The Maturation of My Desires

I entered university in 2006, which also marked my entry into Shenzhen (I'm from Shenzhen, but I don't live in the city center). At that time, my sexual desires were still in their infancy.

My first relationship ended without a trace in 2007, and I was very depressed during that period. I spent my days online at school. Once, while browsing a local forum in Zhuzhou, I accidentally saw a post. It was posted by a woman, and the gist of it was that she was divorced, felt lonely, and had no one to talk to, so she wanted to find someone to chat with. I was in a similar situation at the time, so I added her. I learned that her name was L; she was 30 years old that year, and I was 21. After adding her, we chatted every day. One time, I suddenly had a whim and said, "We're both single and lonely, so why don't we become lovers?" She was silent for a while and then agreed. We arranged to meet at McDonald's in the city center that afternoon.

That afternoon, I met Sister L at McDonald's as agreed. Sister L was still a little nervous, so we chatted for a while and then had dinner at McDonald's. Then I suggested we go for a walk, and L agreed, so we walked along Jianshe Road. After about 20 minutes, we arrived at a hotel. I looked at her. L kept her head down and didn't say anything. So I pulled her into the hotel and we checked into a room. In the room, L was completely at my mercy. When I took off her underwear and went inside, she suddenly hugged me. She became more proactive. At that time, I hadn't had sex in a long time, and I was in great shape. L had also been sexually frustrated for two years (she had been divorced and single for two years). It was like dry wood meeting a raging fire. That night, we were both very passionate. We started making love around 6 pm, rested for a while after each session, and then started again until 4 am (that was the most times I've ever had sex).

From then on, we officially established a romantic relationship. I often visited her home as her friend (she lived alone). Looking back now, it's understandable that there were still some rumors circulating. I would go to L's house every weekend, and sometimes I would stay overnight. Every time I visited, she would prepare my favorite dishes, along with daily necessities and even my underwear.
To be honest, she was the first woman besides my mother to be so considerate towards me, and I began to be infatuated with her. I even considered marrying her at one point, but she refused. Whenever we had time at her house, we would watch sex videos and read articles online. We would try different positions, different locations, and all sorts of variations. We were together like this for a year. During that year, I went from being a complete novice in sex to becoming quite adept. L later said that my physical abilities and skills made her very fascinated by my body. During that year, 80% of our time together consisted of sex. All good things

must come to an end. Her family, seeing that she was alone in Shenzhen, arranged for her to go abroad. She also wanted to go abroad and be with her family (after all, we couldn't be together). She chose to go abroad after the National Day holiday in 2008, saying she would spend those days with me. I knew I couldn't change that, so I agreed. During the nine-day National Day holiday, we stayed at her house without going out at all, ordering takeout for all our meals. Knowing we might never see each other again, we were incredibly forceful. When we got tired, we'd hug each other, rest for a bit, and then start again.

On the 9th, I took her to the airport. Before she left, I hugged her tightly. She cried, but didn't make a sound. Instead, she smiled and told me there were many women in the world. I could find someone suitable to spend my life with, or I could move between different women, as long as I didn't hurt anyone. Then she left.

L's presence and departure brought about significant changes in me. I began to seek what I desired.

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