A Dignified Shanghai Mother-in-Law's Confession

Chapter 1: The Long-Awaited Manliness I am a Shanghainese, and I am 44 years old this year.
I have a happy family.
My husband is six years older than me, he's 50 this year. He runs his own renovation business, which has grown bigger and bigger over the years. But he's becoming less and less capable in our sex life. Thinking about this age, although I'm a little unwilling, what can I do? I guess I'll just let it go.
My daughter also got married. Despite our strong opposition, she actually married a country bumpkin from Linyi, Shandong.
However, my son-in-law is actually quite good-looking and talented. He is a top student who graduated from Fudan University in Shanghai and is currently pursuing his MBA at Fudan University. He is a promising young talent.
Unfortunately, his family is really poor! He comes from a rural area and has two older sisters. I just hope his family won't cause trouble or hold us back.
My daughter's wedding home is a small apartment, and I even paid the down payment for it.
Needless to say, the bride price was only 50,000 yuan. I ended up giving my daughter an extra 200,000 yuan. What can I do when my daughter is determined to be with him? Anyway, we're not short of money, and as long as he's reliable, that's all that matters—that's the only way I can comfort myself.
I stopped working a long time ago. In the early years, I bought out my seniority and stayed home to take care of my parents-in-law. Now my mother-in-law has been gone for several years, and only my father-in-law, who was recently stroked and is now partially paralyzed, remains. We hired a caregiver to help look after him, which makes things easier for us.
I spend my days strolling around the supermarket, cooking, and doing aerobics to keep fit. Life is quite pleasant, but when the night is quiet, I always feel empty inside.
As the saying goes, "Thirty is like a wolf, forty like a tiger, fifty like someone sucking the earth dry." I'm almost fifty, and sometimes I really do think, "Sigh!" My daughter and her husband live alone in the apartment I bought for them as their wedding home, only coming back on weekends. My husband is always out for business, leaving early and coming home late, sometimes disappearing for two or three days at a time. Sigh! Such a big house, a 240-square-meter duplex, with only two or three people, feels really empty.
My husband's stroke has become increasingly severe recently. He used to be able to move around in a wheelchair, but now he can only lie in bed.
Looking back on his life, he certainly made significant contributions to communism.
Speaking of my father-in-law, he was quite audacious when he was young, humph! Did he think I didn't know? Now he can only lie in bed, he should behave himself! But when I hired the nanny, I still gave her an extra 1,500 yuan as a "shame-saving fee." This old man, though old in age, is still young at heart. I hope he doesn't cause any more trouble.
At the old man's request, his daughter and son-in-law moved back to live with us.
The old man probably doesn't have much time left to waste, so he wants his daughter to have a child so that four generations can live together, which is understandable.
It's good that my daughter and son-in-law have moved back; the house finally feels more lively.
Our son-in-law and son-in-law came back and lived with us.
They say a daughter is her mother's little cotton-padded jacket, but that's before she gets married! Now, it seems like this girl is only concerned with her son-in-law! To be honest, the son-in-law is really good. Although his family isn't well-off, he's managed to establish himself in Shanghai, this international metropolis, thanks to his natural talent and hard work. His income is above average, which is already quite good.
Although I never expressed my rejection of him, I always felt in my heart that it was not worth it for my daughter to marry someone from another place, and a rural one at that.
But they've been married for over two years, and everything's going well. The son-in-law is ambitious, so let's just leave it at that! After all, it's my daughter's choice! Xiao Gu, yes, that's my son-in-law.
He's 178cm tall and has a very energetic look. His eyes seem to speak volumes, and they even resemble Tony Leung's. No wonder he captivated my little vixen.
If it weren't for Grandpa's insistence that they have children soon, they probably would have wanted to stay home for a few more years.
Actually, she's not young anymore; having a child at 25 or 26 is the best age.
Xiao Gu is already twenty-eight, and he's quite mature. All these years in Shanghai haven't been wasted; he exudes the air of a big-city person.
They say clothes make the man, and my daughter has a great eye for fashion. The outfits she puts on him look like they're on a model.
The key is that this guy is very good at chatting; he can keep up with whatever you talk about.
He gives off a sunny and ambitious vibe. Well, my daughter has finally chosen a promising prospect.
At the beginning, Xiao Gu was still as reserved as when she first came to visit.
It sometimes makes me feel a little restricted.
As time went by, this feeling lessened, and they became more and more harmonious in their interactions.
Once, the gate at home fell down. What could my daughter and I possibly do? Luckily, Xiao Gu was there and fixed it in no time. It really doesn't work out in a house without a man.
We gradually became more and more comfortable with each other.
Since summer is here, I told Xiao Gu not to dress so formally at home, to be more casual, and it's okay to go shirtless or something.
Unexpectedly, he became increasingly bold. Sometimes he would just wander around the house in his shorts. I secretly noticed that his crotch was quite bulging, making me not know where to hide my eyes. No wonder my daughter insisted on marrying him; it seems she's tasted the sweetness of it.
Actually, you really have to be careful when choosing a man! In our generation, there was no chance for trial marriage! Sigh! My husband's family had three generations of single-child families, but we were caught up in the one-child policy and only had one precious daughter. Although my husband doesn't say it, I know he always wanted a boy. Why am I so useless? My two older sisters both had boys, and I'm the only one with a daughter. It's all fate! However, the arrival of Xiao Gu has made up for our regret of not having a son. It's better than nothing! I wanted a man in the house, but now that he's moved in, I'm even more confused.
Before, when I did aerobics at home, I could just wear any workout clothes. Now I have to worry about whether it's too revealing. Now I have to wear a bra when I do aerobics, which is tight and uncomfortable.
Forget it, I'll just do whatever makes me comfortable at home.
Sometimes, I could feel Xiao Gu's burning gaze fixed on my chest. I felt a little shy, but also a little happy, after all, I could still attract men! I could feel a kind of appreciation in his eyes, like a fire that made my body heat up. I didn't understand what this feeling was. Sometimes when I saw my girlfriends and their husbands showing affection, I even felt a little jealous! Gradually, I started to enjoy talking to this man. I would ask Xiao Gu first what we ate at home. Sometimes my girlfriends would say in a coquettish tone that I was biased, but I couldn't help but try my best to make my son-in-law happy.
Is this what they mean by a mother-in-law's love for her son-in-law growing stronger with each look? Or maybe it's just that I haven't been around men for too long, and it's just that opposites attract? The other day, my girlfriend dragged me to the mall, and I saw a black, openwork silk long dress that I really liked. After coming out of the fitting room, I actually asked Xiao Gu directly instead of asking my girlfriend if it looked good or not. Xiao Gu's expression at that moment was really funny. She stared at me until my face turned red before saying, "It looks really good!" What a silly girl! But I was actually quite happy inside, which meant that my charm was still there, as if I had returned to my youth.
I must say, living together as a couple really brings a lot of joy, except when I'm alone at night and can't sleep. What can I do? My husband is starting to go bald, with gray hair at his temples. He's really put in a lot of effort for this family. Sigh! As for me, I'm a bit of a clean freak, and I don't want the housekeeper to wash my clothes.
Now I wash and iron all the clothes for my sons and daughters.
Sometimes, when I hold Xiao Gu's clothes and smell that long-lost scent of men's sweat, I actually want to take a few more breaths.
This must be the manly scent I've been missing for so long. I pressed my son-in-law's clothes to my nose and took a few deep breaths. My body felt a little weak and damp. What's wrong with me? Chapter Two: Old in Age but Young in Heart. Days passed by, and my daughter's belly showed no signs of pregnancy.
My husband actually asked me to eavesdrop on their lovemaking and even told me to talk to my son-in-law about it! I'm so shocked! How can I possibly control this? I secretly eavesdropped for two nights, and it seemed like they were really serious about making a baby. It lasted quite a while, but they didn't make much noise.
每次聽完都感覺自己空虛得慌，下面濕噠噠的難受的很，這死老頭子又不給力，盡出些餿主意！保姆小劉每個月休息兩天，這天正好趕上她休息，我又得親自伺候老頭子了，夏天到了，南方氣候潮濕，老頭子長期臥床我怕他生褥瘡，所以每天都要求小劉給老頭子洗洗澡，擦擦身子。
想想過了也五六年了，也不知道老頭子還行不行？帶著疑問，我端著一盆水走進了老頭子的房間，開始給他擦身子。
老頭子一半身子沒有知覺了，另一半只有手能靈活運用，腿有知覺可是不好使。
我先把老頭子翻過來趴在床上，把後背給擦乾淨了。
這長期臥床的人，背上最容易長褥瘡了。
老頭子嗯嗯著盡力的配合著我，等我把後背擦完了之後，翻過來的時候，老頭子卻按住搭在他下身的床單不讓我給洗了。
呵呵，知道害羞了？當年不是膽子大著呢嗎？「知道害羞啦？又不是沒見過！」我呲著老頭子，用力一拉床單，沒想到老頭子也用力拽著床單，我有些生氣的道：「還拉！別拉啦，一會兒把床單弄濕了！」老頭子木訥的道：「叫……小劉……」「喲！小劉有事請假了！還小劉，非得她不可呀？瞧你髒的，都餿了！」「我……我自己能洗……」老頭子還真有些固執，這些年變化還真大。
「還知道害羞了？呵呵，把手鬆開！……啊！」床單被扯開的一瞬間，老頭子的雞巴騰的一下就彈了出來。
還是那麼堅挺粗壯！我心裡暗暗的比較了一番。
一時真有點措手不及，臉上有點發燒，趕緊掩飾道：「你呀還真是人老心不老！難怪一直拉著不讓洗！」我強忍著內心的激動，把毛巾扔進盆裡透了透水，開始給老頭子擦起來。
我用手一握，只聽老頭子「嗯」一聲，喘著粗氣呼哧呼哧的。
呵呵的笑道：「平時小劉給你洗也這樣？」老頭子「哦」了一聲，道：「她……她洗的時候沒硬……」我的心裡彭的一聲炸開了鍋！什麼意思？這是調戲嗎？想到老頭子以前做過的事情，我不自覺的開始給他套弄起來。
真硬！我心裡暗讚！老公怎麼沒隨他呢？我心裡有些不爽，這堅挺我有多久沒有嘗到過了？上次，也是唯一的一次，還是它給我的，想到這裡手上的動作漸漸加快，心思卻飛到了幾年前那個夜晚。
那時候，婆婆剛剛去世不到一年，老頭子跟著我們一起過了。
我明顯的感覺到有時候老頭子的目光盯在我的胸部和屁股。
雖然心裡有些反感，可是內心深處也對自己的魅力有些陶醉。
想想老頭子也快七十的人了，頂多也就是過過眼癮心裡意淫一下得了吧。
沒想到我卻在我換洗的內褲上發現了端倪，有一天我竟然在洗自己內褲的時候，在上面發現了精斑！看來老頭子還是行的，我心裡暗讚，這麼大歲數了，比他兒子還強！心裡竟然有一種調戲一下老頭子的衝動。
正好那段時間跟老公腦別捏，分床睡覺了，夜夜孤枕難眠。
那天又跟老公吵嘴，他甩門而去。
我在家拿起一瓶紹興黃酒煮了喝了，老頭子一聲不吭的陪我喝，不知不覺的就暈了。
越喝身子就越熱，我竟然大膽的進房把胸罩脫了，換了一件包臀吊帶裙，鬼使身材的居然補了點淡妝又出來接著喝。
我分明看見老頭子那閃爍的眼睛，也發紅的臉。
我內心一陣得意，老頭子都對我有意思，老公怎麼就不行呢？想到這裡我不自覺的翹起了二郎腿，老頭子的眼睛一下就被我那短短的性感的美腿吸引了。
看著他那閃爍的眼睛，我下面竟然有些濕潤起來。
可是我一個良家婦女，又不會賣弄風騷，看來只能裝醉了，我心裡暗下決定。
喝著喝著我就躺在了沙發上假裝睡著了。
只聽老頭子叫了我幾聲，就拿了一張床單給搭在了我的肚子上。
我心裡一陣失望，老頭子不會不敢吧？我假裝一翻身，裙擺隨著我的動作撩了起來，露出了我大半個屁股。
這樣既可以背對著老頭子不被他發現，又可以調戲一下老頭子，我對自己的這個動作非常得意，看你還能忍得住！就在這時，我聽見老頭子的呼吸越來越粗重，嘴巴靠在我的耳邊用有些顫抖的聲音叫了兩聲我的名字，我假裝睡著了，沒有理會，可是吹在我耳邊的那陣熱風不禁讓我心癢癢起來。
突然感覺一隻粗糙的大手撫在了我露在裙外的大腿上，我的心一下提到了嗓子眼，心想來了來了，老頭子終究還是抵不過我的魅力，腿上的肌肉一緊，雞皮疙瘩都起來了，卻感覺更加靈敏，那瘙癢的感覺一隻延續到了大腿根部，我的菊花一陣緊縮，陰道裡竟分泌出一陣潤滑——畢竟太長時間沒有得到過安撫了。
只感覺那粗糙的大手越來越往上，天吶，就快到大腿根兒了，我心裡狂叫，要不要阻止他？嗯，再往上說不定就被發現我潮濕的秘密了！嗯……沒想到老頭子一下就按在了我的陰蒂上，我忍不住悶哼一聲，天吶，他一定感覺到我的潮濕了，怎麼辦？他竟然開始揉了起來，嗯，再揉人家就受不了了！可是他沒有停止的跡象，我感覺愈來愈濕，怎麼辦？早知道就不調戲他了！突然我感覺屁股上一涼，老頭子輕輕的撩起我的裙子，雙手扯著我內褲的兩邊往下一扒，就被扒了下來，天吶！我的陰部赤裸裸的露在了老頭子的面前，我忍不住一陣收縮，一定被他發現了！啊！插進來一根手指，嗯……嗯，我忍不住從鼻子裡哼了兩聲。
聽到我的聲音，老頭子抽插的動作明顯緩了一緩，可是接下來一下插入了兩根手指，天吶！好充實！好久沒有過這樣的感覺了！那粗糙的手指刮著我的嫩肉，有些疼，可是更多的是爽，我竟然渴望能插得再深入一些！老頭子開始快速的抽插起來，我的陰道也越來越濕潤，只聽見咕嘰咕嘰的抽插聲，讓我渾身發熱，臉頰發燙，好像自己伸手揉一揉發漲的乳房啊，可是我不能也不敢。
突然老頭子抽出了指頭，我趕到一陣空虛，只聽悉悉索索的一陣衣服摩擦的聲音，讓我的心懸在了半空中，猜不出老頭子到底要幹嘛？照理說七十歲的人了，應該沒那個能力了吧，頂多也就是過過手癮，還能怎樣？就在這時一個滾燙的蘑菇頭般的物件頂在了我的陰道口，我心裡一驚，難道老頭子還有這個能力？！就在我內心掙扎著要不要醒來阻止的時候，那蘑菇頭般的物件一下插了進來！好充實，好燙，好深！多少年沒有過這樣的感覺了！如果說剛才還有些掙扎的話，現在就算給我兩個嘴巴我也不願意醒過來阻止了。
老頭子開始抽插起來，那粗壯的雞巴把我的陰道撐得好滿，而且插得好深，每次都頂到我的深處以前從未企及過的地方，到底了到底了，我心裡狂喊，我忍不住隨著老頭子的抽插哼出聲來！老頭子這時已經不管我是否醒過來了，開始猛烈的抽插，次次到底，他的胯部與我的屁股發出啪啪啪的聲音，那雞蛋大小的蘑菇頭每次頂入是那麼有力，讓我有些疼，有些酸，更多的是舒服！我的陰道越來越濕潤，竟然有了一些洩意，這可是亂倫啊！想到這裡，我的陰道一陣緊縮，從陰道裡噴射出大量的淫液，我飛了！可是老頭子仍然像打樁機一樣，只聽咕嘰咕嘰的抽插和啪啪啪的撞擊聲相映成趣，我又迷醉了！又過了幾分鐘才感覺一股滾燙的精液射進了我的陰道，好舒服，那精液撞擊的感覺，那撐滿我陰道的充實的感覺，真的久違了。
完事後老頭兒草草的用衛生紙幫我清理了一下陰戶，給我穿上內褲，我感覺到了他手的顫抖，其實我的心何嘗沒有顫抖啊！過了半天我才慢慢的睡著了，醒來已經半夜兩點多了，這時我才悄悄的回到自己的房間繼續睡覺，可是卻怎麼也睡不著，感覺陰戶裡漲漲的，總感覺公公那粗大的雞巴還在裡面。
第二天公公像什麼事也沒發生一樣，不過看我的眼神有一些躲閃。
想到他帶給我的高潮，我竟然希望他能再大膽些，我在家穿著也越來越隨意，有時候甚至有些暴露。
我多麼希望能再來一次，清醒的大聲喊叫出來啊！可惜老頭子從那以後見到我就躲閃，根本無視我對他的挑逗，我慢慢的也就平息了，畢竟這是亂倫啊！就當做了一場春夢吧！回到現實我心裡有些恨，報復性的挑逗道：「嗯……用我幫你嗎？」我的聲音一下溫柔了許多，嫵媚中又帶點俏皮的意味：「爸……！」這嬌嗔的一聲『爸』老頭子的雞巴明顯的挺動了幾下，呼吸更加粗重起來！呵呵，要的就是這個效果，我就是不幫你！哼！心裡這麼想，可是手上的動作卻用力的套弄了幾下。
老頭子哼哧著道：「你……你幫幫我……」「現在要我幫你了？當初你怎麼不幫我呢？」我一聽心裡就急了！當年我可沒少勾引過你，可是你呢？無視我的勾引，讓我感覺自己又賤又挫敗感倍增！你不接受就別來惹我啊！偷偷的上了我，讓我嘗到了滋味，又不給我，你知道我有多難過嗎？我心裡憤憤不平的想著，不知不覺的就說道：「那天晚上你為什麼不來？我都低聲下氣的告訴你給你留門了！」「我……我……我不能再錯了，不能再對不起你老公了……」老頭子喏喏的道，我手裡的雞巴又挺了挺！「那那天晚上你為什麼又來欺負我？」我憤怒了，手上用力的擼動了幾下，換來幾聲低吟。
「你……啊……你知道啊？」老頭子有些吃驚的道！「我當然知道！你以為我喝醉了嗎？來偷摸我，還來欺負我！」我怒了，既然今天把話說開了，心裡的憤怒就都發洩出來好了。
「對……對不起……那天我也喝多了……」說著我感覺到老頭子的手撫在了我的腰上慢慢的撫摸著，我有些想哭的感覺！既然來撩撥了我，為何又不繼續下去？我開始發狠的擼動起老頭子的雞巴來。
這麼多年了，我是多麼渴望那充實的感覺啊！老頭子的手越來越不老實起來，不過我竟不想去拒絕他，畢竟他給過我這些年來唯一的一次性高潮。
老頭子的手摸到了我的大腿根部，有些顫抖著，有些癢，這大腿根兒的癢癢一直延到我的陰道深處，我感覺緊貼陰部的內褲也有些黏糊糊的。
「那後來我給你暗示幾次，你為什麼假裝不懂？」我有些疑問，今天一定要搞清楚。
「我……那天以後很後悔……我以為你不知道……就這樣算了吧，我不想再錯下去了……」老頭子喏喏的道。
我的心裡一陣酸楚，回想起那天的點點滴滴，陰道忍不住縮了縮，又擠出幾滴潤滑。
老頭子的手明顯的感覺到了我潤滑，從內褲側邊伸進一根手指插了進去開始抽插起來，我悶哼一聲，老頭子那粗糙的手指刮著我的嫩肉竟讓我有些疼痛，可更多的是充實和舒爽。
我手上繼續動作著，慢慢的把屁股翹了起來，方便老頭子的指奸。
老頭子明顯感覺到我的潤滑，竟配合著我的套弄呻吟起來，沒幾下就一哆嗦，射了出來，鼻子聞著精液的味道，我竟有些迷醉了。
這時突然門口響起了開門聲，我下意識的問了一句是誰？姑爺答應了一聲，我的心砰砰的跳了起來，心裡暗暗存著一絲僥倖，趕忙匆匆收拾一下出去了。
第三章、久違的充實突然接到他的電話，我有些不知所措，畢竟我跟老李已經斷了快十年了。
想起曾經跟他的那些事兒，我鬼使神差的居然同意了再次跟他見面，其實誰都知道見面可能會發生什麼，可是我竟然以為自己能守住，想著頂多也就是一些曖昧，不會有什麼實質的事情發生，居然有了那麼一點小小的期待。
約的是週四，週末家裡都是人，出門不太方便。
沒想到女婿小故居然週四要出差去廣州，我想了想，不如讓他順道送一趟小故去機場，這樣就算被老公知道，也不會顯得我心虛了。
我正為自己的小聰明默默的點個贊，突然一個成語叫『欲蓋彌彰』，我的臉竟然有些發燙。
週四這天我早早的起床洗了個澡，化了點淡妝，就準備出門。
當我從客廳走過的時候，斜眼瞟了小故一眼，發現他竟然張著嘴眼睛直勾勾的盯著我，這小子！我不由得有些欣喜，看來我還不老，對男人還是有吸引力的，我優雅的走到門口，回頭跟小故說道：「我上午正好要去一趟去原來的單位，你和小劉在家看著老爺子，中午在家早早的吃完飯，１２點半左右我回家接上你送你去機場。」
說完對著小故微微一笑，小故嗯了一聲，一手趕緊擦了擦嘴，哈哈，這小子是在擦口水嗎？我忍住笑，拉開門出去了。
我直接下到地下停車場，一出門就看見老李站在門口。
老李立刻迎了上來，眼神中帶著驚喜和一絲慾望。
我淡淡的說了句：「走吧。」
老李哎了一聲，就把我領到一輛黑色帕薩特跟前，拉開副駕駛的門，把我讓了進去。
老李也上到了駕駛位，不過他沒有開車，只是默默的盯著我看。
我假裝沒發現，面無表情，臉上卻明顯感覺到他眼中的熱量，不由得有些心癢癢，這種癢癢的感覺從臉上順著他的眼光劃過我光滑潔白的脖子，在胸部狠狠地停留了一陣子，再慢慢的蔓延到小腹，跳到小腿，再慢慢到大腿，最後停留在我的大腿根部，這種癢癢慢慢的深入，慢慢的竟然有些酥軟。
我不由得夾緊雙腿，嘴上說道：「趕緊開車啊！」老李沒動也吱聲，眼中是滿滿的渴望，靠近我的耳側深嗅了一口氣道：「你還是那麼美！」他嘴裡的熱氣呼進我的耳朵裡，我發現我竟然有些濕了，我不由得有些害羞，臉有些發燙，又有些生氣自己居然這麼沉不住氣！有些懊惱的叫道：「別廢話了，趕緊走！」老李回過勁兒，發動了汽車開了出去。
汽車駛出地下停車場，我趕緊把窗戶按下來，我默默的透了一口氣，故作鎮定的道：「我們去哪兒啊？」老李沒回答我，卻開始自顧自的說道：「惠，這些年我一直在打聽你的消息。
我好想你！」老李突然的告白讓我有些不知所措，老李沒搭理我，繼續道：「我分居好些年了，要不是看著娃的份兒上早就離了。
這些年你過得好嗎？有沒有想過我？我真的好想你！」說完轉過頭來盯了我一眼，一把方向盤右拐上了中環高架，我身子一側靠向老李，老李伸過右手一把就把我的頭摟住了。
鼻子裡一下傳來一陣濃郁的男人味兒，讓我有些微醺，不自覺的深吸了一口，一手輕推著他一邊低聲道：「你開車穩些，不要命了！」我沒有推動，稍微加了一點兒力，就被老李已更大的勁兒按在了他寬厚的臂窩裡。
一陣陣男人的氣息鑽到我的鼻孔裡，我不由得渾身酥軟，推他的手慢慢變成了輕輕的按在他的胸口，入手感覺是那麼的結實，不由得讓我想起曾經在他碩健的身下婉轉承歡的情景……那是在十年前了，我老公的裝飾公司那時快撐不下去了，之前幾個裝修的活貸了款，結果活兒干了，卻因為建築行業中的三角債拿不到錢。
如果再拿不下我們公司新建小區的裝修合同，真的就撐不下去了。
那天老公約了老李到家裡吃飯，就是想跟老李把關係搞好，盡力把這合同拿下。
老李其實人不壞，之前見到我的時候都一直彬彬有禮的，給人很隨和很有親和力的感覺。
那天在家裡吃飯，免不了多喝幾杯，老公的酒量本來就淺，再加上老李在工程部幹了那麼多年，酒精考驗，很快老公就話多起來，開始與老李稱兄道弟，還招呼我陪著喝了幾杯，老李一直一副淡定的樣子，只是用眼光偷偷的瞟了我好多次，還有一次趁低頭的功夫，我發現他的眼光大膽的從我居家套裙的領口看了進去。
我覺得有些不妥，跟開始勸老公別喝了，沒想到他居然還斥責了我兩句，說什麼男人喝酒女人就在一邊伺候著。
我有些鬱悶的喝了幾口悶酒，就回房間躺床上生悶氣起來。
對喝酒我也沒什麼量，不知不覺就睡著了。
不知過了多久，客廳已沒有什麼聲響，我突然感覺身上有一隻燙人的手貼在了我的膝蓋上，慢慢的往上輕撫。
那隻手有些粗糙，燙得人好舒服，讓我不願意醒過來。
那隻手慢慢的往上，在網上，那麼慢，那麼舒服，讓我不知不覺的打開了雙腿讓他更加往裡。
這隻手果然沒有讓我失望，它很準確的從我內褲邊緣伸了進來，將我的內褲掰開，我潮濕的陰部感到一涼，緊接著就是一跟熱熱的手指在我的外陰摩挲了兩下就插進了一根手指。
我忍不住嗯了一聲，卻沒有起來阻止，只想讓它更加深入，都說酒後亂性，是的，我要那充實的感覺，忍不住嘟噥了一句：「老公，嗯~ 快來嘛~ 」那隻手突然縮了回去！我以為老公去脫衣服去了，可是等了一陣，不見動靜，下體的空虛瘙癢的感覺向我襲來，忍不住雙腿加緊摩挲著，身子也扭了幾下以示不滿，我的臉發燙、胸也有些漲了起來，兩顆葡萄驕傲的挺立起來，抵在我的蕾絲軟罩上有些發癢，我一隻手忍不住撫上我的雙胸，用大拇指和食指按住乳頭往乳溝中間按了幾下，嘴裡喘出幾聲粗氣，另一隻手有些害羞的放到到眼前擋住視線——我畢竟還是害羞的，要不是喝了酒，我絕對不會這麼主動的。
我突然聽到床邊一陣犀利的解皮帶扣的聲音伴著男人的粗喘，心裡不由得升起一陣渴望，緊夾得雙腿中央又滲出一片濕滑。
片刻，或許是很久，耳邊傳來「叮」的一聲，我知道那是男人皮帶扣掉在地上的聲音，我不由得張開嘴喘了起來，心裡忍不住吶喊：快來快來！男人好像聽到了我內心的呼喊，爬上來，兩隻大手像鉗子一樣夾住我的膝蓋，用力一掰，我緊夾的雙腿就打開了，男人跪在我的雙腿下，兩隻手拉著我的雙腿從他的腰間一拉，我忍不住悶哼一聲，就感覺一個熱熱的傢伙抵在了我的一片泥濘之上，好硬！我心裡一喜，老公好久沒有這麼霸道了，遠遠沒有平時那麼溫柔，不過，不知怎麼的，我竟然喜歡這種霸道甚至說粗暴的感覺。
男人一隻手握住我的右腿膝蓋用力往邊上掰著，另一隻手拉住我的褲衩往旁邊一分，整個陰部都露出來了！我嗯的一聲有些抗拒，這樣門戶大開的姿勢……也太羞人了！男人沒有給我表示不滿的機會，伴隨著我啊的一聲，一個巨大的龜頭就插了進來！天好粗！好硬！腦海裡突然閃出一絲不安，這不是我老公！一個霹靂從我腦海中炸開，我甩開擋在眼前的手，一邊扭動著腰一邊睜開眼睛……是老李！我一聲驚叫：「老李，你幹什麼？」老李沒想到我會掙扎，一愣神的功夫，就被我掙脫出來，片刻，老李就繼續向我的大腿根頂來，我和他同時發出啊的一聲，太疼了，我的陰道口有些靠後，從陰毛往下是一條溝壑一隻延伸到快接近肛門的地方才是入口，這條溝壑雖然軟軟的，可是裡面確實硬硬的恥骨，如果我不配合很難插入。
老李顯然也是沒有料到第二下居然沒有成功，這反而激發了他的征服欲，老李喘著粗氣說：「妹子，你就讓哥弄一回，我把那個小區的裝修全給你們家做！」我有些憤怒！這太無恥了！把我當什麼人了！我掙扎的越加用力，邊掙扎邊說道：「你混蛋！你把我當什麼人了！」我可怎麼是經常跑工程的人的對手？沒幾下，就沒老李狠狠地按住，我一滾就變成了趴在床上，老李狠狠地壓在我的身上，我的雙手反過來也使不上勁。
老李一手按住我，一手從我屁股後面扣進去，我的肛門與陰道口很近，雖然我緊緊的夾著雙腿，可還是被他扣到陰道口。
老李說道：「妹子，你看你都濕了，你也想要了吧，剛才不還在床上發騷麼？」我內心閃過一絲羞一，因為我剛才確實想要，老李的手指有深入了一截，並開始抽插起來。
我有些絕望的喊了一聲：「老公快來！」老李聽到我的呼聲卻輕笑起來，，整個身子都壓在我的背上，把嘴湊到我的耳邊道：「妹子，你就讓我弄一回，我跟你老公都說好，就弄一回，這個工程就給你家做！」說好了！！！我突然有種被出賣的感覺！我不信，我又大喊了一聲：「老公快來！」沒想到我卻聽到從客廳裡傳來的老公那熟悉的呼嚕聲。
我的心一下就跌入深淵，腦子突然一片空白，渾身都軟塔塔的，一動也不想動了。
突然感覺一根火辣辣的東西從後面插了進來，我下意識的扭了扭屁股，可是卻絲毫也無法阻擋它的前進，那條道路是那麼的濕滑……我悶哼一聲就進來了半截，太粗了！我感覺陰道口有些撕裂，可我顧不得那麼多了，我心已死。
我的人靈魂好像飄了起來，飄到屋頂，眼睜睜的看著床上的男人把他那粗長的雞巴插進已經不屬於我的陰道之中，我的褶皺擠壓著粗大的雞巴，那粗大的雞巴擠開我緊狹的陰道，那被插入的女人好像不是我自己，可那充實的感覺卻越加真實清晰。
一滴眼淚從我眼角流了出來，我失身了。
老李像是在享受一件藝術品一下，把他那比老公粗長得多的雞巴緩慢的插入，直至全根盡沒，才發出嘶的一聲驚歎：「妹子，你太緊了，完全不像生過孩子的女人！」我無言以對，也不想說話，只想著盡快結束這一場噩夢。
老李好像明白了我的心意似的，也不再廢話，開始抽插起來。
我飄在屋頂的靈魂看著老李像一個老得不能再老得打樁機似的，一下一下，緩慢而又有節奏的抽插起來，剛開始的時候我感覺有點痛，後來被撞得越來越麻，越來越麻，在後來，我的靈魂似乎也在房頂上待不住了，因為老李那緩慢而又有節奏的撞擊好像與我的心跳形成了共振，他的每次插入到底，就讓我的心隨著往上一跳，等他抽出來心彷彿又回到了原位，再插再跳，再抽在落，抽抽插插起起落落，把我的靈魂又從房頂上拉回了我的身體，著感覺越發的明顯。
老李的每次抽離，都像是坐電梯失重，心彷彿從胸腔跳到了喉嚨，再插入又回到原地。
啪啪啪的聲音就像秒針的節奏永遠沒有變化，可是卻讓我感覺這一秒的時間間隔越拖越久越來越久，我忍不住開始撅起屁股開始迎合起老李的抽入來。
老李發現了這一絲變化，興奮起來。
身子從趴在我身上改為跪在床上，兩隻大手掐著我的腰一提，我就不由自主的配合著也跪在了床上。
老李喘著粗氣咧著嘴發出一聲輕笑低聲道：「妹子，爽了吧？」我突然感到一陣羞愧，那啪啪啪嘰咕嘰咕的聲音打在我的耳膜上，彷彿提示著我：我的陰道越來越濕了！老李繼續著不緊不慢的抽送，每次插入的時候雙手都把我的腰往後送，讓那一下一下的撞擊更深入，更有力！我已經顧不得羞愧了，俏臉通紅，粉頸繃直，小腹挺起，嘴裡不由自主的發出「啊啊」的聲音，這帶著一絲哭調的呻吟一出來就再也收不住了，老李好像得到了鼓勵，加快了抽插的速度，顫著聲音問道：「妹子，爽不爽？」啊啊啊啊，我無心理會其他的，只想拚命的叫喊，彷彿渾身的毛孔都張得大大的，飄在了雲端，越飄越高越飄越高，突然渾身一陣緊縮，身子從雲端急速下墜，我彷彿坐過山車似的尖叫起來！老李也啊啊的叫喚著突然抵在我的最深處不動了，緊接著一陣火熱的高壓水槍直衝我陰道的深處，燙得我渾身一陣一陣的痙攣，這感覺，太舒服了！我不禁沒有因為被內射感到羞恥，反而從內心裡發出一陣感歎：原來做愛可以這麼舒服的！「吱嘎」一聲，把我從回憶拉回現實，老李已經將車停在了一個郊外的黃埔江邊。
我突然發現，我居然還停留在老李的懷裡，我臉一紅有些羞愧的掙扎著想起身，卻被老李一手捧起我的臉就親了上來。
老李的嘴裡一絲淡淡的煙草味道，明顯是嚼了口香糖的薄荷清涼的味兒十分好聞。
這時我發現屁股地下濕得有些厲害，扭動了幾下，推開老李說道：「別這樣！我們還是聊聊吧。」
老李嘗到一絲甜頭，一臉獻媚的道：「好，我們下去看看黃浦江！」我下車的時候有些擔心的摸了摸屁股後面的裙子，還好沒濕透，只是內褲濕濕的走起路來有些難受。
我們來到江邊靠在欄杆上欣賞著江景，看著一艘艘船從江上駛過，老李說：「真好！再見到你真好！」說著就像孩子似的哈哈大笑起來。
老李開始述說對我的思念，後來又講述他這些年來與老婆的爭吵，說起來好像是因為我的原因讓她對老婆沒興趣了，於是他老婆懷疑他外面有人，還去單位鬧了一場，差點離婚，說得我還有些愧疚。
江風吹得我有些涼意，我把絲巾披風從包裡拿出來披在了肩上，老李靠上來一把把我摟在懷裡說道：「冷嗎？」我點點頭，他繼續說道：「我們上車吧，這兒風大。」
老李用力的摟著我，幾乎是把我架著來到車前，稍微猶豫了一下，直接把我帶到了車的後座打開車門把我塞了進去，我的心從他猶豫停留的一刻起就開始碰碰直跳，沒想到他真的把我帶到了後座——後座意味著什麼，大家心裡都明白，我有些想抗拒，可剛才在這裡呆了半天也沒發現一個人一輛車，莫名其妙的拒絕卻沒有說出口。
老李隨著我一起進了後座，一進來就撲了上來，我的呼吸有些急促起來，褲衩兒上未干的濕潤又開始濃了，老李沒什麼花花活兒，嘴吻上了我的脖子，一隻手就從我的裙子底下抄了進去，我雙腿一夾，不讓他的手深入，這時他一邊舔著我的耳垂粗聲粗氣一邊說：「惠！我好想你，你就當可憐可憐我，讓我摸摸吧。」
我的腿不由的一鬆，老李的手就碰到了我濕噠噠的褲衩兒。
老李感受著指尖傳來的濕潤，興奮起來，越加狂野的用力的吸吮著我的耳垂，脖子，慢慢的從埋到我的胸口，隔著衣服撕咬著我已經挺立的乳頭，我從喉嚨裡發送嘶嘶的呻吟，老李的手指更是直接插入我的陰道開始抽插起來。
我心裡也一陣激動，陰道深處越來越癢癢，我掙扎著往後座上一趟，屁股往前，身子隨著梭了下去，用屁股靠後腰的的部分著力，兩腿大大的敞開，以便老李更加深入，老李大受鼓舞，順手就把我的褲衩往下拉，我屁股一抬，褲衩兒就被拉到了膝蓋底下，老李溫柔的把我的一條腿從褲衩的側口抽了出來，也不管另一側，就讓那蕾絲花邊的褲衩兒耷拉在另一條腿上，手指再次深入重地，我滿足的發出一聲呻吟，一隻手不由自主的從老李的腰間劃過。
還好！老李還沒老，還是那麼硬！老李的雞巴被我的手不經意的一碰，更加堅挺了幾分，收回一隻手把拉鏈一拉開，褲衩拔下，將堅硬的雞巴裸露出來。
再把我放平，就撲了上來，帕薩特的後排座確實夠寬，我一條腿圈起來搭在後靠背上，一條腿耷拉在地上，老李用手抬著我的屁股，讓我的屁股雞巴就直挺挺的插了進來！我啊的一聲叫出聲來，好充實！多久沒有過這種充實的感覺了！我從心裡默默的喊了一聲：久違了，我親愛的大雞巴。
第四章、別來調戲我不知怎麼的，這次老李有些猴急，不像以往那種不緊不慢按部就班的，一上來就加大馬力開始抽插起來，搞得我有些神魂顛倒。
胸部開始發脹，嘴裡忍不住開始哼哼起來，老李用力的揉搓著我的胸部，屁股像電動馬達似的突突突突突突的，車身也隨著搖晃起來，發出吱嘎吱嘎的聲音，我有些恍惚，有些酥軟，渾身發燙，嘴裡不由自主的發出誘人的淫叫，我才想到這是就是傳說中的車震！而且是大白天的車震，想到這裡，我的陰道一陣緊縮，淫水像泉水似得冒出來，太舒服了！雖然我跟老公也有性生活，可是老公那話兒跟老李根本不能比，每次都是草草了事，到了我這個歲數，還真的是有點慾求不滿。
如果我沒有經歷過老李，可能一直就這麼下去也不會覺得有什麼。
這就像沒吃過肉的人一直吃素也不會覺得有什麼不妥，而吃過幾次肉的人，就不再滿足於只有素菜的感覺是一樣的。
就在這時，老李加快了速度，我有些詫異，這是要射的前奏，以前老李可是戰鬥力很強的！我悄悄的睜開眼睛看著老李近在咫尺的有些猙獰的臉頰，大嘴微張，皺著眉頭，鬍子和眉毛連起來看有些像武俠小說裡的四條眉毛的陸小鳳。
老李很快就射了，我還沒到高潮，心裡稍稍有些失望，可是……這居然已經是我近幾年來質量最高的姓生活了，想到這裡我不由得有些黯然。
老李趴在我的身上喘著粗氣，我下意識的摟著他，慢慢的平靜下來，心裡有些暗暗的責怪自己：我這是在幹什麼啊？都這個歲數了，閨女也嫁人了，我都快當外婆的人了，我怎麼還能幹出這種事兒呢？！我有些生氣，不是生老李的氣，而是生自己的氣，暗暗的做了一個決定：這是最後一次了。
半晌兒，老李才爬起來，有些愧疚的說道：「第一次在車裡，太刺激了！」我心裡一羞，紅著臉沒有吱聲，默默的擦拭了一番，穿戴整齊，坐在了副駕駛位上，才平淡的跟老李說：「走吧，一會兒幫我送一趟我家姑爺去機場，要不趕不及了。」
一路上老李都在逗我，可是我卻不苟言笑，老李以為我因為沒有到高潮所以才生氣，其實不是的，剛剛我也挺舒服的，我只是暗自決定不再有下次罷了。
接上小故直奔機場，有了第三者，老李開始找話頭我也不得不搭腔。
老李似乎受到鼓勵，開車的過程中總是躲著小故對我動手動腳，我害怕小故發現也不敢聲張，這更助長了老李的勢頭，在小故到機場剛走進機場的時候竟然不顧機場四周的監控就一手從我領口伸進去在我胸口抓了一把，我分明看到小故回頭望車裡瞥了一眼，心跟著砰砰地跳。
老李這才開著車離去，我對老李在姑爺還在車上就動手動腳的行為感到有些不爽，心裡突然意識到，他這是對我的輕賤啊！回去的路上，老李說去開房，我隨便找了一個借口拒絕了，我不能墮落下去了。
到我家小區門口的時候，我跟老李說：「就停這兒吧，不用進去了。」
老李隨即把車靠邊停了，「以後不要再來找我了。
我們都歲數這麼大了。」
老李有些驚詫，問我為什麼。
我說：「我們都這個歲數了，兒女們也都長大了，不為自己著想也得為孩子們著想吧。」
我盯著老李的眼睛，發現他一臉的沮喪，有些不甘的說：「惠，我知道我今天表現不好，我……」看著他想解釋的臉，我打斷他繼續道：「跟這個沒關係，我說的是真的，真的不能再錯下去了。
兒女們都大了，我們都是要做爺爺奶奶外公外婆的人了，我對現在的生活也挺滿意的。
今天之所以答應見你，就是想跟你好聚好散。
以前……也沒機會跟你說。
真的，以後不要再來找我的了，就這樣吧。」
說完我就拉開車門就下車走進小區，我知道老李一直在目送我，可是我沒有回頭。
接下來的幾天老李給我過幾次電話和短信，我都冷漠的回絕了他的邀請，大概見我態度堅決，慢慢的老李也就認命了不再糾纏。
日子又回到了正常的軌跡，然而與老李那次分手炮車震就像是我往我平靜生活的湖水中的扔下一塊石頭，波瀾久久的不能平淡下來，那種充實那種酥麻……多少次午夜夢迴，我只能緊緊的加緊雙腿間的被褥，輕輕的摩挲……人們都說三十如狼四十如虎，我真的到了如狼似虎的年紀了嗎？我不能就這麼墮落下去，我要讓生活充實起來。
很快，我就在女兒的影響下開始了健身操的運動，那黑色的緊身健身衣穿在我的身上，居然還顯得前挺後撅的。
尤其是每次做健美操的時候，女婿小故那想看又不敢看的眼神，讓我不由得有些得意，這個歲數的女人，我敢說沒幾個有我保養得好。
還有一次剛跟女兒一起跳完健身操準備洗澡，小故就跟著女兒進了房間做起那事兒來，聽到女兒的叫聲，我有些心慌的不由自主地往樓上的房間走去，才發現他們居然沒關門，不由感歎年輕人真是不懂得節制，可回頭一想自己年輕時候又何嘗不是如此呢？就釋然了，小故他們再次從房間出來的時候，我居然心平氣和的跟他們討論起肥皂劇，可不知道為什麼，感覺小故的眼神總往我身上瞧。
女兒懷孕了！這是我們全家的一件大事，我這個當媽的自然負起了照顧閨女的職責，當然，不光生活上。
這天我把閨女叫道我的房間裡，跟她提出了前三個月跟小故分床睡的建議。
可閨女不願意，說什麼就是要抱著老公才睡得踏實！從小慣的，沒辦法。
我只能跟她明說懷孕前三個月不能行房，女兒聽了紅著臉點頭，又有些不確定的說：「那要是忍不住怎麼辦？」我有些生氣：「忍不住也得忍！一切為了孩子，你以為當爹媽那麼容易呢？」女兒馬上就意識到我理解錯了，紅著臉解釋道：「我說的不是我忍不住！我是說小故要忍不住怎麼辦？他這方面需求挺……挺……挺勤的。」
說到這裡閨女的聲音低了下來。
我呵呵一樂道：「我也會警告他的。」
My daughter laughed and said, "As long as he can hold back, of course I can too. Mom is the best!" That night, I called Xiao Gu aside and said, "Xiao Gu, you two shouldn't consummate your marriage during this early pregnancy period."
My sudden outburst clearly startled Xiao Gu. He looked at me blankly, unsure of what to say, and the atmosphere became a little awkward. I continued, "You still need to be more careful during the first three months of pregnancy."
Xiao Gu realized what was happening, her eyes darting around as she gave an "oh" and then fell silent.
I blushed a little; after all, it was quite embarrassing. After a while, I realized that Xiao Gu was staring blankly at my half-exposed cleavage through my neckline. Feeling a bit shy, I covered my cleavage with one hand and playfully slapped Xiao Gu's leg with the other, saying coquettishly, "Where are you looking, you little rascal!" Xiao Gu suddenly snapped out of his daze and reached out with one hand. I was startled, and my heart started pounding. Xiao Gu, however, naturally tucked the hair behind my mouth and said, "Oh... I understand."
At this moment, Xiao Gu also realized that it was a bit abrupt for her to cut my hair, and her hand was frozen in mid-air, unsure whether to put it down or not.
I felt my face burning up; the action was too ambiguous. My chest was heaving. Just then, Xiao Gu broke the awkward silence and said, trying to justify himself, "Um... Mom, your hair is messy..." Messy, messy, but my heart was in turmoil... I hurriedly fled the scene.
Perhaps it was just my imagination, but after that day, I noticed that Xiao Gu's gaze towards me was different. I couldn't quite put my finger on what was different, but every time I met his eyes, he would look away in a flustered manner. This child... My daughter's pregnancy filled our whole family with happiness.
Although her husband is still very busy, Xiao Gu has begun to change her role.
At home, he took on more of the things a man should do. Besides taking his daughter to medical check-ups, he also accompanied her shopping and exercising without leaving her side. Of course, I followed along. But occasionally, he would look at me with a gaze that was clearly not the kind of gaze one would give an elder. It was more like the kind of look a man gives a woman, a look of desire that would suddenly make my heart skip a beat.
I felt a bit repulsed, but also a little smug—I'm an old woman who's lost my looks, yet I can still attract young men in their twenties.
Sometimes, even knowing that Xiao Gu is peeking at me, I would deliberately lower my head and expose myself, then secretly observe his embarrassed attempt to cover it up. This kind of forbidden stimulation gave me a feeling that I couldn't quite explain.
That day, I was squatting in the washing machine in the bathroom collecting the washed clothes when Xiao Gu came home from get off work and went into the bathroom to wash her hands. As I finished packing the clothes and took the basin to leave, Xiao Gu suddenly squeezed past me quickly. I froze, because I clearly felt a hard, rod-like object pass across my waist—it was a man's penis! And it seemed to be quite large! Xiao Gu muttered as she quickly left, pretending to explain that she had forgotten where her phone was.
I could only pretend nothing had happened and continue hanging up the clothes. But the line on my waist where the man's penis had traced my waist felt like it wasn't my own body anymore. It was a little tingly and numb, so familiar yet so distant. I numbly finished hanging up the clothes and then felt a sudden urge to urinate. When I sat on the toilet, I discovered that there was a trace of clear, sticky fluid at the base of my underwear. My face turned bright red, and it took me a while to calm down before I left the bathroom... From that day on, I tried my best to avoid Xiao Gu and not be alone with him.
But for some reason, the more I mentally told myself to avoid him, the more I paid attention to his every move.
I found that Xiao Gu is a really good young man. He is hardworking, responsible, caring, and good at praising people. He often makes my daughter and me smile from ear to ear, but it doesn't seem insincere.
While I was pleased that my daughter had such a husband, I also secretly lamented that I had chosen the wrong person. I even felt a slight pang of jealousy towards my daughter, but I buried this pang of jealousy deep in my heart out of remorse.
Xiao Gu is still the same, but she seems to be paying more and more attention to me, and her gaze is becoming bolder and bolder.
That time, when I was washing vegetables, he actually came into the kitchen to wash peaches too. He passed his hands under my armpits and just washed them like that, it looked like he was hugging me! I was startled, and I said a little angrily, "You scared me to death! Why don't you walk quietly?" "It's nothing, I'm just washing a peach to eat..." he said, seemingly nonchalantly as he finished washing the peach. This little rascal even leaned his head close to my ear to talk, doesn't he know my ears are sensitive? "It smells so good! These big peaches!" After he finished, his hand pretended to casually brush against my waist.
"That little rascal!" I blurted out what I was thinking, and then I heard Xiao Gu laugh loudly as he went out.
My heart was in turmoil for a long time. This was clearly a flirtation! What shocked me the most was that I didn't feel uncomfortable or disgusted at all! There was even a hint of sweetness in my heart. What's wrong with me?

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