone has a dark side). When it's big enough, she becomes a slave, and we enjoy it together. Many men who love their wives go to brothels, many who cuckold their wives go to brothels, many seek genital stimulation, many enjoy moral stimulation, and many are concerned with psychological humiliation. This leads to various sexual behaviors: oral sex, threesomes, group sex, exhibitionism, role-playing, and various forms of submissive behavior. In short, the essence of discipline lies in psychological experience, relieving psychological burdens, and creating experiential environments; the forms of discipline lie in diverse stimulation, tailoring sexual practices to individual needs, breaking moral boundaries, and innovating positions.
Finally, let me end with a line from Pu Shu's lyrics: "The road is still long, the story continues, about you, me, him, or her. Sex is so beautiful, driving everyone mad. That's the end of my story with my sister-in-law. Whether you curse or not is no longer important, because I will no longer read or update this post. What I wanted to say, though unfinished, is over. I will continue what I've been doing, but I won't make a fool of myself anymore, I won't use posts to get insults, and I won't let you mock and condemn me anymore. Onlookers, go away. Night will still fall, the sun will still rise, and you will still have new romantic encounters. So enjoy them! Life is short, why take it so seriously!"

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