The Wife's Experience (Part 11)

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It's been a long time since I've written anything, and my hands are a bit rusty. After two months of peaceful life, I feel very settled. Sometimes I think that maybe this isn't so bad—peaceful and reassuring. But humans are just like that; when things are settled, they crave excitement, and when the excitement gets too much, they want to return to tranquility.
There are some things that I don't know whether I want or not, but they are happening and developing anyway, and it's not about how I want them to be.
You can do whatever you want, but sometimes you don't even know what you want.
On December 30th, the two arranged to meet on the evening of the 31st. Before leaving for work the next morning, my wife dressed up meticulously from head to toe. She even prepared several pairs of underwear. I asked her, "Why are you changing your underwear? You just had an abortion a month ago; your body shouldn't be weak." She replied, "I change mine every day, and I won't let him touch me." "Then just wear any new one," I said. "Are you dressing up for someone else?" she said. She admitted to a little, but only about 10 %. I said, "So you're really not coming back tonight? We can't do anything." She said, "Maybe. It depends on his behavior. We'll only touch; we won't do anything else. Don't worry." She even took her phone charger with her when she left. I said, "Looks like you're definitely not coming back." She said, "I'm just being prepared, just in case he goes and doesn't come back." I said, "Don't worry about 'what ifs.' You're definitely not coming back; I can tell." She said, "Maybe." Actually, I knew she was just being stubborn; I could tell she was already a little expectant.
My wife called me around 7 p.m. and said, "I'm not coming back, I'm going straight there. I'll call you if anything happens tonight. If you're really upset, I'll just have dinner and come home." I said, "I'm fine, you decide."
At 9:30 p.m., my wife texted me saying she wouldn't be back tonight and would be back tomorrow, and told me not to be angry. I said it was okay, had fun, and didn't need to worry about me.
I didn't sleep all night, wondering what they were doing, whether they were embracing or making love passionately. She knows she's not fully recovered, and my wife is spending her life in someone else's arms like this.
　　January 1, 2011, and so the new year began.
　　My wife hadn't come home yet this morning, which I expected. If she hadn't slept much last night, she'd definitely be exhausted in the morning and might even sleep until noon. But to my surprise, at nine o'clock she texted, "Wait for me, I'll be back in a bit." My wife came home around ten o'clock. She was a little embarrassed when she saw me, since I knew everything.
I asked if she hadn't slept all night, and my wife said she hadn't, she'd gone to bed very early...
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They chatted for a while, but since they were in a hotel room, they couldn't really do it. Then they started kissing, and when they were having sex, he asked his wife to enter gently this time. His wife hummed in agreement. Because of her miscarriage, her reaction wasn't very enthusiastic. They did it quickly once, and then less than an hour later, they did it again. Although his wife said that, I'm sure he really enjoyed it.
Later, the two of them went to sleep. Around 6 a.m., the wife had a nightmare and woke up in fright. She sat up in bed and woke him up too. He comforted her for a bit, but she couldn't fall back asleep, so they made love again a little while later. At 9 a.m., the wife sent me a message, and the two of them got up and ate breakfast together. He said he had nothing to do by himself and wanted his wife to call home and tell him she wasn't coming home and wanted to spend time with him. The wife disagreed, saying, "My husband is home; I can't be here with you."
On the evening of the 2nd, I saw their text messages. He wanted to find a place to rent in the city, and his wife said, "Then I'll go with you to look around tomorrow." She asked me if it was okay to go tomorrow. I said, "I've already sent the message, why are you asking me? What if I don't agree?" His wife said, "If you don't agree, I won't go." After that, I didn't say anything.
On the 3rd, I was at work when my wife called me at 11 am, saying she had just woken up. She asked if it was okay for me to go out with him to look at houses, promising to be home before I got off work. I said, "Go ahead, I've already arranged it with him. If you don't want to come home tonight, that's fine too." My wife said, "If you're home, I'll definitely be home before you get off work."
The two met and had lunch first, which his wife treated him to. Later, they went shopping and looked at down jackets. He saw a men's jacket. His wife said, "Try it on; if it fits, I'll buy it for you." He agreed and asked someone to bring it down for him to try on. His wife immediately seemed unhappy. Because it didn't fit, they didn't buy it. Later, his wife bought two cosmetics, costing several tens of yuan. When it came time to pay, he took out 100 yuan for his wife. She refused, saying she had change. He then went outside to wait for her. This further upset his wife. She thought, "If he was sincere, he could have just paid me directly; why did he have to play these tricks?"
Later, we looked at apartments and rented one. The two of us went out to buy bedding. Afterwards, we had dinner together and drank quite a bit. My wife drank two bottles and was a little dizzy. We stayed at the restaurant a little longer. Later that night, around 9 pm, my wife texted me saying she couldn't come home early and told me not to be upset. I called her back and asked, "Where are you? Are you alone?" My wife hesitated, and I knew they were still together.
My wife came home around 10 PM and kept apologizing. I was genuinely a little upset too. I asked...
My wife didn't go to a hotel to have sex, she said no. I said, "Then you kissed, right?" She said, "Really, no, I'm just not happy today." I said, "Then I'd feel unhappy if I imagined you holding hands with someone else while shopping." My wife said, "There's nothing I can do to make it up to you. If you're unhappy with me, then don't want me anymore, I won't say anything." I didn't say anything.
I'm on duty again tonight, and I don't know if my wife will go out again. I think she might give in to his persistent nagging and go out, or maybe she'll be worried I won't. Who knows? There's a high chance we'll meet after get off work, though we didn't talk about it last night. But one thing I'm sure of is that if she goes out, she'll tell me. I still haven't doubted her.
I asked my wife what she planned to do in the future, and she said, "If it doesn't affect the family, let's just leave it at that. We'll see how things go as they come. Let's just add some color to our lives so they're not too bland. But don't worry, I'm only saying it won't affect us. If I feel something is wrong, I'll make my own choice without your objection."

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