A Girl's Heart - Handwritten Copy

Preface
Chapter 1 My First Love
Chapter 2 A Night of Passion Chapter
3 Sexual Torture
Chapter 4 Wedding Night
Chapter 5 Conclusion

◆ Preface

Now I will tell you about my personal experience. My name is Manna, and recalling the past is quite interesting. My experience is probably the same as that of every young girl, and I hope that you readers can find some enjoyment in my story. It was more than ten years ago, but whenever I think of this period of my youth, I can still savor the happy moments, and even feel an infinite longing for my girlhood, which stirs up a surge of heat within me, arouses my primal instincts, makes my body hot, and my blood rush.
I don't need to tell you about the feelings of first love; I'm sure every friend knows. It was so romantic, so bold, so lively. Girls are usually so gentle and shy; no one can know what they are thinking. But once they start falling in love and interacting with the opposite sex, they will start to pursue the pleasures between men and women without hesitation. Often, I'm a hundred times more proactive than the other person; my usual seriousness and reserve are merely a matter of seizing the right moment.
My youth has faded with the relentless passage of time, and I'm getting older every day. I'm now a mother of two, twin daughters, the elder named Aihua and the younger Aiyun.
During my pregnancy, my husband passed away from a serious illness. I gave birth to both children, endured many hardships, and remarried two years later through a friend's introduction.
Although my life is happy now, my current husband and my two beloved daughters sometimes do things that I find difficult to talk about, leaving me with an indescribable feeling. But let's not dwell on that; let's talk about my personal life.
I often reminisce about my girlhood to enrich my inner world. Memories are sweet; whenever I do, I feel a warm current flowing through every nerve in my body, especially in that mysterious place of a woman, making me cherish my first love even more. Life is like a dream, a hundred years pass in the blink of an eye.
Young friends, cherish your youth! Make that sweet first love even more interesting and fulfilling! Don't waste this dreamlike and romantic youth, don't let this most brilliant and fleeting moment of life slip away unnoticed! I wish you all the best in realizing your beautiful dreams of youth.

Chapter 1 My First Love
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◆ Chapter 1 My First Love

When I was eighteen, I was still studying in a middle school. At that time, because I failed one subject and didn't value my studies, I gave up my studies and applied to a sports school. My dream of becoming a glamorous movie star vanished. However, with my graceful and healthy physique and athletic skills, I easily passed the entrance exam for a sports academy.
Three months passed in a flash, and the academy was about to have its summer vacation. After the vacation, I returned to my hometown, Liulin Town in the Pearl River Delta. It was a beautiful little town, with white sails floating on the river and white clouds drifting in the sky—truly a beautiful place.
A girl is said to be in her prime at eighteen, and I was eighteen, a time when I was exceptionally beautiful and charming. Take my figure, for example—I'm not exaggerating, it surpasses even that of movie stars. I'm 1.75 meters tall, with long, flowing black hair, an oval face, large, watery eyes beneath delicate willow-leaf eyebrows, and full, perky nipples that jiggled slightly as I walked. My high nose and cherry-red lips radiated a captivating allure unique to young women.
I was also quite lively, and some boys liked to approach me or make flirtatious remarks. I would always blush and deliberately ignore them, and they would often gossip about me behind my back. Actually, what we girls talked about wasn't much different from what the boys talked about—we all wanted to experience contact with the opposite sex as soon as possible, things like kissing and hugging, and we wanted to experience the feeling of being with a man and a woman firsthand.
During this unusual time, I vaguely began to develop a strange love for my cousin, Shaohua. He had come back from Fuzhou on vacation. He was twenty-two that year, always sporting a captivating smile. Tall and dashing, with a black mustache that hinted at masculine maturity, his robust physique exuded a sense of security and reliance, while his witty and outspoken manner left an unforgettable impression.
To be honest, it wasn't just all of this that attracted me to my cousin; what truly alluring me, to be frank, was his bulging lower body. Between his legs, the outline of his magnificent penis was faintly visible through his tight pants, arousing an inexplicable longing and curiosity, a sense of its lurking power and potential for explosive energy.
Just thinking about it made my heart race, and my vulva began to burn intensely, itching as if something inside was about to burst forth. After we got to know each other, I found him to be a polite and cheerful man. He was very talkative and knowledgeable, and I often enjoyed sitting next to him, listening to his interesting stories. I remember once, I pretended to be scared and sat down next to him. I could tell he was very attracted to me, but at that time he didn't dare to make any advances on me, even though he knew in his heart that I was deeply infatuated with him.
Since I fell in love with him, my heart has been tormented every day. Whenever I'm near him, I feel an indescribable sensation all over my body, a longing for his large, eager penis to penetrate my unbearably itchy vagina. Once, I pretended to be nonchalant, placing my hand on his inner thigh, slowly approaching his bulge. Suddenly, he passionately pulled me into his arms, his trembling lips capturing mine, then kissing my face and neck wildly, a wanton kiss. I felt my blood boil, unable to withstand such a fiery, passionate kiss, and I tightly grasped his bulging, hard, and incredibly erect member—it was so hard!
Just then, someone approached from a distance. I quickly released my hand. He saw us too, immediately stood up, and said, "Manna, let's go." I nodded and stood up as well. We walked side by side, unknowingly reaching the depths of the woods. We sat down against a large tree, and I could hear his pounding heartbeat.
Night fell, and the lake outside the woods was as still as the sky, occasionally punctuated by the croaking of frogs.
What a peaceful night! I wonder how many young men and women, young couples, are at this moment, nestled together, enjoying a beautiful and blissful spring night!
He reached out a warm hand and placed it on my shoulder, asking, "Are you cold?" I said, "A little."
Actually, I wasn't cold; I just felt an indescribable sensation all over my body. I nestled tightly in his arms like a little bird, and he gently stroked my hair with his slightly trembling hand. I turned around and saw a strong light shining in his eyes. I gently rested my head against his strong chest and heard his heart pounding rapidly. He held my slender waist tightly, and I felt something throbbing against my waist, gradually hardening and erect. Suddenly, he pulled me close, one hand starting to unbutton my shirt, the other reaching inside to tear open my white bra and grasping my soft, elastic nipple.
An indescribable pleasure spread throughout my body, leaving me feeling weak and hot. I instinctively asked, without thinking, "Cousin, no... what are you doing? Oh?... Oh!" "Let me touch you!" he said, busily stroking me. One hand tightly wrapped around his neck, while the other unconsciously reached for his erect member, grasping its throbbing motion. A warm, intoxicating sensation, like an electric shock, coursed through my palm and spread throughout my body, making me feel incredibly happy!
His hands rubbed against my body, gradually moving downwards until they reached my waist. He gently unbuckled my belt, and I panicked, not knowing what to do. I quickly stopped his groping hands, and then he suddenly kissed my lips and face, then fiercely sucked on my nipples, kneading them with his lips.
"Oh...so good...mmm...hmm."
"Ah...ouch...I can't take it...ouch."
A surge of blissful impulse made me groan unintentionally. He said, "It's alright, don't be afraid, does it feel good?"
"It feels so good! Cousin, you're so good!" I nodded. I leaned weakly against him, letting him do as he pleased. This was undoubtedly the first moment every girl had secretly longed for. Now that it had inevitably come, and since he was the one I loved, then so be it! I secretly resolved to give everything to my cousin, to let him do as he pleased, to let him take me to any peak of the ocean of desire.
He quickly unbuckled my belt and inserted his hand into my virgin territory covered in black pubic hair.
My plump, tender labia were moist, like a jade clam about to drip with pearls. He kept sliding his hands back and forth on my snow-white thighs and groin, sometimes gently stroking my moist labia up and down, sometimes lightly teasing my vulva with his fingers, sometimes grabbing my pubic hair, sometimes pinching and playing with my clitoris.
My heart pounded fiercely with the hands stimulating my genitals, I was so excited I could hardly breathe. It felt like all the blood in my body was concentrated in my vaginal walls, about to gush out. I weakly raised my head and said, "Cousin, am I dreaming?" He smiled at me and said, "Good sister, you're not dreaming. I love you so much I'm almost crazy." Then his hands frantically touched my breasts, waist, thighs, and genitals. I really had no strength left. Seeing my state, he helped me up and we rested for a while.
Without realizing it, I fell asleep. I don't know how much time passed, but when I gradually woke up, I felt something inserted into my slightly swollen vagina. I opened my eyes and saw him smiling at me. It turned out that his fingers were inserted into my wet vagina. My face immediately burned, and I embarrassedly pulled his hand out from under me. I felt my genitals were sticky and hot, and the pubic hair on both sides of my labia was covered with vaginal fluid. The fluid flowing from his hand soaked my pants. I exclaimed in surprise, "Cousin, look, there's so much!" "It's okay, that's vaginal fluid," Shao Hua said with a smile.
As he spoke, he reached out and wiped the fluid away. As he wiped, my engorged clitoris throbbed even more intensely, making me even more excited. Streams of fluid continued to flow from my vagina.
Then, he made me lie on the ground and stripped me completely naked. At first, I was a little embarrassed, but my heart and my tender body were truly yearning for it. He smiled and said to me, "Good sister, don't be afraid."
And so, I lay naked in his arms, in the bright moonlight, letting him admire and caress me at will. The night was utterly still. My high, firm breasts, my soft, hairy pubic area, my full, white thighs, and my slender waist undulated and swayed contentedly with his touch. Suddenly, he embraced me tightly, leaned down, and fiercely sucked on my nipple. It felt so good; a warm current flowed through my entire body. I couldn't help but hold his head in my hands, pressing it hard against my breasts, rubbing it against them. He kissed my face, sucked on my pubic hair, and used his tongue to part the pubic hair covering my vulva. At that moment, I was almost losing control. Sexual desire surged through my body, my vagina itched intensely, and I trembled uncontrollably. Gushes of vaginal fluid flowed from my vagina, staining his mouth and beard. I watched as he sucked and swallowed the fluid flowing from my vagina. At that moment, I felt a tingling, electric shock all over my body, a feeling of utter euphoria, like a dam bursting and a flood rushing forth. I just wanted him to end this physical torment as soon as possible, and then he thrust his hard, erect penis into my vagina.
But he didn't do that. He just kept kissing, licking, and sucking me. After a while, he finally looked up and asked, "Good sister, you haven't tasted the pleasure of sex yet, have you? It's truly wonderful, so enjoyable, and so intoxicating. It's too late today, shall we come back tomorrow?" I couldn't help but feel a little disappointed. Even so, I wiped my breasts with my hands and wiped the vaginal fluid with my panties, thinking, "I really didn't expect so much white fluid to come out." I quickly put my clothes back on and said, "Cousin, let's go! I'll listen to you, we'll come back tomorrow."
He looked up, put his arm around my waist, and his bright eyes gazed at me affectionately, shining in the night. We then walked out of the grove of trees, arm in arm. He checked his watch; it was already past two in the morning. He took me to my doorstep, hugged me tightly again, gave me a sweet kiss, and then said goodbye.

Chapter Two: A Night of Romance
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◆ Chapter Two: A Night of Romance

The next day, I received a note from my cousin Shaohua, inviting me to meet him at the meadow, which was his residence. He said he had a precious gift for me.
My heart raced, and I eagerly awaited nightfall. Finally, the sun set, and after a hasty dinner, I headed to where he had asked me to meet him.
When I arrived, I saw Shaohua, dressed in a handsome, sharp suit, already waiting. Seeing me, he greeted me politely, took my hand, and we walked hand-in-hand towards his residence.
This house had been his father's former home, now given to Shaohua.
The room was tastefully furnished and very quiet, with bouquets of fresh flowers on the walls emitting a captivating fragrance.
We went inside and sat on the sofa. He stroked my breast with one hand and poured me a cup of coffee with the other, saying, "Manna, you look beautiful today."
I smiled shyly, lowering my head and staring intently at the floor.
I did look beautiful today.
My slender figure was accentuated by a light red mesh top, my full breasts bulging against it, making my white bra stand out. I wore a black flesh-colored tulle skirt, revealing half of my snow-white thighs, and beige high-heeled shoes. Through the skirt, I could clearly see my pink thong, tightly enveloping my narrow vulva, like a fragrant, soft, white steamed bun nestled between my thighs.
He kept smiling at me, asking, "Is the coffee good?"
I nodded.
We chatted like this until finally he said, "Let's go."
I thought his attack was about to begin. I was mentally prepared for a real battle, just waiting for his alluring treasure to leap out from under him and penetrate me.
I was almost bursting with desire. The mere thought was enough to make my blood boil and fill me with excitement.
But he led me into a bathroom and said, "Please go in first, I'll wait for you outside."
Only then did I realize his intention; he wanted me to wash myself before we started. I had no choice but to take off my clothes and enter the bath.
I looked down and saw my long, white legs. Looking back in the mirror, I couldn't help but examine my youthful, beautiful, budding pink body once more. The dense pubic hair on my tight labia resembled a dark forest, covering my clitoris, which was already engorged and protruding. I couldn't help but recall the moving scenes of last night. My vulva tingled again, my labia parted like two alluring little mouths, as if yearning for food. Then, a trickle of white fluid began to ooze from deep within my vagina. I instinctively touched it. Good heavens, so much more! I touched my own full breasts, feeling they were much fuller and more elastic than before. I felt a pang of jealousy for Shao Hua; my cousin was truly blessed! Today he would have such a heavenly beauty, allowing him to freely cultivate and sow his seed in this virgin land.
As I was thinking this, I heard movement next door. Curious, I opened the door a crack and peeked out.
"Wow, Shao Hua looks so handsome today!" I almost exclaimed.
He was completely naked, half-reclining on the sofa, waiting. His dark pubic hair was abundant, much thicker and longer than mine. Most striking was his powerful, enormous penis, seemingly emerging straight from his pubic hair, standing proudly and self-satisfied, over half a foot tall, as thick as a child's arm, erect between his two firm thighs, throbbing rhythmically. The engorged glans was smooth and shiny purple, round like an egg.
At that moment, a strong sexual desire surged through my body like an electric current.
Sensuality pounded against my yearning vulva, my labia opening and closing violently, making my heart race.
I quickly washed myself clean, hoping to soon engage in that heavenly act, to fulfill the youthful dream that every girl so yearns for. I washed and scrubbed my vulva repeatedly, the friction of my hands intensifying my sexual urges. I hurriedly dried myself, naked, and walked out of the bathroom, sitting beside his naked body.
He lit a cigarette and smoked it as if nothing was wrong, his eyes burning as he stared at my naked body.
When my gaze involuntarily drifted to his erect penis, my sexual desire intensified, my heart pounded wildly, feeling like it was about to leap out of my throat. In my excitement, I blurted out, "It's getting late, hurry up, I'm dying of itching, come on!"
I urged him anxiously.
He reached out and touched my full breasts, and I leaned into his arms, our skin pressed together.
He touched and kissed me, then suddenly wrapped his arms around my waist and gently lifted me onto the bed. I playfully slapped him, and he climbed onto the bed as well, holding me tightly. He passionately kissed my breasts, genitals, and entire body, carefully admiring my full vulva and dense pubic hair. Then he inserted a finger into my vagina, moving it in and out, and I felt incredibly good. The itching, the throbbing, I couldn't control myself, it felt like a volcano about to erupt.
He smeared his semen-covered hands into my mouth.
It was so pleasurable!
He casually groped my body; he was probably tired, he lay down beside me, our bodies pressed tightly together.
But that wasn't all, the best was yet to come.
We rested for a while, then he suddenly got up, pressed down on me, and forcefully kneaded my breasts with both hands, pinching my nipples hard a few times. Driven by lust, I couldn't control the intense stimulation; I kept twisting my hips. He then groped my tender buttocks, and I felt his hands reach my vulva, his fingers parting my labia, two fingers simultaneously entering my vagina.
A sudden surge of pleasure coursed through my body, it felt incredibly good!
His other hand continued to knead, pinch, and rub my breasts.
My sexual desire surged, my vagina felt hot and itchy, and streams of semen flowed out incessantly.
He knelt between my thighs, grasping his penis, which resembled a red-hot iron rod, and used two fingers of his other hand to separate my labia, rubbing the large glans of his penis back and forth at the entrance of my vagina for lubrication.
Then, he thrust his hips forward with a sudden "whoosh," and the semen-covered glans squeezed into my narrow, secret hole. Since this was my first time experiencing the power of the real thing, I couldn't help but cry out in pain—"Ouch, it hurts so much! I can't take it!" He seemed not to hear my cries and thrust in again. My head buzzed, and the pain almost made me faint. I'm so useless! I never thought I could withstand the insertion of such a huge penis.
"Ouch, it hurts so much... Ahh... I'm so suffocated... Oh... Can you be a little gentler?... Hmm... It's so itchy... It's tearing." I kept moaning.
He ignored all of that and just relentlessly thrust in.
Whether it was the pain that numbed me or my gradual adaptation, I slowly began to feel a strange, wonderful sensation, a very pleasurable pleasure.
At that moment, my cousin's penis began rhythmically thrusting in and out of my vagina. The dreamlike sensation intensified with the friction, becoming increasingly pleasurable.
So beautiful! So incredibly pleasurable!
My limp body could barely support me, so I grabbed his thick, hard, and slightly hot penis and pulled it out slightly, but he held my buttocks and thrust even harder. Helpless, I could only obediently submit to his whims.
He moved up and down on top of me, panting heavily.
"Don't be so rough, I can't take it,"
he said, panting, trying to comfort me. "It's alright, the initial pain was because your penis broke through your hymen, it should feel better now."
I hummed in response through my nose.
His penis moved freely inside my vagina, sometimes thrusting and sometimes churning.
The deeper it went, the more pleasurable it felt; the better the churning, the more wonderful it was.
I was truly beginning to taste the immense pleasure of being a woman, experiencing the unparalleled bliss of being penetrated by a man's enormous penis. Oh God! I wish to be a woman in every life, that I may forever retain the beautiful years of an eighteen-year-old girl, constantly being penetrated and nourished by the penis of the man I love.
Time passed, and I moaned softly in pleasure.
"Oh… I can't help it… Ouch… Hmm… Gently… It's so beautiful…"
My vagina was throbbing unbearably, but the more he saw this, the harder he thrust, the faster he pumped.
This was the first time in my life I had truly experienced the pleasure of intercourse.
Suddenly, he hugged me even tighter, almost frantically, making it hard for me to breathe. I felt his penis, which was rubbing against me, grow thicker and harder than before, and the speed of his thrusts increased.
It grew longer, thicker, and harder.
The force of his penis grew stronger, and his breathing became more and more rapid.
"Oh... I can't take it... It feels so good... Oh, what are you doing... Oh..."
I couldn't help but scream.
At this moment, his penis was rapidly thrusting in and out of my vagina, and then, after a few more powerful thrusts, I felt streams of hot fluid gushing out from his penis, shooting deep into my vagina, which felt incredibly good.
I asked him, "It feels so good, what's going on?" He said, "That's my semen, which, after
the friction of our bodies, shot into your vagina. Does it feel good?"
I nodded and hummed.
The intense and wonderful intercourse finally came to an end.
I casually squeezed his penis, which was still inside my vagina, and thought, "Oh, it's so soft now, much worse than before."
He slowly raised his hips, his erection swaying gently. My vaginal fluid overflowed as his penis withdrew, filling about half a teacup, not to mention the semen he had ejaculated.
We were both exhausted after this intense intercourse, so we lay down on the bed to rest for a while.
As I lay there, I couldn't help but recall the intense scene from earlier. My hand reached out casually, and unexpectedly, I grabbed his limp penis, curiously playing with the now-soft glans and caressing the two bulging mounds hanging below. A little while later, I felt his penis gradually harden, lengthen, and heat up again, then it started throbbing. I turned my head to look—ah! It was terrifying, even more intense than before. The veins coiling around his penis bulged, and the glans swelled dramatically, glowing a bright purplish-red. The opening at the tip seemed to glare menacingly. My hands could barely hold onto this suddenly enlarged member; the sight truly frightened me.
Suddenly, he stood up again, pinning me down. Without a word, he lifted my legs high, and from behind, gripping his enormous penis, he thrust it mercilessly into my vagina.
"Ouch!" I cried out in pain. He couldn't penetrate, but ignored my cries.
Once again, with a "whoosh," it slid in.
This time, it was unbearable. My vagina felt like it was on fire, and tears streamed down my face. I quickly braced myself against his hips with both hands, preventing him from penetrating any deeper. Seeing that I had stopped his thrusting, he instead pressed his strong chest against my high breasts.
I felt a little dizzy.
He slowly pulled his penis out, then spread my legs, parted my pubic hair, and fiercely sucked on my vaginal opening, his tongue swirling inside. After
a while, he released my vagina and sucked on my nipples. After his sucking, licking, manipulating, and tormenting, my desire gradually increased. My vagina opened and closed, and my vaginal fluid began to flow, anticipating the return of that huge penis.
He lay down and made me climb on top of him. Once I was on top as he instructed, he spread my buttocks with both hands and thrust his hard penis into my vagina. It was difficult to get in, so I used one hand behind my back to guide him and help him squeeze his penis in.
Somehow, this time it didn't hurt as much as before. Instead, I was overwhelmed by a strong pleasure. I excitedly leaned down and kissed his mouth. He immediately sucked on my tongue, sucking on my saliva.
His penis began to thrust, his buttocks rhythmically pumping upwards. The pleasure of intercourse spread throughout my body. I couldn't hold back and vigorously moved my hips in response. An indescribable feeling, a light and airy sensation, as if I were floating on clouds, entering a dreamlike fairyland. This must be what people call the state of "ecstasy."
Now, I finally understand that the pleasure of intercourse is an enjoyment that nothing else can replace. Looking back now, I am truly fortunate that my teenage years were not hindered by hypocritical moralizing. I bravely pursued and enjoyed the freedom and happiness inherent in women, and as a physically and psychologically healthy girl, I fully experienced the most complete and thorough beauty that sex can bring. This moment of youth has been endlessly memorable and beneficial for the rest of my life.
His penis thrust faster and faster, and under the relentless assault of Shao Hua's huge rod, I continuously let out comfortable moans. My naked and tender limbs writhed with the rhythm of his thrusts, fully accepting wave after wave of love's impact with my whole body, mind, and senses. I felt an overwhelming joy, indescribable and inexpressible.
Our bodies rubbed together, sending shivers of pleasure through me. Everything around us, even the world itself, seemed to vanish; time seemed to freeze, becoming eternal. Only the two of us, naked, remained, shamelessly and wildly unleashing our sexual desires. My semen gushed forth, staining
our pubic hair together in a tangled, dark, tangled mess, indistinguishable from his.
The mixture of semen and vaginal fluid clung to our bellies, our labia moving with his penis.
Suddenly, like a wild horse, he thrust with all his might, reaching an unprecedented climax. We were both panting, our hearts pounding as if they were about to explode—one, two… my senses were reaching their limit.
We held each other tighter; the speed of his movements told me—he was about to ejaculate!
I waited with bated breath for the moment of ejaculation. In an instant, his penis hardened, thickened, and lengthened. As he thrust deep into my vagina, jets of hot semen erupted like a volcanic eruption, spurting from his shaft and hitting my cervix and vaginal walls—it felt wonderfully warm!
At that moment, I was completely immersed in bliss.
Finally, he pulled his penis out, exhausted. As it withdrew, a stream of semen overflowed from my vagina, soaking the bed. Unlike last time, perhaps after another round of penetration, his large penis remained as firm and powerful as ever, like a victorious warrior, head held high, the semen from the glans dripping down the shaft to the clitoris.
What had just happened seemed like a dream. My genitals were covered in semen and vaginal fluid. He turned me over and licked them repeatedly with his tongue, then rubbed his penis against my breasts. I sat up and couldn't help but put his lovely little penis in my mouth, licking it clean carefully, letting my fragrant lips gently kiss it to reward it for the supreme pleasure it had brought me.
This intercourse made me feel particularly satisfied. I produced a lot of vaginal fluid, and he ejaculated a lot of semen.
That night, we embraced and played until dawn.
Since my first sexual experience, needless to say, my desire for sex has become even stronger, and my sexual impulses are even more uncontrollable. From then on, as a woman, my instinctive desire for sex was easily and without hindrance released. I deeply understood that only by fully enjoying sexual pleasure can one obtain the most fulfilling and perfect happiness in life. This was also the highest peak of sexual pleasure I had ever experienced in my life. This blissful and sweet moment will be etched in my heart and will never be forgotten.

Chapter Three: Sexual Torture
Updated: 2006-06-21 13:19:36 Word Count: 1193
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◆ Chapter Three: Sexual Torture

Time flies like an arrow, and the months-long vacation passed in a flash. Shaohua received a notice from his university, ordering him to return immediately to prepare for being sent to the Soviet Union for further studies. We had to part hastily and reluctantly. Needless to say, the frequent emotional and physical intimacy during those months made it incredibly difficult for us to separate. We swore oaths to the heavens and the sea, promising to meet again soon and forge a lifelong bond. It was
time for me to return to school, so I had to go back to the sports academy. After that, we exchanged letters constantly, expressing our endless longing. Each letter he wrote urged me to wait patiently for his return so we could relive our past. But despite the length and sincerity of his letters, while his passionate words comforted my heart, they could not satisfy my body. I was eighteen, a vibrant and energetic age, a young and full-blooded woman. After experiencing the pleasures of sex and lust, my sexual cravings became uncontrollable. My genitals didn't yearn for his letters, but for the intense thrusts of his hard, thick penis. How I wished he could return to me immediately, giving me another round of maddening sexual satisfaction!
Whenever I thought of this, my vagina would itch intensely. This agonizing time was unbearable!
Perhaps this feeling is a normal expression of the intense sexual needs of every teenage girl during puberty; enduring it was truly unbearable!
I long to meet my cousin Shaohua, to warm me with his strong body, to embrace me with his powerful arms, and to thrust his iron-like penis deep into my itchy vagina a few more times. I also want to taste his unique saliva with my tongue, to let him kiss my tender breasts to his heart's content, and to let his large hands caress my smooth, white buttocks incessantly.
During these days, I find it hard to sleep every night, my mind racing with thoughts of sexual hunger. Due to sexual stimulation, my vagina gradually feels dry. Sometimes I long for a young man to come and conquer this uncultivated "wilderness," to let me taste a few drops of his milky semen.
More than once, I've undressed and lay on the bed, admiring my snow-white, delicate body and caressing my pitiful, unloved, tightly closed vulva.
I lay on the bed, spread my legs, and touched my plump, tender vulva with my hands. When aroused, I would insert two fingers into my vagina and thrust them in and out, rubbing my intensely itchy vagina. Soon, a lot of white fluid would flow out, which relieved my sexual needs.
Sometimes, when my libido was very strong, my clitoris would throb and swell with blood, and I would drink the vaginal fluid that flowed out, trying what he liked to eat. It was indeed not bad, but the pleasure it brought was still not as satisfying as penile penetration. I had no choice but to use this method to satisfy myself.
There was no joy, and my libido never reached its peak.
At this time, how I longed for my cousin Shaohua to come back immediately; I couldn't bear this sexual torment any longer.
Sometimes I would roll up the bed sheet, hug it tightly, and rub my itchy vulva, stimulating my labia to open and close, making my clitoris, hidden under my pubic hair and in the middle of my vagina, throb, and then let the vaginal fluid flow out again.
If only a young man had understood me back then, how wonderful that would have been! Sometimes my sexual desire made me unbearably uncomfortable, so I would insert the handle of my badminton racket and vigorously stir it inside me.
Thinking about these things makes me laugh, but almost every girl has had similar experiences, right?
In short, this is part of my teenage years! It's also a stage a girl goes through to satisfy her sexual needs.

Chapter Four: Wedding Night
Update Time: 2006-06-21 13:20:04 Words: 5591
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◆ Chapter Four: Wedding Night

Two years have passed in the blink of an eye, but my cousin still hasn't returned. After all, separation breeds contempt, and it's very likely that he has found another woman he loves. Our correspondence has become less and less frequent, and gradually I feel that I have become nothing more than a page in his history. Now I'm a third-year student at the sports academy. During these long years, I've fallen in love with a classmate in my department, a physically fit and exceptionally skilled gymnast named Lin Tao.
According to the academy's regulations at the time, students weren't allowed to date. But nothing could stop the normal beating of young hearts or the surge of springtime emotions. Many male and female students, like myself, still secretly dated and fell in love. Of course, there were a few brave enough to taste forbidden fruit, but some ended up pregnant, leading to exposure, or were reported to the school and expelled. Unfortunately, in those times, young people had to act like thieves, secretly pursuing their love.
In such an environment, Lin Tao and I naturally had to be very careful, only occasionally meeting off-campus to see movies. Although my sexual needs were gradually increasing with age, and I couldn't resist, I tried to have sex with him several times in the dormitory, but for various reasons, it never happened.
Finally, graduation arrived, and at the age of twenty-two, I officially married Lin Tao.
He was a returned overseas Chinese, and in every way, he was superior to my cousin Shao Hua.
Now, let me tell you about our wedding night!
Having already experienced the pleasures of sex and having endured a long period of sexual deprivation, on our wedding night, I couldn't wait to immediately enjoy a blissful time with him.
It was already very late, and we finally waited until all the guests who had come to congratulate us and make a ruckus in the bridal chamber had left. Because I hadn't told my cousin about some things from before—partly because I was a little embarrassed, partly because it was a precious memory of my first love, and I didn't intend to let anyone else know—and partly because I was worried he would mind that I had had sexual relations with other men, I didn't dare to rush to arouse or tease him. I endured the pain of the itching in my genitals, waiting for him to kiss and hug me. I tried to tease him by chatting, but he only talked about things unrelated to this. He didn't seem to respond positively and didn't try to tease me.
After a while, perhaps his sexual desire started to rise, he rolled over and pinned me down, his two strong arms holding me tightly.
I was looking forward to his actions, but he held me still, just kissing me incessantly, without touching my genitals.
I wondered if he was testing me.
Just then, he reached out and squeezed my breast, but still didn't touch my genitals.
I closed my eyes, afraid to look at him, just waiting for his move.
He kneaded my breasts harder and harder. A woman's breasts are a highly sensitive area, and it didn't take long for my whole body to become aroused. A tingling pleasure spread throughout my body, my breasts began to swell, and my nipples hardened. He continued to knead and caress them forcefully. I couldn't hold back any longer, so I quietly pushed my now itchy vulva towards him, right next to his glans. I felt its erect hardness and its rhythmic throbbing. His entire penis was thick and swollen, like a burning stick, ready to pry open my tender, plump, and tight vulva and thrust inside.
At this moment, my labia began to open and close rhythmically, my clitoris throbbed violently, and my vagina felt unbearably itchy and tingling with each opening and closing of my labia. My vagina was overflowing with vaginal fluid, and I felt an indescribable, suffocating discomfort.
I secretly tried to squeeze his penis against my vulva, but he didn't respond at all.
I couldn't bear it any longer, so I quietly and slowly inserted a finger into my vagina, gently probing inside.
I was very careful with these actions, afraid he would notice.
As I probing, my vaginal fluid flowed down my probing finger, running down my thigh. I eagerly awaited his next move, thinking, "My darling, why aren't you coming in? Come on!"
But he only held me and kissed me, taking no further action until dawn.
Friends, you can imagine what it was like to spend your wedding night like that!
I suffered terribly all night, like a starving person seeing a steamed bun but not being allowed to eat it.
The next day, after we got up, he saw that I looked sullen and smiled, saying, "Darling, don't be angry. There's plenty of time. Good things are yet to come! We'll do it again in bed tonight."
After I finished washing up, the people who were looking for him arrived. We ate together, and then he went out with his colleagues.
I was restless and couldn't wait for night to fall.
Night finally fell, but he still hadn't returned. So I simply stripped naked and went to bed to wait for him. After a while, he finally came back. When he saw me waiting on the bed, he smiled knowingly and, without saying a word, quickly took off his clothes, got into bed, and pounced on me.
Suddenly, he grabbed my waist with his thighs, pulled me into his arms, and kissed me passionately. Then, he told me to lie down, pressed his whole body against me, and squeezed my breasts hard with his strong chest. Then he sucked on my nipples, sucking and licking them incessantly, smearing saliva everywhere.
This made me feel itchy all over, and I couldn't control myself.
This was the second man in my life, besides my cousin, to have me played with. He turned around, and before I could even understand what was happening, he plunged his head between my thighs, frantically sucking on my tender labia and licking my clitoris back and forth with his tongue.
In my personal experience, a woman's clitoris is the most sensitive erogenous zone, far more sensitive than the breasts. The pleasure from clitoral stimulation is incomparable to any other part of the body. Lin Tao was clearly no novice; he seemed to know exactly how to make a woman go wild and lose herself in pleasure.
He continued licking relentlessly, until I felt panicked, my vagina itchy and hot, and my buttocks involuntarily swayed back and forth in rhythm with his licking. I gradually became breathless, my bladder felt like it was about to burst, and I urgently needed to urinate. But seeing me trembling like this, he held me even tighter, and unintentionally parted my thighs. As soon as they did, I couldn't stop urinating.
Seeing the urine flowing out, he immediately and without hesitation leaned over and sucked tightly on the urethra, swallowing it all as if it were nectar!
He rose and knelt down facing me, still spreading my legs as wide as possible, one hand grasping his already erect penis, aiming it at my wet entrance, like a warrior ready to pounce. Needless to say, I was filled with anxiety, excitement, and elation at that moment, so happy to be able to experience heavenly pleasure again.
My vagina was even itchier, and my clitoris was somewhat red and swollen from his stimulation.
He lowered his head, looking at my vulva, and exclaimed sincerely, "My God! Manna, I never imagined you had such a small and lovely secret cave! I bet no man could resist its temptation!"
He leaned down and gently kissed my lips, saying, "Manna, your insides are the haven I've always dreamed of, a dream come true..." I was speechless, only eagerly anticipating his thrusting of his hot, hard penis. My starry eyes blurred, and I nodded vigorously at him. Ah, you are the man I've longed for, and I am willing to be your prisoner of desire, letting your massive member play with and manipulate me at will.
My juices were already flowing from my vagina, and my lust had reached another peak. Seeing him holding his strong penis, I couldn't help but be secretly surprised. Wow! It was even thicker than my cousin's. But this time I wasn't afraid. In fact, the thicker the better; I'd tasted the thrill of a thick penis, and a small one wouldn't satisfy my appetite! I thought to myself, "Come on, baby! I'm ready, thrust in now! Satisfy my sexual hunger that I've endured for years."
At this moment, the head of his penis began to rub back and forth against my vaginal opening, which was still flowing with juices. I don't know what was going on with him; he was just slowly rubbing his penis against my vulva, not in a hurry to insert it. He held his huge penis in one hand, as if examining it, searching for the right moment.
Suddenly, my whole body went numb, as if electrocuted.
Before I could react, the head of his penis plunged into my vagina, and he asked softly, "Manna, does it hurt?" "
My heart was pounding, and I couldn't speak. But I was no longer as flustered as I was during my first time having sex; my mind was perfectly clear. I thought, 'Hey, you're not testing me, are you? Trying to see if I've been with other men before, how cunning!'
I calmed myself down a bit and said, 'It hurts, go slower.'
And just like that, he inserted the remaining half of his penis. He seemed impatient too, and then began to thrust violently
without any mercy. When my cousin Shaohua was having sex with me, he just kept thrusting and stabbing, without any regard for technique. But this time with Lin Tao, he was measured and controlled, sometimes fast, sometimes slow, making it unforgettable. He's truly an expert; I wonder how many young girls' hearts have been conquered by his large and skilled penis before me!
His penis kept thrusting rhythmically into my vagina." He was moving around.
Sometimes he would slowly pull out, then thrust in again, his hands constantly caressing my trembling, tender flesh. Sometimes he would close my thighs tightly, sometimes he would spread them open, sometimes he would thrust from the side, sometimes he would spread one leg and thrust horizontally. My whole body felt like it was under anesthesia, my limbs weak and limp. I felt like I was becoming a sex machine, completely at his mercy, manipulated and driven by his thick, skillful penis.
Soon, he began to churn violently inside me with his large penis. It felt so good! The intense pleasure made me moan involuntarily. We played for over an hour, manipulated by him in various positions. It was clear that Lin Tao, in his constant shallow and deep thrusts, was also thoroughly enjoying every inch of pleasure my young, beautiful body and tight, slippery vagina brought him. He was very adept at controlling the entire process of intercourse, giving me wave after wave of orgasms while also bringing himself endless pleasure.
Suddenly, he thrust violently, then forcefully... He thrust deep into my vagina, stopping abruptly at the very end. An unprecedented wave of pleasure surged through my body like an electric shock. Then I felt his already swollen penis begin to throb excitedly, spraying streams of hot semen into my vagina like a blower. Needless to say, he had reached his climax and was ejaculating! But I pretended not to notice. He and I were both breathing heavily.
You see, his penis was even bigger than Shao Hua's; how could I not feel him ejaculating?
Just now, when he was about to ejaculate, I felt his penis swell like a teacup inside my vagina, and my vagina felt like it was about to split open, a pleasurable pain. If it weren't for my increased libido over the past few years, I really wouldn't have been able to withstand his prolonged and wanton play in various positions, let alone those final, intense thrusts.
I looked at him with deep affection as he slowly withdrew his penis halfway. I reached out and grasped that half of his penis, and he stopped pulling out.
My grasp caused his penis to harden again, and then he thrust it in violently a few more times, ejaculating another stream of semen into my vagina. This time, the semen seemed even hotter than before, making me feel incredibly good.
I felt truly satisfied, and I truly admired him, feeling gratified and happy to have found such a husband.
Judging from his expression, he didn't want to stop there. He casually pulled over a pillow and placed it under my buttocks. I didn't know what he was going to do. He told me to raise and spread my legs, then smoothed my messy pubic hair with his hand, parted my plump labia, and suddenly climbed onto my stomach. His penis accurately penetrated, reaching the deepest part, pressing against my cervix, and he thrust up and down repeatedly. It felt so good! Much more satisfying than the previous two times.
I felt the glans inside my vagina grow even larger. I asked him what was happening, and he, panting, laughed and said, "This is the wonderful use of the pillow!"
My labia opened and closed faster. I
'd never experienced anything like this before; it was truly the happiest and most enjoyable time of my life.
Suddenly, I felt a strong heat and swelling in my vagina. Before I could think further, another large gush of hot semen shot into my already semen-filled vagina. This time, I really couldn't take it anymore.
With the release of pleasure, he pulled his penis out with a "whoosh." This was bad; because so much semen had been ejaculated, my vagina couldn't hold it all, so as his penis was pulled out, it sprayed all over the bed. The interesting intercourse seemed to be coming to an end.
He slowly climbed off me, one hand gripping his enormous, still surprisingly large penis, and he wanted me to suck on the thick glans. I couldn't help but glance at him, and saw him looking at me expectantly. I leaned over and opened my mouth to take his mushroom-shaped glans in, it stretched my mouth so much it was uncomfortable. A warm, tingling sensation filled my mouth. I felt a rush of heat, and my lips tightened. I felt a sharp, lingering sensation, and my mouth felt tight. I felt a sharp, lingering sensation, and my lips felt tight. I felt a sharp, lingering sensation, and my lips felt tight. I felt a sharp, lingering sensation, and my mouth ...硎茏扭W詈螅,液闷娴厍崆嵊幂酪Я艘幌拢,帕怂惶,Π岩蹙コ榱顺隼矗,蠓枇怂频穆ё盼业耐沸郎妥排孜亲扭,K趴业耐罚,纸艚舯ё∥遥,盼胰戆啄鄣娜馓濉⑿蕹そ∶赖拇笸硸,霓纸幼琶×宋夷窃踩蠓崧钠ü桑,?换岫钟稚斓搅似ü晒担,桓鍪种缚俳夷墙羲醯钠ㄑ邸?BR> "You're just messing around, it hurts so much!" I said, pulling his fingers out, leaving a foul odor. I quickly wiped his hands clean with a tissue.
"Is it comfortable? Come on, let's play a little longer," he asked softly, but I didn't answer.
Looking down, I saw his penis was hard and erect again.
I thought to myself, how can he be so strong?
Then he told me to turn over, and he made me grasp my own breasts, then rubbed his penis against my buttocks.
He seemed to realize that my libido was also high, and without saying a word, he thrust his penis into my vagina between my buttocks. This time it went in even deeper, so deep that my uterus hurt a little. It was my first time having sex while sitting on his lap, and although it hurt a little, the pain was also wonderful.
My sexual feelings were awakened again, and I reached a climax. It was so great! His hips thrust up and down, bringing my already tired body to another tingling orgasm.
I was trembling all over, my buttocks swaying wildly as I sat on his lap. My vagina had never felt so itchy before, and the sensation of his penis penetrating my tender flesh felt incredibly pleasurable.
"Hurry up, thrust harder! The harder the better! Oh...it feels so good...faster..." I didn't know what to say and just cried out incoherently.
Suddenly, he hugged me tightly, kissing my neck and shoulders, his hands kneading my swollen breasts. At that moment, I felt his penis weakly twitch a few times inside my vagina. Ah! He ejaculated again, how amazing!
He released me, and I got up to look at his exhausted state. He lay there like a puddle of mud, covered in sweat, his eyes closed.
I hugged him tenderly and kissed him, then licked away the white fluid on his penis that was hard to tell if it was semen or vaginal fluid, with a tiny bit of blood. I was almost exhausted too.
We fell asleep, and soon it was dawn. On this wild wedding night, I lost count of how much fluid I released, and how much semen he ejaculated! His penis was now limp and drooping, and my vulva was red and swollen. The bed was damp with bodily fluids, and my breasts seemed fuller than ever. Looking in the mirror, my cheeks were flushed, like blooming peach blossoms.
Sunlight streamed in, and I quickly got up to make breakfast, waking the sleeping Lin Tao.
He smiled at me and said, "How did you feel? Please forgive me for being a little rough last night." He kissed me, and I smiled shyly, saying, "I never expected you to be so amazing! I'll have to learn more from you in the future. You are my hope and happiness, you make me completely satisfied. Let's love each other forever and spend a wonderful life together."
He added, "I hope you can become a mother soon."
My face flushed, but I felt an indescribable joy.

◆ End of Chapter Five

I was over three months pregnant when Lin Tao contracted a strange illness. Despite seeking medical help everywhere, nothing could cure him, and he passed away.
Seven months later, I gave birth to twin daughters. As my daughters grew up, two years later, I met a man who shared a similar fate with me. We later married and started a new life together.

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