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For the first 30 years of my life , I was a very chaste woman, but from that moment on, once the breach was opened, it was
unstoppable. I'm 35 this year, and my husband is 4 years older than me. I married him when I was 26, and we've been married for 8 years. He's my first love. If it weren't for his momentary lapse of judgment , my life might still be quite ordinary. Everything changed because of that exchange. I'm not exactly a conservative woman, but as a civil servant, I usually only wear business attire. After all , I shouldn't be too conspicuous in that environment. People might not know, but despite the formality of government offices, people are actually quite open-minded. Telling dirty jokes in the office is common, though I rarely participate . 2. My husband's personality is the complete opposite of mine; he's more open and receptive to new things. Perhaps it's because of his personality , but he's the one who started it all. As the children grew older, our sex life became increasingly bland, happening only once a month, and not very well. For a conservative person like me, this seemed normal . But my husband didn't see it that way. He always thought it was the seven-year itch, that we were getting tired of each other and needed some new stimulation to rekindle our youth. I often joked with him, "If you rekindle your youth, aren't you afraid your wife will run away?" His answer was always so confident: "Life only happens once, and I don't want you to become a haggard housewife." He always made me very happy when he said that, but I never imagined it would happen in that way. In September 2004 ... He started going online, occasionally watching short films, which wasn't a big deal for him and his wife. But one time, a European or American group sex film really shocked us. The stimulating scenes in the film made our otherwise bland sex life come alive with a surge of intense sexual desire. From then on, he started occasionally mentioning the idea of swapping partners to me. I thought he was joking and didn't pay much attention. Who knew he would secretly go to some swapping forums and actually come into contact with some people and things related to this . One time, I caught him browsing the web. When he saw that I had discovered him, he calmly let me look at the posts with him. The stories and photos in the posts shocked me greatly. I never thought that such things actually existed in real life. The ZP incident happened. My husband then probed my tone, asking if I wanted to try this kind of sex. I didn't say anything at the time , but I felt my face getting hot. Seeing my noncommittal attitude, my husband assumed I had tacitly agreed to the suggestion, so he became even more proactive in finding a partner for this exchange . I remember it was after the Spring Festival in 2005. One day, he suddenly pulled me to the computer and showed me an email. It turned out to be from a man in Tianjin, agreeing to contact us. I was immediately annoyed and complained to him about how he could actually do such a thing. My husband immediately reassured me, saying it was just to get to know the other person's psychology, and he promised that if I didn't agree, he would immediately cut off all contact with him. Actually, I didn't expect this to happen . #t< A trap. What does it mean to cut off contact if I don't agree? Actually, this whole thing was wrong from the start . Although I vaguely sensed something was wrong, a strange curiosity prevented me from getting entangled with him. This was tantamount to tacit consent. Perhaps the monotony of years of married life had indeed made me a little tired. The other party was the owner of a private company in Tianjin, named Long Sheng (pseudonym), who was a few years older than my husband. We quickly established contact through video. In the video, I saw that he was a burly man , not handsome but somewhat authoritative, at least not unpleasant. At first, two men appeared in the video. The other party quickly responded that his wife had approved my husband's request. My husband gestured with his lips towards me , meaning he was waiting for my response . I was a little embarrassed, but still nodded curiously.

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, we arranged our first meeting. Since their child was studying at a university in another city, we decided to meet in Tianjin
. One weekend, we arranged for the child to stay at his maternal grandparents' house, and then took a long-distance bus there
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We got off directly at the Tianjin Economic-Technological Development Area, where Longsheng was already waiting to pick us up in his Passat. Longsheng
is a tall man, 1.85 meters tall, with a very robust build. In front of him, my husband, who is 1.73 meters tall, seemed much
less imposing. Longsheng looked like a mafia boss, and my husband and I exchanged glances and couldn't help but laugh. Actually , Longsheng is a very easy-going person. After introducing some things to us, we quickly became quite friendly . However , as this was my first time participating in such an event, I was still a little nervous, and I felt that my smile was a bit stiff. Long Sheng glanced at the rearview mirror and smiled, saying, "Mrs. Xu, is this your first time attending such an event? It's normal to be nervous. But don't worry, you can always withdraw. If all else fails, the four of us can sit and chat for five days." My face flushed red, and I lowered my head in embarrassment. Soon we arrived at their home, a two-story duplex penthouse. The large bay window overlooked the entire Tianjin Development Zone, offering a beautiful view. Long's wife had already prepared the meal and urged us to eat quickly. Let 's call Long's wife Sister-in-law for now. She was almost 40 years old, and to be honest, she wasn't particularly attractive compared to ... * I'm nowhere near as good. Her figure isn't as good as mine either. I'm 1.67 meters tall, she's only 1.6 meters. She's not fat, you could even say she's quite thin , while I'm a 75C . However, her demeanor is alright, like someone with social standing; apparently, she's a lecturer at M?qDlVo F University . I really don't understand what my husband sees in her. Maybe it's because he prefers thin women . Of course, men and women have different standards for judging women. We quickly finished our half-hearted meal. We sat in the living room watching TV for a while, the atmosphere a little awkward. But Longsheng broke the silence, asking us in a questioning tone: " How about we go up to the master bedroom and watch some DVDs?" "My husband looked at me, and I kept my head down without saying a word. He nodded. Mr. and Mrs. Longsheng led us upstairs. My sister-in-law sat casually on the bed, and my husband sat down next to her without any hesitation. I sat carefully on the chaise lounge by the window. Longsheng turned on the TV and picked out an adult film (which was very similar to many films with explicit sexual content ) . It seemed he was already very experienced. After watching for a while, Longsheng came and sat down next to me. I was at a loss and didn't know how to react. After a while, seeing that I didn't react, he put his arm around my waist. When his big hand gripped my waist, I actually felt a little weak. " Long Sheng whispered in my ear, "I liked you the moment I saw you . " My face immediately burned. He pressed harder, and I leaned against him. Seeing this , my husband also lay down on the bed and climbed next to my sister-in-law. She didn't object and let him hold her like that . After watching for a while, Long Sheng probably felt it was enough and suggested that we all take a shower. My husband agreed and pulled my sister-in- law into the bathroom. As soon as he left, I felt abandoned and couldn't help but sigh. Seeing my husband leave, Long Sheng immediately reached out and pulled me into his arms. I was a little surprised and groaned . He thought I was encouraging him and covered my mouth without saying a word . I have to admit, he's a man who really knows how to kiss. His kisses felt wonderful; our tongues intertwined, and there was even a spark . Seeing that I 'd given in, Long Sheng started kneading my breasts through my body, and my body gradually went limp.

He pulled open my clothes, which was a bit inconvenient since it was winter. He commanded, "Take them off." I
unconsciously unbuttoned them; his words seemed to have a magical power, making it impossible for me to refuse. I stood up and started undressing, while he sat there admiring me. At first, I felt a little embarrassed, and as each piece of clothing left
my body , I became even more ashamed. After all, it's not easy for a woman who has never had extramarital sex before to be naked in front of a strange man. I was only wearing underwear when he beckoned to me: "Come on, help me undress." I couldn't refuse, so I went over and started helping him undress. At first, I was standing, which made it quite inconvenient, so he pulled me down, gesturing for me to kneel . Surprisingly , I obediently knelt down again to help him remove his clothes. Long Sheng's physique was indeed very robust; it was clear he had a fit body in his youth, but a man in his forties ... GX* had developed a bit of a belly with age. What surprised me was his penis; when he took off his pants, I was shocked to see how large it was inside his white briefs. He suddenly pulled my hand to his penis, and I looked up at him in surprise. Long Sheng smiled and said, "Don't you want to see it?" I chuckled at his words, and the atmosphere instantly became much more relaxed. At this moment, my husband and sister-in-law had finished showering and come out. My face flushed again, and Long Sheng pulled me up and said to my husband, "Mrs. Xu is truly a beauty , haha ." My husband actually nodded somewhat shyly, and suddenly I felt a little uneasy . Why did my husband seem a bit awkward ? Long Sheng pulled me into the bathroom, where the hot water was still running. He reached for the clasp on the back of my bra . With the last thrust, my two large breasts felt instantly liberated. Then he untied my hair, and a cascade of jet-black curly hair fell down. He embraced me from behind, kissing my earlobe, his hands working in tandem, his left hand playing with my breasts, his right hand slipping inside my underwear to invade my private parts. At first, I tried to resist by clamping my legs together, but the hot breath from his nose made my body go weak, and I couldn't help but let out a moan. To make things easier , he even pulled my thighs up and placed them on the edge of the bathtub; my private parts no longer offered any resistance, and he ... AY's thick fingers plunged deep into my flower bud, digging and probing. I could no longer suppress the surging passion; my lower body was already overflowing. I moaned wantonly: Ah... I reached behind me to stroke his back with one hand, while the other was guided down to my body, grasping that deadly penis. It was so big, much bigger than my husband's. Before I knew it, I was turned around . I instinctively took off his underwear. His black penis, the glans gleaming, almost made me faint . He pressed my shoulder and gave me a wink. I couldn't resist kneeling down to give him oral sex. My mouth could barely contain that enormous penis. " Oh , baby , so comfortable, you're such a beauty." Long Sheng's voice seemed to encourage me, and I worked even harder, imitating the female protagonists in pornographic films. I even felt that serving him required more care than serving my husband. After eating for a while , he pulled me into the bathtub to take a bath. He even taught me to apply shower gel to my breasts and rub it on his back, jokingly calling it "abalone head rubbing. " When we came out of the bathroom, my husband was already having sex with my sister- in -law. I saw him sitting there, their lower bodies joined together, my sister-in -law tilting her head back, her body twisting and emitting seductive moans. My husband glanced at us out of the corner of his eye , and immediately fell back into the frenzy of sex. I had always had a question in my mind: what is my husband like when he has sex with other people? Suddenly, a feeling of jealousy welled up inside me, perhaps because of the way my husband had looked at me earlier. (r. wj{ :Y KI3*r

Long Sheng pulled me to sit on the chaise lounge and resumed his assault. My body, already highly sensitive from the stimulation ,
was still wet. I realized he was quite wicked; I sat
on his lap, facing the bed, my legs draped over his hairy thighs. His penis pressed against my private parts, not rushing in, but instead using various techniques to play with my breasts and overflowing clitoris. His voice rang in my ear: " How about it, your husband seems to really enjoy fucking my wife." "I knew he was trying to provoke me, but I was still incredibly jealous. I closed my eyes, turned around, and hugged his head to kiss him . This time , I was the one who initiated it. He picked me up and placed me on the chaise longue, in a crawling position. His penis kept pressing against my labia, and I knew he was about to enter. My body tensed up, waiting for this moment, but it seemed to be out of its depths, thrashing about below. I felt like I couldn't take it anymore, but he whispered in my ear, 'Want it? Put it in.' Almost without thinking, I reached out and guided his huge penis to my clitoris, while simultaneously twisting my body to welcome its entry. At this moment, I was in a state of ecstasy; I desperately needed his penetration." When it broke through my labia and entered, a wave of satisfaction surged through my vagina. "So thick ! " I groaned, feeling a great weight lifted from my shoulders. At that moment, I noticed my husband was staring at me with a strange expression. I heard his body slapping against my buttocks, a sound so lewd and intoxicating that I couldn't control myself. Then, I heard my husband suddenly let out a deep, angry roar— he had ejaculated. I moaned even more wildly, matching the rhythm of Longsheng's manipulation . Long Sheng bent down, wantonly ravaging my full breasts, which suddenly gave me a feeling of humiliation, as if I were being played with . But this feeling further drove my body's sensations, and after a few minutes, I was almost at orgasm , my cries becoming more and more urgent. He seemed to sense something and suddenly sped up. Just as I was about to reach my peak, he suddenly pulled my hair, making my body arch backward. This pain became the last straw for my orgasm. I screamed ecstatically, trembling, tears streaming from my eyes... I don't know how much time passed, but Long Sheng continued to manipulate me , his strength seemingly endless. I don't even know how many orgasms I've had . My body sways helplessly in the manipulation, and I beg for mercy, "Big brother , I can't take it anymore, please spare me, I'm going to die." Long Sheng turns me over and makes me lie on the couch. I finally get a chance to catch my breath. Then I see his face, a victor's smile on his lips, as he enters my body again. I completely collapse. It's an endless night. I don't know why Long Sheng has such powerful sexual abilities. I first had sex with him twice more. Each time lasted nearly an hour, and I had several orgasms. My sister-in-law had been taking care of my husband, but he often became a spectator, watching a strong and powerful man play with his wife. His expression changed from initial excitement to a hint of jealousy. But I seemed to have developed a vengeful mentality. Was this the kind of feeling you wanted to get in return? We played from 9 pm until dawn, the exciting banquet finally ending. I was exhausted and fell asleep in my husband's arms . Thankfully, he didn't relinquish this last right. I slept until 2 pm on Sunday afternoon. When I woke up, I found them dressed and chatting in the living room. My sister - in-law seemed very open, constantly explaining things to me. Long Sheng, however, didn't say much, sitting to the side, glancing at me occasionally. That look sent chills down my spine, reminding me of the lewd experience of the previous night . My husband seemed listless, for an easy reason. After sitting for about half an hour , my husband said he wanted to leave. Long Sheng and his wife didn't stop him, only saying something like, "Let him go." O`

We exchanged polite words like " Let's sit a while longer." Longsheng drove us to the long-distance bus station, and we took a bus back to Beijing. Along the way
, my husband and I rarely spoke; I held him tightly, as if afraid of losing something. After this experience, life returned to normal, except my husband was no longer enthusiastic about swapping partners, and his performance in bed suddenly became fierce, often very rough with me. It seemed he was still traumatized by that incident , because he often asked me during sex, "Is Longsheng's penis better than mine?" I knew his self -esteem was hurt, so I could only offer him comfort. Although my husband was much more proactive than before, due to objective limitations, I never felt that same feeling again, that trembling feeling I had that day. Two months passed quickly, and my husband had to go on a business trip to the south for a month. Fate played a cruel trick; a phone call came suddenly… Ten days after my husband left, I received a call—it was from Long Sheng. So sometimes I wonder if people are truly controlled by fate? Long Sheng said on the phone, “ Brother misses you. When will you come again?” I said, “My husband is on a business trip; I can’t go.” Long Sheng said , “He’s gone. Aren’t you lonely? Come to Tianjin, let your brother see you . ” I said , "It can't be like this. I promised him that both of us had to be there for the exchange." Long Sheng said, "Who said this is an exchange? I'm only looking for you alone. You're a beauty, you shouldn't let loneliness hold you back. Come on, I'll be waiting for you this weekend." I was speechless for a moment, my heart pounding, and I didn't know how to refuse again. Long Sheng continued, "I know you can't forget me, why deceive yourself? I've prepared a wonderful night for you. Yan, I like you very much, I really want to see you." His words felt like commands to me, and I realized this problem from that night. Yes . I couldn't refuse his request. I could only delay by saying I'd think about it. After hanging up, I was plunged into endless pain . I knew that it was no longer a simple exchange without emotional involvement; I was sliding towards a dangerous edge. I felt a sense of fear. A 35-year-old woman, past the age of budding romance , with a respectable job and a happy family, was facing a fatal temptation, and I was powerless to resist. What was it that was making me so confused and bewildered? Was it his huge penis, his imposing appearance, or the domineering aura he exuded? After hanging up , I subconsciously dialed another number. It was my husband's number... "Hello... Wife, is that you ?" The familiar voice rang out on the other end of the line . “It’s me…” I suddenly didn’t know what to say. “ Oh, why are you calling me at this hour?” It was 3 p.m. “I wanted to ask how long it would be before you came back.” “ Ah , that’s it? I thought something had happened ! Didn’t I tell you, at least until the end of the month ? ” He sounded relaxed on the other end of the line. “ Oh, can’t it be sooner ? I miss you.” After a moment’s hesitation , I said this, which was the best I could do . But for some reason, I didn’t tell him about Long Sheng’s invitation to meet me. “ That’s strange, you never do this. Did something happen? ”

"Oh, no, I just watched a movie last night and missed you a little." I lied. "
Was
it one of those kinds of movies?" " You know about that stuff, but no, it wasn't.
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"My mind was in turmoil, whether to tell him or not. 'There's something else...' ' Oh, we 'll talk about it tonight. I've already joined their company, that's all for now.' He hung up. Hearing the dial tone, I felt a pang of disappointment. In that instant, I had planned to tell him ...' That night, I waited for my husband's call. I even saw it as a test of fate. If he called , I would tell him about Longsheng and reject him. If he didn't call, I didn't know what to do. Finally, one night he didn't call, and I was accompanied by a long, sleepless night. Was this another twist of fate ? " Two more days passed , and on Friday, he called again. He asked when I could come. I was silent for a while, and he waited in silence as well. I could almost feel the confident smile on the other end of the line . My stubborn nature suddenly erupted: "No, I'm not going." A somewhat disappointed tone came from the other end of the line . He didn't try to tempt me further and hung up. I felt a sense of relief, but at the same time, I had an indescribable feeling. This was my last act of resistance, and I was glad I still had that courage. The next day was Saturday , and my son had made plans to go on a picnic with his classmates. I thought the matter was over, and that a lonely, haggard housewife could only pass the time by shopping. While I was shopping, the phone suddenly rang. I looked and saw it was Longsheng calling. " I'm in Beijing, where are you?" My heart started pounding. I said, "I'm out shopping." "With your husband ? Is he back?" " No, he's still on a business trip." "Okay, come over now. I'll be waiting for you in room 412 of the XXX Hotel." His tone left no room for argument. I wanted to say something, but I didn't have a chance; he had already hung up. At that moment , I felt like I was in a boundless sea . What should I do ? I had no idea. |XWZ*^(XK if !!6P y I wandered aimlessly through the mall, completely disoriented. Maybe I should just confront him directly? Strangely enough, this dangerous thought flashed through my mind at that moment, and so, without realizing it, I found myself outside the mall, hailed a taxi , and headed to the hotel. C!Mz OSVL uL ,DC yq As I walked down the hotel corridor, I subconsciously glanced at my outfit in the mirror at the stairwell . I was wearing a black turtleneck sweater, its tightness accentuating my ample breasts, and a plaid velvet skirt. The bottom part of my outfit was... [unintelligible text] I was furious. He

was
dressed like that! I knocked on the door, heard some noises inside, and when it opened, a massive figure came into view. Good heavens! He wasn't wearing any clothes, just his underwear. He smiled at me: "You've finally come. I knew you would." He pulled me close, embraced me, and sealed my lips with his. The door behind me slowly closed, the sound of the lock striking my heart like a hammer blow .YJ*>6r It was as if it had shut down my way back.

I wanted to resist, but he was so strong that
I lost all strength as soon as I was in his arms. We kissed for a while before he released me. I quickly said, "I came here to..." But he covered my mouth with his hand, pointed to the bathroom , and said in a commanding tone, "Go, wash up, don't be so tired, relax." From the moment I stepped into the bathroom, I knew I could no longer resist. I completely surrendered. Whatever , it's not the first time anyway. Thinking this, I closed my eyes and started taking off my clothes. Long Sheng seemed to have endless sexual interest in my body; his large body often covered me . 7? His body wantonly played with mine, with a passion that seemed to want to devour me. He held me tightly, calling my name: "You are a stunner, the sexiest woman I have ever seen. You are destined to be my woman, let your body enjoy the most passionate sex." He displayed all sorts of lovemaking techniques, so exquisite, some even extremely vulgar. But these techniques always made me dizzy . For example, he suddenly took out a blindfold and covered my eyes, tied me to the bed, and used vulgar language to ravage me, even pinching my nipples with clips. Because of my infatuation with him, I endured it all , even deliberately trying to please him. It wasn't until much later that I learned it was called SM . During our sex, I discovered I was capable of squirting, a term he had taught me , meaning the ability to ejaculate during orgasm. Each time I squirted, I felt inexplicably excited, because he seemed even more excited. For eight whole hours , my brother and I remained naked and entangled, barely leaving the bed. Aside from resting, we made love. I found myself enjoying this life, making love without a care in the world, even stroking his penis while sleeping. The repression from over 30 years of impoverished life , once released , was terrifying. I couldn't figure out if I loved him or succumbed to what was called fate . To be honest , he gave me a very fulfilling feeling. His chest was so broad and thick, and a sense of security filled my mind. Perhaps what a woman needs most is this feeling of fulfillment, not wasting her life in a boring and empty daily routine. Six months later , I became Longsheng 's mistress. He frequently sought opportunities to go to Beijing on business or for other reasons . But I knew very well that it was all for me. Each of his visits made me nervous, wondering what kind of tricks he would pull this time. I even got an IUD inserted to prevent pregnancy. He was a dark king to me, irresistible to me. I tried my best to meet him every time. He had a house in Beijing that he stopped renting out specifically for this purpose. Whenever he came, I would disappear for a few hours to go there and have sex with him. After each time I had sex with him , I could n't face my husband when I got home, and our sex life became increasingly boring . Compared to him, my husband seemed like a primary school student. But I tried even harder to please him and make him happy . I know it was my guilt that was causing this. For half a year, my husband hadn't noticed anything. This only fueled my guilt. So I lived my days in this contradictory and painful state, indulging in physical pleasure with Longsheng, and feeling like I wanted to die when having sex with my husband. One day at the end of September, I received another call from Longsheng. He said he would be coming to Beijing on Thursday and told me to get ready for a new game . Even though half a year had passed, my heart still raced every time I received his call .

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Thursday afternoon, I took leave from work and went to his house in Beijing. Longsheng was already waiting for me there .
We hardly did anything when we met, just went straight to the point. As soon as I entered, there was the same passionate kiss, he always seemed so enthusiastic. After we separated, he smiled at me, and I knew what was coming next. I consciously took off my clothes. Now I have learned how to take off my clothes to please him. I slowly took off my outer clothes, unbuttoned my shirt, and then loosened my skirt, twisting as I pulled it down. He sat on the bed, squinting as he watched my performance. Inside, I was wearing a black camisole and black stockings, his favorite outfit. ) After I took off my clothes, I would help him take them off, then have him sit on the edge of the bed and start servicing his penis with my mouth, sometimes even using my breasts to stimulate it . He hummed with great enjoyment; my oral skills had now satisfied him greatly. Seeing his satisfied expression, I licked him even harder. After a while, he took out a blindfold and put it on me, a common prop . After putting it on, he pushed me down onto the bed and roughly entered my body. This was a bit strange; he was usually very patient, often spending half an hour on foreplay alone . But before I could think about it, I was already immersed in the feeling of his hardness and size. Since it had been half a month since his last visit, I greedily enjoyed his manipulation. I felt as if ... X blamed him for neglecting me and twisted his body wildly. After a while, he suddenly left my body, leaving me feeling empty. He said, "Wait a minute." Then he walked away. I wasn't surprised, because he sometimes wanted to try something new during play. A little while later he came back, and his penis entered my body again. But I suddenly felt something was wrong, because I was very familiar with that thing, but the feeling was different from before. I suddenly pulled off my blindfold and was shocked to find that the person on top of me was a stranger. Long Sheng was sitting next to us, smiling and watching us. This strange man was probably about my age, and when he saw me open my eyes, he sped up even more. I cried out: " Big brother , who is this person? " J_vx* Long Sheng still smiled and said, "Yan, this is a gift I prepared for you. We'll have a threesome today." tQ06 "M% * ~|R ! |& I still wanted to struggle, but he bent down, pressed my body down, and kissed me. I was pinned down by two men and couldn't move at all, my lower body was being manipulated by strangers. He said in my ear, "Didn't I mention it to you last time ? You said I dared? Well, here it is." I finally remembered what he had said the previous two times. I thought he was joking because he hadn't mentioned it again for a month. I didn't expect it to be true. } ) Lb N,F g Xl@ I painfully closed my eyes and gave up resisting. Long Sheng picked me up, made the other man lie down, and made me sit on him . Then he took something and smeared it on my anus, and then inserted his big thing into my back door. ^ 24 _`S{* Although he had tried to penetrate my anus before, this time it felt very different. Two penises attacked my lower body from both front and back. My already sensitive body was immediately driven by them, and any surprise or resistance I had felt earlier had vanished . His beard brushed against my ear from behind, his favorite tactic. I had seen countless scenes like this in porn, and now it was actually happening to me. My mind went numb , and I just let my body accept the two men from both sides. I quickly came to orgasm from both of them at the same time. After it ended, I learned that this was one of his exchange partners, named Mr. Gao. After resting for a while, Mr. Gao lay down next to me with a lewd grin and roughly took advantage of me. Long Sheng, on the other hand, had a confident smile on his face . u_9% MuCm.?`That day, I played with the two of them until 9 pm before Longsheng let me go. w { 2 / K

] Autumn
in Beijing, the weather is a bit chilly, a gust of cold wind suddenly made me feel unusually cold. The
man who fascinated me so easily let me share him with others, so what am I to him?
Maybe I'm just a plaything, one of his many playthings, but now he's still interested in me. He 'll find all sorts of pleasure in me. 0 4f6 T + >!!v0 oF As I walked, I kept thinking, and tears couldn't help but flow. Suddenly I felt incredibly despicable, no different from a prostitute. I knew these were tears of regret, and I suddenly hated my husband so much; it was his curiosity and lust that led me to this point. Thinking of Mr. Gao 's appearance just now, I felt extremely disgusted. Women are inherently emotional creatures ; they're willing to give everything for someone they like. But when I learned the true nature of his feelings for me , I finally despaired. After that, I tried my best to cut off contact with Longsheng . Although I would occasionally go on dates with him in the following months, I subconsciously reduced my dependence on him, for example, by seeking opportunities to travel for work to avoid him . Until that day, January 1st, 2006, I specifically chose this day to call him. I resolutely told him on the phone that I wouldn't be with him anymore. As you can imagine, he was incredibly surprised on the phone, but he quickly regained his confidence in me: " Yan , you can't escape it, it's your destiny, you're destined to be with me." " Take that back. I've figured it out. I 'm just your plaything. I won't continue like this. Do n't bother my life anymore." After saying that, I hung up the phone. At that moment, I felt a sense of relief . Although he tried to seduce me for a long time afterward, I gritted my teeth and refused to go on those dates that had once brought me joy but now brought me more pain. I even changed my phone number. Fortunately, during our relationship, I had been careful not to tell him my workplace or work phone number. Long Sheng , the man who once made me tremble, finally disappeared from my life after a year of our tumultuous affair. After the Spring Festival in 2006, about a year after I entered this abyss, I divorced my husband because I felt betrayed by him . VA9&n I don't want to go too far. I want to come back and find that peaceful me, that me without pain and the entanglement of flesh and blood . Perhaps everything is already irretrievable.

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