Love or Desire

(I) Super Player

Dazzling multicolored lights swept across the entire venue, and frenzied music stirred the restless hearts of the crowd. Amidst the smoke and noise, men and women on the dance floor swayed their bodies vigorously to the music. Wang Shiguang entered this pub in the East District and familiarly sat in a corner of the bar. The bartender, Xiao Zhu, came over and brought him a cocktail.

"Brother Guang, look, that girl in the center of the dance floor, isn't she hot?"
Following Xiao Zhu's gaze, Shiguang's eyes were fixed on the slender body swaying to the music in the center of the dance floor.

"It's been a long time since I've seen such an attractive beauty. I thought beauties had disappeared!"

A fashionable and modern woman dressed in a low-cut, revealing top that accentuated her curves didn't hesitate to show off her full and firm figure. With the movement of her body, her super short mini-skirt seemed to cover nothing, causing all the men's eyes to rise and fall with her rhythm.

She gradually increased the speed of her movements, amplifying the amplitude of her swings. She tossed her curly hair up, tied it at the top, and slowly lowered it. She gracefully raised her hands, striking various alluring poses. As the music stopped, she pursed her lips and blew kisses to everyone watching. Thunderous applause erupted, every man's heart pounding.

"Brother Guang, look at all those flies swarming around her! You'd better hurry, or you'll miss out!" Xiao Zhu reminded Shi Guang.

"Xiao Zhu, you don't have enough faith in me! The woman-killer is unstoppable! Just you wait and see!" Shi Guang said confidently.

With a dashing smile, Shi Guang walked gracefully towards the beautiful woman. The "flies" that had been surrounding her slowly dispersed upon seeing him approach (everyone thought, "The woman-killer is here; it seems we won't get any tonight").

After all, Shiguang was 182 centimeters tall, with well-developed muscles from working out in the gym, dark skin, naturally curly hair, sharply defined features, a high nose bridge, and mysterious yet affectionate eyes, making him look like the most handsome male protagonist in a teen magazine. Especially his large member, hidden beneath his clothes, made every woman who had a one-night stand with him unforgettable, leaving them with lingering memories. This reputation made him the most famous womanizer in the gaming community.

Shiguang walked up to the beautiful woman and unceremoniously pulled up a chair and sat down.

"Come with me to a hotel room, I'll fuck you until you can't get up," he said firmly and directly.

Then he grabbed her hand, placed it between his legs, and pressed the large head of his rapidly erect penis against her small palm.

Xiao Zhu, who had been watching Shi Guang's actions from behind the bar, sighed as he watched this scene and said, "Damn it, it's that cheap trick again."

A man with a handsome face and a strong physique used direct and vulgar provocative words, coupled with bold displays of his extraordinary talent, to create a strange kind of sexual attraction. The beauties who came to the pub were not pushovers either, so Shi Guang's approach was quite effective. For example, the beauty nodded slightly and got up to leave the pub with Shi Guang.

Shi Guang put his arm around the beauty's waist and walked towards the door. All the men present (including Xiao Zhu) cast envious glances at him. He made a gesture of swaying his hips back and forth, as if showing off or provoking, and then strode out the door laughing wildly, ignoring the curses and vulgarities coming from behind...

(II) Displaying Masculinity in Bed

Fifteen minutes later, Shi Guang drove to a secluded alley, and then he and the beauty got out of the car and walked to the door of an inconspicuous hotel in the alley. Upon entering, he told the young woman to wait a moment, then headed to the counter.

"Brother Guang, the usual room, please?" The waiter, Xiao Chen, quickly greeted Shi Guang, a regular at the hotel who often paid three or four times the room rate as a service fee.

"Xiao Chen, is my 'palace' unused?" Shi Guang asked, pulling out a stack of about a dozen thousand-yuan bills from his purse.

"What are you talking about, Brother Guang? Who would dare use your private 'palace'! But Brother Guang, could you please not be so overzealous? Every time the women's moans startle the guests in the next room, they come to complain," Xiao Chen joked.

"Hahaha... Xiao Chen, I've only used three-tenths of my power, and they can't handle it. I haven't even gone all out yet!"

The two men exchanged lewd laughs.

Shi Guang took the key, linked arms with the young woman, and led her to a room on the second floor, as if they knew the way well. He opened the door, and all he saw was a bathroom and a large bed, taking up almost two-thirds of the room.

"Come on! My beauty, I can't take it anymore!"

Shiguang embraced Meimei tightly, their lips parted slightly as they kissed deeply, their tongues entwining, one hand gently sliding from her shoulder to her back, his fingertips stroking it firmly; the other hand caressed her buttocks in circles, and he placed his knee between hers, stimulating their genitals.

After a while, their breathing became rapid. Shiguang hurriedly took off his own clothes, then quickly stripped Meimei of hers, carrying her to the bed.

He laid her flat on the bed and began to attack her breasts. Her breasts weren't large, but they were firm and pointed, somewhat like bamboo shoots, with small areolas and delicate nipples. He pressed his palm against her breasts, his fingers gripping them tightly, shaking them up and down and side to side, then pinching her nipples with his index and middle fingers, slowly pulling and twisting them. By this time, her nipples were erect. Shiguang rubbed her left breast with his left hand, then gently took the nipple into his mouth, licking it vigorously from side to side with his tongue, and then gently pulling the nipple up and down and side to side

with his lips. The girl's expression became intoxicated, and she made soft, indistinct moans. Shiguang licked his tongue from her breast down to her genitals. By this time, her labia were engorged and swollen, and a large amount of vaginal fluid was flowing out , causing her pubic hair to stick tightly to her abdomen.

"Hehe, it's already so wet!" Shiguang lightly brushed his tongue across her labia, then gently licked and caressed her clitoris, or tickled it with his nose and lips. He licked the vaginal fluid, making "tsk tsk" sounds.

"Ah...ah..." she couldn't help but cry out.
Shiguang gave her further stimulation, cupping her vulva with his entire palm and gently pressing it with his palm. Then, using the tips of his index and middle fingers, he rubbed and stimulated her clitoris as if writing a "?". Her clitoris became erect and filled with blood. He then pinched her clitoris with his fingers and gently patted it.

"Ah...ah...ah...ah..." Her breathing became more rapid, and her cries grew louder.

Shiguang slowly opened her labia majora and minora with his fingers, using the vaginal fluid at the entrance to caress her. Then he inserted his index and middle fingers into her vagina, stirring vigorously inside.

"Ah...ah...ah...ah...no...no...don't stop..." Unable to withstand the repeated stimulation, she cried out hysterically.

It was time. Shiguang's penis was already engorged and red, the mushroom-shaped purplish-red glans secreting fluid. He first rubbed the glans against her vulva, then, with the lubrication of the vaginal fluid, he thrust it into her vagina with a "plop."

"Again... harder... deeper... it's hitting my cervix!" she cried, tears of excitement streaming down her face.

Shiguang, panting heavily, thrust in and out while fondling the girl's breasts.

After more than an hour and thousands of thrusts, the girl had already climaxed several times, her legs so weak she couldn't even moan. Shiguang's 25cm penis remained hard and erect; his stamina seemed inexhaustible. His long, thick, and firm penis, coupled with his seemingly endless stamina, was the source of Shiguang's reputation as a "woman killer."

Another hour passed, and Shiguang finally couldn't hold back any longer. His buttocks and thighs relaxed, and he ejaculated a large amount of hot semen into her uterus. At this point, the girl was almost paralyzed from the intense pleasure and couldn't speak.

"My beauty, let's do it again!" In less than five minutes, Shiguang's penis became erect again, and she was about to faint...

(III) The Player Suddenly Loses His Strength

At midnight the next day, Shiguang entered the pub on time. A group of people were already sitting at the counter.

As soon as they saw Shiguang enter, they immediately made way for him and surrounded him.

"Brother Guang, how was that hot chick last night? Tell us!" Xiao Zhu asked, and everyone cheered.

"Yeah, Brother Guang, tell us about your awesomeness, wasn't it great?"

"It was amazing! Although her breasts weren't big, her skin was smooth, her ass was round and white, and her pussy was tight. She was so sexy and wanton, her moans made my whole body tingle. We fought three hundred rounds, fucking until dawn, and she even begged me not to leave!" Shi Guang said proudly.

"Brother Guang, you must have had a sore back and crawled out of the hotel." Xiao Zhu asked mischievously.

"What a joke, it was her legs that went weak, but I was still hard where I needed to be."

"Brother Guang, what's her name?" A player who looked quite young, a newcomer, raised his hand to ask.

"Brother, a woman's name doesn't matter. As long as you get pleasure from her body, that's enough. Who cares what her name is!"

After Shi Guang finished speaking, everyone started discussing it, with lewd laughter ringing out from time to time.

Just as the group was chatting animatedly, a tall, voluptuous woman with long, flowing hair entered the pub. She was dressed in a tank top, miniskirt, and high heels. Shi Guang, as if he had eyes in the back of his head, turned around instantly.

"Brother Guang, we've got a new prey," Xiao Zhu immediately noticed Shi Guang's gaze.

"Hehe, she's the one tonight."

"Brother Guang, don't always use the same trick, try something new!"
"I have eighteen tricks, each one different, watch me," Shi Guang said confidently.

The group watched as he casually approached the woman, whispered something in her ear, and then patted her chest, making her giggle. Soon, Shi Guang embraced the woman and headed for the door. Everyone secretly wondered why some men were just luckier.

Just like last night, Shi Guang took the woman to the same hotel. Xiao Chen continued to greet Shi Guang with enthusiasm and a hint of flattery, and Shi Guang generously paid a high service fee.

Upstairs in the same room, the girl asked to take a shower first, so Shi Guang undressed and waited on the bed. After a while, he grew impatient and sneaked to the bathroom door, wanting to peep at her showering. The bathroom door wasn't closed, just ajar.

Peeking through the crack, Shi Guang saw the naked girl lathering herself with soap, her large breasts trembling under the water jets. His gaze followed her soapy hand to her lower abdomen, where he saw thick pubic hair covering her genitals, the occasional glimpse of her labia appearing parted and dark black. Shi Guang thought she must have a strong sex drive and rich sexual experience, capable of giving him immense satisfaction, and he involuntarily swallowed hard. As she turned around, water droplets cascaded down her long hair like a waterfall, and her round, full buttocks made her appear incredibly fit, especially when she bent over, her protruding buttocks creating a powerful stimulation.

Shiguang was completely absorbed in admiring the beauty of the girl's naked body when the water stopped. The girl had finished washing and was wrapped in a towel. Shiguang hid to the side, and as soon as she came out of the bathroom, he grabbed her and ripped off the towel.

The girl was initially startled, but when she realized it was Shiguang, she said coquettishly, "What's the rush? I'm all yours tonight!"

Then they embraced tightly, caressing each other, before falling onto the bed together. Shiguang used his hands, tongue, and even his penis to rub, lick, and massage the girl's breasts, labia, and clitoris, causing her to pant heavily, and her vaginal fluids overflowed, soaking the sheets.

"Ah...ah...hurry up and put it in...hurry...hurry...I want your big thing..." she kept pleading.

Shiguang's penis was already erect, the glans swollen with blood. He squeezed his buttocks and thrust his waist forward, and with the lubrication of her vaginal fluid, his penis easily slid completely into her vagina.

Shiguang thrust forcefully, but after a few thrusts, he found that his penis was not hard enough and began to shrink, so he quickly pulled it out.

"Ah...don't tease me...hurry...hurry up and put it in..." The girl thought Shiguang was deliberately teasing her.

Shiguang had no choice but to use his fingers instead to satisfy her request for now. But after a while, Shiguang's penis still didn't move, remaining limp and unable to get hard. At this point, she sensed something was wrong: "Ah... why does it seem to have shrunk?"

After all, the thickness of a finger is incomparable to that of a penis. Shiguang had no choice but to insert his entire fist into her vagina and use his lips and tongue to stimulate her clitoris continuously. With Shiguang's skillful technique, the girl experienced multiple orgasms and didn't notice anything unusual. Finally, they got through the night peacefully, but Shiguang's penis still didn't move.

(IV) The Strange Female Doctor, the Alternative Treatment

The next day, Shiguang found that his penis still couldn't get erect. He comforted himself: it's just because I'm too tired. After resting for two or three days, it should recover. So, he stayed at home for three unusual days and didn't go to the pub to seek pleasure.

Three days later, the situation still hadn't improved. Although Shiguang had taken several blue pills he bought online, no matter how much pornography he read or watched, or how much he stimulated his penis, it remained stiff and showed no signs of erection.

Shiguang began to break out in a cold sweat. He worried that he might be impotent and never be able to enjoy sexual pleasure again. He thought about seeing a doctor to see if he was truly incapable. But he worried that if he went to a large hospital and ran into someone he knew, it would be incredibly embarrassing, ruining his reputation! So he left home, intending to find a small clinic on the street first.

After walking several streets, he still hadn't seen a urology clinic. "Strange," he muttered to himself, "aren't there many clinics in Taiwan? How come there isn't a single one that treats urology?"

After walking several more streets without finding a urology clinic, Shiguang was about to give up. He originally planned to go home first, but then he turned around and spotted a urology clinic with a large sign.

"Huh! How come I didn't see a clinic there when I walked past?" Shiguang thought he hadn't noticed it.

He walked to the clinic's door, opened it, and went inside. Once inside, he couldn't see a single person, not even a nurse.

"Is anyone home?"

At that moment, a woman came out. She had red hair, heavy makeup, wore large sunglasses, and was dressed in a black, tight-fitting leather jacket and pants that clung to her shapely, voluptuous body. The zipper at her chest was pulled down very low, making her large breasts seem about to burst out.

"I'm a doctor. Please fill out some basic information first, then come to the examination room." She finished speaking and turned to go inside.

(She's a doctor? That's a bit strange. But then I thought, "Hehe, maybe she's involved in illegal activities.") Shiguang filled out the medical record while lost in thought. Although he was already impotent, his lust remained undiminished.

After filling out the basic information, Shiguang picked up the medical record and went into the examination room.
As soon as he sat down, the female doctor immediately asked, "What's wrong? Are you feeling unwell?"

"Um... um... my penis can't get erect," Shiguang stammered.

"Take off your pants and lie down on the bed."

Upon hearing this, Shiguang quietly took off his pants and lay naked on the bed.

The female doctor went over, bent down, and firmly grasped Shiguang's penis, moving it up and down a few times. Shiguang's eyes were fixed on her snow-white breasts beneath her neckline as she bent over, his penis being caressed by her small hands. Usually, his penis would be rock hard and ready to be erect by now, but this time it remained limp and lifeless.

The female doctor moved her penis a few times, then got up and brought out a machine. The machine had wires of various colors, including blue, black, and red, with a large clamp attached to the end of each wire. She skillfully clamped the clamp onto Shiguang's penis and turned it on.

Shiguang felt an electric current pass through his penis, causing it to gradually heat up. The female doctor then massaged his scrotum, penis, and glans with her fingers. Under this stimulation, Shiguang's penis slowly became erect, the veins bulging, and the glans turning red. She kept increasing the speed of the massage, and Shiguang finally couldn't hold back any longer and ejaculated a large amount of hot semen that had been accumulating for three days.

"Alright, that's all for now." After saying that, the female doctor casually used her lips and tongue to suck and lick the white semen that Shiguang had ejaculated on her hand clean.

"No need for medicine, just rest, and you'll be back to normal tomorrow."
Although Shiguang was surprised that he was cured so easily, he didn't know what to say. He could only put on his pants, get up from the hospital bed, pay the consultation fee, and leave the clinic.

(V) A Strange Feeling

As he left the clinic, the afternoon sun shone down on him, making Shiguang feel a little dizzy.

He slowly walked home, recalling the treatment he had just received, and still felt that there were some strange and incomprehensible things. Perhaps it was the strangely dressed female doctor, or the instruments with colorful wires plugged in, or even the unusual treatment method, but all of these gave him an indescribable and extremely strange feeling, leaving a knot in his heart.

Back home, Shih-kuang tried his best to stop thinking about what had happened at the clinic. He prepared a dinner with various aphrodisiac foods and then exercised for three hours on the home gym equipment, hoping to clear his mind. After working up a sweat and taking a cold shower, he decided to go to bed early, telling himself that everything would be back to normal the next day.

This night was not a peaceful one for Shih-kuang; he kept having all sorts of dreams. One night he dreamt he was entwined with a beautiful woman whose face he couldn't see in a large bed, but just as he was about to thrust himself into her, he discovered his genitals were completely empty. Another night he dreamt his penis had turned into a giant python, its head raised and its tongue flicking. The clearest image he saw in a bright light was of a pair of naked figures entwined on a familiar large bed in the "palace" of his usual hotel. Their faces were blurred and indistinct; he seemed to be looking down from above, seeing their broad backs and firm buttocks rising and falling rhythmically… Someone once said that dreams are silent, and the man's heavy breathing and the woman's moans reached Shiguang's ears, making the dream seem real. Each dream played out like a movie screen, so clear and real that even when Shiguang woke up the next morning, he couldn't distinguish between dream and reality. If it weren't for the dazzling sunlight and the noisy chirping of sparrows outside the window, he would have thought he was still dreaming. Shiguang

woke up early, but felt a splitting headache, like a hangover. He remembered having many vivid dreams the night before, but when he tried to recall them, he couldn't remember even the details. He shook his head violently, as if trying to clear his mind of all the thoughts.

After casually eating a few slices of toast for breakfast, Shi Guang began planning how to prove he had regained his virility. He couldn't wait to know the results of yesterday's treatment, so he pressed a few keys on his phone, found a familiar number, and dialed it.

"Hello, is this Xiao Zhao? This is Wang Shi Guang."

"Hi! Brother Guang, how are you? Long time no see! What can I do for you?" came the eager response from the phone.

"Xiao Zhao, I need a girl. Send one to my house."
"Yes, no problem! She'll be there in thirty minutes."

Xiao Zhao was Shi Guang's friend, who ran a brothel with thirty or forty schoolgirls. Although Shi Guang usually hunted for women in pubs, he would occasionally ask Xiao Zhao for the services of schoolgirls when needed. Therefore, with just one phone call, Shi Guang could get Xiao Zhao to send one of his schoolgirls "on a business trip" to his house.

Shi Guang swallowed all the remaining blue pills from the past few days, then waited for the schoolgirl Xiao Zhao sent. He felt an unprecedented tension, worried that if he still couldn't get an erection, he would have to retire from the world of martial arts.

Thirty minutes passed in the blink of an eye, and soon the doorbell rang.

(VI) I am the third party

As soon as Shi Guang opened the door, a schoolgirl with a small bag was standing outside. She was about fifteen or sixteen years old, with light makeup on her face, still looking quite young; and her figure was petite and still developing. She was wearing a light blue high school uniform, which made her look youthful and energetic.

"Is this Brother Guang? I'm Xiao Li, Brother Zhao sent me." She asked as soon as she spoke.

"Xiao Li, I've been waiting for you for a long time, come in quickly!"

As soon as she came in, she sat down on the sofa in the living room. Her posture was not very upright, her knees were not together, and her very short mini-skirt could not hide the exposed cleavage under the skirt. Shiguang's gaze was fixed on her, unable to look away. Underneath her skirt, she wore white panties with a bear pattern, and a few pubic hairs peeked out from the seams of her snow-white, plump thighs.

She noticed Shiguang's restlessness, smiled, and mischievously took off her clothes, throwing her panties at him. Shiguang picked up the panties that had fallen to the ground, covered his nose, and inhaled deeply. A pungent smell, a mixture of body odor, urine, and vaginal fluid, filled his nostrils.

"So fragrant, so fragrant!" Shiguang exclaimed dramatically.
This made Xiaoli giggle uncontrollably. Shiguang beckoned to her, and she crawled to his feet like a docile kitten. She unzipped Shiguang's pants, and his long-dormant penis, perhaps due to the effects of the treatment, seemed to spring out of his pants.

"Wow! It's huge! I've never seen such a big 'little brother' before!" she exclaimed.

Shiguang lowered his head. Although he could feel his penis returning to normal, he still took a look to confirm it. Not only had it returned to normal, but it seemed even bigger than before. It looked about thirty centimeters long and as thick as a child's arm, and the egg-shaped glans had a purplish-black sheen. The entire penis stood proudly upright, as if it were about to ride the wind and soar into the sky.

"Hehe, what are you waiting for? Hurry up and eat it!" Shiguang's confidence returned.

"It's so big, it's terrifying!" she said, while still gripping Shiguang's penis tightly with both hands and rubbing it up and down without stopping.

"Mmm..." When she put Shiguang's penis into her mouth, there was no space left, and she could only make soft moans through her nose.

Shiguang enjoyed the service of her tongue and lips while taking off his shirt, revealing his muscular chest. After thirty minutes, Xiaoli's cheeks twitched slightly from sucking, but it was still very strong, showing no sign of ejaculation. Shiguang gently pushed her head away and then took off his pants.

"So tired, my mouth is so sore!" she complained, moving her mouth slightly.

Shiguang laughed heartily, picked her up, and she instinctively wrapped her legs tightly around his waist, her arms tightly encircling his neck. Shiguang lightly pecked her lips and said boldly, "You'll feel good when I penetrate you later." Then he cupped her face in his hands and gave her a long, breathless kiss.

Suddenly, Shiguang felt a wetness in his lower abdomen. He looked down and saw that Xiaoli, unable to resist his teasing, was constantly leaking vaginal fluid. A large amount of fluid cascaded down her thighs and onto Shiguang's lower abdomen.

"Little slut, can't take it anymore?"

Without waiting for an answer, Shiguang thrust his penis into her vagina. Using his waist strength, he held Xiaoli's waist and repeatedly used her body to move up and down, performing the most primal piston-like motion.

Xiaoli's body heaved incessantly, her small breasts swaying violently in front of Shiguang. She cried out, releasing all the pleasurable sensations from her mouth. As if to commemorate the first shot of rebirth, Shiguang gritted his teeth and tried his best to suppress the urge to ejaculate. After three hours, he relaxed his muscles and injected his pent-up semen deep into her uterus, pipe after pipe.

After the wind and rain subsided, and after an hour's rest, Xiao Li recovered from the paralysis she had experienced immediately afterward. She put on her clothes, and Shi Guang, still naked, gave her a goodbye kiss. He then pulled out thirty or forty thousand-dollar bills: "These are for your clothes. As for the service fee, have Xiao Zhao put it on my tab."

"Thank you, Brother Guang. Remember to come back next time!" Xiao Li gave him a sweet smile before leaving.

Shi Guang was extremely satisfied. He felt that after the treatment, not only had his penis become longer and thicker, but his stamina had also increased. Looking at his now-erect penis, he thought his fighting power was about to rise again. Although he suddenly felt dizzy and his mind went blank for a few seconds during ejaculation, he thought it was just from excitement and nothing was wrong.

Shi Guang resumed his nightly pursuit of pleasure, searching for prey in pubs every night and taking them to hotels for sex, enjoying one passionate encounter after another. He discovered that after the treatment, his physical strength and other aspects of his health had not declined at all, which further enhanced his reputation. This reputation meant that sometimes several girls in pubs would offer themselves to him, and he would accept them all, sometimes even double or more. Perhaps the only side effect was that he would often lose consciousness during intercourse, but it only lasted for a few seconds and did not bother him, until one night a month later.

That night, he took a busty girl (his favorite type) to his usual hotel. After entering his private palace, and after some intense foreplay, the moment his penis entered her vagina, a dizzying sensation came prematurely. It was as if a bright light shone before his eyes, and he seemed to be looking down from above, seeing a pair of naked figures intertwined on the bed.

This is like sometimes when we see scenes that seem to reappear, feeling so familiar but unable to remember when we saw them before. It turns out that we have transcended time in our dreams and seen things that will happen in the future. Yes, this was exactly the scene from the dream Shiguang had once had, and it returned to his mind at this moment...

(VII) I Don't Want This

All the details that had faded in the dream came back to him, the only blurry thing being the two indistinguishable faces on the bed.

Curious, Shiguang stared intently, and as the movements of the people on the bed intensified, he accidentally glimpsed that the ones violently shaking their bodies were himself and the busty beauty. He was startled, his thoughts once again unable to concentrate. When he came to his senses, he realized that he was still in the palace of the hotel, and from the rise and fall of his own body to the passionate reaction of the beauty beneath him, everything seemed no different.

(What's going on? Did I just have a dream? In such a violent state, I actually lost consciousness and had the exact same dream I'd had before. It's unbelievable!) Shiguang, in a fit of pique, focused on increasing the pace of his movements, causing the girl to twist her waist even more frantically to meet his thrusts. But he couldn't shake the thought: (What just happened? I don't believe I was dreaming. Something's definitely wrong.) Shiguang couldn't resist trying out a bold idea. He suddenly pulled his penis, which had been tightly wrapped in the warm vagina, ignoring the girl's soft protests, and then thrust in again forcefully.

Sure enough, the dizziness returned, and he saw himself and the girl making love on the bed again. This time, he focused intently, trying to find what was wrong. Judging from the surrounding decorations and the room's layout, this was clearly the original scene. He wasn't dreaming; his consciousness had detached, becoming a third party besides the couple on the bed (the girl and himself).

(So what kind of existence am I now? Why is there another version of myself on the bed? Could it be my body, and my consciousness has detached? Isn't this an out-of-body experience?) This strange situation only brought Shiguang unease for a short while. When he realized that this situation was equivalent to watching a live erotic show, and he was even performing himself, he couldn't help but become interested again, and the slight unease he had felt before was overshadowed.

(A live erotic show, and I'm even performing myself! This is a rare opportunity. I must enjoy it properly.) Shiguang first noticed the girl whose body was pressed beneath him. Because he was usually so focused on his work, he often couldn't properly appreciate the girl's intoxicated and lewd state.

(This woman was heavily made up, making it impossible to see her real face. Her breasts were large, but seemed somewhat fake. Her waist and thighs were a bit thick; her figure wasn't great. He really should raise his standards; he couldn't ruin his reputation by accepting everyone. However, her moans were really loud, which perfectly showcased his prowess.) Then he focused on his own body (My physique is no joke; I work out every day. Even at thirty-two, I'm still muscular and have no excess fat, which is why I maintain my reputation as a womanizer. Hehe, I really admire myself). Then came the intense, intertwined, writhing scene of lovemaking (My panting and the woman's moans were like a symphony, directed by the natural rhythm of their bodies merging; it was truly spectacular, no wonder I enjoy it so much). Shiguang, through his out-of-body consciousness, watched his favorite activity unfold. He watched with great interest until his body trembled and he ejaculated, at which point his consciousness returned to his body.

Having had this peculiar experience, Shiguang would lose consciousness and watch a free, live-action erotic show every time he penetrated. As the number of times increased, his initial interest gradually gave way to different thoughts. One day, the same thing happened again. Watching the intercourse, he felt differently.

(Besides the fact that each woman's face was different, her breasts varied in size, and her height varied, each time it was always the same: foreplay, then he mechanically performed piston-like movements, ending with ejaculation. Even the women's moans sounded fake. How was this any different from seeing male dogs mating with female dogs everywhere on the street? What was I doing?) Thinking of this, Shiguang found intercourse incredibly boring. After ejaculating into the women's bodies and regaining consciousness, he felt utterly bored. Without a word, he quickly put on his clothes and stormed out the door.

(VIII. The End) Love or Desire

After this incident, Shiguang felt that what happened couldn't even be called sex, it was just mating. So he stopped going to pubs and stopped hunting for women. Although new players emerged and replaced his "woman killer" title, he began to live a life of asceticism, like a monk. Although his erect penis reminded him of its existence every morning, it would dissipate with a urination.

Although Shiguang knew that everything was caused by that strange clinic, he had no intention of investigating. Even if he went back to the clinic and found a solution, what difference would it make? He had no interest in it at all.

After more than a year, Shiguang lived a regular life, without any longing for his previous life of nightly revelry.

One hot afternoon, he went into a 7-Eleven to buy a drink to quench his thirst. When he was paying, the girl in front of him was apologizing to the clerk: "Sorry, I forgot my wallet, I won't buy anything here."

"No, the receipt has already been issued!" the clerk said sternly.
Although the store was crowded, everyone seemed to be watching a spectacle, and no one offered to help. Seeing the girl's face flushed with embarrassment, Shiguang stepped forward and paid her bill.

"Sir, thank you. Could you leave your phone number? I'll pay you back."

"No need," Shiguang waved his hand, indicating he didn't mind, and walked away.

A few days later, on another sweltering afternoon, Shiguang returned to the 7-Eleven. At the entrance, he saw the girl who had embarrassed him a few days earlier walking towards him with her schoolbag: "Sir, you've come. This is the money I owe you; I can finally pay you back."

"How did you know I'd come today?" Shiguang asked, puzzled.
"I come here every day at this time to wait, and today I finally waited for you," she replied.

Looking at her sun-reddened face, Shiguang thought: What a persistent and kind person! So he said, "Look at you, sweating profusely. Let me treat you to some ice cream!"

She gave Shiguang a bright smile.

Shi Guang looked at her still-childlike face as she ate her ice cream with gusto; she was truly an adorable girl. He started chatting with her. Her name was Lin Zhihui, she was seventeen, attending the night school of a vocational high school, and working part-time at a clothing store during the day. They chatted happily; Shi Guang felt no pressure talking to her, it was very comfortable.

Until five o'clock in the afternoon, "Ah! I have to go to class, I'm going to be late!" she hurriedly slung her bag over her shoulder. "Brother Shi Guang, we're friends now, give me your phone number, I'll call you and ask you out."

Shi Guang really liked this innocent and lovely girl, so he gave her his rarely known phone number.

From then on, Zhihui often asked Shi Guang to go shopping and see movies together on weekends. Shi Guang felt he wasn't young anymore, but being with Zhihui, her youthful energy invigorated him and made him happier. Although he sensed that Zhihui had different feelings for him, he simply liked this little sister, nothing more.

It was Shiguang's birthday. Zhihui went to Shiguang's house as soon as she finished class that evening. After eating the dinner she had prepared, she asked Shiguang to close his eyes.

"Brother Shiguang, close your eyes and don't peek. Wait until I say yes before you open your eyes to see my birthday present."

Shiguang obediently closed his eyes, only hearing the sound of clothes being undressed.
"Brother Shiguang, okay, you can open your eyes now."
When Shiguang opened his eyes, he saw Zhihui naked, hugging him.
"Brother Shiguang, this is my present…my body."
Shiguang pushed her away in surprise; this gesture hurt her deeply.
"Brother Shiguang, you don't want me?" She trembled with emotion.
Shiguang couldn't bear it; he loved her so much and didn't want to see her disappointed. He thought, even fulfilling her wish would be alright.

"Silly girl, how could Brother Shiguang not want you!" Shiguang picked her up and slowly walked towards the bedroom. She blushed and buried her head in Shiguang's chest.

"Brother Shiguang, this is my first time, please be gentle," she said in a soft voice.

Shiguang placed her on the bed and skillfully stimulated her erogenous zones, but at this moment, he felt no emotion. When her juices flowed freely, Shiguang gently inserted his penis into her vagina. Sure enough, his consciousness drifted away from his body again. Looking at himself and Zhihui on the bed, he couldn't help but feel a little sad.

"Brother Shiguang, I love you, I love you so much," Zhihui said, tears of gratitude and pain streaming down her face.

(She loves me, she really loves me, I know. But do I love her? Do I want to love her? Can I love her?) Shiguang pondered painfully.

After a while, he gave himself an answer. Only then did he realize that his consciousness had returned to his body, but he hadn't ejaculated yet. Looking at Zhihui beneath him, enduring the pain of her first time, he made up his mind and told her loudly: "Zhihui, I love you, I love you too."

Her brows, which had been furrowed with pain, relaxed upon hearing these words.

As the number of thrusts increased, their bodies became more and more in sync, swaying in perfect harmony with each other's rhythm. This was no longer a matter of lust, but an exchange of emotions; sweet words flowed from their lips, allowing them to climb together to the peak of pleasure.

After a long while, Shiguang finally poured all his love into the deepest part of her body.

This was what lovemaking was all about! He thought…

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