Is this wrong?

Looking back on those experiences, what did I feel? Heart pounding? Excitement? Absurdity? Reality? A mix of feelings,
but regardless, these experiences truly happened—the bittersweet moments, all part of life.
My wife is a very conservative, traditional woman—virtuous, capable, rational, independent, and
kind. She's very naive when it comes to sex. I was her first serious boyfriend; in fact, for
many years after our marriage, I was her only man.
As for me, I'm a man with a very strong sexual need. When I was younger, my wife (my girlfriend at the time
) wasn't around, and I had to satisfy my endless sexual urges almost every day. But
even today, I find it hard to understand why I'm so excited by cuckoldry fantasies.
Cuckoldry is just a term; strangely, it refers to a situation where I have very
little sexual urge from my own body, but sexual stimulation and satisfaction from my wife can have a tremendous impact and satisfaction for me.
For example, the thought of my wife being exposed to other men, or being intimate with other men, often
excites me more than having sex with her myself. It seems my sexual pleasure is entirely dependent on her?
About three years ago, when I realized this, I started frantically collecting articles on the subject
and met some netizens online. I discovered that there were many others like me online, and gradually I completely
accepted these views, believing them to be one of the normal ways of having sex.
Finally, one day, I could no longer be satisfied with mere fantasy. I began to seriously consider whether I could persuade
my wife to accept these views, thereby truly changing our real lives.
The whole story is my journey of pushing forward, trying, practicing, and reflecting. Of course,
in addition to the facts, some fantasy elements were also added, because no one knows the real truth, and
fantasy brings me great satisfaction.

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