My unexpected discovery of my wife's infidelity began my cuckolding career. (5)

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In my last post, I wrote about how my wife and I had been living separate lives peacefully for over half a year. But recently, she's been arguing with me over the smallest things, sometimes starting as soon as I get home from work and continuing until bedtime, which is incredibly annoying. After calming down and not being able to sleep at night, my intuition tells me that she's definitely having problems with that guy, Mr. Feng. Something beyond her control is happening.
My wife's sudden strange mood is probably because her relationship with Mr. Feng has become too deep, and some things are hard to hide. She feels it will affect the family, and she feels helpless. She's starting to feel guilty and regretful, and this guilt is causing her a lot of pain, so she wants to escape. Her way of escaping is by arguing with me and finding fault with me. Maybe she thinks, "I cheated, I affected the family, but you also have many faults and shortcomings. You can't blame everything on me!" This might make her feel a little better. The problem is, you didn't handle your own mess well, and now you want to turn around and blame me? What did I do to deserve this? I'm still furious! But despite my frustration, I've realized the seriousness of the situation! Women are such strange creatures sometimes. I've seen so many TV dramas where women, for love, sometimes sever ties with their parents, abandon their husbands and children to elope with their lovers. It's not all made up. Once a woman cheats, she's easily willing to go all in. At first, it might just be a fling, but women can easily get trapped and unable to extricate themselves, especially someone like my wife, a novice with little experience. If this continues, it could lead to complete betrayal. The guilt and shame will make her suffer, turning her into a different person. She might just go all the way, abandoning everything to start a new life with her lover, then she won't have any psychological burden. I'm afraid my wife will go to that extreme. If we didn't have a family or children, we could part amicably without any ties. But not now. The children are the ones who suffer the most when a family breaks up. We parents can't be so selfish and only think of ourselves. The situation isn't too bad yet, so I decided to confront my wife! As for how to confront her, I've decided to find an opportunity to thoroughly face our problems and have a completely honest talk!
That day, I got home from work, and my wife wasn't home. I called her, and she said she was shopping with a friend—who would believe that? I said, "Okay, where are you? I'll come pick you up in a bit." She absolutely refused to come, saying she'd be right back. I said, "Alright then! Be careful." About an hour after I hung up, she came home and complained that I had to call her to hurry her along just for shopping. I said, "When did I hurry her?" Basically, she was being unreasonable and finding fault with everything I did. I was speechless! Just as she finished her outburst and was about to go back to the bedroom, I casually said to her, "Honey, I know you cheated on me. I understand, I forgive you, I don't blame you! Because I cheated too, I was wrong too, can we forgive each other?" These words were like a thunderbolt, stunning my wife. After a few seconds, she started yelling at me, saying how dirty and shameless I was! It really proves the saying: double standards are human nature. We're saints when it comes to other people's moral issues, but we rationalize our own. However, no matter how much she yelled at me, I wasn't unhappy; on the contrary, I was quite happy. What I fear most is her indifference to my problems; then our relationship would truly be over. Some netizens might think I'm stupid. I could have simply reprimanded her, then magnanimously forgiven her, let her return to the family, and made her promise to change. I believe most netizens would think that's perfectly reasonable. Why expose my own infidelity? Doesn't that give her ammunition to use against me? Sigh! The more we stand on moral high ground to criticize her, and even if you ultimately forgive her with a magnanimous attitude, hoping she'll treat you well out of guilt, the harder it is. Guilt will only make her run away, and shame will only make her lose control. She'll think, "I'm sorry, you've forgiven me now, but what if you bring it up every time you're unhappy? How painful that will be for me! No matter what I do, this is a stain on my record that can't be covered up." She won't be grateful for your forgiveness. I have a classmate whose relationship with his ex-girlfriend was like this. The other woman was inferior to my classmate in every way, and my classmate forgave her, but in the end, she still left with that other man. At the time, we couldn't understand it. Later, as we got older and gained more experience, we understood. His ex-girlfriend was willing to betray him and leave that man with poorer conditions because her desires weren't validated by my classmate, but were validated by the other woman, regardless of whether those desires were right or wrong. So, learning from my classmate's mistake, I didn't confront her from a moral high ground. I told my wife I'd also cheated, that I had no right to blame her, and that I wouldn't blame her; on the contrary, I understood her. This way, we could talk on equal footing. We're both flawed, and neither of us is inherently superior, so there's nothing more to say.
After my wife finished scolding me, she seemed much lighter. These past few days had been tough for her; she seemed to be suffocating under the weight of this secret. Now that she'd vented, she was starting to face her problems. She threw herself into my arms, tears welling in her eyes, and apologized, saying she'd almost collapsed these past few days, unsure how to face me and the children, afraid that I'd find out, afraid that we'd despise her and leave her. I told her she could continue hiding it, break up with that man, and then no one would know. But my wife told me that the man didn't want to break up with her; he even wanted to divorce his wife and was pressuring her to divorce her too. Damn, I didn't realize that old man was so devoted. Something's not right. How could a womanizer like him do something so unwise? What exactly happened between my wife and that old Feng that makes him so infatuated with her and unwilling to give her up? (It's late, I'll stop writing now, I'll continue tomorrow.)

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