Adoption Diary: Inviting a Wolf into the House 01~33 1334

Chapter Twenty-Nine
At this moment, Sijian hadn't wiped his bottom yet, his pajama pants were still at his knees, and he was in a bent-over position, his underdeveloped genitals hanging between his legs, swaying slightly with his tense breathing. Slowly, the sheets and old clothes slipped from Kexin's hands and fell onto the floor tiles with a soft groan. Kexin finally reacted, letting out a soft "Ah" and quickly turning around. "I...Mom...I didn't know you were...Lock the door from now on..." Kexin stammered these words before quickly opening the door and leaving. What followed was a scene where I saw Kexin blushing and nervously.
All of this happened because Kexin accidentally saw her adopted son's penis. It was also the first time I had ever seen Sijian's penis. That penis was different from others; it showed no signs of erection, yet its size was astonishing. Moreover, perhaps due to racial differences, the non-erect penis was dark black, appearing quite fierce. According to my estimation, Sijian's erect penis should be at least 18 centimeters long. Keep in mind, this is before Sijian is fully developed. If he were fully developed... I can't even imagine... Kexin was initially stunned and dumbfounded, perhaps because it was the first time she had seen such a large penis, or perhaps the size exceeded her perception.
At this point, I understood why Kexin was so certain. Even when I'm erect, my penis isn't as big as Sijian's. Kexin could easily imagine how big Sijian's penis would be. Kexin was "forced" to observe Sijian's penis so closely for so long. I guess she must have recalled Sijian's penis countless times in her mind. Perhaps this was the first time she had seen another man's penis, a child's penis, and a huge penis. Perhaps she never imagined that Sijian's penis would be bigger than mine as an adult. Some women harbor a kind of reverence for male genitalia, and perhaps Kexin is no exception. At least, I, Kexin, can sense it. Ever since Kexin saw Sijian's penis, her view of him has changed; he's no longer just a child, but a real man… That night, as I was having sex with Kexin from behind, she could completely tell that the penis wasn't Sijian's, because Sijian's penis wouldn't be that small. This was why Kexin was so certain. The main reason she said, "I know it wasn't Sijian," is, of course, something she may never explain to me... Considering that after Kexin saw Sijian's penis, there didn't seem to be much awkwardness between mother and son; on the contrary, their relationship became even closer. I'm pretty sure that seeing Sijian's penis touched and changed Kexin's heart. As for what changed or how much, I have no idea.
I also noticed something strange: I've never seen Sijian masturbate or ejaculate. You know, most boys in puberty masturbate, but Sijian only touches his genitals a few times and never masturbates. This makes me feel very strange. Could it be that Sijian doesn't know how to masturbate?
After watching the video and understanding the situation, I decided to take control of the situation and not let it continue like this. However, I couldn't tell Kexin about the surveillance cameras I installed at home. From now on, I could only try to spend more time at home and reduce the time Kexin and Sijian spent alone together. Although Kexin and Sijian could be alone at school, school is not like home. Kexin and Sijian are not mother and son at school, and there are many people there, so I feel very safe at school.
After that night when Kexin almost lost her virginity, I became highly vigilant towards Sijian. At home, I still maintained a public father-son relationship with Sijian, showing him care and concern as needed, without letting Kexin see anything. For a child like Sijian, with my extensive social network, I guess he could tell that I had developed reservations and wariness towards him.
Time flies by, and before I knew it, another month had passed. During this past month, I tried my best to finish my work during the day, avoiding overtime, and going home on time after get off work. I also tried to avoid business trips as much as possible. When business trips were necessary, I would ask my supervisor to let someone else go instead, citing health reasons as the reason. Having worked at the company for so long, I'm quite familiar with my supervisor, so I didn't have to travel this month, enjoying the peace and quiet without having to run around.
That conflict between Kexin and me finally made her stop ignoring my feelings. While treating Sijian well, she also made sure I wasn't "wronged," trying her best to treat everyone equally. Perhaps because I was home, Sijian stopped "acting" and slept peacefully. Kexin kept me company every night, letting me enjoy her tenderness. Everything seemed to have returned to normal. The new member, Sijian, seemed to be slowly integrating into the family, and Kexin and I got used to his presence. The only thing that hadn't progressed was that Sijian still hadn't called me "Dad," always calling me "Uncle." I didn't say anything about it, and Kexin didn't force him to, since it was something Sijian had to do voluntarily.
However, the peaceful days didn't last long. The company suddenly received a new assignment: to conduct an undercover investigation into illegal coal and brick kilns in Shanxi. Negative rumors about these kilns were circulating, but there was no concrete evidence or data on their impact. As a news agency, this kind of reporting was both the most pressing and the most sensitive. After confirming the rumors, the company's top management decided to send their most professional reporters on an undercover mission, hoping to gather substantial information, as news reporting requires solid evidence. However, illegal coal and brick kilns are extremely dangerous. If the undercover reporters are exposed, those bosses might do something crazy for profit and their own safety. They might become desperate and bite when cornered. Therefore, this mission is very challenging and dangerous.
Based on these requirements, I was the most suitable candidate in the entire company. I had worked incredibly hard in the past, completing countless dangerous undercover and surreptitious filming missions, which is why I was respected as a senior colleague by all the employees. The company leaders immediately thought of me and spoke with me. After much deliberation, I decided to take on the mission, not for any other reason than for my career. This mission was extremely dangerous and high-level; if successful, it would propel my journalism career to its peak. One of the company leaders even told me that if I completed the mission, he would recommend me to the company's top leader as his successor, since he had less than a year until his retirement. With his recommendation, my chances of promotion would be very high—a position I had long coveted. In order to achieve my ideals and goals, and to make my family situation better, I decided to accept this challenge.
I thoroughly reviewed the detailed information the company currently possessed regarding the illegal coal mines and brick kilns. The company also provided all the necessary hardware and personnel I needed. That night, my supervisor and I spent a long time discussing the matter, finalizing my partner and the action plan. Everything was in place. Holding the action plan, I led my team on a small rehearsal. I felt both fear and anticipation about this operation, but the thought of future promotions and raises overcame my fear with excitement.
"Honey, I'm going on a business trip the day after tomorrow..." I said to Kexin, who was lying in bed next to me, after we got home and had dinner.
"Oh, how long will you be away on business?" Kexin was already used to the nature of my work, so she wasn't surprised at all.
"It will take at least a month, maybe longer. This mission is an undercover operation, so I'll be keeping a close watch on my phone. Wait for me to contact you first, and whatever you do, don't call me first. If you do call and my phone is off, don't worry, okay?"
「這次的任務是不是很危險？」可心聽到我說的話後，趕緊從床上坐了起來，臉上帶著擔憂說道，其實以前的時候，包括我去林場暗訪，去國外當戰地記者，可心都是反對的，但是她拗不過我，最後只能為我祝福著送我離開，雖然我經常出差，但是危險的任務被她知道的次數並不多，我能隱瞞就儘量隱瞞她。
「有危險，但是沒有生命危險，放心吧，這次的任務和以前的相比，小巫見大巫……」我沒有告訴可心這次任務的危險性，害怕她擔心，其實這次的任務十分危險，危險程度不下於我去非洲當戰地記者那一次，但是我對於自己還是信心十足，因為這次要對付的是幾個黑窯老闆，可不是外國的軍隊和軍閥，只要小心翼翼即可。
「你沒有騙我？」可心半信半疑的問我，臉上還是帶著擔心。
「真的沒有騙你，老婆，放心，經過這一次之後，以後我再也不進行暗訪的任務了……」我向可心保證道，只要我把這次的任務完成，那麼我就可以升職加薪了，到時候當上了領導，還需要我出去暗訪執行危險任務麼？以後交給自己的下屬去做即可，自己就整天在辦公室裏辦公，喝喝茶水，弄弄文案，弄弄電腦，整整報表即可。
「真的？你自己在那笑什麼呢？」可心此時看著滿臉開花的我，不由得問道。
「沒什麼……」我本來想告訴可心我回來後可能會升職加薪的事情，雖然我回來後，領導不會馬上退休，但是我會變成領導的儲備，到時候就整天跟在領導身邊，開始輔助和學習，到時候就算是二把手了。每次想想自己心中都是美美的，金錢和權利，哪個男人會不喜歡？但是我決定還是給可心一個驚喜，等我平安回來後再告訴可心這個喜訊。萬一自己現在說了，最後任務失敗，自己豈不是沒法圓話了。
經過這一個月的生活，我對於家裏已經沒有多少擔心了，至少我不會擔心可心，思建雖然衝動，但是可心得肯給他機會才怪。在這一個月中，我在我和可心感情最甜的時候稍微提到過一下思建，告訴可心要注意思建的青春期，尤其是心理和生理，那次我說的比較隱晦，但是態度比較堅決，對於可心也產生了一定的影響，我能看得出來，她對於思建產生了一絲警惕，只是警惕性似乎不大，但是有總比沒有好。
兩天后，和可心最後交代了一些事情後，我就帶著我的團隊出發了。坐在車裏，看著自己的家，自己所在的城市越來越遠，每一次都會讓我非常的感慨，這種傷感可能永遠都會存在吧，因為我心中無比在乎自己的心愛妻子，也無比在乎那個讓自己唯一能感受到安全和溫暖的家。
城市已經遠離我的視線，我轉回了頭，揉了揉自己的臉，開始給自己打氣，自己一定會成功的，也一定要成功。所有的人，包括我自己，都等著自己「凱旋」歸來，金錢，權利，我來了……
第三十章
帶著對於家庭和妻子的懷念，到達目的地後，我全身心的投入到工作中，這次的工作非比尋常，危險性不必說，最重要的是要保證取材偷拍的品質。按照所有的計畫，我和我的團隊開始協作。時間就這麼過著，我把自己所有的私人物品都寄存在了我們公司所在的分部裏，包括我的手機等。沒辦法，這些東西很有可能暴露我們的身份，所以要摒棄一切包含個人資訊的東西。
就這樣與世隔絕了過了大半個月後，再我找準時機回到分部整理寄放偷拍素材的時候，我把手機開機給可心打了一個電話，可心在電話中充滿了對於我的擔憂，但是沒有發現什麼異常。在以前的工作中，我經常會失聯的，就像在非洲的時候，作為戰地記者，因為戰爭對於城市的破壞嚴重，手機根本沒有信號，我們同事之間聯繫也只能用衛星電話或者對講機，而大部分的時候，因為安全需要，衛星電話是很少用的。以免被一些插入戰爭的外國勢力捕捉到信號，抱著寧殺錯不放過的心態發動無人機進行轟炸空襲。
在執行這次任務的過程中，有好多次都陷入了暴露的險境，不過在我謹慎小心到極致的心態和臨場應變能力的協作下，幾次都是化險為夷。距離我離家一個多月的時候，我好不容易再次找到機會回到分部，那個時候已經是晚上了，我把手機開機給可心打電話，只是我打了好幾個電話，電話也通了，但就是沒有人接聽，沒有辦法，時間有限，我只能再次把手機關機，趕緊回到自己該回去的地方。雖然電話沒有接聽，但是可心肯定會看到我的來電顯示，也算是給可心報平安了。
就這樣膽戰心驚的過了將近兩個月後，我們的任務終於圓滿完成，期間我只找到機會給可心打了兩個電話，第二個電話還沒有打通。我們團隊懷著激動的心情，帶著收穫的東西向著自己家的方向趕去。我坐在車裏，回想起這兩個與非人的生活，還有自己整天害怕的睡不著覺，無數次的想中途放棄，但是想到自己的家，還有心愛的妻子可心，我就在心裏不斷的告誡自己，堅持，堅持，在堅持，最後，我還是成功的。
我坐在車裏，我們團隊的其他人都顯得十分安靜，因為這兩月的生活猶如地獄一般，讓人不想去回想，大家都享受著難得的寧靜。我癱軟的坐在車裏，看著景物在車窗不斷的向後移去，心中歸家的欲望越來越強烈。由於保密需要，在完成所有的工作，在徹底交付公司之前，我們所有的人的手機必須關閉，不能和外界聯繫，沒有辦法，害怕有內鬼洩漏機密，對於一個新聞媒體公司來說，素材機密就是公司的靈魂，我作為帶頭人必然要起到表率的作用。我心中無數次的想開機告訴可心我回來了，但是不得不忍住。
時隔兩個月，我終於回到了我們所在的城市，團隊中的有些成員不由得落淚，因為這兩個月太不容易了，好幾次我們都認為自己回不來了，仿佛有一種死裏逃生的感覺。我們所有的人直接奔著公司趕去，到了公司，我帶著我的團隊直接進入了會議室，同時通知了公司高層，因為我們徹底斷絕了對外的聯繫，公司高層也不知道我們回來了。
當我們團隊把所有的資料用多媒體向公司高層彙報的時候，公司高層都十分的激動，他們都知道，這些資料意味著什麼，這些資料的價值有多大。開完這場私密的會議，已經是晚上了，其他成員都回家休息去了，公司特批了幾天假期，讓大家調整一下。但是我卻被公司高層叫到了辦公室，當一張總監儲備的任命書遞到我手上的時候，我的心不住的在顫抖，如果不是幾個大領導都在，我肯定會當場跳起來。
有了這份任命書，我當上部門總監只是時間的問題了，只要老總監退休。公司最高領導當成批復給我了十萬元的現今作為初級獎勵，團隊的其他成員等回來後也會給發放獎金。其實光有任命書比什麼金錢都重要，但是獎金也算是額外之喜。我走出公司後，沒有第一時間回家，而是直接到了珠寶行買了一枚鑽戒，花了我一半的獎金，但是我沒有心疼，因為這是我欠可心的一個承諾。因為我和可心結婚的時候條件不好，鑽戒的承諾一直沒有兌現，這次我終於有資金給可心買鑽戒了，雖然花了好幾萬，但是心中還是美美的。買完鑽戒後，我回到公司把自己一些工作提前做完，因為公司領導給我放了一個星期的假期，讓我好好休息一下，要知道假期對於我是多麼的寶貴，我決定帶著可心出去旅遊一下，雖然時間很短，但是夠用了。
在回家的路上，我腦海中不斷回想著自己將來當上部門總監那風光的樣子，每個人見到我都要叫一聲「總監」，那感覺一定很爽。我看了一眼時間，已經是晚上九點多了，估計這個時候可心和思建已經睡了吧。我本來事先給可心打一個電話來著，只是我想要給可心一個驚喜，手中的任命書和鑽戒就是最大的驚喜。
走到家裏的樓下，看了看時間，已經將近十點了，看著自己家住的樓層，此時家裏燈光都熄滅了，看來可心和思建都已經睡覺了。在離家之前，我和可心懇談過一次，可心也說了，為了避免對思建造成影響，以後不陪著思建睡覺了，自己以前沒有想那麼多，所以我此時心中沒有什麼可擔心的。
到了家門口，我的腳步很輕，我拿出了鑰匙，輕輕的插入攪動打開房門。如果此時思建和可心已經睡著了，我不想打擾到可心休息，畢竟我不在家的時候，可心負責照顧整個家，和以往不同，現在家裏又多了一個孩子，可心的辛苦可想而知，房門輕輕的被我打開，只發出了很小的聲音。房門打開的一瞬間，家裏熟悉的氣息迎面而來，我站在門口貪婪的呼吸著這熟悉的空氣，以前怎麼沒有發覺這個味道是如此的好聞。
我輕輕的關閉了房門，脫掉了鞋子，手裏拿著任命書和鑽戒，我輕輕的向著自己的臥室走去，我看到思建臥室的房門緊閉著，而我和可心的臥室卻是開著的。我此時心中還是有一點緊張，雖然我走之前再三叮囑可心不要再陪著思建睡覺，可心也答應了，但是可心是個心軟的人，萬一思建再來一場「戲」，心疼思建的可心難免不會再被思建得逞。
等我來到我和可心臥室的時候，我看到了可心穿著性感睡衣躺在我倆的床上，此時睡的正香。我慢慢的走進她，彎腰把臉貼近可心的臉頰，可心的體溫隔著空氣傳遞到我的臉上，她的身體散發著沐浴露的體香，她的頭髮還散發著水汽還有洗髮香波的味道，看來可心也是睡下了不久。
「真是個貪睡的小懶豬……」雖然我回來的時候腳步很輕，但是換做我的話，此時早就應該醒了，因為我出於職業習慣，睡覺的時候也在潛意識中保持著高度警惕。
我把任命書和鑽戒放在了床頭櫃上，在回來的路上，我原打算等回來後叫醒可心，和她好好的聊聊，順便把禮物送給她，只是看著她熟睡的樣子透露著疲憊，我也就沒有忍心去打擾她。我準備洗漱一下，畢竟這麼多天都沒有好好的洗漱了，身上感覺髒死了，此時我也沒有多少的睡意，由於回來的時候路途遙遠，我車上睡了很久，畢竟剛剛逃脫苦海，自己卻是太累了，白天睡足了，晚上就睡不著了。
來到了衛生間，我打開了房燈，此時自己有些肚子疼，我就坐在馬桶上，等上完廁所再準備洗澡，此時自己身上的外衣都沒有脫，一會洗澡的時候直接把外衣都扔到洗衣機裏，身上和衣服都髒死了。我坐在馬桶上，但是我隱約聞到了衛生間裏有一股特殊的氣味，這股氣味作為男人再熟悉不過了，是男性荷爾蒙的味道，雖然衛生間裏還殘留著水汽和香氣，但是這股荷爾蒙氣味還是被我敏銳的嗅覺捕捉到了。
我下意識的朝馬桶旁邊的垃圾桶看去，我第一眼就看到了幾個紙團，我用兩根手指捏住了紙團乾淨的地方把它提起來，頓時精液的味道更加的刺鼻了。我用雙手的手指輕輕打開，發現紙團裏面包裹的就是濃濃的精液。看到這些，我心中不由得哭笑了一下。思建這小子終於「開竅」？在離家之前，我還想著從來沒有看到思建這個小子手淫，沒有想到這兩個月之後，這小子終於學會在衛生間偷偷的手淫了。對此我沒有什麼奇怪的，因為小時候青春期的我就這麼幹過。
記得小時候，我就是偷偷拿一些性感圖片，那個時候沒有小說和av，之後坐在我家的馬桶上，一邊看著圖片一邊手淫，手淫過後直接拿著馬桶邊上的衛生紙把陰莖和手擦拭乾淨，之後把紙團扔進垃圾桶裏。我想做這些事情的人不止是我和思建吧，或許大多數青春期的男孩子都一樣。
我把這些紙團放回了原位，心中並沒有對思建歧視，心中反而有理解。正當我坐在馬桶上的時候，我的手機突然震動了起來，我一看來電是我部門的總監。我在衛生間裏小聲的接著電話，原來有些資料總監沒有弄清楚，讓我回去一趟，原來總監這麼晚了還沒有下班。或許是知道我太累了，總監告訴我或者今晚過去和他弄完，或者明天早上過去也行。我心裏還想著明天起早帶著可心出門旅遊呢，所以我決定今晚就過去吧，此時看看時間，剛剛十點半，對於經常加班的我來說，這個時間算是早的了。
我靜悄悄的起身，穿好衣服，來到臥室，在可心的臉上輕輕一吻。當我看到那個任命書和鑽戒的時候，我突然想起再過兩天就是我和可心的結婚紀念日了，為什麼不等結婚紀念日那天把禮物送給可心呢？想好了這些，我悄悄的拿起鑽戒和任命書，之後慢慢的穿好鞋子走出了家裏。
輕輕的，我走了，正如我輕輕的來，我揮一揮衣袖，不帶走天邊的一片雲彩……回頭看著自己的家門，我不由得輕輕的吟唱起來，對於今後的生活充滿了憧憬和期待……
第三十一章
回到公司後，和領導弄完所有的東西已經是後半夜兩點了，領導回家了，而我雖然很累，但是因為任務的完成顯得十分的興奮，沒有一絲的睡意。本來起身準備回去，但是想想還是等到天亮吧，讓可心睡一個好覺，一日之計在於晨，等天亮以後回去，今後我倆會有一個嶄新的開始，我對於今後的生活充滿了信心。
趴在辦公室的桌子上，自己卻久久不能睡著，最後閑來無事，讓自己找點事情做，突然想起了家裏的監控錄影，雖然我對於可心很放心，但是對於思建卻不放心。或許我走了之後，這小子有沒有找準機會占可心的便宜？反正沒有什麼事情，我把家裏的監控設備都調了出來，準備當做電影看一遍。
我把視頻打開，從我離家的第一天開始看起，我給自己泡了一杯咖啡，邊喝邊看。前幾天家裏一切正常，都沒有什麼事情發生，只是每個夜晚睡覺之前，可心都會給我打一個電話，聽到關機後，才頹然的放心電話，臉上帶滿了擔憂，這還是我第一次看到我出差後可心在家為我擔心的樣子，心中不由得一暖。
而思建則是每夜都尋找著機會和可心親近，讓可心輔導，讓可心將故事等等，但是每夜到了睡覺的時候，可心都會到自己的房間裏睡覺。思建前幾天不好說什麼，終於有一夜，思建似乎忍受不了了。
「媽媽，你為什麼不陪我睡覺啊？你以前不是說過，只要他不在家，你就陪我睡覺麼？」在一夜，可心輔導完思建睡覺後，準備回房睡覺，思建終於忍不住小心翼翼的問道。
「思建，你記得，以後稱呼你爸爸不要用他來稱呼，如果你願意叫他爸爸，至少應該叫他叔叔，知道麼？」可心聽到思建的話，臉上閃過一絲慍怒，似乎思建的那個他是對於我這個丈夫的不尊重。
「哦，對不起哦……」思建看到可心有一絲生氣，不由得臉上閃過了一絲傷心，那絲傷心不是做作，是他真實的表現，他最在乎可心對於他的看法。
「思建，你記得，他是你爸爸，等他回來之後，你最後接受他，改口一下吧，你知道他為了這個家有多麼的辛苦？而且還有一定的危險，等你長大了你就會明白了。不當家不知柴米貴，不養兒不知父母恩。」可心看到思建的那個樣子，臉上閃過了一絲柔色。她上前抱著思建的腦袋，而思建似乎有些生氣，沒有把臉全部靠近可心的懷裏，用自己的額頭盯著可心的身體，不讓可心完全靠近自己的臉。
「而且不是媽媽不配你睡覺，是因為你已經長大了，應該一個人睡了，你已經是一個大男孩了，應該學會自己，而且……」可心似乎感覺後面的話太敏感，就沒有說出來。她察覺到思建正在生氣，所以說話不由得溫柔了許多。
「今晚媽媽就再陪你睡一次，不過至此一次，以後你要學會自立，不要太粘著媽媽，好不好？媽媽希望以後你能像你爸爸一樣，是一個頂天立地的人。」可心看到思建一直不說話，知道他還在生氣，小孩子嘛，很正常的。
"No need, Mom, I'll sleep alone from tonight onwards..." Sijian must have been traumatized by something tonight. Kexin was practically apologizing to him, but he wouldn't let it go.
"Sigh..." Although Sijian spoke normally, Kexin couldn't tell that his words were tinged with emotion. Kexin couldn't help but sigh, then slowly released her arms from Sijian's embrace, turned, and left his room. After Kexin left, Sijian slammed his fists on the mattress, then turned and lay down on the bed, pulling the blanket over himself. He seemed to sense Kexin's distance from him. Kexin had kept a certain distance from Sijian because of my words, but she hadn't expected it to hurt him so much.
The scene shifts to my and Kexin's bedroom. After returning to the bedroom, Kexin changed into conservative pajamas. Instead of going back to bed, she stood on the floor for a long time, lost in thought, before finally shaking her head and giving a bitter smile. Kexin turned and turned off the bedroom light, but instead of going back to bed, she left the bedroom and slowly walked towards Sijian's bedroom. "Click..." Sijian's bedroom door opened, and Kexin turned on the light, seeing Sijian with his head covered by the blanket. When Sijian heard the door open, I clearly saw him tremble.
Kexin took off her slippers, then turned and lay down on the bed, a hint of helplessness on her face. She turned and hugged Sijian, then with great effort pulled the blanket off his head; Sijian was covered in sweat. Perhaps he was too hot from being under the covers for so long, but when Kexin turned his face, she could clearly see that Sijian was crying. Yes, he was really crying—a 13 or 14-year-old boy was crying. Kexin hadn't expected Sijian to cry, and for a moment she panicked, because she knew that even when Sijian lost his parents, he hadn't shed a tear in front of her.
"Sijian, why are you crying? What's wrong? Tell Mom... are you feeling unwell?" Kexin sat up abruptly, momentarily flustered, shaking Sijian repeatedly, but Sijian remained silent.
"Did Mom say something that hurt you?" After a while, Kexin seemed to realize something. Upon hearing Kexin's words, Sijian turned his head back to the side, remaining silent and crying quietly.
"Sijian, Mom sincerely apologizes to you. I'm sorry, don't be sad, okay?" Kexin hugged Sijian from behind, comforting him softly. From the scene, Kexin and Sijian are about the same height, but Sijian is much more robust than Kexin. If you remove the way they address each other, the scene really looks like two lovers arguing, with the woman comforting her angry and heartbroken husband.
"Mom, have I done something wrong lately? Why aren't you as nice to me as before?" After calming down for a while, Sijian finally stopped crying. Perhaps only when he cried could I sense that he was still a minor. Sijian finally spoke his mind. He knew he had to find an answer tonight. Perhaps after losing his parents, the person he was closest to and cared about most was Kexin, because in Kexin, Sijian felt true love. In Sijian's eyes, this love was divided into two kinds: one was maternal love, kinship, and the other was romantic love.
"Sigh, Sijian, you're overthinking it. You didn't do anything wrong. You're a good kid, it's just..." Kexin finally understood why Sijian had been so sad lately. A few days ago, Kexin had noticed Sijian's numerous attempts to speak were hesitant, and his mental state was clearly not as good as before. Kexin had asked Sijian about it, but he didn't say anything. Now Kexin finally knew the answer. But there were some things Kexin couldn't say. She couldn't very well tell Sijian that he was going through puberty, and that she kept her distance from him to avoid having a bad influence on him.
"Just what?" Sijian couldn't help but ask, his face filled with intense curiosity.
"It's just that you've grown up. As a woman, I should keep a certain distance from you to avoid having a bad influence on your growth. After all, you're a big boy now, and you shouldn't always want me to sleep with you, right?" Sijian understood Kexin's words perfectly. He knew that Kexin was aware that he had reached sexual maturity and was keeping her distance for the sake of her physical and mental health.
"Mom, I understand, go to sleep..." Sijian said, then covered his face with his hands and quieted down.
"Sijian..." Kexin saw that Sijian looked helpless and didn't know what to say.
"Mom, no need to say anything, I understand. It's just that I'm used to your care, used to everything now. After losing my parents, you're my only support. You're doing this for my own good, but I'm just not used to it. It feels like there's no love left in the world. Don't worry, Mom, I'll get used to it. Give me some time..." Sijian covered his face with his hands and sobbed. These words were probably the truth. The devotion in his eyes towards Kexin was genuine, and Kexin's place in his heart was growing ever higher. Seeing Kexin being affectionate with me, and scolding him because she cared about me, I, as a man, can imagine how heartbroken Sijian was, from a man's perspective on the woman he loves.
While watching this video, I specifically rewatched the night Kexin and I made love and declared our dominance. In the video, I saw that Sijian was indeed not asleep. Midway through our lovemaking, he got out of bed and opened the door. My heavy breathing and Kexin's moans entered Sijian's bedroom. Annoyed, Sijian closed the door and then lay on the bed, covering his ears. He knew, of course, what those sounds meant: his goddess was writhing and basking in another man's pleasure. But even covering his ears couldn't stop Kexin's blissful moans. In the end, Sijian could only loosen his grip on the sheets, his hands gripping them tightly as if trying to dig his fingers into the mattress. His face was contorted with rage and fury.
I hadn't expected this to be such a strong reaction from Sijian. I had achieved my goal of asserting my authority, but I didn't know what the consequences would be. Furthermore, because of my words, Kexin had become somewhat distant from Sijian, finally causing him to explode at this moment. However, he wouldn't vent his anger on Kexin; he would only be heartbroken. Kexin thought about how Sijian had only lost his parents a few months ago, and how she had deliberately distanced herself from him because of certain things. Sijian's words caused a flicker of hesitation and doubt on Kexin's face. Had she really made a mistake? At least she should have allowed Sijian to fully adapt and change before letting him become independent.
"I'm sorry, Sijian, it's because I didn't think things through. I only thought that you've grown up, but I forgot that you've experienced the biggest storms in your life. I haven't experienced any of these storms yet." Kexin's words were probably about losing her parents. Indeed, although Kexin is older than Sijian, her parents are still alive, and she has not yet experienced the pain of losing them.
"Don't be sad, Mom was wrong, I didn't think so much. From now on, Mom will sleep with you, okay? Mom and you can still be like before, okay?" Kexin turned Sijian's face and wiped away his tears with her slender fingers. At this moment, Kexin's heart finally melted.
"Really?" Sijian's face was streaked with tears, and he seemed somewhat incredulous.
"Really, but not when your dad is home. And you have to promise Mom you'll study hard. If your grades drop, Mom will make you sleep alone as punishment, okay?" Kexin looked at Sijian's excited expression, a hint of heartache flashing in her eyes. She probably hadn't realized how important she was to Sijian. Perhaps Sijian was pouring his parents' affections into her.
"Okay, it's a deal..."
"It's a deal..."
"Pull the hook..."
"Pull the hook..."
After doing all this, Kexin gently kissed Sijian's dark, thick lips, then turned off the room light and held Sijian as they slowly fell asleep... After watching this video, I couldn't help but curse inwardly: Damn it, I did so much work on Kexin before I left, finally making her distance herself from Sijian, but I didn't expect Sijian to use this "bitter trick" to break it. I know, in the first round, I failed...

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