My Changes

I'm a very traditional woman, and I have a hard time achieving orgasm. Perhaps my sensitivities are different from others. I only had my first orgasm three years after being with my husband, and only then did I truly become a woman. You could say my husband taught me about sex.
We've been together for ten years, but the feeling between us is like touching my left hand with my right. Life has become increasingly bland and tasteless. In the last two years, I've experienced sexual apathy; things have become less exciting over time. We started communicating about sex, which worked quite well. We tried sex in the car, outdoors… but I still didn't feel anything particularly exciting. My husband suggested trying a threesome, and my first reaction was strong resistance. I've never been with a man other than my husband, and given my conservative moral values, I simply can't accept other men; it feels dirty and unbelievable. My sex life is currently very unsatisfactory. I love my husband very much and don't want this to affect our relationship or cause me distress and anxiety. My husband also loves me very much, so he encouraged me to try with other men. After a long period of communication, he showed me many photos of men, but because I was so resistant, I couldn't do it. So, he registered on 69.com and showed me some diaries there. Looking at the diary and success stories, it's incredible. I often flip through them when I'm curious or bored. It feels like something only loving couples can do, deeply experiencing sex and love, and gradually becoming more open-minded.
My husband said, "Why don't you start with casual sex?" He found several for me, but I didn't think they were suitable. Maybe it's because I'm a bit of a perfectionist and have high standards for the opposite sex, or maybe I'm just very resistant to strangers, making it hard to find a suitable man. One day, I couldn't help but chat with a male colleague a few years younger than me about this on WeChat. Once we started talking, he told me all about his experiences, haha... I didn't expect him to be such a sex expert. I explained my situation, and he actually said, "Why don't you try it with me? He can cure my frigidity." He seemed like a hunter spotting his prey, constantly boasting about how amazing he was in that area, and even sent me a picture of his penis. It was really big, majestic and upturned, like a giant banana. Maybe it was because it was the first time I'd talked about these topics with a man other than my husband, but I was both nervous and excited, which really boosted my hormones. That night, I had sex with my husband and it felt amazing. My husband said I was very slippery down there, something I hadn't felt in a long time. We did it several times over two days, and it was still slippery (before, I would dry up after just one time). I could feel the friction between my inner thighs when I walked. Maybe it was the WeChat conversation with that male colleague that excited me. He even sent me a lot of music videos, which was probably a way of seducing me. I was hesitant; to be honest, I was too scared. I told my husband about it, and to my surprise, he wasn't offended. Instead, he encouraged me to give it a try. Yesterday, my colleague invited me to a hotel near my home. The hotel was very clean, hygienic, and safe. He checked in and notified me around 11 p.m. My heart was pounding. I was both scared and excited at home. I was so scared that my legs wouldn't obey me, and I couldn't even step out the door. My husband encouraged me with a bittersweet feeling. We lingered at the door for a long time, and it was the first time I had ever felt so reluctant to part. I went, and hesitated for a moment at the hotel room door before finally entering. I was still quite embarrassed. He seemed like an expert; after he showered, he told me to shower too. After showering, we watched a music video together in the pajamas he'd brought me, and drank some red wine. While watching the video, he started hugging and kissing me gently, from my breasts down to my genitals. I have to say, his technique was very skilled, until his penis entered me… His penis was indeed as long and large as in the photos. I can't handle a penis that's too big or too long; even my husband's sometimes can't handle it. His was a size bigger than my husband's. When he fully entered me, I didn't feel any pain or discomfort. We did it for about ten or twenty minutes, and maybe he was too tired. He held me and rested for a while before coming again. He said I was very deep and tight down there, and very wet. Actually, I wasn't really in the mood. I felt guilty and couldn't relax, thinking about my husband at home. He ejaculated after about thirty minutes. I didn't have an orgasm, but the process felt very stimulating, especially the powerful thrusting of his glans; it felt wonderful.
I got home around 5 a.m. and woke my husband up when I opened the door. I guess he hadn't slept well either. In bed, he held me and asked about the process and how I felt. Then he took me away and we had sex again. He was very excited and said my vagina had changed. Indeed, ever since we started talking about sex with strangers, I've been constantly wet down there for the past few days. I don't even recognize myself anymore. I had sex again around noon. Thank you, husband, I love you, husband.

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