Qing'er—the pain in my heart

Qing'er—the pain in my heart
This happened twenty years ago, but the events are still vivid in my mind because it was the only time I ever did it.
The woman who slept with someone other than my wife is someone I can never forget; in my heart, she is...
My everything, though I didn't marry her and make her my wife, I did take her virginity, her...
The loss of virginity—this is less a story and more a genuine, undeniable real experience. (The following appears to be unrelated and possibly spam: "In the dead of night, with me by your side, uncensored movies available for high-speed viewing. Click here to unlock hidden content and continue reading about this past.")
I went through a long internal struggle, but keeping it all bottled up wasn't good, so I decided to share it with everyone because of my...
Please forgive my lack of language skills.
This story begins when I was in high school, around 1985, I think. At that time, all I wanted was to do well.
I was focused on studying so I could get into university, so I never thought about anything else. At that time, our school was junior high.
It's in the same school as the high school, so there are a lot of students, both boys and girls, about a thousand in total.
Every time we finished evening self-study, we would chat in the dormitory for a while, talking about teachers, classmates, and the school.
An interesting thing happened: one of my roommates said he saw a very pretty little girl today, and said she was in the first year of junior high.
We teased him, saying it was abnormal that he liked something so small. The next day, we demanded that he show us this.
The girl he pointed out to us when we were jogging early in the morning was indeed...
She was a natural beauty, and knew how to dress; she was the kind of girl you'd want to look at twice. And with this girl were...
A girl, dressed very simply, not the kind of girl who knows how to dress up, although everyone was looking at that...
A pretty girl, but I was drawn to the girl next to me. Perhaps it was because she was so simple and unassuming, which gave me a certain...
Whether it's a natural sense of closeness or some innate force at work, once you see someone, you can never forget them.
Oh, this girl has a well-proportioned figure, is slightly tall, and her lower lip is longer than her upper lip, giving it a slightly upturned look.
She had straight eyes, a square nose, and a head of black hair styled in a braid. It wasn't very long, but it made her look very energetic.
I later learned the girl's name was Qing'er. On the way back, everyone said how beautiful she was, but I didn't care about that.
The girl next to him, Qing'er, secretly wanted to get closer, but she couldn't remember what the beautiful woman looked like. She'd find out later after class.
At times, he always longed to see this girl, Qing'er, even just her back; it had become very important to him.
A part of my life, perhaps more important than going to school at the time, or maybe I went to school just to see her—my high school...
The era passed by in this feeling of wanting to see her more often each day. After the college entrance exam, I got into a relatively unknown university.
Upon graduation, in order to see the girl of my dreams, I requested to return to my hometown in Caoxian County, because I had already...
After hearing that she was also going to junior college and would be working at the county's water resources bureau after graduation through a sponsored training program, I learned that she had a relative there.
He was a minor leader in the county, so he was easily assigned to the Water Resources Bureau, hoping to have a chance to be with her when she returned.
I worked hard, gave some gifts to our leader through relatives, and also flattered him, finally getting the position.
After serving as a department head, he seized an opportunity to become the deputy director. At that time, it was remarkable that he possessed a bachelor's degree and was able to endure hardship and take on multiple roles.
There are still very few people who like horses. Everyone says I'm very scheming, and I don't know where I get that energy from, but it's all for her.
Two years later, this girl, Qing'er, came to our unit to report for duty. Through my efforts, I arranged for her to work in my...
She worked as a secretary under him. To be honest, it had been four years since we last met. Time had transformed Qing'er from a young girl...
The child had grown into a young woman, 1.68 meters tall, with a slender, full figure, rosy complexion, and long, flowing hair.
I was brimming with energy, and whether it was from nervousness or seeing her again, my face flushed instantly.
Not knowing what to say, she stood there stunned. Qing'er spoke first, saying things like, "Please take good care of us as we're new here," and "Waiting for guests..."
It was only then that I realized what the polite phrase was, and I said, "We're alumni, no need to be so formal, you should call me senior."
And so we became colleagues, spending every day together. My dream finally came true—if only I could marry her!
It's good to be home, my Qing'er. I am able to achieve what I have today entirely because of you.
Although Qing'er and I are very close, our relationship is limited to friendship or, more accurately, colleague relations. If you wish to take it further...
Whenever I suggest going on a picnic together, she always finds a way to decline, which gives me a real headache. I don't know why. Once, I even...
I learned through chatting with her that she had a boyfriend during her school days, and he loved her very much, but
One thing she really disliked was other men getting too close to Qing'er, which often led to arguments in the 1980s.
This is perhaps quite normal; people's minds aren't that open-minded. All I could do was comfort her, but in my heart...
However, it was very painful. If this happened, would I have no chance? Would all my efforts over the years have been in vain?
After several attempts and realizing I had no chance, I was deeply discouraged.
After much internal struggle, he decided to use other means to obtain Qing'er, and took advantage of his position to...
On Saturday afternoon, I asked Qing'er to prepare some materials for me, saying I needed them urgently. Qing'er didn't finish preparing them until 9 p.m.
I made an excuse to have her make a copy for record-keeping, and we didn't finish until 11 o'clock. Qing'er was so exhausted she was practically falling apart.
She whine to me that she wanted overtime pay, and I said I would definitely give it to her. Then I brought out the meal I had already prepared for her and said...
I made it especially for her; actually, I bought it from the restaurant next door, and of course, I added a little sleeping pill powder to the noodles. After she finished eating...
Later, when I offered to take her home, she said it was too late and she'd go back to her dorm the next day, since it was Saturday and we were roommates.
Everyone else has gone home, leaving only her. That's why I arranged it for today; after she gets home, there will be two...
This was during my deepest sleep, around 10 AM. I arrived at the dormitory door, took out the key I had already copied, and gently...
I knocked on the door a few times and called out a few times, but there was no response inside, so I knew she was asleep. I opened the door and slipped inside.
I went inside, locked the door, and my heart was pounding. I knew where she slept, so I gently crept over.
Listening to Qing'er's even breathing, he paused by the bed for about half a minute, then leaned down and kissed her. Since this dormitory only had...
There were two people living there, and it was spacious because of the large double bed. I got on the bed, quickly took off my clothes, and crawled into bed.
As I entered Qing'er's bed, a sweet fragrance unique to young girls filled my nostrils. I felt a wave of dizziness, and finally...
I shared a bed with my beloved Qing'er. I hugged her from behind, and when I touched her chest, I discovered that she...
She wasn't wearing a bra, just a tight-fitting tank top. Even through that top, I could clearly feel her...
Those soft, rounded breasts... How many fantasies those breasts once inspired in me, imagining them every time she inadvertently...
The slight trembling of her breasts caused by a single movement made my penis hard every time. Today, I finally...
I held it in my hand; it was full, smooth and delicate, soft as silk, plump and elastic. I couldn't resist squeezing it tightly.
As he kneaded and rubbed, he poured all the desires of the past few years into the kneading, lifting, and squeezing of his breasts.
I knew this night belonged to me. After a moment of excitement, I realized my main task was...
Having obtained her body, he reached his hand inside Qing'er's underpants, pressed his palm against her genitals, and gently rubbed them.
Come, and you'll hear Qing'er's soft moan. Her palms are getting wet, and liquid is flowing onto them as she caresses them.
After a while, I laid her flat, pulled down Qing'er's vest, removed her underpants, and gently parted her legs.
Unable to see clearly, and with a sudden surge of energy, I turned on the light. The light illuminated her flushed face, revealing her beautiful features.
Ke Fangwu, her full, white breasts pierced the clouds, her lower abdomen was flat and smooth, and only then could one see that her labia were very...
Her labia minora were small and pink, with fine pubic hair on both sides. Gently parting her labia majora revealed her labia minora.
Her buttocks were tightly closed, and love juice flowed down her beautiful buttocks. I held my penis and rubbed it against her vaginal opening. My penis was...
She rubbed her vaginal opening together, occasionally touching her clitoris; each time her clitoris was touched, she instinctively trembled.
With a slight shudder, I grasped my penis and slowly pushed it deeper into the vaginal opening. Soon, I encountered a membrane blocking my path.
I knew this was Qing'er's most precious possession; Qing'er was still a virgin. I was overjoyed, and I pulled out...
jj, spread Qing'er's legs wide apart, lifted her snow-white and delicate buttocks, and held them up to the lamp, parting her pink...
Looking into her labia, a white membrane was not far away. My dear Qing'er, everything about you is so...
I was thrilled, and I covered her mouth with mine, licking her clitoris and labia with my tongue, sometimes gently probing inside.
I gently licked my beloved's hymen, and Qing'er moaned rhythmically as I licked her, making me even more...
Unable to contain herself, under the lamplight, Qing'er's naked body was dazzlingly beautiful, beyond words.
To describe it, this is something I'll never forget, because I still had a few hours, and I slowly kissed every...
I want to possess Qing'er's entire body, including her chrysanthemum gate. In the time that follows, I will first...
I slowly explored Qing'er's paradise until it could easily accommodate my penis, then I mounted her and gently...
He had lost Qing'er's virginity and preserved her virgin blood, though he longed for her to fully penetrate him.
We got married in the wedding hall, but I still took her. Perhaps that's the contradiction.
The next day when I went to call her, Qing'er looked haggard, her eyes were red and swollen, and she looked at me with a resentful gaze.
Knowing she fully understood, I was no longer the older brother she once knew, but the person she hated most. Sometimes I...
I often feel guilty, yet sometimes I feel it's worth it. Is it about possessing a girl's virginity, or about having a long-term relationship?
Friendship? You can't have both!
As is customary, Qing'er invited me to her wedding, but I didn't go. She had someone take the money; I was too afraid to see it.
Her resentful gaze... I felt so sorry for her. Soon after, Qing'er was transferred to another department. I heard from colleagues that after getting married...
The next day, the two separated, divorced six months later, and she married a worker ten years her senior. Every time she saw...
Watching Qing'er's lonely figure recede into the distance, I truly felt like a worthless person. I had ruined her life; this was already...
It's been a heartache for me for over twenty years. Although I'm now a bureau chief and I think of Qing'er for every good thing, Qing'er...
They've never spoken to me again, not even bothering to say a word. It's all my fault, don't you think?
What am I supposed to do?!
(End of article)
[ Last edited by duan567 on 2009-4-6 19:50 ] The article is short, but its value lies in its authenticity. I hope you will write more good works! You should give her a perfect marriage and boldly love her. Let her come back to you. You are too despicable! Your despicable actions ruined her happiness and your friendship. You are a beast! You must be a Communist Party member. (Confirmation complete.) In that era, chastity was quite important.
Since you took her and you regret it, why don't you marry her? I don't know what I would do in this situation. But since you like her so much, you should also write down the reasons why you can't marry her! This is a good article, and its authenticity is quite good. Thanks for providing it; it seems very touching, with a bittersweet happiness in it. It's true, something from twenty years ago seems to have a bittersweet happiness in it, and its authenticity is quite good.

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