Ten years that feel like a lifetime ago

By chance, I stumbled upon this account and realized it had been ten years since my last blog post. How many decades does one have in a lifetime? They pass in the blink of an eye.

Ten years ago, my experience and understanding were still immature. I hadn't experienced the trials of marriage and career, and I hadn't accumulated much personal wealth. Sexually, aside from a few girlfriends during my student days and the occasional visit to a prostitute with friends in college, I had almost no involvement. I was still in the stage of dreaming of trying and experiencing everything.
Ten years later, through struggles, countless lessons and failures, my experience and understanding have undergone a qualitative change. I understand the workings of the world and the country better, know myself better, and have a deeper understanding of human nature. In life, I have children and a stable family, several cars, several houses, no debt, a nanny to take care of the children, and no worries about my parents' retirement. At work, I've risen to a management position, and I've accumulated a lot of connections and resources. Judging from appearances alone, I guess I'm doing alright.
Over the past decade, I've experimented with many sexually, including with college students, young women, mature women, casual sex circles, escort circles, couples' circles, SM circles, and even the gay community (though I'm not gay). My work involves frequent business trips across the country, and I've been entertained by companies and friends, going to KTVs, clubs, bathhouses, and even escort girls. If someone asks me how far I've gone, I'd say I've reached the point where I feel no excitement or desire even if a stunning woman with a ten-thousand-yuan-a-night sex acted naked in front of me; the point where I get bored halfway through a threesome and make them leave; the point where I just want to sit alone on the sofa and read a book, and nobody bothers me.
Regarding our sex life, although my wife is naturally conservative about sex, she loves me very much and is still willing to cooperate with me in some little games. I've gradually developed her anus, and we've slowly tried threesomes or group sex. I feel she's made a great sacrifice in this regard to satisfy my desires. But as the old saying goes, secrets can't stay hidden forever. My extramarital affairs were eventually discovered by my wife, which dealt a huge blow to our relationship. She had always believed that as long as she could satisfy my desires, I wouldn't cheat. Of course, she was greatly disappointed. Fortunately, we worked hard to repair the relationship, even consulting with a psychologist abroad. During this process, we communicated more openly with each other, and thankfully, things didn't escalate further.
These past ten years of sexual experiences have given me a profound understanding of human nature, relationships, and women, especially their emotions and psychology. To exaggerate a bit, I'm practically transparent to young, inexperienced girls. I can easily discern their inner thoughts through conversation and observation. At the same time, I have enough resources, experience, and the physical ability to satisfy their various needs. In other words, controlling them is a piece of cake. That's why infidelity often happens in middle age—because young people lack the resources, and older people can't keep up.
Unfortunately, I'm not the kind of man with a strong hunting or possessive drive. Rather than constantly hunting and possessing new targets, I prefer a balanced, back-and-forth battle with a worthy opponent, a mutual understanding that transcends words. This synchronicity makes me happy. With such a woman by my side, I would want to take her to experience and explore the unknowns of the world, rather than compromising and repeatedly giving all my known knowledge to different girls. Perhaps only those who have been through it can truly understand this.
Indeed, as people reach a certain age, if they are fortunate enough to have enough experience and broaden their horizons, while still having aspirations for the future and sufficient insight and reflection, they gradually shed their past selves, becoming indifferent to superficial glamour and the opinions and judgments of others. They gradually turn inward, seeking something deeper and more fundamental in their own spiritual world. They become more profound and resolute, and only this kind of strength can alleviate, or rather, combat, the emptiness of life.
I've digressed. After all this rambling, what I really wanted to summarize was my experiences and insights over the past ten years. We're all just ordinary people with emotions and desires. Sex is certainly beautiful, even with certain fetishes like cuckoldry or being a cuckold. But sex is merely a means to an end; the emotions attached to it are the fundamental guarantee of a perfect experience. Therefore, sex with love is dangerous, but sex without love is dull. It's like investing—risk and reward go hand in hand. How to weigh them is a problem you have to solve yourself.
This year, I'll try to share as many interesting experiences as possible with everyone, not for money or traffic. There's no traffic here; it's just pure sharing and mutual exchange. That's all.

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