Does passion make you more aroused than love?

Watching too much pornography and reading too much erotic text, maybe it's because I'm getting older. I don't know when it started, but I feel like sex with my wife isn't as good as masturbating every day. I always feel like something's missing, and I feel no desire in front of my wife's naked body, preferring masturbation. I always fantasize about my wife going to a male spa, and I constantly search for female spa therapists, looking at pictures and texts on their social media, trying to immerse myself in the role, which makes it easier for me to get pleasure.
Sometimes I constantly try to provoke my wife, like finding her a man to have sex with, letting her have a male spa, or even asking her to get a male dog. I also keep asking my wife how many boyfriends she had before me, how many men she'd slept with, and whether she wants to go back to her ex-boyfriends. It's not because I care, but because of the thrill. My wife always strongly objects, asking if I'm crazy. Sometimes when I say it too much, she'll just say, "Then go find me a man." Sometimes when I video chat with my wife and we masturbate together, I feel more satisfied. I know these thoughts are crazy and dangerous, and I've been suppressing them, not knowing where to begin.
I stumbled upon this platform by chance, and I have no way of verifying its authenticity. I just suddenly felt that I had a place where I could speak freely, and I thought someone would understand. Maybe one day my wife will agree and I'll continue posting, but I don't yet have the courage to take that step, fearing it might end badly. I'm just quietly observing and envying you all.

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