The Wife's Experience (Thirteen)

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A new year has begun, and looking back on the past year, it was truly extraordinary. There was sadness, and there was joy.
More than anything, it's about novelty and excitement. Of course, there are also greater surprises and lifelong regrets. Whenever I think of my wife...
Having been pregnant by another man has left me with a bad feeling, so I feel uncomfortable whenever my wife is still with him.
After my wife kept it from me last time, I felt uneasy for several days. My wife could tell, so for a few days she tried to contact him as little as possible to avoid upsetting me. One day I was working the night shift, and he said he wanted to come see my wife. Because of her guilt towards me, she strongly objected to him coming. But he had figured out my wife's temperament; he knew she didn't like to be swayed by others' feelings and was easily swayed. He knew that since he had come all this way, she would definitely see him, and after some coaxing, she would surely go back with him. So he came anyway. He only called my wife to tell her when he arrived.
My wife was also angry and called me to ask if I was going out. I know my wife's personality, so I usually don't stop her. But this time I firmly gave her the opposite opinion. I told my wife that he just takes advantage of your temper and knows you're soft-hearted, so don't indulge him in this habit in the future. In the end, my wife still didn't go out and let him go home on his own. Later, I saw my wife's messages and confirmed that she really hadn't gone out, which made me feel much better.
I don't know about other men, but I've read articles saying they especially enjoy having sex when their wives are on their periods, saying it's very exciting. However, I'm terrified of women menstruating. I guess most people feel the same way. On the evening of January 23rd, my wife had just finished her period and it wasn't completely over yet. After we got into bed, she asked if I was feeling pent up. I said, "Yes, let me release my pent-up energy after your period is over." She said it was already over. I said let's wait a couple more days. So my wife gave me oral sex.
For a long time, whenever my wife was unavailable, she would give me oral sex if I wanted to release my pent-up desires. At first, she wouldn't let me ejaculate in her mouth, but with my gradual training, her oral skills became incredibly enjoyable, and she would ejaculate inside me freely. However, she always refused to swallow the semen. I insisted she try twice, but she spat it out both times, so I never succeeded. However, after a long period of training, my wife gave oral sex to other men on her very first time, and they all ejaculated inside her mouth. I saw her chat history; these men found her oral skills unforgettable. They all said it felt great and wanted to experience it again.
I thought my wife would continue giving me oral sex until I ejaculated in her mouth. But I never expected...
My mother-in-law serviced me for a while and then sat on me. At this point, I couldn't say I wanted to stop. I moved a few times, but because I'm a bit overweight, I didn't have much stamina. I ran out of energy after a few movements. Also, because I'm small, I always felt like I wasn't penetrating deeply enough.
We switched positions to the most common position. I noticed my wife's reaction wasn't very strong, and I ejaculated after a while.
Afterwards, I asked my wife if she didn't feel much, and she admitted it. She said my erection wasn't very hard, so she didn't feel much. I explained to her that she was right; she has menstrual phobia, and many men feel that way. My wife didn't say anything. I asked her why she wanted to do it, and she said she'd been holding back for half a month, and she was getting restless and wanted it. I asked if she hadn't had enough, and she said yes, but couples don't have that much passion anymore, it's okay.
The next day, my wife and I stayed home all day and didn't go anywhere. That evening, before my shift, my wife said, "He's out running errands and happens to be passing by. He wants to have dinner with me. Can I go out?" I asked, "Will he be back tonight?" My wife said she didn't know, but she'd try to. A little while later, before I went to work, my wife said he had arrived. She asked me for directions, and I said we'd go together. She said, "He might be outside. What if he sees us? Why don't you go first?" I said, "Then you go first, and I'll follow behind." My wife said, "Okay, but don't get too close." When we went out, my wife was in front, and I was about 100 meters behind. We turned a corner and saw him waiting. When we met, he tried to hug my wife, but she didn't let him. We walked towards the station together. I noticed he kept turning back, and I wondered if he sensed me. Later, my wife told me she had also noticed him looking back, and she wanted to ask him but hadn't figured out how.
But I was quite far away, and there were other people on the street, so I thought he shouldn't have noticed. It was almost 11 PM when my wife called. I asked where she was, and she said she wasn't home. I asked where he went, and she said he went to take a shower. She asked if I was angry, and I said no, I didn't satisfy her yesterday, so enjoy yourself today. After hanging up, she texted me, apologizing. I comforted her a couple of times, but she didn't reply after he finished showering.
Actually, after they left, they didn't go straight home; they went to eat. Then he went to take a shower, and my wife called me. Later, my wife also took a shower. When they came back, they watched TV, and my wife said he didn't seem very enthusiastic in bed, not showing any desire. He only responded when my wife teased him with her hand, kissed her, and then they had sex. My wife said it felt incredibly good and very satisfying. After a while, my wife initiated oral sex, and then they had sex again. My wife said this time it lasted longer, but she felt like she couldn't ejaculate, and she almost went soft during sex before finally ejaculating. Afterwards, during a chat, he confirmed that he almost gave up halfway, saying he would have gone soft if he hadn't moved quickly. My wife said that besides being big, his ability wasn't actually very strong, and he never lasted more than half an hour each time. The next day, my wife came home by herself. He stayed in bed and slept, ignoring my wife, which made her very unhappy, as if he had used her and then discarded her. When she came back, I asked my wife if she had enjoyed it, and she said the first time was great. I said, "Are you satisfied now?" My wife said she really was.
Two peaceful days passed. On the 28th, I worked the night shift. Before leaving, I asked my wife if she was going out, and she said no. I felt quite relieved. Just as I arrived at work, I received a call from my wife saying she was going out. I asked her, "Did you call him?" She didn't deny it. I asked if she was coming back, and she said she'd see and let me know later. I asked, "Is he coming to pick you up?" She said she'd go by herself.
Later, I waited at work for my wife to call, but she didn't. Around 3 a.m., she texted me, saying she'd had too much to drink and hadn't had a chance to text me, which made me a little angry. My wife said she felt really bad about me and wanted to come home right away. I said, "Is there any need for that now?" and then ignored her.
When I got home this morning, my wife was already home. She had taken the bus home by herself, and he didn't even get up to see her off. Seeing that I was unhappy, he kept apologizing. I said, "I waited for you all night last night; you could at least have sent me a message."
My wife said, "There really wasn't a chance. I drank a lot last night, I'm so dizzy." It turned out she had drunk more than three bottles of beer. When they got back to his place, he said he was going to take a shower, but she wouldn't let him. She said it was probably the alcohol; they hugged as soon as they got in the house. He was more aggressive than usual; usually, she undresses herself, but this time they undressed each other. After they were naked, she gave him oral sex. A while later, he pulled her hand and made her on top of him. She guided his penis in herself, saying it was very exciting. He penetrated very deeply, and she felt incredibly good, reaching orgasm. He ejaculated more than usual. Afterwards, they went to sleep. Around 3 AM, she remembered she hadn't messaged me and sent me a text. I said, "Looks like you really couldn't stay home. You called someone, took a bus to find someone to have sex with, and came back in the morning." Knowing she was in the wrong, she didn't say anything.
That night, once we were in bed, perhaps out of a desire for revenge, I told my wife I wanted to sleep with her, and she readily complied.
Maybe I was still angry, because I went at it with my wife for over an hour, using every position imaginable. In the end, we were both covered in sweat, and the bed was soaked in several places. It's strange, because my wife used to be very wet, but ever since she slept with other men, she's been very wet every time. I think it might be related to a change in my mindset.
After we finished, I asked my wife how it was, and she said it felt great. I asked if she still felt completely satisfied. She didn't deny it. She said, "No one feels as good as you. It's very relaxing. But it's much more exciting with him, though I don't feel as relaxed with you. Maybe it's because I feel guilty, since it's not something that can be discussed openly, so there's always a shadow over it. But after drinking, I don't think about anything, and that's very exciting." I asked her if I could never give her the same level of excitement he gave her, and she admitted it.
My wife said, "After we got married, I really enjoyed making love with you. It felt very comfortable, mainly emotionally. It was a kind of emotional exchange. It wasn't until I slept with other people that I truly understood what stimulation and satisfaction meant physically."
"That's why, even knowing you'd be unhappy, I still couldn't break it off with him." I said, "That's also another reason why I let you try other men in the first place—I didn't want you to be a woman your whole life without ever experiencing a true sexual climax." My wife said, "Although I enjoyed it, it also left me with regrets. I'll never be a perfect wife. And psychologically, no matter how exciting it is with others, I can never feel as at ease as I do with you. But with you, I feel satisfied, though the excitement is less, so I can never experience the most perfect sexual satisfaction." After hearing my wife's words, I felt very uncomfortable. Perhaps because of what she said earlier, I wanted to have sex with my wife again, but this time, perhaps because I was too tired, I couldn't ejaculate. My wife noticed and asked me to do it to her from behind, because that would be easier for me, as I wouldn't have to support my body. But in the end, I still went soft without ejaculating.
My wife has been feeling uneasy these past few days, mainly because he turned off his phone when he was almost home for the Chinese New Year. She wanted to check on him and ask if he'd arrived safely, but he didn't turn it back on. She said, "It seems he's afraid I'll call him and ruin his family. It seems his family and wife are always the most important things to him."
Besides, I knew he was home, and he told me I couldn't make phone calls while at home, so how could I possibly call him? He just doesn't trust me.
I said, "I warned you before that you didn't hold such a high place in his heart as you thought. Now you know."
You're just someone he uses to pass the time when he's lonely in another city. Men are always rational; once he's back home, he won't do anything for you anymore. The wife said, "It seems you're right. I knew that all along, but I've been deliberately avoiding these issues. Actually, if he texted me when he was free to tell me he wasn't home, I wouldn't have thought much of it. I never imagined he'd be so afraid of me at home that he turned off his phone. When I'm home, he doesn't care at all; he calls and texts whenever he wants. Doesn't he care about me? How many times have we argued and how much has he damaged our relationship because of texting and calling him? He can't even text me secretly. Doesn't he even have time to go to the bathroom? This is disrespectful to me; I feel so worthless." The wife said, "I've treated him well; he's the one who wronged me. He doesn't deserve my pity or any more sacrifices."
My wife has kept her phone off for several days now, saying she'll change her number after the New Year and completely cut ties with him. I don't know if she can keep it up; I'll see in a couple of days.

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