Dreaming of a goddess

In the dead of night, my goddess appeared vividly in my dream again. I woke up suddenly in the middle of the night, only remembering that I dreamt of her. I felt very depressed, but the specific details were hazy. I tried desperately to recall the dream, and thankfully, I remembered the content: the little things we did together. The more I recalled, the sadder I became, filled with regret, melancholy, and even a lifelong remorse. If I could do it all over again, I don't know if I would choose to break with convention and marry her. But I do know that I regret it now and miss her terribly.
Some people say that she dumped me. No, our relationship was a series of coincidences. Because of her fiancé, she rejected many suitors, which I knew. I only wanted to keep our relationship as good friends and didn't want to ruin it. It was truly an unexpected turn of events, a gradual development of feelings, and a combination of chance. In short, it's a complicated story. If I had pursued her like a seductive butt-flirt, I probably wouldn't have succeeded. Later, when we were together, she would often cry and tell me she wanted to break up, feeling immense pressure and unable to let me go. Her husband was her first love; they'd been together for seven or eight years. The passion had faded, and their personalities might not have been compatible, but the feelings were still there. Neither my goddess nor I wanted to hurt anyone. The background to our relationship was that she was getting married in six months, and I was less than a year away. We'd already gotten our marriage certificate, and considering my parents, I simply didn't have the courage or the resolve to divorce before marriage. So, I let my goddess go. But now, thinking back, all that chaos only lasted a year, while someone you love and someone who loves you can live a lifetime together. Haha. I really hate my cowardice.
I haven't seen my goddess in so long; I miss her so much.

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