An older man's confession: My story with a female high school student (7-13)

7.
"Uncle, what's wrong? Why aren't you saying anything?" Li Meishan asked on the phone.
I snapped out of my daze. "Meishan, are you... alright?"
"I'm fine! Hehe..." She still laughed so sweetly. "Uncle, how about you?"
"I'm fine too..." I said with a smile, trying to speak to her in a calm tone. "Uncle called you mainly to ask about your college entrance exam. How did you do?"
She paused for a moment, sighed, and didn't say anything. I sensed she hadn't done well, so I quickly said, "Meishan, if you didn't do well, it's okay. As long as you get into a school, that's fine. University is just one stage in life. You have a long road ahead of you..."
"Sigh—" She sighed again, even longer and heavier than the last time.
I realized she might have done worse than I thought, and said, "If it really doesn't work out, you can retake the exam next year. You'll definitely get into your ideal university next year..."
"Uncle..." she interrupted me, calling me softly, sounding somewhat sad.
"What's wrong, Meishan..." My heart ached.
She said slowly, "Actually... I did pretty well on the test, about what I expected..."
She suddenly laughed, "I was just kidding, hahaha..."
I breathed a sigh of relief and laughed, "You little rascal, you've actually learned to lie! I had to comfort you earlier..."
I paused, then said solemnly, "Congratulations, Meishan, you've overcome the first hurdle in your life, and a very important one at that."
"Thank you, Uncle," she laughed.
I asked her again if her score was out yet. She said not, but she had checked it against the answer key and it was at least 620 points; getting into a 985 university shouldn't be a problem.
I couldn't help but think, "Damn, this girl is amazing! Absolutely stunning inside and out. Despite being considered lazy and focused on her appearance by her homeroom teacher, she actually scored over 600 on the college entrance exam. It's no exaggeration to say she has the looks and figure of an idol star and the brains of a top student; such a girl is truly one in a million."
Previously, the only beautiful and academically gifted girl I knew was Zhao Lin. She was so pretty and had excellent grades, getting into Sichuan University, a top-ranked 985 university, for a combined bachelor's and master's program. That's why she was always so proud, and she had every right to be. Now, it seems that this girl's grades are no less than Zhao Lin's, and her looks and figure are even better. There are always people more capable than you.
We chatted and laughed for a few more minutes when Li Meishan suddenly called out "Uncle," her voice tinged with a hint of resentment.
"Hmm..." I replied.
"Shall we meet?"
My heart skipped a beat. I didn't know whether I should agree to meet her. This was a question I had struggled with seven months ago, and it was the question I had been struggling with for the past seven months.
"Meishan, we..." I murmured, still conflicted.
"You adults are the best at lying..."
Li Meishan's resentful voice brought me back to that afternoon seven months ago. Back then on campus, she said she would treat me to a meal to thank me. I said another day, and then, afraid I was just trying to fool her, she said the same thing to me.
"You promised her, but you haven't met her yet. The college entrance exam is over, and you're still like this… You're a dishonest old man, a real jerk!"
Hearing her words, my heart softened completely. I felt that if I didn't agree to meet this young girl, or if I continued to give her the runaround, it would be rather heartless.
At the same time, a shameful thought surfaced in my mind. Since she's been so eager to be with me, why should I push her away? I doubt any man could resist being attracted to such a beautiful girl.
“Meishan, those things are in the past. Uncle only helped out a little back then, why do you keep taking it to heart? You're still a student, you don't have any income, how can Uncle let you treat me?”
“You stinky uncle, stop it, we're breaking up, you deadbeat uncle, you bad uncle…”
I could picture her pouting, looking both angry and charming, and I couldn't help but chuckle. “You brat, are you done cursing?”
She didn't answer, so I continued, “What I mean is, since you did well on the exam this time, Uncle will treat you to a meal as a congratulatory gesture.”
“Really? You can't lie to me!” Li Meishan suddenly became excited.
“I won't lie to you, I promise!”
“Yay! When?”
Before I could speak, she added, “How about tomorrow? How about it? Tomorrow is the weekend, you should be free, right?”
I smiled and said, “Okay, then tomorrow…”
She asked me when and where we should meet. I said five o'clock in the afternoon.
“Huh? Five o'clock! Isn't tomorrow the weekend? You have to work?”
I explained to her that I had to work overtime at my company tomorrow morning and practice boxing at the gym in the afternoon. Although she was a little reluctant, she still agreed.
I arranged a meeting place with her again, in the shopping district where the boxing gym was located.
After ending the call with Li Meishan, I called Zhao Lin to tell her that I couldn't take my daughter out with her tomorrow, but I would leave work early today to pick her up from school and then have dinner and play with her.
Usually, unless Zhao Lin is busy with work or social engagements, she goes directly to pick up my daughter from school on Friday afternoons and takes her back to her parents' house on Sundays. I see my daughter about once a week, also during this time, either Friday evening or Saturday, and sometimes Zhao Lin and I take our daughter out together.
Originally, Zhao Lin had a social engagement tonight, and we planned to pick up our daughter together at her parents' house after I finished work tomorrow noon, but now my plans have changed, so I plan to spend time with my daughter alone tonight.
I explained to Zhao Lin on the phone that I had a last-minute change of plans for tomorrow. As a lawyer and a career woman, Zhao Lin is used to strictly adhering to plans, both in life and in daily life. In addition, she is used to ordering me around, so she was quite unhappy about my last-minute and arbitrary changes to the plans. But she had no choice but to agree.
I was still a little uneasy, trying to reassure myself that it was just meeting that girl and having a meal, nothing serious.
At 9:30 that evening, Zhao Lin returned, smelling of alcohol; she'd clearly had quite a bit to drink.
Earlier, I'd brought my daughter to Zhao Lin's place, cooked her a meal, supervised her homework for a while, and played with her for a bit. When Zhao Lin returned, my daughter had already washed up and was getting ready for bed.
Zhao Lin, now thirty-four, seemed even more alluring than before. She hugged and kissed my daughter repeatedly, calling her "baby, baby," and asking if the little girl missed her mother. I silently watched the mother and daughter, thinking that this beautiful yet aloof lawyer probably only showed her tenderness when with her daughter.
Even when she was with me, including during sex, she was always bossy, demanding I use this position or that move to please her. I always had to wait until she reached orgasm before I dared to ejaculate, otherwise she would complain or even scold me.
"Chen Zhongyan, how come you can't even handle this simple thing? You're making me feel awkward and indecisive. What use are you to me?"
"Chen Zhongyan, don't you have any manly backbone? Honestly... never mind, I'm going to sleep, you can leave!"
Of course, this kind of thing doesn't happen often, because most of the time my performance satisfies her. And whenever she's infatuated, she's incredibly sweet and gentle, constantly calling me "husband" or even "baby"—such mushy terms. Only at these times does she show me her tender side.
Thinking about all this, and looking at Zhao Lin, who was tenderly cuddling with her daughter, I chuckled to myself, finding this shrew both hateful and endearing.
Just then, I received a text message from Li Meishan on WeChat: "Hey old man, what are you doing?"
A warm feeling welled up inside me. I glanced at Zhao Lin, who was affectionately with her daughter, and replied, "With my daughter."
I had chatted with Li Meishan a lot on WeChat before, and she already knew most about me.
"At your house or your ex-wife's house?"
I thought for a moment and replied, "At my house."
"And your ex-wife?"
"I don't know, maybe she's busy?"
"Uncle, I really want to come early tomorrow."
My heart fluttered, but I also felt a little uneasy. "It's getting late, aren't you going to sleep?"
"I usually sleep later than this, but tonight I'm going to sleep early because I want to look my best for my uncle tomorrow, hehe."
At this moment, Zhao Lin, holding her daughter, looked at me. "Zhongyan, who are you chatting with so happily?"
I quickly wiped the smile off my face and said, "No, no one? A friend..."
Zhao Lin seemed skeptical. "Male or female? It's so late..."
"Hey! A guy."
"A guy can chat like this? You're kidding me!"
"It really is a guy."
"Do you dare let me see your phone?" Zhao Lin resumed her aggressive demeanor.
This put me in a difficult position, but luckily she added, "You take Ni'er to bed, I'm going to take a shower."

8.
After Zhao Lin left, I told Li Meishan on WeChat that I was going to take my daughter to bed and that she should go to sleep early too. She said goodnight to me.
When I was telling my daughter a bedtime story, Zhao Lin came in. She had already showered and was wearing a little spaghetti strap nightgown.
"Baby, why are you still listening to the story and not asleep yet?" Zhao Lin said softly with a smile, leaning down to kiss my daughter.
There was no bra under the nightgown, and her pair of white, round breasts fluttered into my eyes, I could even see her nipples, making my heart pound.
My daughter said she would go to sleep after hearing the story, and Zhao Lin smiled and said, "Mommy will tell you the story, and Daddy will go take a shower, okay?"
I said, "Or... should I go back first?"
What I was thinking was that it was already quite late, and after having sex with Zhao Lin, it would be even later. This woman wouldn't let me stay overnight, and I would have to go home quickly. I had to go to work early the next morning.
Besides, something surprised me quite a bit. Was it because of Li Meishan? I scoffed at myself inwardly, what did that little girl have to do with me? What did we have to do with each other?
"Where are you going?" Zhao Lin looked up at me, her eyes filled with resentment, her breasts still swaying in front of me.
"Going to take a shower," she said firmly.
After showering, we went to the master bedroom. As soon as I got into bed, Zhao Lin pressed against me, and I immediately got hard. I asked, "Is Ni'er asleep?"
"Yes," Zhao Lin replied, kissing my lips. We kissed passionately...
After a while, she leaned down and took my erection into her mouth, moving her head back and forth as she swallowed and released it.
At that moment, I found it hard to connect this woman with the reserved, aloof, beautiful lawyer in public.
I wondered if she had done the same thing for some other man. After all, she was so beautiful, and as far as I knew, it wasn't uncommon for beautiful female lawyers to be sexually harassed by clients or court officials.
"It's your turn..." My wild thoughts were interrupted by Zhao Lin's words as she lay down.
So I lowered myself down, burying my face between Zhao Lin's legs, and began to tongue-plow on that wet ground until she said it was enough. Then I mounted her and entered her depths...
As I knelt behind Zhao Lin's high buttocks, thrusting, I suddenly thought of Li Meishan, and my movements unconsciously slowed down. For a moment, the woman in front of me, who was moaning and groaning, transformed into Li Meishan. I was immediately jolted awake, scolding myself for having such a thought, for thinking of that girl at a time like this.
"Why did you slow down?" Zhao Lin murmured, turning her head as she crawled, her voice full of reproach.
I knew she was at a crucial moment, so I quickly focused my energy and sped up, bringing this formidable woman to orgasm...
That night, Zhao Lin unusually let me stay. In the middle of the night, I was awakened by her sleep-talking, "Chen Zhongyan, you're a good-for-nothing..."
I thought to myself, this woman is too hateful; she's even cursing and criticizing me in her dreams.
Then her tone became pitiful, "Zhongyan, don't leave me, please don't leave me, I love you..."
I was stunned. I had thought that after all these years, in her eyes, besides that aspect, I was an impotent man, even a piece of trash. She no longer loved me, only treating me as a free gigolo.
Unexpectedly, she said such things in my dream. Did she still love me?
I thought, she both loved and hated me. She still loved me, but couldn't tolerate my lack of ambition and complacency, so she wanted to sleep with me but resolutely refused to remarry me, which is why we've maintained this state. Thinking
about all this, I couldn't fall asleep, and I started to look forward to my date with Li Meishan tomorrow. I couldn't help but feel excited and expectant.
The next afternoon, I practiced Muay Thai at the gym. I've been practicing Muay Thai since college, for over ten years now.
The reason I became fascinated with Muay Thai was because I saw an article about it in a fighting magazine when I was in middle school. From then on, I developed an interest and have been following it ever since. After entering university, I started learning Muay Thai.
I've always believed that Muay Thai is the most ferocious and practical martial art in the world, combining the punching skills of Western boxing with the legwork of other martial arts. It's very comprehensive, and practicing it can both strengthen the body and provide self-defense.
After more than ten years of training, while I wouldn't say I've achieved great skill, I've at least developed a strong physique and have a skill to rely on.
At that time, I couldn't have foreseen that this skill would later help me and my colleagues out of a predicament in a foreign country and win the heart of a woman.
At this moment, my sparring partner opened his hands, which were covered by punching pads, and continuously met my attacks. Both of my hands were covered by boxing gloves, and I rained blows at the punching pads, occasionally kicking or launching knee attacks.
My sparring partner proceeded cautiously, parrying and retreating as we circled the boxing ring. Just as we were sweating profusely, someone next to me shouted, "Brother Chen, someone's looking for you."
Because I had been training at this Muay Thai gym for a long time, most of the people there knew me quite well. I stopped and wiped the sweat from my brow with my forearm, asking, "Who is it?"
"A pretty girl," the person smiled at me.
I looked into the distance and saw a tall, graceful young woman waving at me. I hadn't expected Li Meishan to come looking for me before our date.
I told my sparring partner to wait a moment, then ran off the boxing ring towards Li Meishan. She was wearing a pale yellow sleeveless mini-dress, her long, straight legs particularly striking. She carried a small women's backpack, her hands gripping the shoulder straps, and was smiling at me.
Compared to seven months ago, her hairstyle had changed; it was shorter, with side-swept bangs and two longer strands of hair on either side, giving her a delicate and pretty look, with bright, captivating eyes. Her beauty and purity were truly breathtaking.
I was captivated by her beauty and asked with a smile, "Meishan, what brings you here?"
She smiled and glanced elsewhere before replying, "I had nothing else to do, so I came here to watch you box!"
I took off one of my boxing gloves, wiped my sweat, and chuckled, "I mean, how did you find this place?"
She stood on tiptoe and smiled slightly, "This is the only Muay Thai gym in this area. Was it hard to find?"
Many people nearby were watching us; Li Meishan's entrance had stunned the entire gym.
"I'll be here for a while, why don't you wander around?" I said.
"Yeah, I'll watch you box," she smiled at me.
"Okay." I smiled, turned, and returned to the ring to resume my training with my sparring partner.
Afterwards, I went down to the boxing ring and said to Li Meishan, who was smiling at me, "Sorry to keep you waiting."
Li Meishan smiled and said, "Uncle, you're so manly!"
I wiped my sweat and smiled, "I'll go take a shower first. You can sit over there for a while."
As I spoke, I led Li Meishan to the sofa next to the front desk. Just as I was about to pour her some water, a young female staff member came over and placed a paper cup full of water on the coffee table, saying to Li Meishan, "Little sister, have some water."
I immediately thanked her, and Li Meishan also said, "Thank you, sister."
"You're welcome..." the female staff member smiled, "Little sister, you're so pretty!"
I thought to myself, pretty girls always get preferential treatment wherever they go.
On the way to the changing room, a familiar male staff member asked, "Brother Chen, who's that girl? Is she your girlfriend?"
I said, "Don't talk nonsense, she's my niece."
"Your niece is really pretty!" the male staff member exclaimed.
After showering, I saw Li Meishan sitting on the sofa, holding her phone in both hands, her beautiful legs tightly closed. No wonder, her skirt was so short, and she was sitting down; she could easily have exposed herself.
As Li Meishan and I walked out of the boxing gym, she told me to check her WeChat Moments. I took out my phone and saw that she had just posted a new post with three pictures: two of me practicing boxing, and one of Li Meishan taking a selfie with the boxing ring as the background, captioned—"The boxing uncle is so manly!
" "You're violating her portrait rights, you know that?" I laughed, casually putting my arm around her shoulder.
Her mini-dress was sleeveless, and my hand felt smooth and soft against her skin.
Li Meishan didn't seem to mind my rather intimate gesture, laughing, "Really? I didn't know! It's already been posted, what are you going to do about it?"
"You'll have to be punished!" I stopped there, taking my hand off her bare shoulder and smiling at her.
She looked away and laughed, "So, how does Uncle want to punish me?"
Looking at her pure and charming appearance, I couldn't help but feel a little tempted. Restraining myself, I said, "I'll punish you by making you practice boxing with me..."
I paused, raised my hands, and leaned slightly forward, "Just like that older brother who was my sparring partner you saw earlier. You'll be like him, and I'll be like this..." As
I spoke, I clenched my fists and punched repeatedly, even kicking once. I stopped and looked at Li Meishan with a smile, "Got it?"
She opened her mouth wide and laughed, "Oh my god! You might knock me flying with one punch!"
We both laughed. She hit my arm several times, playfully scolding, "You stinky uncle, you cruel uncle..."

9.
We went to a buffet barbecue restaurant in the same shopping district as the Muay Thai gym for dinner. We ate and chatted, laughing and talking.
Li Meishan's beautiful face, tall figure, and charming smile attracted many eyes. I could feel the envy and jealousy of many gazes.
To others, Li Meishan and I might seem like father and daughter, yet not quite; a couple? The age gap is quite significant. Anyway, we were very close.
During our meal and conversation, Li Meishan inadvertently leaned forward, revealing a glimpse of her breasts through the opening in her dress. Although she was wearing a bra, based on my experience, her breasts were rather small, probably a B cup. This was understandable; she was only seventeen or eighteen, still a virgin, so naturally they couldn't be very large. Despite their small size, they were very fair, and I couldn't help but feel a little flutter in my heart.
I asked Li Meishan if she was eighteen yet. She said her birthday was August 15th, and she was seventeen years and ten months old. That means when I met her last year, she had just turned seventeen.
I felt she was really too young; if she were a few years older, perhaps I wouldn't have these psychological barriers.
I then asked her if she had filled out her college applications. Li Meishan said she would wait until the scores were released before filling them out. She originally wanted to apply to universities in Chengdu, but her mother insisted she apply to universities in Beijing. Her mother meant that she should develop her career in Beijing.
I said that was great; Beijing is the capital, an international metropolis, and working and living there would be better than staying in Chengdu.
Li Meishan said she didn't want to go so far away and wanted to stay in Chengdu. I asked her why. She said she was used to living in Chengdu, and she couldn't bear to leave her grandparents. Besides, all her classmates and friends from childhood were here…
She paused here, lowered her head, and said, “Uncle, aren't you… here too?”
Her head was lowered, her pretty face slightly flushed, which reminded me of Xu Zhimo's poem—"The most tender thing is that lowered head, like a water lily shyly bowing in the cool breeze."
My heart fluttered, and I chuckled, "Silly girl, transportation is so convenient these days, you can come back anytime to visit your grandparents, your classmates, and your friends..."
I hesitated for a moment, then added with a smile, "Uncle can visit you there too, we'll have lots of opportunities to meet."
She looked up at me, smiling happily, "Really? Can I see Uncle often in the future?"
Although I hadn't drunk any alcohol, my heart was already intoxicated, and I nodded, "Yes, really."
She smiled and picked up her drink, "Then it's settled, cheers."
I also picked up my drink and clinked it against hers. I asked myself, "Are you really planning to keep this up?"
Near the end of the meal, Li Meishan quietly paid the bill. I scolded her for doing that; I had promised to treat her to congratulate her on her excellent college entrance exam results, and besides, she was still a student, spending an adult's money...
"If you feel indebted to me, then we can go to karaoke later, you pay, hehe..." Li Meishan laughed.
I hesitated whether to go with her, and she said again, "What? You're busy? Or do you not want to stay with me?"
"No?" I could only laugh and say, "I'm worried that your grandparents will scold you if you go home late."
She scoffed, "I'm not a high school student anymore, and I'm almost eighteen. It's okay for me to stay out a little late!"
I figured I couldn't refuse her. When we arrived at the parking garage downstairs at the Muay Thai gym, Li Meishan said, "Uncle, you changed your car?"
My current car is a black FAW-Volkswagen Magotan, which I picked up after the Spring Festival this year. When I met Li Meishan, I was driving a Changan Mazda 3, which I had driven for almost eight years.
"Yes!" I smiled and said, "Get in!"
"Okay, I'll ride in Uncle's new car!" Li Meishan smiled and got into the passenger seat.
In the lobby of the karaoke bar, Li Meishan told the approaching waiter that we had reserved a small private room, and the waiter led us into one. A little while later, the waiter brought over a fruit platter and drinks.
I felt that the waiter's gaze towards us was a little strange; not only that, but some other people in the lobby had also looked at us the same way.
Li Meishan and I didn't look like father and daughter, and I was so much older than her. For a middle-aged man to bring a young girl to a place like this, especially since Li Meishan was so beautiful, was indeed quite suggestive.
I wondered to myself, would those people think Li Meishan was a prostitute? After all, I had heard before that there were female college students and high school girls who specifically catered to wealthy middle-aged men.
That night in the karaoke room, Li Meishan sang and danced, having a wonderful time. I was deeply infected and captivated by the youthful energy radiating from this girl.
A few times, the hem of her mini-dress was too short and billowed with her jumping movements, giving me an unintentional glimpse of what was underneath. She was wearing pink thongs, and while her buttocks weren't large, they were full and round, and her legs were fucking beautiful. I couldn't help but feel my heart flutter again.
"Uncle, why am I the only one singing? Why don't you sing?"
After finishing a song, Li Meishan sat down next to me and asked. She was very close, and her fragrant breath was intoxicating.
I took a drag of my cigarette and smiled, "I didn't sing well, but you sang very well..."
"No, you have to sing too. I'll light some for you." Li Meishan looked at me, her tone leaving no room for argument.
I had no choice but to obey. I first sang a few old Cantonese songs: Danny Chan's "What I Seek in Life," Alan Tam's "Love in Late Autumn," Biondi's "Boundless Oceans, Vast Skies," "Glorious Years," and so on, and I also sang Song Dongye's "Lilian."
Li Meishan said I sang very well, and I smiled, then sang Zhang Chu's "Sister."
"Sister, I see your tears flowing. Do you want to forget who the man who humiliated you was? They say women are gentle and love to cry, that it's beautiful..."
"Oh, sister, I want to go home. Hold my hand, I'm a little sleepy. Oh, sister (screams), take me home, hold my hand, don't be afraid..."
This is a song I always sing at karaoke, and I always sing it with great feeling. Before my eyes, I seem to see the lonely figure of a wandering boy in the night of a northern city during the economic transition of the 1980s.
After I finished singing, Li Meishan said I sang with great feeling and that she had never heard this song before, but it was quite nice. I said, "Of course you haven't heard it. This song is a representative work of Zhang Chu, one of the famous 'Three Rock Heroes' of the golden age of Chinese mainland rock music. I was only ten years old when this song was created.
" "Uncle, do you miss your sister?" Li Meishan asked.
I smiled and said, "I don't have a sister. Although the author Zhang Chu has a sister, he didn't sing it for her."
"Why?" Li Meishan asked, puzzled.
I took a sip of my drink and said, "Sister is just an ideal in Zhang Chu's mind, a home he imagined for his soul. You know Hai Zi, right?"
Li Meishan looked at me and nodded. "Yes, I know. His poem 'Facing the Sea, With Spring Blossoms' is so warm, so romantic, and makes one envious of that tranquility and freedom."
As a liberal arts student who could get into a 985 university, she must naturally know this late, famous poet.
I nodded to her and continued, "In one of his poems called 'Diary,' Hai Zi wrote, 'Sister, tonight I am in Delingha, tonight I don't care about humanity, I only want you.'
Many people say that Hai Zi wrote it for his sister, or for a woman older than him whom he admired, but actually neither is true..."
Under Li Meishan's gaze, which was like the evening stars, I continued eloquently, "Hai Zi's poem is similar to Zhang Chu's 'Sister.' They both created a spiritual home for themselves, a home called—'Sister.' When Zhang Chu cried out, 'Sister, take me home,' and when Hai Zi sang, 'Sister, tonight I only want you,' the souls of the singer and the poet were, one could say, utterly lonely."
“I understand what you’re saying, but why…” Li Meishan looked at me and said, “Why can’t this home be anyone else, but only my sister?”
I smiled. “That’s a good question. Yes! Why my sister and not someone else?”
I paused and continued, “Because for a lonely man, the place to rest his soul should be a woman. Only a woman’s tenderness can soothe a man’s soul. But why can’t it be his mother or sister? A mother is too old and too far removed from his soul, while a sister is often someone who needs a man’s protection and care, so it’s difficult for a man to consider her his spiritual home. Therefore, it must be, and can only be, his sister. Or to put it another way, every lonely man has a sister in his heart. But this has nothing to do with love or family.”
“Uncle…” she smiled at me, “Are you lonely too?”
I smiled and said, “I’m not lonely, but I can understand and sense this loneliness. So, in my heart, I also have a sister.”
After dropping Li Meishan off, I drove home. As soon as I entered the house, I received a message from her on WeChat, asking if I had arrived home safely. I told her I'd arrived and asked why she wasn't asleep yet, since it was so late. She said she'd go to sleep after making sure I was home.
"Uncle, I'm so happy today, it's the happiest day of my life!"
Looking at her message, I thought to myself, "I feel the same way."
She then asked when we'd meet next. I thought for a moment and told her next Wednesday, when I was free.
"Okay, hehe, I can't wait for Wednesday..."
"By the way, Uncle, you said earlier that every lonely man has a sister in his heart. But did you know? Every lonely girl also has an uncle living in
her heart." My heart skipped a beat, and I replied, "It's late, go to sleep."
"Okay, Uncle, go to sleep early too, don't stay up late. Goodnight, Uncle."
I took a can of beer from the fridge and walked to the balcony, drinking as I went.
Looking at the myriad lights outside, I asked myself, "Do you really want to continue this game?"
Yes! Ever since I met her, I've been caught in a dilemma. On one hand, I warned myself not to get too close to this girl; on the other hand, I was subconsciously using my experience and maturity as a middle-aged man to weave a spider web for her, watching her walk into it step by step.
At this point, my reasoning was that I couldn't stop, and I couldn't stop, otherwise the girl would be very disappointed, or even hurt.

10.
Monday night, I had just finished showering and was about to go to bed when I received a call from Zhao Lin. She said she was out socializing and had been drinking, and asked me to drive her.
I said I could just call a designated driver, but Zhao Lin said she was drunk and worried about the safety of being with a male driver, in case he tried to touch her inappropriately. I thought that made sense, especially since it was so late.
So I took a taxi to the karaoke bar where Zhao Lin was socializing.
When I arrived at the large private room, it was full of people, men and women. A man in his fifties sat in the middle like a star surrounded by admirers, undoubtedly the host for the night.
Zhao Lin, with her exquisite makeup and beautiful, fashionable dress that subtly revealed her cleavage, was truly captivating. Upon seeing me, she said, "You've arrived?"
She then introduced me to the older man, "Mr. Zhang, this is my husband..."
The older man, called Mr. Zhang, chuckled, "So it's our beautiful lawyer's soulmate! Come, come sit down."
I felt quite uncomfortable. I'd been divorced from Zhao Lin for almost three years, yet she still presented us as husband and wife in front of others.
"This is Mr. Zhang..." Zhao Lin introduced Mr. Zhang to me.
I shook Mr. Zhang's outstretched right hand and smiled, "Hello, Mr. Zhang, my surname is Chen."
"Come on, Brother Chen, have a drink." Mr. Zhang, without waiting for a reply, wanted to drink with me.
Zhao Lin quickly stopped him, "Mr. Zhang, you forgot, he's here to be my free driver."
"Right, right, right, look at me, I forgot after drinking." Mr. Zhang laughed.
I noticed a man in his thirties secretly watching me, his gaze rather peculiar.
At this moment, a young woman with high breasts and a prominent cleavage came over and said, "Mr. Zhang, your song is ready."
Mr. Zhang got up, walked over, took the microphone from the woman, sat on a high stool, and began to sing. He sang a Hokkien song called "You'll Win If You Fight," though he was tone-deaf and his Hokkien was broken, he sang it earnestly.
While Mr. Zhang was singing, Zhao Lin introduced me to a man in his thirties. He was quite handsome, over 1.7 meters tall, with a straight posture, impeccably dressed, and a light mustache on his upper lip and chin, adding a touch of nonchalance and sexiness.
"This is Lawyer Cui. I've had business dealings with him before..."
Zhao Lin's words reminded me of a night last year when I was making love with her, and a lawyer surnamed Cui called Zhao Lin. She couldn't answer at the time, but later called him back. I thought, this must be the Lawyer Cui in front of me; I didn't expect him to be such a stylish man.
"Old Chen, I often hear Zhao Lin mention you. My surname is Cui, Cui Taihao, Tai as in Mount Tai, Hao as in bright moon. It's a pleasure to meet you today. You're toasting me with water instead of wine!"
Cui Taihao said, pouring himself a glass of wine. I thought, "Why does that sound like a Korean name? He's probably of Korean ethnicity." The young man's appearance and attire resembled a Korean man from a K-drama—quite refined and fashionable.
I took the tea Zhao Lin offered me and clinked glasses with him.
"Zhongyan, let me tell you, this time it's all thanks to Old Cui..."
Through Zhao Lin's excited narration, I learned that Cui Taihao was a senior partner at a well-known law firm, and also the legal counsel and attorney for Mr. Zhang's company.
Because Mr. Zhang's company's agreement with Cui Taihao's firm was about to expire, Mr. Zhang was not satisfied with the terms of the cooperation and wanted to find another partner. Under such circumstances, Cui Taihao should have tried his best to persuade Mr. Zhang to continue cooperating with his firm, but instead, he recommended Zhao Lin to Mr. Zhang, suggesting that Mr. Zhang cooperate with Zhao Lin's firm, and that Zhao Lin take over as the legal counsel and attorney for Mr. Zhang's company. This was a big deal; Cui Taihao had done Zhao Lin a huge favor.
This afternoon, Zhao Lin, on behalf of her firm and herself, signed the contract with Mr. Zhang. Mr. Zhang was quite satisfied and specially gathered a group of people to celebrate, including Cui Taihao, who had facilitated the arrangement. After a hearty meal and drinks, the group went to karaoke.
There was one thing I didn't quite understand: why did Cui Taihao do Zhao Lin such a big favor? It was clear their relationship was unusual—not necessarily *that* kind of relationship, but at least they were very close.
I thanked Cui Taihao repeatedly, but then I thought, what does it have to do with me? Zhao Lin isn't my wife anymore, why am I thanking him?
After Mr. Zhang finished singing, he came over to drink with Zhao Lin and Cui Taihao. Everyone chatted and laughed, and Zhao Lin smiled charmingly, always covering her cleavage with her hand when she leaned forward to avoid revealing too much—truly alluring.
Although Zhao Lin had already drunk quite a bit, Mr. Zhang was her sugar daddy, and they had only signed a two-year contract, so naturally she couldn't refuse. As a result, Zhao Lin was almost out of commission.
“Well then, Mr. Zhang, Attorney Zhao really can’t drink anymore. I’ll drink this one for her.”
Faced with Mr. Zhang’s renewed urging to drink, Cui Taihao volunteered to drink for Zhao Lin. I thought to myself, this guy is quite loyal to my ex-wife and cares about her.
He was about to reach for the glass when Mr. Zhang stopped him. “Xiao Cui, although you and Attorney Zhao are close, her husband is still here! It’s not your place to drink for her.”
Cui Taihao had no choice but to withdraw his hand, looking rather embarrassed, and glanced at me.
Zhao Lin forced herself to stay awake and reached for the glass, but I quickly took it first and said to Mr. Zhang, “Mr. Zhang, can I drink for her?”
Zhao Lin complained, “You still have to drive!”
I said, “Call a designated driver…”
Then I looked at Mr. Zhang, “Mr. Zhang, is that alright?”
Mr. Zhang laughed, “That would be great! We’re already here, how can we not drink?”
I thought to myself, well, I came here to be a free designated driver, and now I’ve been dragged into it too.
In the underground parking garage, I helped the nearly unconscious Zhao Lin to her Mercedes C260L. The designated driver I had called had already arrived.
After exchanging a few words with the driver, I put my arm around Zhao Lin and sat her in the back seat. At that moment, Cui Taihao walked over and leaned down, saying, "Old Chen, is Zhao Lin alright?"
I thought to myself, what business is it of yours? I calmly replied, "I'm fine! No need to trouble you, Attorney Cui."
Cui Taihao froze awkwardly. I thought to myself, he just helped Zhao Lin a lot, why bother with this? So I asked, "Did you drive?"
Cui Taihao smiled, "No, I knew I was going to drink, so I didn't drive."
I nodded at him, "Get in? I'll take you there first..."
"No need, it's easy for me to take a taxi."
"Get in anyway!"
Cui Taihao nodded and opened the right rear door. I initially thought he would sit in the passenger seat, but he also wanted to sit in the back, next to Zhao Lin. I had to move to the left, holding Zhao Lin, to make room for him.
"Attorney Zhao, Attorney Zhao, how are you?" Cui Taihao asked after getting in the car.
Seeing that Zhao Lin didn't react, he smiled at me and said, "She's asleep. She really drank too much tonight."
On the way, Zhao Lin, half-asleep, rested her head on Cui Taihao's shoulder. Cui Taihao was quite embarrassed. He glanced at me and
lifted Zhao Lin's head. After a while, Zhao Lin rested her head on it again. Cui Taihao had to lift her head again. I noticed that his gaze fell on Zhao Lin's cleavage and then quickly looked away.
Unexpectedly, Zhao Lin reached out and wrapped her arms around Cui Taihao's neck, murmuring, "Husband, husband..."
Cui Taihao was incredibly embarrassed. He removed Zhao Lin's hand, put her head on my shoulder, and chuckled awkwardly, "She... mistook me for you."
I smiled slightly and didn't say anything. Zhao Lin leaned on my shoulder, slurring, "Tai...Taihao, thank you..."
Arriving at the gate of Cui Taihao's apartment complex, he said to me before getting out of the car, "Old Chen, can we talk in private?"
I helped Zhao Lin sit down, and then got out of the car with Cui Taihao. Cui Taihao said, "Old Chen, I hope you don't misunderstand. Zhao Lin and I...we're just very good friends. I admire her, that's all..."
I smiled slightly, "Attorney Cui, Zhao Lin and I are no longer husband and wife, and she can't remarry me. If you want to pursue her, I probably won't object."
Cui Taihao sighed, "How can you say that? Zhao Lin loves you very much, she has always loved you..."
"That's what she told you?"
“Yes! We sometimes talk about everything. But I don’t really understand how you two got divorced. I also don’t understand, since Zhao Lin loves you so much, and your relationship was so good, why didn’t she remarry you?”
“Some things can’t be solved by love alone…”
I smiled bitterly and patted Cui Taihao’s arm. “Alright, go back now! It’s late.”
“Old Chen, you’re a really lucky guy, you know?” Cui Taihao poked my left shoulder with his right index finger.
“Goodbye.” I waved to him and got back into the car.
Even after driving a distance, I looked back and saw Cui Taihao still standing in the night, watching us leave.
As soon as I entered the house, Zhao Lin covered her mouth and stumbled into the bathroom. I quickly followed her in, and saw her squatting by the toilet, vomiting profusely. I squatted down beside her and patted her back.
After Zhao Lin finished vomiting, I got her a glass of water to rinse her mouth, then helped her to the bedroom and laid her on the bed.
I made a cup of honey water, brought it into the bedroom, sat on the edge of the bed, and helped Zhao Lin sit up to feed her. She drank a couple of sips and then lay back down. Soon, I heard soft snoring.
As I left Zhao Lin's house, Cui Taihao's words echoed in my ears again. If I had been subconsciously hoping to get back together with Zhao Lin, I couldn't feel any excitement or anticipation at this moment.
I think it's probably because of Li Meishan? But she's still so young, how far can we go together?

11.
In the following days, I met Li Meishan twice more. On our fifth meeting (counting from when I first met her at school last September), I kissed her.
That night, we had Western food and went to see a movie. Li Meishan booked the tickets online, and I didn't expect her to choose the last row. She said the theater was too small, and sitting in the front would be uncomfortable for her eyes, and that if I thought it was too far, we could sit in the front, since there weren't many people there anyway.
We ended up sitting in our original seats. As the movie started, I put my arm around Li Meishan's shoulder. She didn't resist at all, and even leaned slightly closer to me.
Gradually, she rested her head on my shoulder, quietly nestled against me. Her breath, as sweet as orchids, smelled like musk, making me feel as if I were in a dream. I even suspected that she had deliberately chosen the last row when she bought the ticket.
I turned my head and kissed Li Meishan's lips. In the dim light, she closed her eyes, slightly parted her lips, and welcomed my kiss, until I kissed her back, and we kissed tenderly and passionately, our tongues intertwining, lingering and tender.
The girl's lips and tongue were so soft, warm, and gentle, making me feel intoxicated, lingering, and with a lingering fragrance...
Just like that, I took a seventeen-year-old girl's first kiss, and in the years that followed, whenever I thought about it, it felt like a dream.
After dropping Li Meishan off at the gate of her grandparents' apartment complex, we kissed again in the car under the cover of night.
In our passionate embrace, I placed my hand on Li Meishan's chest. She murmured "Uncle," trying to remove my hand, but couldn't, continuing to revel in my fervent kiss.
My shameless hand slipped inside her collar, all the way to her bra. Her breasts felt small and delicate, yet rounded, soft, and tender; the buds seemed to bloom quietly in my palm. I shamelessly moved my hand to the other side…
Li Meishan continued our passionate kiss, and I couldn't resist taking advantage, pulling my hand out and slipping it under her skirt, tracing its smooth curves upwards until I reached her crotch.
She tried to stop me again, but failed; instead, I parted her legs and slipped my fingertips inside her panties. After lingering on that pubic area for a while, I penetrated her. She was already wet, growing wetter with each touch of my fingers.
"Uncle, no…" Li Meishan finally withdrew my wicked hand and pulled away from my embrace.
Her face flushed crimson. She pulled up the opening of her shirt and tidied her bangs, which had been ruffled during our intimate moment.
"Uncle, I'm sorry, I..." she murmured, avoiding my gaze, "Although I want it too, but... but I can't give myself to you right now. Please give me a little more time..."
She glanced at me timidly. I said softly, "Silly girl, it's my fault. I was too impulsive just now. I shouldn't have done that to you..."
"It's okay, it was my own choice," Li Meishan said with a smile.
"Hmm..." I nodded and smiled, "Go inside! Don't worry your grandparents."
"Okay!" She smiled and nodded back, kissing me on the cheek.
"Bye-bye, Uncle," she said, opening the car door and getting out.
After walking a short distance, she turned and waved at me. I smiled and waved back with the back of my hand, gesturing for her to go inside.
Until her graceful figure disappeared into the night, I gently touched the secretions on my fingertips, asking myself, what are you doing? Is this what you wanted?
Back home, Li Meishan texted me. I asked why she wasn't asleep yet. She said she missed me and couldn't sleep. I said, "Silly girl, we've only been apart for a little while, why are you already missing me? "
She said she didn't know, she just missed me so much. Then, she called me.
"Uncle, I've never been with a guy like this before. I gave you my first kiss, you can't treat me badly."
My heart warmed, but I was also a little anxious. I asked, "You... you've never been in a relationship before?"
"Of course not!" she said solemnly.
"But you're so pretty..."
"Although, since junior high, boys have been pursuing me, I've never been with any of them. I don't like them, they're all too immature, I..."
She hesitated for a moment, "I like someone like you... Uncle, you just touched me there, and you even put your hand inside, I'm yours now. Will you... will you cherish me?" I could hear
her sobbing on the other end of the phone. Hearing her words, my heart was filled with tenderness. "Yes, Uncle will take care of you, Uncle will definitely take care of you..."
"Okay, thank you, Uncle..." she said, choking back tears.
That night, I couldn't sleep, overwhelmed with mixed feelings about how easily I had captured the heart of a young girl, and also caught in a dilemma...
One day in early July, after many days of agonizing, I decided to pull back from the brink. Otherwise, I felt I would definitely hurt the girl in the future. Fortunately, it wasn't too late. If I didn't stop now, it would truly be irreversible.
That day, I had a slight fever because my resistance had been lowered due to continuous insomnia. At that time, Li Meishan called me. We hadn't seen each other for over a week since the night I kissed and touched her.
I said I had a slight fever and didn't want to go out. Could you come to my house?
Li Meishan arrived quickly. As soon as she entered the house, she touched my forehead and asked if I still had a fever. I took her hand away and gave her a forced smile. "It's okay, let's sit down and talk."
Despite my deep reluctance, I still said everything I wanted to say.
She silently wept, which broke my heart. After a long while, she looked up at me with tearful eyes. "Have you thought it all through?"
I didn't dare look into her eyes and nodded, head bowed. She burst into tears. "I knew it! You don't like me at all! You think I'm too young and don't understand anything, is that true, Uncle?"
Her final cry of "Uncle" shattered my heart.
“Since that’s the case…” she sobbed, wiping away tears, “I won’t force you, and I won’t bother you.”
With that, she picked up her bag and left the house. I really wanted to call her back, but I held back.
I buried my face in my hands, my fingers running through my hair. I cursed myself inwardly, “Chen Zhongyan, you bastard, what have you done?”
For the next few days, Li Meishan didn’t contact me, and I didn’t contact her either. I comforted myself, thinking that a short, sharp pain was better than a long, drawn-out one; maybe things would get better after a few days of reflection. Let’s just pretend we never met!
But I never expected that one day Li Meishan would suddenly contact me, catching me completely off guard.
It was a weekend; the director of Zhao Lin’s law firm was celebrating his 50th birthday, and I went with Zhao Lin.
I didn’t want to attend such an event with her at all, but she said everyone else went in pairs, and she couldn’t bear to leave me alone.
I had no choice but to accompany her. Zhao Lin didn’t drive that day; I drove her there.
After dinner, everyone moved to a teahouse and played mahjong. Zhao Lin loved playing cards, so I had to keep her company. Afterwards, I had to drive her home.
Cui Taihao was there too, with a girl he brought. She might be his girlfriend, or maybe just a casual fling. She was in her twenties, very pretty and stylish, quite tall, not much shorter than Cui Taihao, with long legs. She spoke with the soft, gentle voice typical of Chengdu girls, and was very affectionate towards Cui Taihao.
It's normal for this wealthy, handsome lawyer to have girls chasing after him.
Seeing the girl with Cui Taihao, I felt reassured about his relationship with Zhao Lin. This girl was young and beautiful, with a clear age advantage over Zhao Lin. Most men would choose this girl over Zhao Lin, a divorced woman with a child.
Perhaps Cui Taihao has other women around him besides this one?
Actually, I didn't have much to worry about. Since what happened with Li Meishan, I wasn't so keen on remarrying Zhao Lin, even though I had already decided to cut ties with Li Meishan.
The days I spent with her were so wonderful, so wonderful that I no longer expected to have feelings for any other woman.

12.
I received a call from Li Meishan while playing cards with Zhao Lin. I told her I was going to take this call and walked out of the private room.
Zhao Lin asked who was calling, and I said it was a friend, then left the room.
"Uncle, you're lying! You don't care about me at all! Why are you doing this to me?" Li Meishan cried out as soon as the call connected.
I was startled and asked, "Meishan, calm down..."
I heard a lot of noise coming from her end, like she was in a disco or something.
"I can't calm down, I...I..." she sobbed.
"Shanshan, where are you? Tell me where you are!" I asked urgently.
"I...I...I thought these days were the best days of my life, but...but...but I never thought...it was all just a dream, Uncle...you're so cruel..."
she sobbed. I asked again, "Shanshan, tell me, where are you?"
"You...you...why do you need to know?" she cried, still sobbing. "You don't care about me? Why do you care where I am?"
Under my persistent questioning, she finally revealed the location—a disco on the Jiuyanqiao bar street.
I immediately returned to the private room. Just as I reached the door, I heard a middle-aged woman inside say, "Little Zhao! Your husband has such a good personality. He doesn't gamble, but he's always with his wife."
A young woman laughed, "Our Sister Zhao has a knack for managing her husband!"
Everyone laughed. Zhao Lin also laughed, "Are you still playing cards? Why are you saying all this?"
Her voice was smug. I entered the private room and, under everyone's gaze, whispered in Zhao Lin's ear, "I have something to do, I'm leaving."
"What is it? On the weekend..." she complained as she dealt her cards.
"Something urgent came up, I have to go."
Before Zhao Lin could speak, I said to Cui Taihao, who was sitting at the table watching his girlfriend play cards, "You guys keep playing, I have to go."
Cui Taihao glanced at Zhao Lin, nodded to me, and I hurriedly left the private room.
Just as I reached my car, Cui Taihao chased after me, "Wait a minute..."
He approached and asked, "You're just leaving like that?"
I was completely baffled, "
What else could I do?" "What will happen to Zhao Lin if you leave?"
I looked at him calmly, "Attorney Cui, what are you trying to say?"
Cui Taihao rubbed his forehead, glanced elsewhere, and said to me, "You came with Zhao Lin, everyone thinks you're a couple, and you just leave her like that late at night, how can she save face?"
I was furious, "What business is it of yours between Zhao Lin and me? Why are you interfering?"
"I..." He was speechless for a moment.
I said coldly, "Attorney Cui, go back and be with your girlfriend!"
I said, turning around and opening the car door. Cui Taihao grabbed my shoulder, gritting his teeth, "Chen Zhongyan, Zhao Lin loves you, do you even know that?"
I glared at him coldly and said in a low but fierce voice, "Let go!"
He had no choice but to release me.
Arriving at the disco, it was packed with people, the pounding percussion almost lifting the roof off.
Finally, through the throng, I spotted Li Meishan. She was wearing a tight-fitting tank top and a short, form-fitting skirt, her face heavily made up, swaying her body to the music.
I looked at her—this was nothing like the pure and beautiful girl from before, the top student who scored over 600 on the college entrance exam! She was clearly a prostitute!
I squeezed next to her and grabbed her wrist, which was flailing in the air. She finally broke free from her drunken stupor, pulled her hand away, and continued her revelry.
I grabbed her again, pulling her away. She struggled, shouting, telling me to go away and not to bother with her.
A young man who had been dancing up to Li Meishan earlier said to me, "Uncle, who are you?"
"I'm her father!" I glared at the young man and pulled Li Meishan out of the crowd.
Li Meishan struggled the whole way, but I dragged her to my car. She broke free again, crying, "You're not my father, what right do you have to tell me what to do?"
I yelled at her, "As long as I've been your father once, I have the right to tell you what to do... Get in the car!"
I opened the front right door and shoved Li Meishan into the passenger seat without any room for argument. During this process, her underwear was exposed because her skirt was too short. Despite her continued struggle, she got in.
She cried the whole way, saying I didn't care about her and should just leave her alone.
In this state, I couldn't take her back to her grandparents' house, nor could I let people stare at her in the street, so I had no choice but to take her home.
I told Li Meishan that there was a nearly twenty-year age gap between us, and I couldn't be with her; it would hurt her.
"But you've already ruined me..." she cried, continuing as I stared in disbelief, "I've fallen in love with you, I can't live without you, what am I supposed to do, Uncle..."
She cried as she hugged my neck, burying her face in my shoulder, tears soaking my collar.
My heart ached, yet tenderness surged within me. I cupped her face and wiped away her tears. She looked at me with teary eyes, her pitiful and moving appearance shattering my heart.
I kissed her lips, and she kissed me back, still crying. Finally, she murmured, "Uncle, you want me, okay? And you must never abandon me."
At that moment, I decided to cast aside everything and immerse myself in love with this girl. I carried her in my arms and walked towards the bedroom…
Her body was so beautiful—tall, slender, without an ounce of excess fat, her skin as white as snow, delicate and flawless, her breasts and buttocks small and exquisite, her pubic hair sparse and light, like a masterpiece of art. This youthful body, compared to Zhao Lin's mature charm, possessed a different kind of allure.
Throughout the entire process, Li Meishan's body trembled. Being a novice, she was as shy as a kitten. I tried to be gentle, attempting to relax her.
When I penetrated her, she cried out in pain, her hands digging their nails into my skin as she clung to me. I had to stop, saying tenderly, "Maybe we should stop?"
Her pretty face flushed red, and she murmured beneath me, "No, just be gentle..."
So I proceeded extremely gently, trying not to hurt her. Gradually, she felt much better.
I ejaculated quickly, partly because her vagina was so tight and narrow, making it difficult for me to last. Also, I was afraid of hurting her again, so I had no desire to continue.
After the tide receded, when I saw the bright red stain on the sheets, the poem involuntarily came to mind—"Fallen petals are not heartless things, they turn into spring mud to nourish the flowers..."
Later, we did it again. This time, Li Meishan not only didn't feel pain, but also reached orgasm.
I drove Li Meishan home. She clung to me the whole way, so I had to use my right hand to hold her while driving with my left.
"Uncle, I'm yours now, you can't be unkind to me, you can't bully me, and you can't do anything to betray me..."
she murmured. I kissed her forehead and said softly, "Okay, I'll be good to you."
I thought, is this how it is? Why worry about the nineteen-year age gap? Being with such a beautiful girl is good no matter what.
On the way, I stopped at a pharmacy to buy some morning-after pills and made sure Li Meishan took them. Getting such a young girl pregnant is no joke.
On the way back, Zhao Lin called to ask if I had finished dealing with things. She also asked if I wanted to come to her place.
Tonight was supposed to be our night of intimacy. I said it was late, maybe another day? She didn't say anything and hung up. I could clearly sense her displeasure.

13.
In the days that followed, Li Meishan came to my place every few days. We cooked together, were tender and affectionate, and she even did my laundry and tidied my room. Since she started coming here often, my house was much tidier than before.
I was like Li Meishan's sex mentor, guiding her through the river of love. Her moans were incredibly beautiful, soft, melodious, and alluring, making my heart flutter. As we made love more often, she became much more open than the shy kitten she had been at the beginning. She gradually accepted my various techniques and positions, and even accepted me kissing her genitals, and didn't mind giving me oral sex.
However, she almost never stayed overnight at my place because her grandparents wouldn't allow her to stay out all night.
The only exception was the night of the European Cup final that year. She stayed at my house under the pretext of going to Chongqing with her classmates. She said she wanted to watch the final with me and that she liked Cristiano Ronaldo and hoped Portugal would win.
When I got up to watch the game in the middle of the night, Li Meishan was still fast asleep. She wasn't a football fan at all; even among her favorite team, Portugal, which included Cristiano Ronaldo, she only knew Ronaldo. How could I bear to wake her?
The final wasn't particularly exciting; it was rather dull for most of the game. Ronaldo was substituted early in the first half due to injury. When almost everyone thought the powerful host nation, France, would win the championship, Portugal, thanks to a stunning long-range shot from substitute Eder in extra time, secured a 1-0 victory over the French national team and lifted the trophy.
After watching the game, it was already dawn. I lay back down next to Li Meishan. She woke up, still sleepy, and asked me who won and if Ronaldo scored. I held her naked body and said, "Portugal won. Ronaldo didn't score, but his teammates did."
As I spoke, I groped her and kissed her lips. She kissed me passionately. After a passionate, tender moment, I alternately sucked on her nipples while my hand moved between her legs. Because of our lovemaking before bed the previous night, Li Meishan hadn't worn any clothes and had been sleeping naked, which conveniently made things easier for me.
She immediately became wet, and murmured shyly, "Uncle, what are you doing?"
"Now I'm going to put in a ball too..." I smiled slightly, leaned over her, and thrust deep inside her.
"No!" she giggled, struggling symbolically for a moment before letting me penetrate her, her protests quickly replaced by moans...
I bought Li Meishan a crystal necklace with a heart-shaped jade pendant as a token of our love. She loved it, saying she would wear it around her neck all the time, even while sleeping and showering.
I didn't tell Zhao Lin about this, even though she had told me to let her know if I found someone else. Firstly, although I was immersed in my relationship with Li Meishan, I hadn't completely given up on getting back together with Zhao Lin.
Secondly, Zhao Lin's personality was too strong. If she knew I had started a new relationship before her, it would make her very upset, and she would definitely ask me to arrange a meeting with the other woman to see what kind of woman had stolen me from her.
And how could I let her know that I was with a seventeen-year-old girl? Not only could I not let Zhao Lin know, but I probably couldn't let anyone I knew know either. Otherwise, they would think I was being ridiculous.
So I decided to keep it from Zhao Lin for the time being, as long as possible, and if necessary, until she got together with another man before I told her. At this point, I even hoped she would be with Cui Taihao, then I would be free.
And so, I was juggling two women, Zhao Lin and Li Meishan, enjoying the affections of both. One was like a ripe fruit, rich and fragrant; the other was like a young, unripe peach, sweet and delightful. Their respective flavors captivated me, making me endlessly entertained.
But how could the truth be hidden forever? One morning in late July, I returned home early from a business trip, only to find Zhao Lin already there. She knew the access code to my place.
These days, Zhao Lin and I had spent far less time together than before, inevitably causing her some resentment.
"Why are you here?" I was quite surprised and uneasy about my ex-wife's sudden visit while I was away.
Zhao Lin smiled calmly, "I haven't seen you lately, so I came to check on you and tidy up the house for you. By the way, where have you been? Just got back from out of town?"
I told her I'd gone on a business trip. She picked up two extremely thin things from a tissue. "Look what these are."
They were two pubic hairs. I understood; she was planning a surprise visit to see if there was a woman here, or any traces of her.
"I found these on the sheets while I was tidying up for you while you were out." Zhao Lin stared at me meaningfully, holding up the two short, curved black hairs she was holding.
I knew they were Li Meishan's. I didn't know what to say for a moment. I thought to myself, this woman is incredibly observant; she even noticed something like this.
Zhao Lin continued to stare at me, saying slowly, "Don't you dare say this fell from me. It's been so long since I've been here!"
She tossed aside the pubic hair in her hand, grabbed a tissue to wipe her hands, and said angrily, "Chen Zhongyan, didn't I tell you that if you had someone else, you should tell me, and I wouldn't bother you? What do you mean by this?"
I was initially quite guilty, but her attitude displeased me. I looked at her coldly, "If that's the case, why waste your time on a piece of trash like me? And even came to my house..." "Be a Sherlock Holmes..."
Zhao Lin sneered, "Chen Zhongyan, do you think I care about you that much? I don't want to be fooled, to be played like a fool, I don't want you to be having sex with me while secretly having affairs with other women, I don't want that thing you've been inside other women to be inside me again."
I sighed and said, "Zhao Lin, how can you be so sure that thing didn't fall from me?"
Her expression softened, "Is that so? But I... I don't think it's from a man's body, it seems more like a woman's..."
"What's the difference? Why don't you get a DNA test?"
I said sarcastically. Her attitude completely changed, and she hugged me coquettishly, saying, "What have you been doing these days? You haven't come to my place, have you been entangled by some little vixen? I need to check..."
As she spoke, she freed one hand and touched my crotch, making me hard through my pants.
"That's more like it..." She looked at me with seductive eyes and smiled, pulled down my zipper, and reached inside to grope.
I told her I had just returned from a business trip, and it was broad daylight! What were you planning to do? She playfully scolded me , "You heartless bastard! I cleaned your house, even if I didn't do anything special, I still put in the effort. Aren't you going to reward me? It's been so many days since we've done it! Don't you want to?
" I wanted to refuse, but I was afraid of arousing her suspicion, so I gave in. After some foreplay, I took a condom from the bedside table drawer. She asked me how I got it. I pretended to be calm and said, "It's the leftover from when you came here before!"
"Is that so?" Zhao Lin smiled knowingly, then stopped me, "Don't wear it, these are your safe period..."
I had no choice but to put it down and took her inside me.
After all, since I got together with Li Meishan, Zhao Lin and I had only done it twice, and in order not to arouse Zhao Lin's suspicion, I tried my best to please her, using various positions.
Zhao Lin, in her prime at thirty, had been somewhat neglected by me lately. This time, she was unusually impulsive and excited, constantly shouting and becoming very wet, soaking a patch of the sheets.
Near the end, I couldn't relax and pulled out, ejaculating on Zhao Lin's lower abdomen. She was quite unhappy, wiping herself and complaining, "Ugh! I told you it was a safe period, and you still ejaculated outside, making me all dirty."
I said, "Didn't you say before that even a safe period isn't always safe? I don't want you to get pregnant again and get scolded by me again. "
I suddenly remembered last year when I ejaculated inside her and she scolded me severely, even though that was also during my safe period. This woman's attitude was so different now; what was she up to?
Zhao Lin said, "If I'm pregnant, I'll just have the baby! It'll be nice to have a little brother or sister for my daughter."
Hearing this, I couldn't help but wonder, what did she mean? Was she joking or serious? Did she also want to get back together with me? If that were true, it would be what I'd hoped for all these years. But what about Li Meishan? My feelings became complicated, a mixture of relief at the possibility of reconciling with Zhao Lin and reluctance to let go of Li Meishan.
At that time, I never imagined that Zhao Lin's words would later come true; we gave birth to two sons for our daughter, Ni'er—not just one, but two. One was mine with another woman, and the other was Zhao Lin's with another man. But that's a story for later. While Zhao
Lin was showering in the bathroom, I put on my clothes and sat on the sofa in the living room to smoke. After Zhao Lin finished showering, she came out of the bathroom, completely naked, revealing her mature and beautiful body.
Just then, the door opened, and Li Meishan walked in, carrying a large bag. I was instantly stunned.

(To be continued)

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