A letter to Lily

My emotions have been unstable ever since I started writing about Li. Images of us together keep flashing through my mind. Is that "silly woman" doing well now? I keep listening to the song "Summer Fruits" you sang for me. I don't want to deliberately say "I still love you!" or "I remember you," because I've never forgotten you. Do you remember when we sang "If We Could Go Back to the Past" for you in that big karaoke bar? Back then, we were like teenagers who didn't understand sorrow, forcing ourselves to be melancholic. Now, I want to say it, but I hold back... If I could go back to the past, I would say, "To hell with worldly fame and fortune! Why should I change myself for this crap? Only I know if the shoe fits!" I hope you won't just foolishly love someone else anymore. Take good care of yourself!
I don't want to write anymore because looking back really hurts. But I'm afraid that one day I'll really forget you. Even if my heart aches, I still have to write. When I'm old and can't remember anything, seeing these things will still remind me of you. Yesterday, someone asked me what loneliness is. I said loneliness is when the hustle and bustle fades and no one notices your sorrowful figure; it's not knowing who to confide in amidst the bustling crowds; it's having countless lights in the city but no door opening for you. Now everyone is asleep, but sitting at my desk, I am no longer lonely, because you are still in my heart. Do you remember my cover of "There's a good girl in Sichuan, I often dream of her; even soldiers have feelings, willing to travel the world for you. But because of heavy responsibilities, I have to put love aside for now, and return home when I succeed to visit her in my heart!"? Later, when you heard someone else sing "Green Flowers in the Army," you said I lied to you. Yes, I am a liar… Forget me, meeting me was God's mistake! I don't want you to forgive the hurt I caused you; that would remind you of the past…

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