I'm a cuckold, but my wife's master isn't a cuckold.

I really want to find suitable friends here. My situation is quite special, so let me introduce myself.
I'm 37 years old in Beijing, but I look a bit older than my age, like I'm in my 40s. I'm married with no children, 172cm tall, and weigh 75kg. My figure is okay, just slightly overweight.
My wife and I had a very ordinary sex life after we got married. I have a small penis and suffer from premature ejaculation. At first, I didn't think much of it, but then my wife had an affair with one of her bosses. I only found out about it much later. I was so upset at the time that we almost got a divorce. My wife had separated from that man at the time. But later, I don't know when, they resumed their relationship, and my wife became her boss's sex slave. Over the years, I changed a lot and eventually accepted their relationship. Later, I came into contact with cuckoldry and was exposed to the idea of being cuckolded. Initially, I felt excited because my wife was being used by her master, but I wasn't as excited when we had sex together.
I've changed a lot, and my wife, under her master's orders, has gradually stopped letting me touch her. At first, after her master had his fill of her, she'd come back and let me taste their spoils. Now, her master says it's disgusting, and my wife has refused my requests to touch her again. This is because my wife's master is a pure master, not a cuckold. He has no interest in me whatsoever and says my thoughts are disgusting. This is causing me great pain; my cuckoldry desires are too intense and cannot be satisfied or released.
Later, my wife's solution was for me to find a master to play with me, just like she did, so I could find a release without touching her. I've been trying to find a master, but the problem is that it's not as easy for a man to find a mistress as it is for a woman to find a man. My physical attributes aren't good enough; no woman would want to play with a man like me. Unable to release my desires, I started to manipulate myself, and my self-harm became increasingly extreme, which I feel is starting to affect my physical health.
Now I want to find a master, male or female, as long as they can humiliate me and play with me. I know this is quite difficult. Before establishing enough trust, I probably won't meet my master in real life. My only reservations are personal privacy and a normal social life; I hope to be disciplined online. That makes it even more difficult.
I can obey my master online, and have private video or audio conversations with them while wearing a mask and not showing my face. I will follow my master's instructions, including breast, penis, and anal stimulation, and I will try my best to comply. I can also perform exhibitionist tasks under my master's command, even going out completely naked at night. My master can also video chat with me while I am running naked, directing me to perform challenging and daring tasks that might lead to being discovered by others. However, please consider my social life; there can be some risk of exposure, but please do not post tasks that will 100% be seen by others. Also, please avoid posting content that could cause irreversible damage to my body.
I haven't tried this method before, but I will definitely try my best.
Just to clarify, I'm not a male-dominated group; I just want to experience playing with men online. You can contact me if you're really horny. It's possible online.

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