The Wife's Experience (Part 8)

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Back in the city, I figured things needed to be resolved, so I asked my wife what she thought. She said she had no idea. I asked her what his attitude was. She said he had stated he would take full responsibility. I said, "Fine, let him take responsibility then! Let him handle this; I won't interfere." My wife said she didn't want him to come with her and wanted to go alone. I said, "No, we can't let him get away with this. He has to take responsibility!"
I asked my wife what she was thinking, why she didn't want him to take responsibility. She said, "If I make him take responsibility, it might be harder to break things off. If I go myself, I'll feel like he owes me, and then I can be more ruthless and break up with him." I seemed to sense something; it was an ending I absolutely did not want to see.
I asked my wife to tell me the truth: had she fallen in love with him? My wife said no. I asked, "What would you do if I insisted that you break up?" My wife said she would definitely miss him, and might regret it for the rest of her life, but she would prioritize her family and definitely break up with him.
I asked, "Do you ever think about him?" My wife said yes. I then asked, "When you're walking with him, do you sometimes feel like you don't have to think about anything, and it just feels so comfortable?" My wife admitted that too. I asked again, "Is sex with him very enjoyable? Do you sometimes want to have sex with him in a hotel room?"
His wife said that because they went to a hotel, the conditions were good, so the environment was very relaxing, and they could let their guard down and enjoy themselves. Also, his penis was really big, and he was thin and had great stamina.
My wife said the main reason was sex, and another important reason was that she pitied him. He was all alone in Qingdao, with no one to care about him, and a single word from his wife would warm his heart. Moreover, his wife could be unreasonable and throw tantrums with him because they weren't married, and he would unconditionally tolerate and forgive her, which his wife appreciated. Since we got married, we've rarely seen that in my husband anymore.
His wife said that whether it's true or not, she feels comfortable knowing that someone cares about her needs, and at least feels that she still has value in this world. He needs his wife's body and care, and she needs his sex and understanding; it's actually a mutually beneficial arrangement.
After listening to my wife's explanation, I basically understood that things inevitably turned out this way. Some things are beyond our control, especially for an individual. I also realized that some things can't be stopped, and doing so often only creates greater side effects. It's best to just let things take their course.
I told my wife, "Our relationship has evolved from romantic love to familial love. I love you, and I hope you can enjoy what I can't give you, both in terms of living conditions and emotional connection. Your happiness will make me happy too. You already had many regrets about marrying me, and you didn't really fall for me; you were moved by my love for you. You must have had many regrets."
Since you can't let go of him, then let go of all your burdens and experience it! Whatever it feels like, as long as you like it, that's fine. I won't stop you anymore. I hope you can have a fulfilling relationship in your life, without regrets, and perhaps you'll be even happier with the love of two men. But I want you to promise me that you won't hide anything from me, never.
After hearing what I said, my wife tearfully agreed, saying she felt guilty for the rest of her life and would never leave me. I said, "It's one thing to understand, but I can't guarantee I won't get jealous and throw tantrums again. You'll have to bear it then." Although I said that, I didn't really think their relationship would last. A relationship without a foundation can't last; the initial passion will cool down. Besides, once he goes to another city, things will gradually fade, and my wife will definitely find someone else.
It's the early morning of November 19, 2011 , so this must have happened yesterday. I finished my night shift and told my wife I'd spend half a day with her before heading back to our hometown to see our son in the afternoon. We chatted for a while, then my wife started sending me messages and stopped replying.
At first, I was patient and waited, but later I couldn't stand it anymore. I was supposed to be with her, but she chatted with him and left me aside. I was very angry and lost my temper with my wife. My wife knew she was in the wrong and kept apologizing until she calmed me down.
My wife said she was unhappy going home for the holiday and had argued with her. She's on her way back to the city and wants to see her this afternoon for a meal to discuss the pregnancy. I asked, "Are you going to a hotel tonight?" She said it was possible and asked, "Are you going ahead or coming with me?" I said we'd go together. She said, "What if we run into him?" I said, "So what? It'll be good to see what he looks like."
My wife said, "You're not serious, are you?" Hearing her say that made me take it seriously. I said, "Let's go out together and pretend we don't know each other. There are so many customers at Jiashi, he won't notice. We'll just glance at him, then you two go your way, and I'll go home."
My wife said, "I'm afraid you'll feel bad when you see us leave." I said, "No, but you can't tell him about this." My wife said, "Don't worry, I'm not that stupid." So my wife started washing up and getting dressed, trying on clothes for an hour.
Around 1 p.m., he called to say he had arrived and was waiting outside Jiasike. My wife and I went out, and I told her to be natural and not to look at me, but she was still a little embarrassed.
We were almost at Jiasike, so we split up. I followed my wife about ten steps behind. After a few steps, she spotted him. He was sitting by the roadside waiting. When we met, he pulled my wife to sit down. Knowing it would be awkward with me behind, she pulled him up and led him into Jiasike.
As he stood up, he touched his wife's face and tried to hug her. My heart ached at that moment. Even though I knew they had already done everything they were supposed to do, and this gesture was perfectly normal for them, seeing it with my own eyes was still a bit unbearable. Perhaps his wife was thinking of me, so she didn't let him hug her. However, she helped him take off his coat and then linked her arm with his.
Seeing this really makes me uncomfortable. My wife does this to me at home, and I've never thought anything of it. But this small gesture should be my own, and now my wife treats others like this.
After they went inside, I quickly followed them. Because there were many people inside, it was easier for me to get close. I followed behind them. They were holding hands and I could hear them talking and laughing, but there were too many people, so I couldn't hear what they were saying.
When they reached the other end, they suddenly stopped, unsure whether to turn left or right. I was still behind them. After a brief pause, I suddenly realized there was no one around. If they had turned around then, I would have been in trouble; my wife would have given herself away with just one glance. Luckily, they stopped briefly and then turned left, but it really startled me, and I dared not follow them any closer.
I followed her from a distance for a while. My wife probably thought I had left, so she relaxed and let him hug her. After walking a bit further, he probably tried to kiss her, but she pushed him away. Given her personality, this is quite normal. I would be shocked if he kissed her in broad daylight! Perhaps she felt bad for not letting him kiss her, so she took his arm again. This continued for the rest of the way, even after we had walked quite a distance.
After wandering around for about half an hour, they bought underwear and sanitary napkins. He even patted his wife's bottom affectionately. Then they left the JUSCO supermarket. I saw them go into a restaurant, so I peeked through the door. Through the glass, I could see my wife with her back to me, and the two of them sitting opposite each other. I could see them clearly. Looking around, it seemed to be the area where my wife had mentioned they often booked hotels. I guessed they would go to a hotel after their meal. Seeing that, I didn't see anything more, and since I needed to go home, I turned back.
On the way home, my heart ached terribly. Thinking about what had just happened, and then imagining what would happen later and the scene of them checking into a hotel, I felt really uncomfortable. I don't know how I got through the rest of the way.
Around 10 PM, my wife called. My tone wasn't good, and she immediately became upset. She asked why I was acting this way today when we were fine yesterday. But little did she know how much pain I was in. I could tell she was there because she was hesitant. I deliberately tried to get her to say she loved me, but she wouldn't, so I hung up.
My wife texted me asking why I was angry again. I said, "I wanted you to say 'I love you' because I suspected he was with you. I wanted to confirm whether he was there or not. You can't say it out loud, so I wanted to prove he was indeed with you. When you answer his calls at home, you always hide far away from me, sometimes even on the street, but when you call me, you let him listen in. I really don't know who you're closer to now?"
My wife said, "I'm sorry, I didn't pay much attention to these things." So I didn't say anything more. Actually, it's precisely this indifference that reveals some of the truth.
It's 2:30 AM. My wife and he are probably having a great time. She's pregnant, so she has even fewer inhibitions and could just ejaculate inside. It's probably going to be another sleepless night, except my wife is indulging in passion with someone else, while I'm alone, unable to sleep. Looking back on everything that's happened, is this really what I wanted? But there's no going back!

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