My self-torture

My boyfriend, master Hiroichi Okura, came to see me from China these past two days. As a friend, he brought me
warmth and sweetness; as a master, he brought me pain and pleasure. This time, his training focused
mainly on self-bondage. I practiced self-bondage techniques continuously according to his guidance, and he also taught me how to make some self-bondage tools.
He said he couldn't visit me often, but he didn't want to see me bullied or hurt by others. I wanted to be able to
handle sexual abuse myself, so he taught me some self-masochistic skills.
I think there must be many people with masochistic tendencies. I will gradually recommend the self-masochistic methods and self-masochistic tool making that Hiroichi Okura
taught me through stories. Any objections? What I describe in this article is indeed my personal experience.
—Takako Kato
(I)
I am a 20-year-old girl who enjoys various intense sexual stimulations and is studying at university. Five years ago,
I developed a liking for self-bondage. With my hands and feet tied behind my back, I would lie on the ground, struggling futilely to break free
of the ropes so I could touch my own genitals. But with my hands tightly bound behind my back, I couldn't loosen them. That
urgent urge to masturbate, yet the inability to do so, always excited me.
I lived alone in an apartment, which provided me with ample opportunities for self-torture. My room
was filled with all sorts of sadomasochistic tools, including some well-hidden hanging rings for suspending heavy objects—the
result of one of my self-bondage suspension sessions.
It was sometime last summer or autumn when I watched a VCD of a beautiful woman being tortured. The woman
was naked, bound hand and foot, suspended in a horse-riding position. Watching it made me unconsciously wet
myself .
I also wanted to be bound hand and foot and suspended like that, but suspension requires assistance. I
could only self-bondage; what could I do without help? Being bound hand and foot and suspended in a limp position was so stimulating! I racked
my brains and designed a self-suspension device—a water-powered suspension device (see Appendix 1 for details). Ah—
I could finally suspend myself hand and foot in a limp position! Overjoyed, my arousal returned
.
On Friday afternoon, I purchased all the necessary materials according to my design.
What a great weekend! I could have a crazy holiday.
After shopping, I rushed back to my apartment and made some preparations: I filled a 10-meter water pipe
with water and then coiled it up and put it in the freezer. After dinner, I took a long, hot shower. To
avoid interfering with the bondage plan, I tied my long, flowing hair into a ponytail at the back of my head and, as is my
masochistic habit, shaved off my pubic and armpit hair. Then, I began to implement my plan in my bedroom. Naked, I took out my sadomasochistic tools and all the items I had purchased and began installing the water-powered suspension device
according to my design . I removed the lampshade from the central ceiling light in the bedroom and screwed a metal ring onto the expansion screw that held the light in place (I threaded a rope through it and tested it—it held my weight perfectly). I hung one of the pulleys I bought and another on the door frame. A finger-thick rope passed through both pulleys, and a net bag containing a car inner tube was attached to the rope under the pulley on the door frame. The other end of the rope hung down to the ground through the pulley under the ceiling light. I assembled the rest of the equipment according to my design. The drain pipes and faucets were from the bathroom (only the B and C pipes were longer). The power supply was in my bedroom (only the electric water valve cord was longer, and the remote control power switch was in the bedroom). Oh, I weigh 48 kg, and the car inner tube I bought can hold 60 kg of water. I didn't test how long it would take for the P pipe to thaw after being filled with water and frozen, wrapped in a sponge. Oh well, let's leave it as an unknown . This operation must be documented. I chose the best angle to install the digital camera. I placed all the sadomasochistic tools next to the hemp rope hanging from the ceiling light (hereinafter referred to as the C rope), and now I could begin binding. To enhance the binding and suspension effect, all the hemp ropes binding me today were about the thickness of my little finger. Just thinking about the feeling of the hemp rope tightly constricting my body made my vagina unconsciously wet again. I first took out two dildos with metal rings at the base (these two dildos are pressure -controlled plastic phalluses; if inserted into the vagina and turned on, the dildos will automatically start vibrating when the vagina contracts, with four intensity levels; the greater the pressure of the vaginal contraction, the more intense ; the powerful battery provides power that allows the dildos to vibrate continuously for more than 5 hours). I inserted the thicker one into my vagina, all the way to the cervix, and carefully inserted the thinner one into my vagina after applying lubricant . I took out a 15-meter-long hemp rope, folded it in half and draped it behind my neck, the rope running down my shoulders to my chest, and began to tightly bind myself with the "diamond binding". As the hemp rope tightened around my genitals, I carefully threaded it through the metal ring at the base of the dildo, without triggering its switch. I admired my tightly bound naked body; the four diamond-shaped ropes around my chest and abdomen were so tight, the tight binding cleverly adorning my delicate frame, making my breasts stand out even higher and my waist even more slender. So beautiful, ah—my juices flowed again. I walked to the rope and sat down, using one rope to tightly bind my two long legs together, starting from my big toes, through the soles of my feet, the insteps , my ankles, my calves, my knees, and my thighs all the way to the groin. I picked up another rope, folded it in half, and tied it around my ankles. Then I knelt down. My legs were already tightly bound, and kneeling made the rope tighten even more, causing my legs excruciating pain. I endured the pain, picked up the hemp rope tied around my ankle, and wrapped the two ropes together several times around my thighs and ankles , tightening them layer by layer, and then binding them horizontally between my thighs and ankles, tightly binding my thighs and calves together. The remaining double strand of hemp rope (hereinafter referred to as rope A) wrapped around the hemp ropes above and below my knees, passed over the front of my calves, the insteps, and between my big toes, returning to the soles of my feet. I used rope A to measure upwards from behind my back to my upper buttocks and tied a knot. Then, I passed it from the outside in and from top to bottom through the hemp rope at the back of my neck, and then down along the spine through all I pulled one strand of rope A to my buttocks, and then back up along the spine through the hemp rope on my back and tied it with the other strand of rope A. Finally, I temporarily tied the rope A, which formed a noose, to the hemp rope at my lower back. It was time to put on the gag and blindfold. I picked up an 800mm long medical oxygen tubing and draped it over my shoulder. I chose a large, perforated gag and a wide goggle. I put the gag in my mouth and covered my eyes with the goggle.

I tied the straps behind my head, took the medical oxygen tubing draped over my shoulders, threaded it through the two straps behind my head,
and the two ends together. Then I moved the blindfold up to expose my eyes.
Almost forgot, I also needed to decorate my nipples. I took two pieces of string, about 500mm long and as thick as pencil
lead , and tied them tightly to my two delicate nipples. I also remembered to pin
a safety pin along the center of the top edge of the blindfold from bottom to top.
I then took a hemp rope, draped it over the back of my neck (while simultaneously threading the rope through the back of my neck), and tightly bound my shoulders and upper arms using a multi-layered binding
method . Finally, the rope was wrapped around the lower outer part of my upper arms, my back, and under my breasts
, and tied in a knot at my chest. Now, only my forearms could move.
Cleaning up the scene, I laboriously used a wooden stick to push the unused sadomasochistic tools about two meters
away .
The final binding was about to begin. I clipped the remote control for the power switch to the hemp rope on my left side behind my waist
, then lay face down under the C-rope and turned on the two dildos.
I took the C-rope and threaded it through the medical tape behind my neck and the knot of the A-rope at my lower back (passing between the two strands of rope at both ends of the A
-rope ). Then I pulled the C-rope, raising the net under the door frame to just
below the pulley. At this point, I tied the C-rope securely to the A-rope knot at my lower back.
I pulled down the blindfold and then fumbled to thread one strand of the thin thread from my nipples through the round
hole , tightening it with the other thin thread. I untied the A-rope temporarily tied to my lower back and pulled it down a few times to
tighten it.
Finally, I put my hands behind my back and used my left hand to wrap the single strand of rope around
my right forearm. My left hand rested on my right forearm, which was already wrapped with rope (between the two strands of rope), and wrapped it
around the forearm in the opposite direction of the direction of wrapping (between the right forearm and the strand of rope closest to
the right hand ). Each time I wrapped the forearm, my left hand had to slip over
the strand of rope on my right forearm that was furthest from my right hand, until it was completely wrapped. At this point, my hands were bound together at the wrists (the binding was tight
, just in case it was difficult to untie).
Every step of this final binding was extremely difficult. I had to stop and
rest , and my whole body was soaked in sweat.
I was now completely unable to move. The conditions were met for suspending me, who was now bound hand and foot.
I was the one who would suspend me.
I reached for the remote control with my right hand, which was already bound behind my back; I pressed the button on the remote; I held the remote
tightly and waited quietly; after a while, I felt my head being pulled backward by a force
, and at the same time, I felt my tender nipples being pulled upward by thin ropes. The ropes behind me were tightening, ah
—the hydro-suspension device had started.
My arms were pulling back, and the ropes binding my hands were also tightening upward. My head was pulled backward
even further, and my nipples began to hurt; my legs were pulling back, and the ropes all over my body were
tightening , not just tightening, but constricting. I couldn't help but twist and struggle in pain, ah—the dildo started to vibrate
.
My legs bent further back, my hands were pulled further up to my neck,
and it was impossible for me to even tilt my head back. My nipples were even more painful. The ropes around my body tightened, and I was in excruciating pain.
My struggles and twisting intensified, and the vibrations of the dildo were getting stronger. Ah—my orgasm was coming! I
felt my whole body leave the carpet and begin to spin. The pain intensified, and a feeling of my body being torn apart
was coming over me. At the same time, my first orgasm arrived.
The rotation stopped, the ascent stopped, and my first climax was over. But the tearing
sensation seemed to intensify. I knew the water in the car's inner tubes of the hydro-suspension device was almost full. I was suspended
below the pulley. I felt that I was still holding the remote control in my right hand. Thank goodness, losing it during the climax would have been
disastrous. The blindfold made it impossible for me to tell which way I was facing. I endured the tearing pain throughout my body,
pressed , and then threw the remote control into some unknown corner...
In the darkness, I felt that I was now drenched in sweat. I knew that I was trapped in a long wait,
trapped in immense pain, trapped in the continuous enjoyment of orgasms. I didn't know when I would escape
the hell of the ropes, when I would be free from the immense pain, but I couldn't bear to leave this world of orgasmic pleasure. Who
would save me...?
I was suspended for a long time, and the pain outweighed the enjoyment. The thin rope binding my nipples taut, pulled my head
back fully, and the burning pain in my nipples began to numb. My arms and hands, tightly
bound, went from excruciating pain to numbness. My legs, bound tightly and then curled up again, went from excruciating pain to numbness. The four-horse-hoof suspension and
diamond-shaped bindings forced my torso downwards (forwards), and the tearing, knife-like pain throughout my body began to
numb.
The needle-like numbness terrified me. Would such tight binding for too long affect my
blood circulation? Would it cause any adverse consequences? I dared not think further.
Why wasn't the hydro-suspension device starting to descend? I twisted and struggled desperately, trying to
vibrate the device and make it descend. The opposite happened; my desperate twisting and struggling only brought vibrations from
the dildo , bringing wave after wave of orgasms. Again and again, I writhed,
struggled …
I don’t know how much time passed, but the needle-like numbness disappeared, my limbs seemed to vanish, and I
didn’t know how many times I had ejaculated. Ah—I passed out again…
It was still pitch black, but I felt something touching my abdomen,
something touching my breasts. Oh, I was falling, my whole body was on the carpet, so good! I was extremely excited, I wanted to
writhe , I wanted to untie myself. Huh? What’s going on? I couldn’t writhe, I couldn’t move at all, I
had no feeling in my limbs, only the two dildos still vibrating.
I understood, I was suspended, all the ropes around my body were tightened, my limbs had been bound without feeling
for a long time , it seemed I could only wait slowly, as soon as my mind relaxed, with the arrival of an orgasm, I ejaculated again,
and I passed out again.
Someone was pricking my hands with needles, no, it was thousands of steel needles pricking my hands, and I woke up again.
I understand now, my hands are regaining feeling, I can escape this hell of ropes...
I was completely freed, but my body was covered in rope marks, especially my shoulder blades, arms, wrists, and legs, which were covered in blood-
purple marks. Those awful marks took seven or eight days to fade, forcing me to wear long-sleeved clothes for a week in the sweltering heat. Even
so, the experience of being bound hand and foot and suspended for about four hours is
unforgettable . In my spare time, I admired the photos I took. I knew my design was successful. Look:
the car inner tube gradually inflated as water was injected—the C-rope was tightened—the medical
oxygen was tightened—my head tilted back—the net was descending—the C-rope lifting end rose, pulling the A-rope
tighter—the ropes on my wrists, back, and neck tightened—my chest and curled-up legs
were gradually lifted upwards by the A-rope—I was twisting and struggling—my head was tilted back, and the thin thread
hanging was pulled up and tightened—my twisting and struggling intensified—my body suddenly straightened—the net
was still descending—the C-rope lifting end was still rising—I began... Spinning—my body straightened again, toes
clenched , fingers clenched and unclenched—I stopped moving—I was about 1.5 meters off the ground—the rope stopped
rising—I threw the remote control to a spot nearby—I kept twisting, struggling, whimpering, straightening
my body , opening and closing my fingers and toes, then relaxing and remaining still… The net began to deflate—my body was
descending—my body had landed—the net was completely deflated—my hands began to
change —my legs were also changing color—my hands were moving—I was starting to untie myself…
I had fallen in love with the hydro-suspension device, I had fallen in love with being bound hand and foot and suspended like a horse with its hooves turned upside
down . I was willing to torture myself like this for the rest of my life.
Appendix: 1. Materials for
the hydrodynamic suspension device: 1. One car inner tube capable of holding >x kg of water (with one more air nozzle installed next to the air nozzle; the inner cores of both air nozzles are removed, and both air nozzles are long metal air nozzles); 2. Four 1/2” rubber water hoses of suitable length; 3. One 1/2” electric water valve (both inlet and outlet are equipped with interfaces ); 4. One remote control power switch, one power socket, and one plug; 5. Two pulleys capable of bearing >x kg; 6. One net bag capable of holding the full volume of the car inner tube after inflation and capable of bearing >x kg; 7. One thick hemp rope of suitable length; 8. One square meter of sponge of appropriate thickness; 9. One section of thin-walled steel pipe (100 mm) capable of connecting 1/2” water hoses; 10. Adhesive tape. Preparation : 1. Fill a water pipe (hereinafter referred to as P water pipe) with water, then coil the P water pipe and place it in the freezer to freeze; 2. Connect the control wire of the remote power switch and the power cord of the electric water valve; 3. Connect the plug to the input wire (+-) of the remote power switch; 4. Plug the plug into the power socket; 5. Secure the connected electric water valve to the water pipe near the tap with tape; 6. The connected power socket should also be fixed in a location close to the power source. Assembly: 1. Place the inner tube into the mesh bag (with the inflation valve facing down); 2. Connect a water pipe (hereinafter referred to as water pipe a) to a tap, and connect the other end of the water pipe to the inlet of an electric water valve; 3. Connect a water pipe (hereinafter referred to as water pipe b) to the outlet of the electric water valve, and connect the other end of the water pipe to one inflation valve of the inner tube; 4. Connect a water pipe (hereinafter referred to as water pipe c) to the other inflation valve of the inner tube, and connect the other end of the water pipe to a thin-walled steel pipe , and connect the other end of the thin-walled steel pipe to one end of water pipe p; 5. Wrap water pipe p with sponge and tie it securely (to prevent the ice inside water pipe p from melting too quickly); 6. Suspend the two pulleys at two predetermined heights, and thread the hemp rope through the two pulleys. Using the method : 1. Load the object to be lifted into the inner tube (weight). 2. Tie the net bag containing the inner tube to the pulling end of the rope. 3. Connect the power socket to the power source and press the remote control switch to turn on the electric water valve. At this time, the electric water valve opens and begins to fill the inner tube with water. 4. When the water in the inner tube gradually exceeds the weight of the object being lifted, the object slowly rises. 5. After the net bag lands, press the remote control switch again to turn off the power. At this time, the object being lifted has been lifted to the predetermined position. 6. When the ice in the p water pipe melts, the water in the inner tube flows out through the p water pipe. As the net bag slowly rises, the object slowly falls, and the entire process is complete. Other: 1. a. The length of the water pipe is from the tap to the electric water valve. 2. b. The length of the water pipe is from the electric water valve to the inner tube's inflation nozzle plus the lifting height. 3. c. The length of the water pipe is from the inner tube's inflation nozzle to the drain pipe plus the lifting height. 4. Insert the p water pipe's drain outlet into the drain pipe. 5. After the water-filled P-pipe freezes, wrapping it with sponge helps to slow down the melting of the ice inside. The amount of water injected into the P-pipe and the thickness of the sponge wrapping directly affect the melting time of the ice inside the P-pipe. A test should be conducted beforehand to ensure the set value is achieved . 6. If the air nozzle is too thin to fit well with the A-pipe, medical tape can be used to wrap the air nozzle to thicken them . 7. The electric water valve should be: open when powered on and closed when powered off. Note: This device is best suited for self-binding suspension. After the net lands and the remote control switch is pressed to disconnect the power, the suspended object can only fall after the ice inside the P-pipe melts and the water in the inner tube is drained. Features: All materials are readily available on the market, simple installation, convenient operation, easy storage, safe and applicable (slow lifting and lowering of the suspended object). 2. Making SM rope: In SM games, the most elastic SM rope is medical oxygen tubing, but it lacks the roughness . How to solve this? Here is a method for making your own SM rope: Materials: 1. One used car inner tube; 2. One pair of scissors; 3. Two wooden boards, 30-40mm wide, 300mm long, and 10-15mm thick; 4. Three sections of lead wire, 3-4mm in diameter and 400mm long; 5. A suitable amount of thin rope; 6. A 5mm drill bit and a hand drill. Rope making tool: 1. Draw a center line longitudinally on the wide side of one wooden board. Then, on the same side, at a point 20mm from both ends of the board...

1. Draw a horizontal line down the middle of each wooden board;
2. Attach a drill bit to an electric drill,
stack two wooden boards together (with the marked sides facing up), and drill holes at the three intersection points of the boards (through both boards);
3. Make crank handles out of lead wire (the three crank handles should be identical, shaped like Z, but at a 90-degree angle),
with the following dimensions: one end (long end) 200mm long, the other end (short end) 50mm long, and the middle section
150mm long;
4. Pass the long ends of the three crank handles through the three holes in one wooden board (board a), and then
make ;
5. Pass the short ends of the three crank handles through the three holes in another wooden board (board b), and the rope maker
is complete .
SM Rope Making:
1. Cut a used car inner tube into
three strips of equal length (longer than the planned length of the SM rope) in a circumferential direction (width = thickness of the used car inner tube, cross-section = square,
bypassing );
2. Securely tie one end of the three strips together with thin string and fix them in place (do not rotate);
3. Tie the other end of each strip to one of the three hooks on the long end of the rope-making device;
4. Hold the rope-making device (plate A) with one hand and pull it taut (to straighten and tighten the three strips), while shaking the rope-
making device (plate B) with the other hand. At this time, the three strips will rotate and twist together in the same direction;
5. After the three strips are quite tight, rotate the rope-making device in the direction of the strip tension
until . At this point, the three strips have merged and twisted into one rope;
6. Tie the rope close to the end of the rope-making device and wrap it tightly with thin string. The SM rope is now complete.
Note: SM ropes are best used for self-bondage. :l Wow, that's awesome, I'd love to help you.

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