Love arises without warning, and deepens with time.

As a 29-year-old single man, I've never had a serious relationship. I'm very passive when it comes to feelings and sometimes don't know where to start. When I was 27, I met a girl, and I was quite satisfied with her. Her parents and grandparents were also quite satisfied with me. I don't know if it's because my emotional intelligence is too low, but after a few months of chatting, it ended without any progress. That's when my older brother appeared. After chatting, he found out that he saw my information on the 69 website, but I didn't even remember the 69 website; I just registered randomly. After getting to know each other, we quickly became friends for the first time, meeting frequently, about 3 or 4 times a month. Later, it decreased to 1 or 2 months, until after 2019 when I went to work in another city, and we only met twice. These past few days, I saw an article on 69, and it suddenly felt like the person who wrote it described my story with my older brother and sister-in-law, which happened within a month. The last time I saw my older brother and sister-in-law was during the Dragon Boat Festival, only two months ago. Over the course of nearly two years, a lot has happened between my older brother and sister-in-law. I've celebrated two of my sister-in-law's birthdays with her. During this time, I've developed a longing for them, a longing for a woman, even a man, and a longing for the time we spent together. My brother has mentioned more than once that I shouldn't get married and should stay with them. I know that's impossible, but I've thought to myself, maybe I really would dare to do it if my sister-in-law were 5 or 6 years younger. She's the kind of woman I ideally want to marry—quiet, elegant, and classy. When I saw that article, firstly, the author is from our area, and secondly, the process he described, the characters' personalities, and their behavior were all just like my brother and sister-in-law. Perhaps this is the result of knowing them so well. To be honest, I was very depressed. In the end, I couldn't help but ask my brother. I sent him a message in the middle of the night, and he didn't reply. But he replied in the early morning, denying it. My brother once said that as long as he was dating me, he wouldn't find anyone else. He even asked my sister-in-law in front of me if she wanted to find someone else for her, and he got slapped several times in return. For nearly two years, I loved the affection they gave me; their words and actions always expressed their love for each other. This was something I envied and couldn't have; I always longed for the feeling of being needed, and they gave me that. However, now they've found someone more suitable than me, and perhaps I'm no longer needed, which is what saddens me most. I always knew this kind of relationship was unstable; they would definitely seek new excitement, and new people would join them. I just didn't expect it to happen so quickly, and in this way. They had said they would tell me if they found someone new, but they're still hiding it. Now it's almost certain that the 69-year-old netizen did indeed date my brother and sister-in-law a few times. Because after I asked my brother, that post was suddenly deleted—a classic case of protesting too much. I've seen the netizen's profile; he's indeed good, at least better than me. Congratulations to this man for meeting my brother and sister-in-law. I hope he won't let them down, because there's another man silently watching him. During these two years, I've had inner conflict. I wanted to continue dating my brother and sister-in-law like this, but there was also pressure from my family to get married. I've been on many blind dates, and to be honest, firstly, I never had any intention of getting married, and secondly, I haven't met a woman like my sister-in-law who satisfies me. I've thought a lot about this these past few days. First, I have no right to stop my brother and sister-in-law from dating; second, I should thank them for their kindness to me over the past two years; third, I think I should get married, no matter what kind of woman she is, after marriage I can use the same feelings and affection I have for my sister-in-law on her; fourth, I need to settle things with my brother and sister-in-law, but I haven't figured out how yet. Perhaps a perfect ending to fulfill what my brother hasn't been able to achieve in the

past two years, or perhaps a heartfelt farewell. Because of some people, I've become familiar with this city, familiar with the places they frequent, their workplaces, even their homes—the houses that once gave me a sense of security in this city. The only regret is that I still don't know my sister-in-law's name. This isn't difficult for me, because I've been to her workplace more than once; I just want to hear her tell me herself. Love arises without warning, and deepens with time. Everything comes at a price, and my price is that I don't know when I became dependent on them. I want to apologize to my older brother here. Although we've talked before and you didn't mind me meeting with other couples, I still want to mention that I've met with two couples. One couple from Jinan only met once, and the other couple lived not far from my workplace; we met several times after March this year, since we only met once after the Lunar New Year. I've also chatted with several other couples, and two of them agreed to meet, but we haven't had time yet. I think I should seriously consider marriage now and take some time to be quiet. The past was wonderful; it was you, my older brother, who introduced me to these experiences, my first and even nth time. You have left an indelible mark on my life for two years. May you never forget this!

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