My first time... it was so heartbreaking.

The day finally arrived—September 16, 2012, and we experienced our first time ever!
A few days have passed, and today I'm here at the park to write down my feelings. As a genuine participant in the exchange, I originally wanted to write this a few days ago, but I didn't want to because my mind was not at peace, and there might be other reasons I can't explain!
I've been exploring the topic of couples for a year now. Back then, I never thought it would happen to me; I just found it novel...!
In the second year of our interaction, my initial curiosity gradually turned into interest, and later... I started watching couples discuss it in the group chat!
Until last year, I stumbled upon 69 Paradise, met some local friends, and gradually started communicating online...
I think what everyone really wants to hear is about our whole experience and how we feel right now. Okay, firstly, to support our 69 Paradise, and secondly, to serve as an introduction for couples on the margins...
This was our first time. We chatted online for a week and then saw each other on video. The man was quite handsome, and the woman was prettier than Jiao. They were both around 30 years old and from Jiangsu. We didn't have much discussion or exchange. They were a couple who had swapped partners many times, and their only requirement for each other was good manners.
We agreed to meet on the 16th. The couple traveled by train from Jiangsu to Kunshan, and we picked them up at Kunshan South Railway Station late at night. The man was well-dressed, and the woman had also dressed up carefully. I felt quite excited when I picked them up, but after thinking for a while...
They wanted to meet during the day, but my wife suggested meeting at night, perhaps because the atmosphere would be more intimate, and it would feel different from during the day, which is why they came at this time.
Amidst curiosity, excitement, and anticipation, we shared two beds in the same room...
Our first time began amidst my wife's shyness and awkwardness.
Let me clarify something here: I don't consider myself a pervert, nor do I have any abusive tendencies towards my wife. I haven't encountered any major setbacks or hardships in my life. I simply love my wife; we have a very good relationship. In the seven years we've been together, although we may have experienced some sexual fatigue, when we're together, we still feel passion and joy... I want my wife to experience more joy, more... I don't know if this is a common change in mindset at this age, but we genuinely have this thought!
That's all I'll describe of the process. On the way back, I was driving while holding my wife's hand; it was trembling. We were silent. Yes, there was a bittersweet feeling, watching my beloved on another man's body...! I felt a pang of heartache. Many times I wanted to tell my wife, "Honey, take a break," but seeing the happiness and passion on her face... I hesitated, unable to speak.
For the past few days, we've been making love more often than before, and we keep talking about that day, still getting excited... My wife says she felt very excited and satisfied that day, but she tells me it was just excitement... Only with her husband is it real lovemaking!
We still look forward to the next time, but we don't know if the next time will come, because what we need more is sincerity and understanding.
I love my wife, I love my home...!
We are 178cm tall, 28kg, and 65kg, and my wife is 160cm tall, 33kg, 28kg, and 90kg. We hope to meet friends in the amusement park!

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