After my father fell ill

My feelings were complicated. Xiaoying's last few words were like a knife, cutting deep into my

heart. I knew Xiaoying said those things to save my father, I knew what she said

was , I knew it wasn't Xiaoying's fault, but my heart still wouldn't calm down.

"No, Xiaoying isn't telling the truth. She lied to save my father.

She wasn't telling me what she really felt."

Although I tried my best to calm myself down and comfort myself, I

could was telling the truth. Xiaoying was speaking from her heart. Normally, she would never reveal

her true feelings to a second person. My disbelief just now was just self-deception.

"I know that if Jincheng knew these facts, he would be very sad and unable to accept them. But these

are the facts, these are my true feelings, and I can never tell Jincheng, nor will I let him know. After all, I don't want

to hurt Jincheng; I want him to maintain the confidence he has worked so hard to build. Dad, telling you this

doesn't mean I've stopped loving Jincheng and started loving you. I love Jincheng very much, really, so much. No

matter what he becomes, even if he completely loses his manhood, even if he loses everything... I will never give up on him.

I love him; without him, I don't know how I could live..."

Perhaps Xiaoying knew I was very sad at this moment, and deliberately comforted me with a few words? Knowing Xiaoying's love

made me feel much better. After all, Xiaoying loved me, no matter how much she was obsessed with the sexual experiences her father brought her

.

"When I found out about your accident, I couldn't describe how I felt. I panicked. I'd never felt

this way before, and I believe I would have felt the same way if Jincheng had been in that situation. Perhaps there's a saying that's true

: you only appreciate something when you lose it. Originally, I really planned to give you up, to let go of everything we had.

You would still be my father-in-law, and I would still be your daughter-in-law. But

when and dying, when I saw your suicide note, your bankbook, your insurance policy, when I saw the pipe you were protecting until your death

… I finally understood. I can't lose Jincheng, but I also can't… I can't… I

can't lose you either. Am I being selfish?"

Xiaoying gently pressed her face against her father's chest, seemingly feeling his heartbeat. Turning

her face towards him, she blinked, letting tears stream down her face onto his chest, softly

murmuring . As she finished speaking, Xiaoying's hand unconsciously grasped her father's, holding it tightly…

"You can say I'm not a good daughter-in-law, you can say I'm a wanton woman. I've always played the role of a good wife in front of

Jincheng , but only in front of you do I dare to show my wanton side, like we

were a while ago. I've always wanted to give Jincheng a good impression, but deep down I also have a lustful side. People

say that men's lust is expressed verbally, while women's lust is felt in their hearts, and that's absolutely true. My lust is all in my heart.

During that time, the reason I maintained an intimate relationship with you was because I couldn't show my lust in front of Jincheng,

but I could in front of you. Perhaps that's the reason for caring and not caring." "Because... During that time, although I was

conflicted and felt guilty, I was also very happy. One reason was that Jincheng's body couldn't satisfy me, and the other

was that I could do whatever I wanted in front of you without any restraint. The feeling during that time was something I had never experienced

before . My first time giving a man oral sex, my first time being oral sex, licking... licking anus, my first time doggy style

, etc., these were all things Jincheng had never experienced before, but I gave them all to you. With so much, shouldn't you

be satisfied?"

Xiaoying continued to talk while lying on her father's chest, her other hand beginning to

caress his chest.

"But, I didn't expect you to be such a greedy old man, actually that night... that night you forced your way into

my body, tormenting me... sigh, I'm a girl, can't you be a little gentler?"

Xiaoying had been speaking fiercely at first, but halfway through, she suddenly sighed and began to playfully

complain about her father, complaining that he couldn't be gentler. At this moment, how could she be seen as angry? "Really,

although I was tormented terribly by you, you beast, that night, it's an unforgettable experience. Even now, every night

feels amazing. Even when I'm with Jincheng, I think of you. After that night, I was angry that you

lied to me, and angry that I suddenly lost my virginity. After all, I wasn't ready. Actually, if

you had just waited a little longer... I thought about it every day, trying to convince myself, and I even decided to give myself to you

. If you had just waited a little longer, I believed I wouldn't have been able to resist and would have given myself to you..."

Xiaoying's voice trailed off, her face growing increasingly red, revealing a deep shyness.

It turned out that during that time, Xiaoying and her father were doing oral sex and leg sex, but she wouldn't go all the way. I was

very anxious, thinking it was impossible to go any further, so I had to resort to drugging her.

Now, I learned from Xiaoying that she had been mentally preparing herself

, trying to change her mind, and was almost ready to make the final decision: to find an opportunity to

completely lose her virginity to her father. She just didn't expect that I would drug her and force myself on her prematurely. Fate played a cruel trick on her

.

"Actually, I had my own selfish reasons for making you endure for so long. After all, the easier something is to obtain,

the less a man will cherish it; only things that are hard to obtain are truly valued. That was my thought back then

. Countless times, I couldn't resist the urge to put that disgusting thing of yours inside my own body."

"I just didn't expect you, you old bastard, to resort to force, and after that, you'd

ejaculate inside me, and after that, you'd have sex again, and after that, you'd run away..."

Xiaoying was like a venting, resentful woman, her mouth firing off like a machine gun, each sentence followed by a rapid-fire delivery.

She gently patted her father's chest, repeating this after each word, but

the pats were very light, and she pouted, showing no sign of resentment.

Time ticked by; a whole hour had passed. My legs

were numb and aching, but I dared not move. I had to endure it, afraid Xiaoying would notice.

Xiaoying continued talking to her father, murmuring as if she had countless words to tell him.

It was past eleven at night, and the clock was drawing ever closer to midnight.

Xiaoying lifted her head from her father's. She glanced at the time; she knew his last night was

almost over, but he showed no signs of waking up. Both Xiaoying and I

grew anxious… “Dad, please don’t sleep anymore, wake up! After what happened, I’ve really thought it through

. If you wake up, I can grant you any wish except leaving Jincheng and marrying you. Really, I

can make love to you, be your lover, be your sexual object… I’ll

satisfy . You’re old and don’t have many years left to live; I can give you sexual happiness in your later years. Jincheng’s health isn’t good either

; you can satisfy my sexual needs too. Isn’t that the best?” The solution is simply that Jincheng can't

know. We have to keep it a secret. Actually, it's not a big deal. Even if Jincheng finds out, I believe he should,

or perhaps can, accept it, because I asked him before if he was willing to pay any price for his father. And he

answered without hesitation, yes. So, with his words, we have a get-out-of-jail-free card.

Although at first we'll feel guilty, time will change everything. Slowly, I believe

we'll... we'll get used to it. Let's be selfish for once. Anyway, we've already wronged Jincheng, and things

are beyond repair..."

Xiaoying seemed to know the urgency of the situation, ending her murmured narration and beginning to get to the point, making a promise to

her father .

"Dad, you still don't want to wake up? Fine, you won't wake up, huh? Fine, you won't wake up then. After you

die, Jincheng still won't be able to satisfy me, so I'll go find men outside. Anyway, with my looks and figure, I

can have any man I want. I can do whatever I want with him, as many as I want. If you really want

me to become like this, then you can continue sleeping..."

After quietly observing her father for a while, Xiaoying realized that he still showed no signs of waking up, and she couldn't help but get

anxious . She started to scold her father anxiously and angrily, her words full of anxiety, seemingly

trying to provoke him with a "what's the use" attitude.

I was also anxious, and even thought about rushing out and prying my father's eyes open.

"Oh, I see. You must think I'm lying to you, right? You think I'm just lying to wake you up

. You must think that after you wake up, my empty promises won't be honored, right?

Okay, to make you believe me, I'll honor them for you now..."

Xiaoying glanced at her father's limp penis, her eyes suddenly lit up, as if she had made a decision.

After saying a few words to her father, she gently pulled out his catheter with her hand. Without even wiping

it , she opened her "blood-red mouth"

and swallowed her father's limp penis whole.

"Mmm... Dad, can you feel it? Slurp... Xiaoying is... slurp... giving you oral sex, slurp...

taking your glans in her mouth, slurp... You know, this thing of yours is usually so dirty. Sizzle..."

Xiaoying was giving her father oral sex with all her might, and at the same time, she kept saying lewd words between her sucking and swallowing her father's penis.

You know, Xiaoying would never have said these lewd words before, and she would even feel disgusted. But

at the last moment, for her father, Xiaoying seemed to be going all out.

"Mmm... Dad, hurry up and get hard, sizzle... As long as you get hard, Xiaoying will let your ugly

thing go in, slurp... If it's not between my legs, I can let it go in my vagina, sizzle...

Dad, hurry up and get hard... Mmm..."

Xiaoying was giving her father oral sex with all her might, her father's glans, shaft, scrotum, Xiaoying

did not .

Xiaoying and I both knew that if Father's penis showed any signs of erection, it meant he was awake

and conscious; if his penis was erect, it meant he had come back to life.

However, despite Xiaoying's vigorous oral sex, Father's penis remained limp, showing no

sign of erection whatsoever.

Perhaps feeling her mouth was numb, Xiaoying performed oral sex for two minutes, also uttering lewd words for two minutes.

At this point, Xiaoying's face was flushed, whether from arousal or shyness at speaking such lewd words for the first time

, her face was flushed, and she seemed to be unbearably aroused.

But when she looked at her father's penis, which showed no sign of erection whatsoever, she was disappointed. She looked up at

the clock ; it was past 2 a.m., meaning her father's last night had passed, and he still

hadn't woken up… "You dare lie to me? Didn't you love me the most? Didn't you always want me? I've already

agreed to everything, so why are you still sleeping? You big liar, the biggest liar in the world… Waaah…"

Xiaoying released her father's penis and began shaking him violently, bursting into tears, her voice

filled with despair and heartbreak. I also started crying, covering my mouth to stifle my sobs,

but her father still didn't wake up.

"You dare pretend to be dead… If you dare pretend to be dead to lie to me… I'll hate you once, no, I'll hate you for a lifetime

… Get up… Waaah…"

Xiaoying didn't give up, continuing to shake her father's body, crying her heart out, her hair disheveled,

completely disregarding her appearance.

"If you want to die, then die. Good riddance! You should have died long ago. I hated you from the start, especially

hated you. Waaah... You bullied me, yet you loved me, protected me... Waaah... Good riddance! Now that you're gone, no one will ever see you again."

" You bullied me."

"It's better if you die. After you die, my heart will be at peace. Waaah... You're dead, but my

heart won't die. I'll go to your grave every month to visit you, sweep your grave, and talk to you. Waaah...

I think about that night you bullied me, about all the little things we did together, and I'll miss you my whole life. If there's a cycle of

reincarnation and an afterlife, I'll let you bully me again in my next life... I

'll let you bully me again in my next life... I'll let you bully me again in my next life... I'll let you bully me again in my next life

..."

Xiaoying's last words echoed in the empty hospital room. Xiaoying seemed to be in despair,

sobbing loudly against her father's chest. I also covered my face and wept, no longer paying attention to Xiaoying's words...

"Cough cough cough... Uh... cough cough cough..."

Just then, a third sound suddenly appeared in the room. Besides Xiaoying and me crying,

there a man's cough. Who was it? Xiaoying and I stopped crying almost simultaneously… Perhaps it was because

our eyes were both fixed on our father. We didn't know if it was because Xiaoying had shaken us so much we were still breathless,

or because Xiaoying's crying was pressing on our chests and we felt suffocated, or because… At that moment, our father began

to cough , and his left hand, which Xiaoying hadn't been holding down, was trying to rise, seemingly to cover his mouth

and block out his cough. Seeing our father trying to cover his mouth but unable to lift his hand, even though his eyes were still

closed, was enough to leave Xiaoying and me dumbfounded. We stood frozen in a daze, one in the light, the other

in the shadows … Xiaoying and I stared at our father, thinking we were hallucinating. Perhaps neither of us believed that our father

had "come back to life."

After coughing a few times, our father quieted down and didn't open his eyes again, as if

everything was truly an illusion.

Xiaoying was the first to react. She hurriedly got up, then turned and ran towards the door. At that moment, I

also reacted. I reflexively tried to rush out, but I stopped as soon as I took a step.

Calm down, I must stay calm. If I rush out, how will I face Xiaoying? I tried my best to control

my agitated emotions. After Xiaoying ran to the door, she seemed to remember something. She turned back to her father

, picked up the catheter with trembling hands, and began to reinsert it into his urethra. At this moment,

I had to admire Xiaoying's rationality.

If she just left the catheter there, what would she say if the doctor and nurses saw it?

Xiaoying didn't seem to have completely calmed down from her nervousness. Because of her trembling hands, it took her a

long time to align the catheter tip with her father's urethra before she gently inserted it.

Anyone who has had a catheter inserted knows how painful it is; the pain is

unbearable .

Xiaoying focused intently on inserting the catheter. At this moment, her attention was entirely on the catheter. Because she was in a hurry, she

wasn't very accurate and didn't control the pressure well. Hiding behind the curtains, I noticed that during this process, my father's hands slowly

clenched into fists, and his brows furrowed slightly. He seemed to be in great pain, but he didn't utter a sound and

kept his eyes closed.

After finally inserting the catheter, Xiaoying quickly covered her father with a blanket, turned and ran to the door, opened it,

and ran out. Time was of the essence; she had to report to the on-duty doctor and nurse immediately.

After Xiaoying's footsteps faded into the distance, I shuffled my numb feet out from behind the curtains. My legs were also numb by

then .

I glanced at my father, who was still asleep, and tiptoed, limping, towards the outside.

Xiaoying high heels masked my footsteps, and I walked very quietly, confident that even if my father were awake, he wouldn't hear me.

I needed to get out of there quickly, while Xiaoying was away.

Since the doctor's office and the exit staircase were in opposite directions, I quietly ran to the exit staircase,

where the entire corridor was quiet.

After running out of the ward building, I found a flower bed and sat down, trying to ease my feet and thighs.

I tried to calm myself, but I was also worried. Had the doctor arrived at my father's room

? Had my father fully woken up? After calming down for a moment, I noticed a faint light coming from my pocket

. Although very faint, it seemed particularly bright in the quiet night.

It was then that I realized my phone was in my pocket. Because I had it on silent

, I couldn't hear the ringtone, but the screen light emanated from it.

I took out my phone and saw the caller ID: Xiaoying.

I calmed my heavy breathing from the tension and running, and answered the phone: "Honey,

Dad 's conscious! He's responding to external stimuli! The doctor said he's about to wake up, and the attending physician

is on his way!"

Xiaoying's excited, incoherent voice rang out as soon as I

answered started stammering.

"Really? Okay, I'll be right there,"

I replied after a few seconds, feigning excitement, and then quickly

hung up.

A long call would give me away.

Since the commute from my workplace to the hospital is about half an hour, I had ample time to

calm myself and adjust my emotions.

About two minutes later, I ran towards my father's ward. My anxiety at this moment was genuine; I

wasn't faking it. Now I could finally

appear in my father's ward "justifiably. "

When I arrived, Xiaoying was standing excitedly by my father's bedside. It was clear that

even after so much calming down, she was still very excited.

The on-duty nurse and doctor were monitoring the equipment next to my father, waiting for the attending physician to arrive. After

all, the attending physician had already finished his shift and needed to rush over from home.

"What's wrong? Whew,"

I asked Xiaoying, exhausted and covered in sweat. My fatigue at this moment was genuine.

"I was taking care of my father while you were away tonight. About four minutes ago, he suddenly started coughing

, and his hand was twitching slightly. I immediately notified the doctor and nurse, and the on-duty doctor also notified the attending

physician who is on his way. The attending physician said on the phone that my father might wake up , so I called to

tell you. " When Xiaoying first answered, a hint of unease flashed in her eyes, but However, her tone of voice betrayed her; normally, Xiaoying wouldn't speak so ramblingly and incoherently. Of course , this could be explained by her excitement at her father waking up. We chatted idly, waiting for the attending physician to arrive. After another two minutes or so, the attending physician arrived. He, along with the on-duty doctor and nurses, began examining my father and finally told us that he had regained consciousness and would wake up sometime between midnight and noon . Xiaoying and I were both incredibly excited. Xiaoying buried her face in my arms and cried. For us, there couldn't be better news. By noon the next day, Father finally opened his eyes. Because he was still very weak and exhausted, and with an oxygen mask on, he couldn't speak. He just weakly opened his eyes and looked at Xiaoying and me, his fingers twitching slightly. When he saw Xiaoying and me, a flicker of joy flashed in his eyes—the joy of reuniting after a separation of life and death. But after the joy subsided, tears began . Coupled with his pale, bloodless complexion, he looked utterly pitiful. Xiaoying and I stood on either side of the bed, each holding one of Father's hands, and began to comfort him. "Dad, why were you so foolish? Why did you think of doing this? Do you know how scared you scared Xiaoying and me to death ?" Tears streamed down Xiaoying and my face uncontrollably, flowing along with Father's tears. At that moment , I had temporarily put all other thoughts aside. Xiaoying was wiping away Father's tears with disinfectant wipes . "Do you know how I've been these past few days? Dad, I've never blamed you. Mother is gone , but you did your best. Although you didn't give me anything when I got married, I didn't blame you either, because I know all our savings went to Mother's medical treatment, and we're still burdened with debt. Dad, I won't say anything else , I just want to tell you that I've never blamed you. I understand everything about you ." At this moment, I couldn't find any words. I knew the real reason for my father's death, but I couldn't say it . I could only tell him that I understood him, respected him, and never blamed him. Whether he understood my "meaning" was up to him . "You've survived this ordeal, so please don't do that again. I was wrong before; I neglected your feelings and was always busy with work. But after you recover, Xiaoying and I will spend more time with you so you can enjoy your later years . Whatever you want, I'll give you. As long as you can live happily , I'm willing to pay any price. Your mother is gone, and I don't want you to leave me so soon." I pressed my face against my father's hand. He looked at me, tears streaming down his face, blinking as if in response . Xiaoying continued to wipe away his tears, remaining silent throughout, just watching him with tears welling in her eyes. She was extremely happy about his "rebirth." My father recovered quickly. Every day, after finishing my work at the office, I rushed to the hospital to be with him. Xiaoying, having taken a long leave, stayed at the hospital to care for him. The power company learned of my father's awakening and were overjoyed. They even paid for 24-hour shifts of special care to help him recover quickly. This relieved Xiaoying and me of a lot of pressure. However, a few days after he woke up, my father remained silent, perhaps unsure of what to say . He would occasionally open his eyes to look at Xiaoying and me, but mostly slept with his eyes closed. The doctor told us this was normal and he would gradually improve. About half a month later, my father started to remove his oxygen mask and began eating liquid food. He had been receiving intravenous nutrition since falling into a coma, and this first time eating liquid food, he ate quite a bit. Whenever I "complained" to him, he would just smile at me, without explaining or answering, but his complexion had improved significantly. After eating, I helped my father walk slowly on the ground. Although it was slow, he was able to get out of bed and move around. During this time, I would rush over to be with my father every night; I couldn't find a reason not to. My father woke up, and I was fully conscious. I cherished this rare opportunity God had given me. My father had survived such a terrible ordeal , and at that moment, I didn't want anything else but for him to recover quickly.

Five days later, the doctor said my father could be discharged; he was fine and could recover at home. Continuing hospitalization

would incur significant costs, which was unnecessary. Furthermore, the hospital was short-staffed and needed to

free up a VIP room.

So, Xiaoying and I happily brought my father home and settled him in his bedroom

. Various medications were placed on the bedside table; his health could only be improved over time.

My father's complexion improved, but he seemed somewhat hesitant to face Xiaoying when I was there. I

worked during the day and returned home normally in the evenings, while Xiaoying continued her leave to care for my father.

This was my first day back at work after my father's return. With nothing to do, I thought about the situation at home. My father

was starting to improve, and I couldn't help but feel uneasy. What might have happened at home? Taking advantage of the opportunity

, I turned on the home security camera. It was already past 2 PM,

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