"I Became the Matchmaker Between My Father and Wife" - Chapter 157 Acceptance

After Xiaoying returned to bed, she tossed and turned, occasionally checking her phone, but she seemed rather restless and agitated. I fast-forwarded through her videos; after half an hour of this, Xiaoying finally got out of bed and turned on her computer. She browsed a few news websites before opening the forum and writing a post. Seeing this, I couldn't help but feel a surge of excitement. For me, the best way to understand Xiaoying's inner world had always been by reading her blog posts. I knew I would gain something from them later.
After writing in her blog for about forty minutes, Xiaoying shut down her computer and went back to bed. She tossed and turned for a while, but eventually, overcome by exhaustion, she calmed down and slowly fell asleep until my father and I returned. After turning off the monitor, I glanced back at Xiaoying lying on the bed. It was clear she was truly tired, both physically and mentally. Reassured, I opened the forum, logged into Xiaoying's account, and then opened the blog post she had written an hour earlier:
"Time flies, especially lately. I've experienced so many ups and downs, highs and lows. The best part is that the pregnancy test came back negative, which is a huge relief. My relationship with my husband has finally returned to normal. This sudden turn of events feels like a lifetime ago. The only thing that's bothering me is whether my husband found out about my affair with his father. I'm not sure, but based on my current feeling, he shouldn't know. Otherwise, given his strong sense of justice, he might forgive his father, but he would never forgive me. So, my affair with his father shouldn't have been leaked. To be honest, this period has terrified me, and I even had suicidal thoughts. My husband has been under a lot of pressure from work and family lately, so his temper is unpredictable. I need to give him more love and care."
As for my relationship with my father-in-law, after having sex with him that night while my husband was home, I was filled with remorse after sobering up. Therefore, I decided to end this ambiguous relationship to avoid a tangled mess. However, the memories of our past indulgence still keep replaying in my mind; the thrill and pleasure are unforgettable. But everything should come to an end eventually, after all, I want to spend my life with my husband, not my father-in-law.
Recently, things finally seemed to be resolved. My father-in-law suddenly suggested finding a partner and moving out of the house. I was shocked when I heard this, as I knew his intentions. His desire for a partner wasn't genuine; this was evident from his previous refusal. Moving out was also a way of avoiding the issue. His thoughts were the same as mine; we were both afraid that the truth would eventually come out. It's never too late to mend things.
But my heart was filled with complex emotions. When I heard that my father-in-law wanted to find a new companion, I suddenly felt a pang of pain. I felt a deep sense of reluctance and guilt towards him leaving home, as his departure was inextricably linked to me. Moreover, the thought of him living happily with another woman gave me a strange feeling, as if something that once belonged to me had been stolen, like losing a cherished personal item. The thought of something that was rightfully mine being taken away filled me with a touch of jealousy. I'm not a possessive woman, but perhaps the past between my father-in-law and me was too exciting and sweet, and I couldn't bear to lose it.
Today was supposed to be my father-in-law's blind date, and normally I should have been there too. But after much thought, I'm not mentally prepared to face this unusual loss. I'm afraid that if I see that woman, I might reveal an unusual hostility. For the sake of a harmonious blind date for my father-in-law, I've decided to avoid tonight's gathering, barring any unforeseen circumstances. Right now, perhaps my father-in-law is having a pleasant conversation with that woman. I don't want to think about it anymore; just thinking about it makes me restless.
And when I heard that my father-in-law wanted to find a companion, a faint sense of resentment suddenly welled up inside me, as if he had betrayed me. But now, thinking about it, what reason do I have to hate him? Although we had an ambiguous intimate relationship, in name I will always be his daughter-in-law. I can never give him love or a family, after all, I can't leave my husband. I can give my husband love and a family, but besides physical intimacy, I can't give my father-in-law anything.
Although I felt reluctant to see my father-in-law go on a blind date and leave home, I had to force myself to accept it for the sake of my family, husband, and son. After all, this might be the best outcome. Nothing in this world goes perfectly. I need to adjust my mindset these next few days to prepare for the arrival of this woman who has suddenly appeared. As for my father-in-law, I've never hated him, except for the first time he forced himself on me. And what can I offer him now? I can only offer him my deepest blessings, and I must force myself to be happy that he has found happiness in his later years.
After reading Xiaoying's relatively short blog post, I realized it contained so much. First, it confirmed my suspicions: Xiaoying does indeed feel a lingering attachment to her father, along with a hint of jealousy and possessiveness. It seems that after such a long period of close contact, Xiaoying has developed a feeling that "he is my man exclusively." While this doesn't prove she's completely in love with him, it undoubtedly confirms that she feels something beyond familial affection for him—though this feeling is far less significant than her feelings for me.
Things happened so suddenly that Xiaoying needs some time to adapt and change her role, as well as her emotions and mindset, to welcome Aunt Zhang, a stranger who is suddenly joining the family. Although I felt a little jealous in the middle of the diary, the end of the entry clearly stated Xiaoying's attitude—acceptance. Xiaoying is rational; once she gets through this hurdle, everything will be easier. Although neither her father nor Xiaoying is entirely willing about this situation, I believe that soon they will both return to their normal roles and adapt to the change in the family.
The next day, I called my college classmate, Brother Sao, and told him about my intention to reassign my father to a new job. After my repeated assurances, he finally agreed to arrange for my father to work as a night watchman in a new place.
Three days later, Aunt Zhang and her daughter came to our house for a gathering. Xiaoying and I both took the afternoon off to prepare, cooking a lot of dishes. That evening, Aunt Zhang and her daughter arrived. It was Xiaoying's first time meeting Aunt Zhang, but thankfully, after these two days of adjustment, Xiaoying seemed much more at ease. When she looked at Aunt Zhang, there wasn't the spark I had imagined.
Xiaoying and I had originally planned to cook dinner. However, at Aunt Zhang's insistence, she took over the cooking, while my father, under the guise of helping, assisted her. Xiaoying and I chatted with Aunt Zhang's daughter in the living room while my father and Aunt Zhang cooked in the kitchen. Although Xiaoying seemed to have adjusted her mindset, her gaze still inadvertently drifted towards the kitchen. And every time she heard my father and Aunt Zhang talking and laughing in the kitchen, Xiaoying would lower her head or sigh softly. She hid it well; to outsiders, everything seemed normal, but only we could detect the abnormality. It was clear that although Xiaoying was very resolute in her diary, she was still somewhat unnatural when actually facing it. It seemed that it would take time for Xiaoying to fully accept this.
At the dinner table, the soon-to-be-united family was all smiles. Xiaoying and I sat together, my father and Aunt Zhang sat together, and Aunt Zhang's daughter sat alone on the other side. We talked about the plans I had made for my father and Aunt Zhang's future life. Aunt Zhang and her daughter had no objections; after all, they were getting old and didn't have high expectations for life. Moreover, I had arranged a rural life for them, and Aunt Zhang, being from a rural background, was naturally overjoyed, just like my father, and full of longing for their future. Everything went surprisingly smoothly, without any disagreements or obstacles. Barring any unforeseen circumstances, the matter was settled.
At the dinner table, Xiaoying and her father would occasionally exchange a knowing glance, but the moment their eyes met, they would instantly look away, a shared awkwardness and subtle sadness appearing on their faces. They endured it, maintaining harmony at the table. Xiaoying politely greeted Aunt Zhang and praised her excellent cooking. Indeed, Aunt Zhang's culinary skills were truly remarkable. Finding such a simple and capable companion for her father was a unique kind of compensation for him.
Having connections makes things much easier; within two days, Brother Sao gave me the results. This time, he arranged a new place for my father—not a small island, but a relatively large island in the middle of the river. The island has electricity, internet, and even a small number of residents. It's quite large, and there are many small boats coming and going, making it very convenient. However, this island is newly developed by the power company and is under construction, but it's nearing completion and will be operational in less than two weeks.
For my father's safety, the three of us—my father, Aunt Zhang, and I—took some time to visit the island in the middle of the river. The island was large and beautiful, situated on high ground, and the watchman's quarters the power company had built were excellent. A clean brick house with two bedrooms, running water and electricity—it was so much better than the mud-brick house we lived in in the countryside. Most importantly, my friend Sao Ge was a true friend; he even provided my father with a speedboat, ostensibly for his convenience in patrolling the island, but actually to give him some enjoyment in his later years.
My father and Aunt Zhang were very satisfied with their future home. As for salary and benefits, those were secondary. They explored the island, Aunt Zhang filled with curiosity and affection, brimming with anticipation for the future. My father, however, looking at the small island, though smiling, occasionally revealed a trace of reminiscence, a hint of bitterness, and a touch of uncertainty about the future. Seeing him like this, I knew he harbored some reluctance. I could only hope that Aunt Zhang could soothe his wounded heart, allowing him to forget the past and truly enjoy the happiness of his later years…

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