Back then, in my youth—I gave myself a green hat.

Sometimes I wonder, what would things be like now if Xue hadn't gone on that one-night stand?
But reality doesn't allow for "what ifs," nor can it withstand assumptions. I only remember that after Xue quit her job, she stayed home every day, while I, working the night shift, needed to rest during the day and couldn't spend time with her. Gradually, Xue's schedule changed; she slept during the day, and at night, after I went to work, she would stay home playing on her phone, waiting for me to come home! Aside from occasionally going shopping with that female classmate, she rarely went out.
Men and women almost always fantasize about having sex with a beautiful woman, though there are exceptions, like me. Back then, I didn't know about cuckoldry. Every time I had sex with Xue, I'd imagine another man was having sex with my girlfriend. The images of Xue giving oral sex to that male colleague and being touched by him lingered in my mind. There was also a persistent question in my mind: According to Xue's account, she initially agreed to go back alone with that male colleague, then allowed him to hold her in his arms, and later, even after he forcibly kissed her, she didn't get angry and went to a hotel with him. Afterward, she willingly took off her T-shirt and let him kiss and touch her, and even gave him oral sex. After all that, did Xue really not have his penis penetrate her?
So, I did something I still don't understand why I did. I told Xue that staying home all the time wasn't good, and she could try making some friends. Xue didn't react much, neither agreeing nor disagreeing, and she didn't do anything about it. So one afternoon, I lay in bed with Xue, holding her in my arms, and took her phone. I opened the then-new WeChat "People Nearby" feature, but didn't actively chat with anyone. Soon after, Xue received several greetings. In front of Xue, I replied to them one by one and chatted casually. I was using Xue's WeChat account, and the greetings were naturally from men who were relatively close to us. The content of the chats was basically the same. One of the men quickly suggested going to karaoke together that night. Xue watched me chatting on her WeChat while I was in my arms, without saying anything. I asked Xue if she wanted to go that night, but she didn't react. So, I took it upon myself to say yes for her and gave him her phone number. The phone rang shortly after, and Xue answered it. In just a few simple words, all I heard was Xue saying "okay." After hanging up, Xue told me that they had arranged to meet at six o'clock in front of a supermarket near us!
I didn't even ask Xue if she wanted to go, just as Xue didn't ask me if she wanted to go. After hanging up the phone, I got up to find clothes for Xue in the closet, while Xue got up and went to the bathroom to shower. When Xue came out of the shower, I had already picked out an outfit for her—the only dress among all her clothes that looked relatively sexy at the time, revealing a hint of cleavage, paired with flesh-colored stockings and high heels. After helping Xue change, Xue told me she didn't want to go, saying she was scared. I encouraged her, telling her not to be afraid, and that the person who asked her out was just looking for a hookup. Whether she wanted to go or not depended on her feelings. If she didn't like it, she could just meet and leave; if she felt it was okay, she could go and have some fun, but she had to remember to use a condom!
Around five o'clock, seeing Xue still trying to put on makeup (we didn't have many cosmetics back then), I told her to just go out and do her makeup. I took Xue to a nearby cosmetics store, told her to contact me on WeChat if she needed anything, and after watching her go in, I turned around and went to work!
Waiting was the most agonizing part. I couldn't call Xue, so I could only ask her on WeChat what was going on. I waited until almost 8 PM before receiving a reply from Xue saying they were at a karaoke bar with a lot of people and would be back soon. Around 11 PM, I received another message from Xue saying they had finished singing and were on their way back, but then there was no further reply.
I waited anxiously until 1 AM, finally finishing my work and getting home, only to find that Xue wasn't there. So I messaged her to ask where she was, telling her I had finished work and taken a shower. I saw Xue's reply saying she would be back the next morning. I asked her where she was again, but there was no reply. I tossed and turned in bed, unable to sleep, until 4:30 AM when I received another message from Xue saying she was at a hotel near us. I immediately replied to Xue, asking if she was with that guy. Xue said yes. I then asked if they had already done it, and Xue replied that they had just finished and used a condom. Then she messaged again saying it was getting late and I should go to sleep early and call her in the morning!
I can't remember how many times I masturbated that morning, I only remember not sleeping a wink all night, and my little brother was still standing tall. At 7:30 in the morning, Xue texted me to ask if I was awake, saying she would come back when the guy woke up. A little while later, she texted again saying the guy went to wash his face and would come back when he finished, telling me not to worry. Then she texted again saying he was out and would contact me later, but then there was no reply. I waited anxiously until after 10 o'clock before Xue came back.
When Xue came back, she put down her bag and went straight to the bathroom to take a shower. She took a while before coming out. After showering, she changed into new underwear and sat on the edge of the bed, asking me if I would leave her if she had been with someone else. I told Xue that since I let you go out yesterday, I didn't mind her having sex with someone else, as long as she didn't hide it from me. Besides, they used condoms, and Xue only had sex with the condom. After hearing this, Xue asked me if I would still want her if she hadn't used a condom. She had texted me in the middle of the night saying she used a condom, so I thought she was joking and told her it didn't matter if she didn't use a condom, as long as she was happy. Xue's previous expression of despair changed, and she asked me to get her a glass of hot water. Then she took out a morning-after pill from her bag. I asked her why she needed to take it if she had used a condom. Xue said that last night they had sex from 12:30 to 4:00, and they had used up a whole box of condoms before going to sleep. This morning they had sex again, and this time not only did they not use a condom, but he also ejaculated inside her.
Afterwards, Xue recounted what had happened the previous day. She said that she had sung karaoke with the man and several of his friends, both male and female. As soon as they entered the karaoke bar, the man introduced Xue as his girlfriend. While singing, Xue sat on the man's lap the whole time, and he kept touching her thighs and even her breasts through her clothes. When they played dice, he kissed Xue several times in front of everyone. After leaving the karaoke bar, they took a taxi. Their original destination was the supermarket where they had met. Halfway there, they saw a night market by the roadside, so the man pulled her out of the car to have some late-night snacks. After eating a little something, they were not far from the supermarket and decided to walk back. Not long after, they saw an adult store by the roadside. The man went inside and came out with a box of condoms, which he handed to Xue and told her to put in her bag. Then they went to a nearby hotel and booked a room.

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