[Adolescent Hypnosis] (8) Selection

Last night, after escaping from my senior's house, I practically collapsed into bed and fell asleep immediately. When I woke up, I
was already ten minutes late.
I hurriedly got up, quickly washed up, and without even changing, went out in the same clothes I'd worn the night before.
I arrived at the agreed-upon location ten minutes later.
Standing a girl up for 20 minutes like that would probably be considered a rejection in a date, but
thankfully, this wasn't a typical date, so I was in control. Even
if I was late, Lin Xuehan couldn't do anything about it.
I chose a popular pedestrian shopping street nearby. It was Saturday, and although it was still
early, there were already quite a few people there.
Even in the crowd, Lin Xuehan stood out. Firstly, she had a beautiful figure and a short black
skirt; even without much effort, she was incredibly attractive to men. Secondly, the cold
aura around her made people hesitant to approach, and the flowing crowd clearly created a gap around her.
I hesitated, wondering if I should just walk over. Simply standing next to Lin Xuehan would make me incredibly
conspicuous, and I really wasn't used to it, nor did I want to be the center of attention.
But I quickly realized there was no need to dwell on it anymore, because Lin Xuehan had already noticed me and
was walking towards me. Even though I deliberately approached from the side, how could she still spot me so easily…?
Although she approached me, Lin Xuehan clearly had nothing to say to me. She neither scolded me for being late
nor reiterated her resolve; she simply stood quietly beside me, not even looking at me.
Naturally, people on the street curiously stared at our incredibly strange pair, which made my scalp tingle.
I shouldn't have chosen such a crowded area for this "training session." Perhaps it would have made Lin Xuehan even more ashamed,
but the problem was, I myself couldn't stand it. On the other hand, Lin Xuehan remained as calm as ever, as if there wasn't 　　a large hole
in her stockings under her skirt .
This naturally infuriated me, but every time I wanted to vent to Lin Xuehan,
another emotion would stop me.
So, we silently walked to my first destination, a popular
café, supposedly famous for its desserts. But that wasn't my reason for going there; I was drawn
to the exceptionally long tablecloths, ensuring no one could see what was happening under the table. Also, the café was
designed to create a romantic atmosphere, with dim lighting, making subtle actions less
noticeable.
When we arrived, most of the seats were empty;
during the evening rush, there probably wouldn't be any.
Walking in, I felt a little nervous facing the waiter, but I forced myself to remain calm and
chose a secluded corner seat.
To make Lin Xuehan feel even more humiliated, I had her sit against the wall so she could
watch people come and go while I "trained" her. I, on the other hand, sat opposite her, making it
easier to carry out my plan.
But as soon as I sat down, I realized I'd made a mistake. We should have switched seats. Sitting
here meant facing away from everyone except Lin Xuehan. I initially thought it wouldn't be a problem, but after sitting
down, I realized it wasn't.
The situation reminded me of wanting to cheat on a test. You know there's a teacher behind you
, but you don't know if they're watching you, or even if they will. Of course, I knew
no one in this shop would be so bored as to specifically stare at me, but I was still afraid—afraid of being seen,
afraid of being discovered.
Somehow, the fearless madness of yesterday vanished like a bubble, never to
return. Now I'm back to my cautious self, completely unable to execute
the plan devised by that crazy me.
But I can't just do nothing. Lin Xuehan is sitting right in front of me, and if I just let her
continue like this, she'll eventually realize the true nature of this hypnotic power, and then I'm doomed.
So, I have to do it.
I first texted Lin Xuehan, "Open your legs."
I texted her even though we were face-to-face because I was worried that the person next to us might hear what we were saying.
Lin Xuehan checked her phone, her expression unchanged, just giving me a noncommittal look.
Good, Lin Xuehan should obediently do as she says. So next, I need to take off my right shoe. This
step is simple, and I finished it quickly.
Okay, now there's only one last step. I just need to put my foot between her legs and play with
her clitoris with my toes.
Yes, I just need to put my foot out, put it out… Damn it, I can't put it out…
No one will see, why, why can't I put it out!
No, I can't stay inactive any longer. If I keep dragging this out, Lin Xuehan will definitely find it strange.
It's worse for her to discover my own weaknesses than to discover the weaknesses of hypnosis.
Calm down, take a deep breath, take a deep breath, it's okay, you can do it...
I kept telling myself this, while trying my best to keep my expression from wavering.
Okay, get ready, stretch your leg out...
"Hello, your cheesecake and your cappuccino, please enjoy."
Whew... I was so scared... Do the waiters here walk without making a sound? It's just
like a teacher in a school.
But, cappuccino, even though it's a coffee shop, Lin Xuehan actually ordered coffee. I completely
can't understand why anyone likes coffee, though I can understand it if it's to stay awake all night. But
won't she look down on me for only ordering a cake? I should have ordered a coffee too. To show off, I'd drink it even if it's bitter.
The way Lin Xuehan holds the coffee, she's really got the airs, just like a character in an American TV show. She's definitely worthy of the title.
"Is she a young lady? I probably could never do that in my entire life.
" Wait, is it just my imagination? Lin Xuehan seemed to be frowning a little while drinking her coffee.
Could it be… that my order for her to spread her legs wasn't entirely ineffective?
If so, there's no need to rush the next steps, at least let me eat a few bites of cake first
…
Half an hour passed, and I still hadn't managed to stick my legs out. Every time I prepared, some
unexpected event would occur, like a waiter walking past behind me, the door suddenly opening, someone dropping their fork,
and so on. Finally, two people came to the next table, and I had no choice but to give up.
As I left, I felt the waiter's gaze was strange, but thinking about it, a man and a woman walking into
a coffee shop and not exchanging a single word, just sitting quietly, was indeed quite eerie.
I initially thought Lin Xuehan would insist on paying for her own portion when it came time to settle the bill, since her pride
wouldn't allow her to accept my treatment. But she didn't. I can only say that perhaps young
ladies are used to having others pay.
It's alright, the first stop failing isn't a big deal anyway; it was just an appetizer in the plan,
the main event was yet to come.
But the second stop failed spectacularly before it even began.
"All the couple seats are sold out? What about other movies? We can change the showtime."
"Sorry, the earliest ones aren't available until the afternoon. But there are still plenty of seats together, would you like to
take a look?"
Of course not! Damn it, I wanted to take advantage of Lin Xuehan's body in the movie theater! If it wasn't a couple
seat, wouldn't everyone see us immediately? And if they called security... ah, I don't even want to think
about it.
So what should I do? Should I do it, even at the risk of being discovered?
...
No, it's alright, the second stop isn't the main point either. As long as the final part of the plan works, I don't believe
Lin Xuehan can stick to it.
Yes, this is the final plan. Wasn't my special trip to see Teacher Chen yesterday afternoon preparation for this?
Preparing two preliminary plans was just to get myself into the zone. Since we've come this far,
let's just go for it. Leading Lin Xuehan forward, we followed my memory and turned into the narrow space between two shops,
arriving at my carefully chosen final destination.
Of course, if it were just a narrow alley, people on the main street could clearly see what was inside. However,
due to the location of the buildings behind, this alley had an extra corner at its deepest point, making it a true blind
spot.
I'd stumbled upon this place while browsing forums before; it seemed to be due to design and construction
errors. When I was designing my plan the day before yesterday, I immediately thought of this place and even came here last night to
investigate.
Seeing the actual state of the place, Lin Xuehan's calm expression faltered. Even if this place
were used to dump a corpse, it would take quite some time before it was discovered.
Excellent, now everything is in my favor; there are no objective factors that can hinder
me. So… I can no longer make excuses to delay!
Even someone as oblivious as me has long since realized this. What's truly preventing me from implementing my plan today isn't
the waiter or the movie tickets, but myself. Because I don't want to carry out this plan, it's
remained completely unprogressed.
After last night's events, not only was my attitude towards Xiao Ai affected, but my entire understanding and perception of hypnosis
was also severely impacted. I can no longer treat these hypnotized women as playthings for sexual gratification
. Even with their perceptions affected by hypnosis, they are still flesh and blood, still experiencing joy, anger, sorrow, and happiness, still
possessing their own thoughts and beliefs. Knowing this, how can I continue to carelessly hurt them
and derive pleasure from it?
Hurting others is not an easy thing. I thought I could be indifferent to others' suffering,
but in reality, I can't reach that level; I'm merely pretending not to see it.
For a long time, I've shrouded myself in solitude, forcibly separating my world from everyone else's,
which allowed me to use those extreme methods without hesitation. But after what happened last night, everything changed
. Although my heart only opened a tiny crack to Xiao Ai, my world and everyone else's worlds were truly
connected again, and I could no longer pretend not to see their feelings.
But, but Lin Xuehan is different from me and Xiao Ai. She's so powerful; she definitely can't understand
the struggles of someone as weak as me. A young lady from a different world than me shouldn't be considered one of my kind, right? I
don't need to be polite to her. So if it's her, it doesn't matter if I hurt her, it doesn't matter if
I abuse her, it doesn't matter if I do anything!
I kept telling myself this because I had to make Lin Xuehan submit no matter what, regardless of my own
likes or dislikes. As long as she wasn't completely under my control, she was a dangerous factor threatening my peaceful daily life—
no, not just my daily life, but also Xiao Ai's and my senior's.
So I had to make Lin Xuehan submit, no matter what, by any means necessary. So I took action…
Just as I was about to make my decision under the car, a familiar ringtone suddenly rang. I instinctively
pulled out my phone, only to find it blank. I paused, then looked up at Lin
Xuehan and saw her holding her phone. I hadn't expected someone my age to use the default ringtone like me.
Looking at the screen, Lin Xuehan frowned slightly, wondering who was calling.
She suddenly said to me, "I have to answer this call."
I instinctively replied with an "Oh."
The words were barely out of my mouth before I regretted it. How could I have agreed so easily? What should I do now?
Was it still possible to back out…?
Forget it, backing out now would seem petty, and I need some more time to regroup. Of course, I
know this is somewhat of an excuse, but this is definitely the last time.
I couldn't hear clearly what Lin Xuehan was saying on the other end; I could only vaguely make out a woman's voice. Lin Xuehan didn't say
much, mostly just "Mmm" and "Okay."
The call lasted less than two minutes. Although I didn't know what they were talking about, it was clearly not
good news for Lin Xuehan. Although she appeared calm on the surface,
I, who had become increasingly familiar with her recently, could clearly sense that she was becoming somewhat nervous.
After hanging up, Lin Xuehan silently looked down at her toes. I had no idea what she was thinking.
This might be a good opportunity; striking decisively while she was distracted might yield unexpected results.
But before I could act, Lin Xuehan spoke first, "I have something to do later, could you let me go first today
? You can set a time later."
Hearing her words, I was taken aback. On one hand, I hadn't expected Lin Xuehan to show such weakness; on the other
hand, she had actually used the word "please" this time. The latter surprised me more than the former.
I felt that with Lin Xuehan's arrogance, she wouldn't have said that word before I made her submit.
It seemed that what had just happened had a significant impact on her. However, I would never let anything delay
me again, especially since this seemed like a good opportunity to make her submit.
So I used my usual trick, "That won't do, Miss. Of course, if you obediently admit
defeat, that's a different story."
This trick had always worked for me; as long as she hadn't discovered that blind spot, my command couldn't be resisted
.
"Okay, I admit defeat."
Right, I knew she couldn't resist this trick; she definitely wouldn't choose to admit defeat… wait…
what did she just say?
Lin Xuehan continued in a calm tone, "I admit defeat. Can I leave now?"
She just admitted defeat so easily? I stared at Lin Xuehan with disbelief, trying to
find some clue in her calm expression, but her face was blank. There was neither
the despair of giving up nor the resentment of compromising.
If she admitted defeat to me so easily, what was all that about before? Was she just fooling me?
A surge of anger rose within me. If it were me yesterday, I would have
refused without hesitation and attacked with the most forceful methods according to plan.
But before anger filled my mind, another thought flashed through my mind: if not admitting defeat
wasn't absolute for Lin Xuehan, then wasn't my understanding of this girl fundamentally wrong? In that case,
would the original plan really have worked for her? Would simply making Lin Xuehan admit defeat really make her completely submit and
obey my orders?
I've always believed that Lin Xuehan's arrogance was what made her resist my orders and refuse to admit defeat. If I could force her to
surrender, it would mean that the arrogance at the core of her resistance had been dismantled, and she would be completely unable to
disobey my commands. But now I'm uncertain. Is her refusal to surrender truly due to arrogance?
If she were truly that arrogant, she shouldn't be able to so calmly say "I surrender." But
reality is what it is, so my thinking must be wrong. I can't help but start to doubt
whether my previously formulated plan can truly achieve its goal.
What to do? To do it or not to do it? I found myself in a dilemma.
After a moment of silence, I made a decision. Even if it's delayed for another day, it shouldn't matter much, but I must at least
figure out what Lin Xuehan is thinking. I originally thought I understood this woman well enough, but I
suddenly realized that I actually don't understand her at all.
"Since you've admitted defeat, I can let you leave today, but you at least need to
explain the whole story to me."
Hearing my words, Lin Xuehan fell silent. Even though a bustling
street was just a dozen meters away, our little world was eerily quiet.
Lin Xuehan raised her hand to check the time, then said, "I have half an hour. I can briefly
tell you what I need to do, but you'd better not change your mind later."
Change her mind… if necessary, I wouldn't mind changing my mind at all.
However, outwardly, I nodded in agreement.
Lin Xuehan took a deep breath and began calmly, "My father's family has a tradition that
young people who want to participate in the family business must undergo a series of tests. I just received a notice that I
have a mission to complete, so I must leave."
This overly realistic unfolding left me somewhat at a loss. Family? I had no concept of it.
Having lived alone for so long, I always thought that family only existed in novels.
Of course, there was something even more surprising: "Wait, you're only in high school, you're not even an adult yet."
"When the rules were made, high school didn't even exist."
This explanation was logically plausible, but I couldn't accept it. Lin Xuehan's world seemed
too far removed from mine.
Seeing that I didn't answer, Lin Xuehan made a move to leave, and I instinctively reached out to stop her.
Seeing my hand held out in front of her, Lin Xuehan didn't back down. Instead, she asked in a cold tone, "I've
said everything I needed to say. Are you going to go back on your word?"
"No, I asked you to explain the whole story. To you, compared to the family's mission,
is admitting defeat to me such a trivial matter?"
"I've already admitted defeat to you. I lost to your hypnosis. What else do you want? What admitting defeat
means to me is my own business, none of your concern."
"You haven't answered my question. Tell me, compared to the family's mission, is admitting defeat to me such a trivial
matter? This is an order. Tell me."
Lin Xuehan lowered her head, pursed her lips, and remained silent for a long time before gently shaking her head, her voice even carrying a hint of...
Trembling, "I don't want to lose to you."
This was the first time Lin Xuehan had revealed her weakness to me today, but I didn't care about it.
"Then why did you admit defeat to me!"
Facing my low growl, Lin Xuehan actually raised her head and roared back, "I don't want to lose to you either! But,
but... there's someone I don't want to lose to even more!"
The ever-cold Lin Xuehan actually roared? I was stunned for a moment.
Before I could even ask a question, Lin Xuehan continued on her own, "You like to call me 'Big
Sister,' right? Well, do you know that I, this 'Big Sister,' am actually just an illegitimate child at home?"
This explosive news left me speechless, but Lin Xuehan didn't seem to need my answer. She
just wanted to tell me everything. "You know what? My father
was dating three women at the same time before he got married. Whoever got pregnant first got to marry him. There was only one winner in the game. Isn't that interesting?"
Winner...illegitimate child...I suddenly understood why she cared so much about winning and losing. "Your mother...
lost?"
Lin Xuehan actually laughed. I bet no one in our school had ever seen her laugh.
Whether it was getting first place in the grade, being named one of the city's top students, the jokes the teachers told in class, or the activities at the New Year's Day class meeting
, Lin Xuehan was always so cold.
"Haha, she won, so I'm the real young lady, aren't I? But she also lost, because
the woman who got pregnant later than her was carrying a boy, haha, did you see the key point here?"
This laughing girl was completely different from the Lin Xuehan I knew. For a moment, I even doubted that
the girl in front of me was actually a different person. Then I started to think, which one was the real Lin Xuehan: the laughing Lin Xuehan,
the usually cold Lin Xuehan, or the Lin Xuehan shivering on the fourth floor of the school?
This question confused me a bit, but Lin Xuehan's monologue continued, "See, it's simple, isn't
it? No matter how many times you win, one loss and you're finished. So I can't lose, and I won't lose! This is
a lesson my mother taught me with blood and tears."
I calmly pointed out a fact, "But you've admitted defeat to me."
"Yes," Lin Xuehan shrugged dejectedly, a side I'd never seen before, "This is what you wanted
, isn't it? I can't waste any more time on you, I have to leave as soon as possible.
I'd rather lose to that person than to you..."
Although I already had a vague answer in my mind, I couldn't help but ask, "Who?"
"Ha, of course, it's my lovely younger brother, our family's 'second young master.' You can't lose to him, your grades
can't be worse than his, your honors can't be less than his, you can't be shorter than his, that's what my foolish mother nags about all day long
. Ha, that's all she can think of, that's why she lost."
"I want to win, I want to win..." Lin Xuehan's face showed signs of tears. "But how could I possibly win
? The illegitimate child is a girl. I lost everything from the very beginning."
If I were to intervene now, subduing this girl who seemed on the verge of collapse would be a piece of cake
. But I couldn't bring myself to do it, I didn't even have the slightest desire to. This wasn't the arrogant
young lady I had imagined; she was lonely and fragile. It seemed this was the girl's true nature.
At this moment, I almost wished I were a truly bad person. Although I had recently considered myself that
kind of bad person, indifferent to others' feelings and carelessly tormenting girls' minds and bodies, I ultimately realized
I couldn't be that kind of person.
In essence, I was still a weakling, and even with the power of hypnosis, I couldn't change that
fact. When facing the cold Lin Xuehan, I would do everything I could to make her cry, but
when actually facing this girl on the verge of tears, I sincerely hoped she would smile.
"You'll win, won't you? Just pass this test, it shouldn't be too difficult for you."
Lin Xuehan gave me a smile that looked more like a grimace. "Win? How could I possibly win? Aside from my
stupid mother, no one in the whole family wants me to win. She even stupidly told me I
couldn't come back until I completed the task—did she still think of this as a test? That idiot, all she knows is
to tell me to win, to win, without ever considering whether I have any chance of winning!"
Lin Xuehan was almost hysterical at this point. "Do you know what my test is? Debt collection!
Debt collection from the underworld! How could I possibly handle those guys?!"
The underworld… another term that seemed so far removed from my world. In all my years, I'd
never even seen many thugs, let alone the underworld. But sending a girl to deal with ruthless gangsters—I knew it
was practically like throwing a lamb to the slaughter.
If it were the Lin Xuehan from before, I would probably think she could
handle even an impossible task without batting an eye. But now… could this fragile girl really accomplish something like this?
I couldn't help but waver.
"Haha, you understand now? This is what I, the so-called young lady, am like—completely meaningless…"
Lin Xuehan suddenly stopped speaking. I looked at her in confusion and saw two lines of tears
sliding down her cheeks.
Lin Xuehan was actually crying! I was stunned. The Lin Xuehan who hadn't cried even when she lost control of her bladder in the fourth-floor corridor
was crying right in front of me. Was this world even normal?
Seemingly realizing the inappropriateness of her tears, Lin Xuehan tried to wipe them away with her sleeve, only making her
face even more smeared.
After giving up on this meaningless task, she took a deep breath and reverted to the cold, aloof Lin
Xuehan. She glanced at her watch, then pushed away my hand that was blocking her way. "Get out of the way. You know what you wanted to know.
Now that you've seen me so embarrassed, are you satisfied? I don't have time to waste here with you any longer."
As Lin Xuehan walked past me, I grabbed her hand tightly to prevent her from pulling away. Even though her expression
had returned to calm, her hand was still trembling slightly.
"Even after all this, you still won't let go?"
Lin Xuehan's calm voice carried a chill. Normally, I would never dare
to provoke Lin Xuehan like this, but now I didn't care about her threat at all. Instead, I took out a tissue from my pocket to wipe away her
tears.
Lin Xuehan pushed my hand away, her resolute voice breaking down. "What are you doing! Trying to play the good guy now?
I don't need your fake sympathy! Ha, trying to stop me? Giving me that
nonsense like 'You don't actually need to win'? I have to win! I absolutely have to win! Didn't you hear me? My mother
told me, 'You're not allowed to come back if you don't win!' If I don't win, I won't even be able to go home!"
I didn't know why she said that. I thought it was probably related to her past experiences, to
the reasons behind her cold exterior, but I didn't care. "You can't lose. You have to win. Not for anyone else, but
for yourself. You have to win. That's an order."
Hearing my words, Lin Xuehan paused for a moment, then gave me a smile. It wasn't the
somewhat crazy smile she had just given me, but the smile of a young girl in the prime of her life. "Of course I'll win. I don't need your orders."
Watching Lin Xuehan's retreating figure, I had to admit, I had lost.
Not just today, but I probably will never be able to make Lin Xuehan submit. Just thinking about
what I saw today, how could I possibly hurt that already wounded girl again? Besides, that
fleeting smile was a hundred times more beautiful than her face contorted with pain.
So, in the end, I am a weakling...

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