Little Yun, who was half-forced and half-raped

Everyone calls me Xiao Cheng. When this happened, I was just a high school senior, just turned eighteen. My grades were above average, I never skipped school, and always went to class obediently, so naturally, my only father never worried me. That's right, I come from a single-parent family. My mother passed away unexpectedly shortly after giving birth to Xiao Yun. My father works as an executive at a tourism company, and I have a younger sister named Xiao Yun. She's only eleven years old, a sixth-grade elementary school student, about to enter junior high and start puberty. Speaking of my father, to say he took care of us is absolutely true; at least we never lacked money for living expenses or school fees. But to say he cared about us is another matter entirely. He was completely indifferent to Xiao Yun and me. He always said he was busy with work, came home very late, and often came home drunk, sometimes not even coming home at all. I really don't know who he was drinking with. I'm not a Buddhist, but from a Buddhist perspective, then my father's connection with us was probably very shallow. From childhood, I've been taking care of Xiaoyun all by myself, watching her grow up. Every day, I'd hold her hand to go to school, and after school, we'd walk home hand in hand. We were inseparable, and our relationship was truly wonderful, even better than that of most siblings. Xiaoyun always called me "brother," smiling and playing with me. She was truly the closest woman to me. However, Xiaoyun was seven years younger than me. Although the age difference was significant, when I entered puberty around the age of twelve, my body began to develop, and I experienced sexual desire, especially after learning to masturbate, I couldn't help but start focusing my attention on Xiaoyun. Besides the fact that I couldn't find a girlfriend, it was also because Xiaoyun was so close to me, and there was no distance between us when we were together, which naturally became a great temptation. It wasn't a matter of being a lolicon; it was a very natural desire, a sexual desire. So, I started to find excuses to touch Xiaoyun, to hug her, to feel the softness of her feminine body, and I was excited about it for quite some time. Eventually, I even started to fantasize about Xiaoyun, imagining myself inserting my penis into her vagina and truly experiencing the feeling of having sex with a woman… Of course, it was just a fantasy. Aside from holding hands and hugging, I didn't do anything else with Xiaoyun. Mainly because my father was home, and I was afraid Xiaoyun would tell him, and I really didn't know what would happen then. I spent my days harboring these fantasies about Xiaoyun, gradually losing interest in other women; it truly felt like Xiaoyun was the only woman in the world. Six years passed quickly. I was in my final year of high school, and Xiaoyun was in sixth grade, when a terrible accident occurred. My father, drunk from a business dinner, drove home and crashed into a utility pole on the highway. He suffered severe head injuries and died, leaving us with nearly ten million in insurance money and bank savings… I didn't shed a single tear because I had no feelings for my father. Xiaoyun cried, after all, her father had suddenly disappeared, but she only cried for a few days before stopping. And so, the custody and guardianship of eleven-year-old Xiaoyun fell to me, an adult, and I was responsible for taking care of her. Of course, at that moment, I immediately felt a surge of excitement: it seemed there were truly no obstacles between Xiaoyun and me anymore? After all, even if I did something to her, she wouldn't have a father to talk to, right? My six-year-long sexual fantasy, which had started in middle school, seemed to be coming true?! But then I immediately thought, even without a father, there were still her teachers and classmates at school. What should I do? Should I give up forever? I was caught in a state of hesitation and confusion for quite some time… During this time, I really thought a lot, a great deal. Besides whether I should actually make a move on Xiaoyun, I was also thinking about how I should do it even if I did. Xiaoyun didn't know what I was thinking, but she sensed my confusion and kept asking me what was bothering her, as she seemed to be in a bad mood. I always made excuses, saying, "You don't understand, don't ask." But Xiaoyun wouldn't give up. Whenever she saw me looking troubled, she would ask again, "Brother?" After a while, I finally got annoyed by Xiaoyun's questions. Besides, I was determined not to let this matter keep weighing on my mind anymore. Finally, on the night of November when I turned eighteen, I decided to tell her what was on my mind... That night was a Saturday night. I was having dinner and watching TV with Xiaoyun in the living room when, after she finished her noodles, I finally mustered all my courage and spoke up: "Xiaoyun?" Xiaoyun, sitting next to me, looked at me obediently: "What is it?" "Have you noticed that your brother has been troubled by something?" she asked with concern. "Yes, but what is it?" I said nervously, "I've decided to tell you now, but I'm also worried about something..." "Worried about what?" "Worried that you'll tell others." "Tell others?" "If you promise that no matter what I say, you won't tell anyone, whether it's a teacher, classmate, or anyone else, then I'll tell you, okay?" "Really, I can't tell anyone? Why?" "You have to promise first before I tell you." Xiaoyun looked clearly confused: "Oh...?" "If you don't promise, I absolutely won't tell." "But... it's really strange..." "So you can't promise?" "Hmm..." Xiaoyun looked at me hesitantly for a moment, then finally seemed to make up her mind: "Okay!" Having received her promise, I became even more nervous and excited: "Really?" "Yes." "No matter what, you can't tell anyone, okay?" "I know." "Definitely! Definitely!" Xiaoyun answered me obediently and firmly, "Okay." "Did your brother tell you?" She nodded and waited, "Yes." I calmed myself down for a few seconds before slowly explaining, "Now you should know that Dad is gone, and we'll have to rely on each other. It's all your brother who's taking care of you, right?" "I know." I tried to remain calm, but my voice trembled involuntarily as I spoke, "So, will you stay with your brother?" Xiaoyun clearly didn't understand, "Stay with your brother?" "That means your brother has always liked you." She said innocently, "I like my brother too!" Seeing her like this, I knew she wouldn't understand unless I explained things clearly, so I finally made up my mind, "It's not that kind of liking! To your brother, Xiaoyun is like his girlfriend!" "Girlfriend?" I quickly forced a smile, trying to convince her and comfort her, "So, your brother really likes you, really, really likes you, like people say, 'in love,' you understand?" Xiaoyun seemed to finally understand, and blushed as she looked at me. "Xiaoyun, do you understand now? Your brother has really liked you for years, really liked you!" She nodded quietly, "Mmm..." "Xiaoyun, will you be my girlfriend?" "Girlfriend...?" I smiled expectantly, "Yes!" Xiaoyun hesitated for a few seconds, then finally said, "Are you confessing to me, brother?" "Yes! I really like you!" Xiaoyun asked hesitantly, "But... can we be boyfriend and girlfriend?" "Yes! Haven't you seen some TV shows? They all say love has no boundaries." Xiaoyun agreed, but was still confused, "Mmm..." "Xiaoyun, your brother has taken care of you all these years, don't you like your brother?" Asked this, she quickly looked at me and answered, "No!" "Then why don't you want to say yes?" "Because it feels so strange..." Seeing that I had already said this, I became anxious, "No way! How is it strange?" She thought in confusion, "It's just... it's just..." I pressed her, "Xiaoyun, is saying yes to your brother really that strange?" "No!" "Then why don't you agree?" Xiaoyun was confused, but still said, "It's not that I don't agree..." "Then you agree?" Xiaoyun was still confused for a while before finally saying, "If you really want me to be your girlfriend... it's just that I've always felt it's so strange..." "So you really agree?" Xiaoyun was confused, but obediently nodded, "Yes..." At this moment, I was really overjoyed... "Then are you willing to do what couples do with me?" "What couples do?" I was even more excited: "It's hugging!" "Hugging?" "Yes! All couples do it!" "But..." At this point, I was so excited that I almost lost my mind. All I felt was desire, the desire to have sex with Xiaoyun. "Okay!" "But..." "It feels so good!" "It feels so good?" "Hugging feels so good!" Actually, I didn't know if it really felt good. I only knew that I wanted to push Xiaoyun down and end my fantasy of more than six years... To put it bluntly, at this moment, I was almost driven by lust. Xiaoyun hesitated, "Hmm..." "Okay! Let your brother hug you!""But..." I pressed her, "Say yes!" Xiaoyun clearly hesitated, so she just looked at me quietly and uneasily. "Xiaoyun?!" "..." Driven by lust, I pressed her again, "Xiaoyun?!" "Brother..." "Don't think so much, trust your brother, let your brother hug you!" "..." "Xiaoyun! Your brother has really liked you for a long time!" "But..." "Your brother will always take care of you!" "..." I almost wailed to her, "Xiaoyun...!" She finally said hesitantly, "Brother really wants to hug me?" "Yes!" Xiaoyun hesitated for a moment, then slowly opened her arms to me, clearly wanting me to hug her. Seeing this, I immediately knew she had agreed, but she didn't understand what I really wanted. Without thinking, I immediately took Xiaoyun's right hand and stood up from the sofa, "Let's go!" She was surprised, "Go? Where to?" "Just follow your brother obediently!" "Oh..." I just held Xiaoyun's hand and pulled her straight to my room. Xiaoyun, uneasily led by me, was clearly unaware of what was about to happen. Completely aroused and driven by lust, I pulled Xiaoyun into my room and closed the door. What followed was simply to fulfill my desire to have sex with Xiaoyun; I half-heartedly raped her… I immediately led Xiaoyun to the edge of the bed and sat beside her, embracing her petite body. I kept saying sweet words to her, coaxing her, comforting her, even lying to her, exploiting her trust in me as her brother, coaxing and deceiving her into taking off her underwear from under her dark blue schoolgirl skirt… Of course, Xiaoyun resisted having her underwear removed. But I kept coaxing and lying, sometimes even threatening her, and she ultimately didn't dare to truly resist… After removing her underwear, I continued to coax, deceive, and half-force her onto my bed, then pressed myself against her. I continued to comfort her. I looked up at her, lying uneasily on the bed. I continued to coax her. I spread her legs. I continued to coerce her. I hurriedly pulled off my black school pants. I continued to let her know how much I liked her. I pulled out my already erect penis from my underwear. Knowing that the crucial moment had finally arrived, I continued to coax and deceive her, letting my glans slip under her skirt and directly press against her open vulva... With her legs spread and my penis pressed against her genitals, Xiaoyun was completely terrified and uneasy: "Brother...?" I immediately thrust in excitedly. I really didn't care about Xiaoyun anymore, I just wanted my penis to enter her vagina and fulfill my six-year dream and expectation! As I pressed against her genitals, Xiaoyun, who had been looking at my face, immediately opened her eyes wide, with tears in her eyes, and looked terrified and surprised: "Huh—?!" I thrust again! Xiaoyun again: "Huh—?!" I thrust a third time even harder, my glans tightened at first, and then I felt the whole thing being inserted. Maybe the position of the glans was just right, and with enough force, I actually managed to push it in without even realizing it! In that instant, I knew I had truly penetrated her. Without a second thought, I thrust in, deeper and deeper. Feeling my penetration, Xiaoyun's leg muscles tensed. She tried to close her legs, but my body blocked her, and she could only let out a terrified cry: "Ah—?!" I stopped trying to coax her and continued to thrust my penis all the way in until I couldn't go any further. I felt a deep sense of satisfaction, fulfilling a wish I'd held for over six years… It's in! It's really in! It's really inside Xiaoyun's vagina! Her vagina was so tight and hot! It felt like it was squeezing my penis flat! I couldn't help but let out a satisfied sigh: "Ah…" Xiaoyun stared at me, terrified, tears streaming down her face… Then, through her tears, she cried out in fear: "Brother… don't rape me…" I was shocked, because even though she was only in fifth grade, she knew what I had done to her. "Brother..." I regained some composure, but was still excited: "Xiaoyun?" "Brother..." I could only say, "Brother will always take care of you." Xiaoyun burst into tears again in disbelief: "Brother..." After all, she had always trusted me, regarding me as the only brother she could trust. Plus, she was only eleven years old; she must still have many beautiful dreams for the future, yet she was violated and deflowered by me. Without further hesitation, I looked at Xiaoyun, who had been pushed onto the bed, and began to thrust my penis in and out. Xiaoyun felt my thrusts, staring at my face, and couldn't help but cry out in terror, "Eh—?" I thrust into Xiaoyun again and again, enjoying the tightness of her vagina. As I thrust into her, Xiaoyun cried out in terror from time to time, "Brother?! Brother?! Brother?!...!" I didn't answer her, not at all. I just excitedly fucked Xiaoyun again and again, letting my penis rub against her vaginal walls. I continued thrusting, trying to push the head of my penis deeper. Xiaoyun, whom I had been so violently fucking, stopped calling out to me after a short while. She slowly closed her eyes, turned her head away, and began to sob softly, as if she couldn't believe what had happened, couldn't believe I had actually raped her. Amidst Xiaoyun's cries, I knew the final moment had arrived, and without hesitation, I thrust in hard, filling the deepest part of Xiaoyun's vagina with my semen during her orgasm, again and again, relentlessly pouring it in… After it was all over, I breathed heavily, slowly withdrew my penis, and pulled my pants back up. Xiaoyun lay motionless on the bed, legs spread, sobbing. Having finally satisfied and released my desires of over six years, I truly calmed down. I recalled all the sensations of sex, the sensations inside her vagina—so wondrous, so satisfying, so pleasurable, yet so deeply wounding her heart… Looking at Xiaoyun like this, I couldn't believe I had been so cruel, that I had actually raped her, half-heartedly. "Xiaoyun…" she just cried. "Brother really didn't mean to hurt you..." She just kept crying. "Brother really likes you so much, wants to have you so much..." She finally slowly got up from the bed, and I quickly reached out to help her pull herself up. She immediately pushed my hand away, crying and screaming, "Don't touch me!" I could only silently withdraw my hand and take a step back. Xiaoyun slowly stood up from the edge of the bed, feeling hurt and embarrassed. She was about to bend down to pick up her underwear from the floor when she suddenly felt something strange on her inner thigh and immediately put her hand inside her skirt. Xiaoyun touched her inner thigh for a few seconds in front of me, then held her hand out and asked in horror, "What is this? What is this?" I saw the sticky white liquid on her hand and immediately knew what it was. I also believed that she must have already guessed what it might be, but she just couldn't believe it. I said directly, "That's... my semen..." Eleven-year-old Xiaoyun burst into tears again in front of me, unable to believe it. She actually picked up the underwear from the floor, then quickly went to the bathroom to clean up the semen that had been flowing out of her body... That was all Xiaoyun and I could say. Was the ending happy? From that day on, Xiaoyun never spoke a word to me again. But perhaps out of consideration for our sibling relationship, and because I had indeed always been good to her, she didn't tell anyone about me half-heartedly raping her. But my sexual encounter with Xiaoyun only happened once. She completely avoided me, didn't speak to me, and always seemed highly wary of me. Then, after starting middle school, she slowly went astray, becoming very good at makeup, very flirtatious, seemingly having one boyfriend after another, and even starting to skip classes. I knew Xiaoyun had become like this because of me. Naturally, I felt guilty and always wanted to find an opportunity to say a few words to her, hoping she wouldn't continue down this path, but what could I, the one who started it all, say? Then, three years after I raped her, after she graduated from junior high school, Xiaoyun packed her things and ran away from home while I was in the military, completely cutting off all contact with me. For a long time afterward, I never heard from her again. A few years later, I was already working when I finally received a call from the police, asking me to go to a national funeral home in the south as a relative to claim the body of someone who had died in a traffic accident. At the funeral home, looking at the body on the platform, it was Xiaoyun, it really was Xiaoyun. I finally saw her again, albeit in a life-or-death situation. Then, I knelt down and cried. Ultimately, I killed Xiaoyun. That night, driven by six years of desire, I half-heartedly raped her; I had already killed her. Not her body, but her soul, and the future she should have had. And just like that, there was nothing more to say between Xiaoyun and me…"But..." "Brother will always take care of you!" "..." I almost wailed to her, "Xiaoyun...!" She finally said hesitantly, "Brother really wants to hug me?" "Yes!" Xiaoyun hesitated for a moment, then slowly opened her arms to me, clearly wanting me to hug her. Seeing this, I immediately knew she had agreed, but she didn't understand what I really wanted. Without thinking, I immediately took Xiaoyun's right hand and stood up from the sofa, "Let's go!" She was surprised, "Let's go? Where to?" "Just follow brother obediently!" "Oh..." I just held Xiaoyun's hand and pulled her straight to my room. Xiaoyun was anxiously being led by me, and she certainly didn't know what was going to happen next. Completely excited and driven by lust, I pulled Xiaoyun into my room and then closed the door. What happened next was simply to fulfill my desire to have sex with Xiaoyun. I half-heartedly raped her… I immediately led Xiaoyun to the edge of the bed and sat down beside her, embracing her petite body. I kept saying sweet words to her, coaxing her, comforting her, and even lying to her, taking advantage of her trust in me as her brother, coaxing and deceiving her into taking off her underwear from under her dark blue schoolgirl skirt… Of course, Xiaoyun resisted having her underwear removed. But I kept coaxing and lying to her, sometimes even threatening her, and she ultimately didn't dare to truly resist me… After taking off her underwear, I continued to coax, deceive, and half-force her onto my bed, then I pressed myself against her. I continued to comfort her. I looked up at her, lying on the bed completely uneasy. I continued to coax her. I spread her legs. I continued to threaten her. I hurriedly took off my own black schoolgirl pants. I continued to let her know how much I liked her. I pulled out my already erect penis from my underwear. Knowing the crucial moment had finally arrived, I continued to coax and deceive her, letting my glans slip under her skirt and directly against her open vulva… With her legs spread and my penis pressed against her genitals, Xiaoyun was utterly terrified and uneasy: “Brother…?” I immediately thrust forward with intense excitement. I really didn’t care about Xiaoyun anymore; I just wanted my penis inside her vagina, to fulfill my six-year-long dream and expectation! As I pressed against her vulva, Xiaoyun, who had been staring at my face, immediately widened her eyes, her eyes filled with tears, terrified and surprised: “Huh—?!” I thrust again! Xiaoyun again: “Huh—?!” I thrust a third time even harder; my glans tightened at first, then I felt it completely inside. Perhaps the position of the glans was just right, and with enough force, I actually managed to push it in without even realizing it! In that instant, I knew I had truly penetrated her, and without thinking, I immediately thrust in harder, deeper and deeper. Feeling my penis truly penetrate her, Xiaoyun's leg muscles tensed. She tried to close her legs, but my body blocked her, and she could only let out a terrified cry: "Ah—?!" I stopped trying to coax her and continued to insert my penis all the way in until I couldn't go any further, feeling a deep sense of satisfaction, fulfilling a wish I had held for over six years... It's in! It's really in! It's really inside Xiaoyun's vagina! Her vagina is so tight and hot! It's like it's squeezing my penis flat! I couldn't help but sigh with pleasure: "Ah..." Xiaoyun kept looking at me, looking at me in terror, tears starting to stream down her face... Then, through her tears, she said fearfully: "Brother... don't rape me..." I was shocked, because although she was only in fifth grade, she already knew what I had done to her. "Brother..." I regained some composure, but was still excited: "Xiaoyun?" "Brother..." I could only say, "Brother will always take care of you." Xiaoyun burst into tears again in disbelief: "Brother..." After all, she had always trusted me, regarding me as the only brother she could trust. Plus, she was only eleven years old; she must still have many beautiful dreams for the future, yet she was violated and deflowered by me. Without further hesitation, I looked at Xiaoyun, who had been pushed onto the bed, and began to thrust my penis in and out. Xiaoyun felt my thrusts, staring at my face, and couldn't help but cry out in terror, "Eh—?" I thrust into Xiaoyun again and again, enjoying the tightness of her vagina. As I thrust into her, Xiaoyun cried out in terror from time to time, "Brother?! Brother?! Brother?!...!" I didn't answer her, not at all. I just excitedly fucked Xiaoyun again and again, letting my penis rub against her vaginal walls. I continued thrusting, trying to push the head of my penis deeper. Xiaoyun, whom I had been so violently fucking, stopped calling out to me after a short while. She slowly closed her eyes, turned her head away, and began to sob softly, as if she couldn't believe what had happened, couldn't believe I had actually raped her. Amidst Xiaoyun's cries, I knew the final moment had arrived, and without hesitation, I thrust in hard, filling the deepest part of Xiaoyun's vagina with my semen during her orgasm, again and again, relentlessly pouring it in… After it was all over, I breathed heavily, slowly withdrew my penis, and pulled my pants back up. Xiaoyun lay motionless on the bed, legs spread, sobbing. Having finally satisfied and released my desires of over six years, I truly calmed down. I recalled all the sensations of sex, the sensations inside her vagina—so wondrous, so satisfying, so pleasurable, yet so deeply wounding her heart… Looking at Xiaoyun like this, I couldn't believe I had been so cruel, that I had actually raped her, half-heartedly. "Xiaoyun…" she just cried. "Brother really didn't mean to hurt you..." She just kept crying. "Brother really likes you so much, wants to have you so much..." She finally slowly got up from the bed, and I quickly reached out to help her pull herself up. She immediately pushed my hand away, crying and screaming, "Don't touch me!" I could only silently withdraw my hand and take a step back. Xiaoyun slowly stood up from the edge of the bed, feeling hurt and embarrassed. She was about to bend down to pick up her underwear from the floor when she suddenly felt something strange on her inner thigh and immediately put her hand inside her skirt. Xiaoyun touched her inner thigh for a few seconds in front of me, then held her hand out and asked in horror, "What is this? What is this?" I saw the sticky white liquid on her hand and immediately knew what it was. I also believed that she must have already guessed what it might be, but she just couldn't believe it. I said directly, "That's... my semen..." Eleven-year-old Xiaoyun burst into tears again in front of me, unable to believe it. She actually picked up the underwear from the floor, then quickly went to the bathroom to clean up the semen that had been flowing out of her body... That was all Xiaoyun and I could say. Was the ending happy? From that day on, Xiaoyun never spoke a word to me again. But perhaps out of consideration for our sibling relationship, and because I had indeed always been good to her, she didn't tell anyone about me half-heartedly raping her. But my sexual encounter with Xiaoyun only happened once. She completely avoided me, didn't speak to me, and always seemed highly wary of me. Then, after starting middle school, she slowly went astray, becoming very good at makeup, very flirtatious, seemingly having one boyfriend after another, and even starting to skip classes. I knew Xiaoyun had become like this because of me. Naturally, I felt guilty and always wanted to find an opportunity to say a few words to her, hoping she wouldn't continue down this path, but what could I, the one who started it all, say? Then, three years after I raped her, after she graduated from junior high school, Xiaoyun packed her things and ran away from home while I was in the military, completely cutting off all contact with me. For a long time afterward, I never heard from her again. A few years later, I was already working when I finally received a call from the police, asking me to go to a national funeral home in the south as a relative to claim the body of someone who had died in a traffic accident. At the funeral home, looking at the body on the platform, it was Xiaoyun, it really was Xiaoyun. I finally saw her again, albeit in a life-or-death situation. Then, I knelt down and cried. Ultimately, I killed Xiaoyun. That night, driven by six years of desire, I half-heartedly raped her; I had already killed her. Not her body, but her soul, and the future she should have had. And just like that, there was nothing more to say between Xiaoyun and me…"But..." "Brother will always take care of you!" "..." I almost wailed to her, "Xiaoyun...!" She finally said hesitantly, "Brother really wants to hug me?" "Yes!" Xiaoyun hesitated for a moment, then slowly opened her arms to me, clearly wanting me to hug her. Seeing this, I immediately knew she had agreed, but she didn't understand what I really wanted. Without thinking, I immediately took Xiaoyun's right hand and stood up from the sofa, "Let's go!" She was surprised, "Let's go? Where to?" "Just follow brother obediently!" "Oh..." I just held Xiaoyun's hand and pulled her straight to my room. Xiaoyun was anxiously being led by me, and she certainly didn't know what was going to happen next. Completely excited and driven by lust, I pulled Xiaoyun into my room and then closed the door. What happened next was simply to fulfill my desire to have sex with Xiaoyun. I half-heartedly raped her… I immediately led Xiaoyun to the edge of the bed and sat down beside her, embracing her petite body. I kept saying sweet words to her, coaxing her, comforting her, and even lying to her, taking advantage of her trust in me as her brother, coaxing and deceiving her into taking off her underwear from under her dark blue schoolgirl skirt… Of course, Xiaoyun resisted having her underwear removed. But I kept coaxing and lying to her, sometimes even threatening her, and she ultimately didn't dare to truly resist me… After taking off her underwear, I continued to coax, deceive, and half-force her onto my bed, then I pressed myself against her. I continued to comfort her. I looked up at her, lying on the bed completely uneasy. I continued to coax her. I spread her legs. I continued to threaten her. I hurriedly took off my own black schoolgirl pants. I continued to let her know how much I liked her. I pulled out my already erect penis from my underwear. Knowing the crucial moment had finally arrived, I continued to coax and deceive her, letting my glans slip under her skirt and directly against her open vulva… With her legs spread and my penis pressed against her genitals, Xiaoyun was utterly terrified and uneasy: “Brother…?” I immediately thrust forward with intense excitement. I really didn’t care about Xiaoyun anymore; I just wanted my penis inside her vagina, to fulfill my six-year-long dream and expectation! As I pressed against her vulva, Xiaoyun, who had been staring at my face, immediately widened her eyes, her eyes filled with tears, terrified and surprised: “Huh—?!” I thrust again! Xiaoyun again: “Huh—?!” I thrust a third time even harder; my glans tightened at first, then I felt it completely inside. Perhaps the position of the glans was just right, and with enough force, I actually managed to push it in without even realizing it! In that instant, I knew I had truly penetrated her, and without thinking, I immediately thrust in harder, deeper and deeper. Feeling my penis truly penetrate her, Xiaoyun's leg muscles tensed. She tried to close her legs, but my body blocked her, and she could only let out a terrified cry: "Ah—?!" I stopped trying to coax her and continued to insert my penis all the way in until I couldn't go any further, feeling a deep sense of satisfaction, fulfilling a wish I had held for over six years... It's in! It's really in! It's really inside Xiaoyun's vagina! Her vagina is so tight and hot! It's like it's squeezing my penis flat! I couldn't help but sigh with pleasure: "Ah..." Xiaoyun kept looking at me, looking at me in terror, tears starting to stream down her face... Then, through her tears, she said fearfully: "Brother... don't rape me..." I was shocked, because although she was only in fifth grade, she already knew what I had done to her. "Brother..." I regained some composure, but was still excited: "Xiaoyun?" "Brother..." I could only say, "Brother will always take care of you." Xiaoyun burst into tears again in disbelief: "Brother..." After all, she had always trusted me, regarding me as the only brother she could trust. Plus, she was only eleven years old; she must still have many beautiful dreams for the future, yet she was violated and deflowered by me. Without further hesitation, I looked at Xiaoyun, who had been pushed onto the bed, and began to thrust my penis in and out. Xiaoyun felt my thrusts, staring at my face, and couldn't help but cry out in terror, "Eh—?" I thrust into Xiaoyun again and again, enjoying the tightness of her vagina. As I thrust into her, Xiaoyun cried out in terror from time to time, "Brother?! Brother?! Brother?!...!" I didn't answer her, not at all. I just excitedly fucked Xiaoyun again and again, letting my penis rub against her vaginal walls. I continued thrusting, trying to push the head of my penis deeper. Xiaoyun, whom I had been so violently fucking, stopped calling out to me after a short while. She slowly closed her eyes, turned her head away, and began to sob softly, as if she couldn't believe what had happened, couldn't believe I had actually raped her. Amidst Xiaoyun's cries, I knew the final moment had arrived, and without hesitation, I thrust in hard, filling the deepest part of Xiaoyun's vagina with my semen during her orgasm, again and again, relentlessly pouring it in… After it was all over, I breathed heavily, slowly withdrew my penis, and pulled my pants back up. Xiaoyun lay motionless on the bed, legs spread, sobbing. Having finally satisfied and released my desires of over six years, I truly calmed down. I recalled all the sensations of sex, the sensations inside her vagina—so wondrous, so satisfying, so pleasurable, yet so deeply wounding her heart… Looking at Xiaoyun like this, I couldn't believe I had been so cruel, that I had actually raped her, half-heartedly. "Xiaoyun…" she just cried. "Brother really didn't mean to hurt you..." She just kept crying. "Brother really likes you so much, wants to have you so much..." She finally slowly got up from the bed, and I quickly reached out to help her pull herself up. She immediately pushed my hand away, crying and screaming, "Don't touch me!" I could only silently withdraw my hand and take a step back. Xiaoyun slowly stood up from the edge of the bed, feeling hurt and embarrassed. She was about to bend down to pick up her underwear from the floor when she suddenly felt something strange on her inner thigh and immediately put her hand inside her skirt. Xiaoyun touched her inner thigh for a few seconds in front of me, then held her hand out and asked in horror, "What is this? What is this?" I saw the sticky white liquid on her hand and immediately knew what it was. I also believed that she must have already guessed what it might be, but she just couldn't believe it. I said directly, "That's... my semen..." Eleven-year-old Xiaoyun burst into tears again in front of me, unable to believe it. She actually picked up the underwear from the floor, then quickly went to the bathroom to clean up the semen that had been flowing out of her body... That was all Xiaoyun and I could say. Was the ending happy? From that day on, Xiaoyun never spoke a word to me again. But perhaps out of consideration for our sibling relationship, and because I had indeed always been good to her, she didn't tell anyone about me half-heartedly raping her. But my sexual encounter with Xiaoyun only happened once. She completely avoided me, didn't speak to me, and always seemed highly wary of me. Then, after starting middle school, she slowly went astray, becoming very good at makeup, very flirtatious, seemingly having one boyfriend after another, and even starting to skip classes. I knew Xiaoyun had become like this because of me. Naturally, I felt guilty and always wanted to find an opportunity to say a few words to her, hoping she wouldn't continue down this path, but what could I, the one who started it all, say? Then, three years after I raped her, after she graduated from junior high school, Xiaoyun packed her things and ran away from home while I was in the military, completely cutting off all contact with me. For a long time afterward, I never heard from her again. A few years later, I was already working when I finally received a call from the police, asking me to go to a national funeral home in the south as a relative to claim the body of someone who had died in a traffic accident. At the funeral home, looking at the body on the platform, it was Xiaoyun, it really was Xiaoyun. I finally saw her again, albeit in a life-or-death situation. Then, I knelt down and cried. Ultimately, I killed Xiaoyun. That night, driven by six years of desire, I half-heartedly raped her; I had already killed her. Not her body, but her soul, and the future she should have had. And just like that, there was nothing more to say between Xiaoyun and me…Completely excited and driven by lust, I pulled Xiaoyun into my room and closed the door. What happened next was simply to fulfill my desire to have sex with Xiaoyun; I half-heartedly raped her… I immediately led Xiaoyun to the edge of the bed and sat down beside her, embracing her petite body. I kept saying sweet words to her, kept coaxing her, kept comforting her, and even kept lying to her, taking advantage of her trust in me as her brother, coaxing and deceiving her into taking off her underwear under her dark blue schoolgirl skirt… Of course, Xiaoyun resisted having her underwear removed. But I kept coaxing her, lying to her, and sometimes threatening her, and she ultimately didn't dare to truly resist me… After taking off her underwear, I continued to coax, deceive, and half-force her into pushing her onto my bed, and then I pressed down on top of her. I continued to comfort her. I looked up at her, lying on the bed completely uneasy. I continued to coax her. I spread her legs. I continued to coax her. I hurriedly took off my own black schoolgirl pants. I continued to let her know how much I loved her. I pulled out my already erect penis from my underwear. Knowing that the crucial moment had finally arrived, I continued to coax and trick her, letting my glans slip under her skirt and directly against her open vulva… With her legs spread and my penis pressed against her genitals, Xiaoyun was completely terrified and uneasy: “Brother…?” I immediately thrust in with intense excitement. I really didn’t care about Xiaoyun anymore; I just wanted my penis to enter her vagina and fulfill my six-year-long dream and expectation! As I pressed against her vulva, Xiaoyun, who had been staring at my face, immediately opened her eyes wide, tears welling up in her eyes, filled with fear and surprise: “Huh—?!” I thrust again! Xiaoyun again: “Huh—?!” I thrust a third time even harder; my glans tightened at first, then I felt it completely inserted. Perhaps the position of the glans was just right, and with enough force, I actually managed to push it in without even realizing it! At that moment, I knew I had really penetrated her, and without thinking, I immediately thrust in harder and harder, deeper and deeper. Feeling my penis truly penetrate her, Xiaoyun's leg muscles tensed. She tried to close her legs, but my body blocked her, and she could only let out a terrified cry: "Ah—?!" I stopped trying to coax her and continued to insert my penis all the way in until I couldn't go any further, feeling a deep sense of satisfaction, fulfilling a wish I had held for over six years... It's in! It's really in! It's really inside Xiaoyun's vagina! Her vagina is so tight and hot! It's like it's squeezing my penis flat! I couldn't help but sigh with pleasure: "Ah..." Xiaoyun kept looking at me, looking at me in terror, tears starting to stream down her face... Then, through her tears, she said fearfully: "Brother... don't rape me..." I was shocked, because although she was only in fifth grade, she already knew what I had done to her. "Brother..." I regained some composure, but was still excited: "Xiaoyun?" "Brother..." I could only say, "Brother will always take care of you." Xiaoyun burst into tears again in disbelief: "Brother..." After all, she had always trusted me, regarding me as the only brother she could trust. Plus, she was only eleven years old; she must still have many beautiful dreams for the future, yet she was violated and deflowered by me. Without further hesitation, I looked at Xiaoyun, who had been pushed onto the bed, and began to thrust my penis in and out. Xiaoyun felt my thrusts, staring at my face, and couldn't help but cry out in terror, "Eh—?" I thrust into Xiaoyun again and again, enjoying the tightness of her vagina. As I thrust into her, Xiaoyun cried out in terror from time to time, "Brother?! Brother?! Brother?!...!" I didn't answer her, not at all. I just excitedly fucked Xiaoyun again and again, letting my penis rub against her vaginal walls. I continued thrusting, trying to push the head of my penis deeper. Xiaoyun, whom I had been so violently fucking, stopped calling out to me after a short while. She slowly closed her eyes, turned her head away, and began to sob softly, as if she couldn't believe what had happened, couldn't believe I had actually raped her. Amidst Xiaoyun's cries, I knew the final moment had arrived, and without hesitation, I thrust in hard, filling the deepest part of Xiaoyun's vagina with my semen during her orgasm, again and again, relentlessly pouring it in… After it was all over, I breathed heavily, slowly withdrew my penis, and pulled my pants back up. Xiaoyun lay motionless on the bed, legs spread, sobbing. Having finally satisfied and released my desires of over six years, I truly calmed down. I recalled all the sensations of sex, the sensations inside her vagina—so wondrous, so satisfying, so pleasurable, yet so deeply wounding her heart… Looking at Xiaoyun like this, I couldn't believe I had been so cruel, that I had actually raped her, half-heartedly. "Xiaoyun…" she just cried. "Brother really didn't mean to hurt you..." She just kept crying. "Brother really likes you so much, wants to have you so much..." She finally slowly got up from the bed, and I quickly reached out to help her pull herself up. She immediately pushed my hand away, crying and screaming, "Don't touch me!" I could only silently withdraw my hand and take a step back. Xiaoyun slowly stood up from the edge of the bed, feeling hurt and embarrassed. She was about to bend down to pick up her underwear from the floor when she suddenly felt something strange on her inner thigh and immediately put her hand inside her skirt. Xiaoyun touched her inner thigh for a few seconds in front of me, then held her hand out and asked in horror, "What is this? What is this?" I saw the sticky white liquid on her hand and immediately knew what it was. I also believed that she must have already guessed what it might be, but she just couldn't believe it. I said directly, "That's... my semen..." Eleven-year-old Xiaoyun burst into tears again in front of me, unable to believe it. She actually picked up the underwear from the floor, then quickly went to the bathroom to clean up the semen that had been flowing out of her body... That was all Xiaoyun and I could say. Was the ending happy? From that day on, Xiaoyun never spoke a word to me again. But perhaps out of consideration for our sibling relationship, and because I had indeed always been good to her, she didn't tell anyone about me half-heartedly raping her. But my sexual encounter with Xiaoyun only happened once. She completely avoided me, didn't speak to me, and always seemed highly wary of me. Then, after starting middle school, she slowly went astray, becoming very good at makeup, very flirtatious, seemingly having one boyfriend after another, and even starting to skip classes. I knew Xiaoyun had become like this because of me. Naturally, I felt guilty and always wanted to find an opportunity to say a few words to her, hoping she wouldn't continue down this path, but what could I, the one who started it all, say? Then, three years after I raped her, after she graduated from junior high school, Xiaoyun packed her things and ran away from home while I was in the military, completely cutting off all contact with me. For a long time afterward, I never heard from her again. A few years later, I was already working when I finally received a call from the police, asking me to go to a national funeral home in the south as a relative to claim the body of someone who had died in a traffic accident. At the funeral home, looking at the body on the platform, it was Xiaoyun, it really was Xiaoyun. I finally saw her again, albeit in a life-or-death situation. Then, I knelt down and cried. Ultimately, I killed Xiaoyun. That night, driven by six years of desire, I half-heartedly raped her; I had already killed her. Not her body, but her soul, and the future she should have had. And just like that, there was nothing more to say between Xiaoyun and me…Completely excited and driven by lust, I pulled Xiaoyun into my room and closed the door. What happened next was simply to fulfill my desire to have sex with Xiaoyun; I half-heartedly raped her… I immediately led Xiaoyun to the edge of the bed and sat down beside her, embracing her petite body. I kept saying sweet words to her, kept coaxing her, kept comforting her, and even kept lying to her, taking advantage of her trust in me as her brother, coaxing and deceiving her into taking off her underwear under her dark blue schoolgirl skirt… Of course, Xiaoyun resisted having her underwear removed. But I kept coaxing her, lying to her, and sometimes threatening her, and she ultimately didn't dare to truly resist me… After taking off her underwear, I continued to coax, deceive, and half-force her into pushing her onto my bed, and then I pressed down on top of her. I continued to comfort her. I looked up at her, lying on the bed completely uneasy. I continued to coax her. I spread her legs. I continued to coax her. I hurriedly took off my own black schoolgirl pants. I continued to let her know how much I loved her. I pulled out my already erect penis from my underwear. Knowing that the crucial moment had finally arrived, I continued to coax and trick her, letting my glans slip under her skirt and directly against her open vulva… With her legs spread and my penis pressed against her genitals, Xiaoyun was completely terrified and uneasy: “Brother…?” I immediately thrust in with intense excitement. I really didn’t care about Xiaoyun anymore; I just wanted my penis to enter her vagina and fulfill my six-year-long dream and expectation! As I pressed against her vulva, Xiaoyun, who had been staring at my face, immediately opened her eyes wide, tears welling up in her eyes, filled with fear and surprise: “Huh—?!” I thrust again! Xiaoyun again: “Huh—?!” I thrust a third time even harder; my glans tightened at first, then I felt it completely inserted. Perhaps the position of the glans was just right, and with enough force, I actually managed to push it in without even realizing it! At that moment, I knew I had really penetrated her, and without thinking, I immediately thrust in harder and harder, deeper and deeper. Feeling my penis truly penetrate her, Xiaoyun's leg muscles tensed. She tried to close her legs, but my body blocked her, and she could only let out a terrified cry: "Ah—?!" I stopped trying to coax her and continued to insert my penis all the way in until I couldn't go any further, feeling a deep sense of satisfaction, fulfilling a wish I had held for over six years... It's in! It's really in! It's really inside Xiaoyun's vagina! Her vagina is so tight and hot! It's like it's squeezing my penis flat! I couldn't help but sigh with pleasure: "Ah..." Xiaoyun kept looking at me, looking at me in terror, tears starting to stream down her face... Then, through her tears, she said fearfully: "Brother... don't rape me..." I was shocked, because although she was only in fifth grade, she already knew what I had done to her. "Brother..." I regained some composure, but was still excited: "Xiaoyun?" "Brother..." I could only say, "Brother will always take care of you." Xiaoyun burst into tears again in disbelief: "Brother..." After all, she had always trusted me, regarding me as the only brother she could trust. Plus, she was only eleven years old; she must still have many beautiful dreams for the future, yet she was violated and deflowered by me. Without further hesitation, I looked at Xiaoyun, who had been pushed onto the bed, and began to thrust my penis in and out. Xiaoyun felt my thrusts, staring at my face, and couldn't help but cry out in terror, "Eh—?" I thrust into Xiaoyun again and again, enjoying the tightness of her vagina. As I thrust into her, Xiaoyun cried out in terror from time to time, "Brother?! Brother?! Brother?!...!" I didn't answer her, not at all. I just excitedly fucked Xiaoyun again and again, letting my penis rub against her vaginal walls. I continued thrusting, trying to push the head of my penis deeper. Xiaoyun, whom I had been so violently fucking, stopped calling out to me after a short while. She slowly closed her eyes, turned her head away, and began to sob softly, as if she couldn't believe what had happened, couldn't believe I had actually raped her. Amidst Xiaoyun's cries, I knew the final moment had arrived, and without hesitation, I thrust in hard, filling the deepest part of Xiaoyun's vagina with my semen during her orgasm, again and again, relentlessly pouring it in… After it was all over, I breathed heavily, slowly withdrew my penis, and pulled my pants back up. Xiaoyun lay motionless on the bed, legs spread, sobbing. Having finally satisfied and released my desires of over six years, I truly calmed down. I recalled all the sensations of sex, the sensations inside her vagina—so wondrous, so satisfying, so pleasurable, yet so deeply wounding her heart… Looking at Xiaoyun like this, I couldn't believe I had been so cruel, that I had actually raped her, half-heartedly. "Xiaoyun…" she just cried. "Brother really didn't mean to hurt you..." She just kept crying. "Brother really likes you so much, wants to have you so much..." She finally slowly got up from the bed, and I quickly reached out to help her pull herself up. She immediately pushed my hand away, crying and screaming, "Don't touch me!" I could only silently withdraw my hand and take a step back. Xiaoyun slowly stood up from the edge of the bed, feeling hurt and embarrassed. She was about to bend down to pick up her underwear from the floor when she suddenly felt something strange on her inner thigh and immediately put her hand inside her skirt. Xiaoyun touched her inner thigh for a few seconds in front of me, then held her hand out and asked in horror, "What is this? What is this?" I saw the sticky white liquid on her hand and immediately knew what it was. I also believed that she must have already guessed what it might be, but she just couldn't believe it. I said directly, "That's... my semen..." Eleven-year-old Xiaoyun burst into tears again in front of me, unable to believe it. She actually picked up the underwear from the floor, then quickly went to the bathroom to clean up the semen that had been flowing out of her body... That was all Xiaoyun and I could say. Was the ending happy? From that day on, Xiaoyun never spoke a word to me again. But perhaps out of consideration for our sibling relationship, and because I had indeed always been good to her, she didn't tell anyone about me half-heartedly raping her. But my sexual encounter with Xiaoyun only happened once. She completely avoided me, didn't speak to me, and always seemed highly wary of me. Then, after starting middle school, she slowly went astray, becoming very good at makeup, very flirtatious, seemingly having one boyfriend after another, and even starting to skip classes. I knew Xiaoyun had become like this because of me. Naturally, I felt guilty and always wanted to find an opportunity to say a few words to her, hoping she wouldn't continue down this path, but what could I, the one who started it all, say? Then, three years after I raped her, after she graduated from junior high school, Xiaoyun packed her things and ran away from home while I was in the military, completely cutting off all contact with me. For a long time afterward, I never heard from her again. A few years later, I was already working when I finally received a call from the police, asking me to go to a national funeral home in the south as a relative to claim the body of someone who had died in a traffic accident. At the funeral home, looking at the body on the platform, it was Xiaoyun, it really was Xiaoyun. I finally saw her again, albeit in a life-or-death situation. Then, I knelt down and cried. Ultimately, I killed Xiaoyun. That night, driven by six years of desire, I half-heartedly raped her; I had already killed her. Not her body, but her soul, and the future she should have had. And just like that, there was nothing more to say between Xiaoyun and me…As I pressed my penis against her vulva, Xiaoyun, who had been staring at my face, immediately widened her eyes, tears welling in her eyes, and exclaimed in surprise and fear: "Huh—?!" I thrust again! Xiaoyun cried out again: "Huh—?!" I thrust a third time with even more force. My glans tightened at first, then I felt it completely inside. Perhaps the position of the glans was just right, and with enough force, I actually managed to push it in without even realizing it! In that instant, I knew I had really penetrated her, and without thinking, I immediately thrust harder and harder, deeper and deeper. Feeling that I had truly penetrated her, Xiaoyun's leg muscles tensed. She tried to close her legs, but my body blocked them, and she could only let out a terrified cry: "Ah—?!" I stopped trying to coax her and just kept pushing my penis all the way in until I couldn't go any further, feeling a deep sense of satisfaction, fulfilling a wish I had held for over six years... It's in! It's really in! It's really inside Xiaoyun's vagina! Her vagina is so tight and so hot! It's like it's squeezing my penis flat! I couldn't help but let out a sigh of relief: "Ah..." Xiaoyun kept looking at me, her eyes filled with terror, tears streaming down her face... Then, through her tears, she cried out in fear, "Brother... don't rape me..." I was shocked, because even though she was only in fifth grade, she knew what I had done to her. "Brother..." I regained my composure slightly, but was still excited: "Xiaoyun?" "Brother..." I could only say, "Brother will always take care of you." Xiaoyun cried again in disbelief: "Brother..." After all, she had always trusted me, regarding me as the only brother she could trust. Plus, she was only eleven years old, and must still have many beautiful dreams for the future, yet she had been violated and deflowered by me. Without further hesitation, I looked at Xiaoyun, who had been pushed onto the bed, and began to thrust my penis in and out. Xiaoyun felt my thrusting, staring at my face, and couldn't help but cry out in terror: "Eh—?" I thrust into Xiaoyun again and again, enjoying the tight feeling of her vagina. Xiaoyun began to be penetrated by me, occasionally crying out in terror, "Brother?! Brother?! Brother?!..." I didn't answer her, not at all. I just kept thrusting into Xiaoyun with excitement, letting my penis rub against the walls of her vagina. I continued to thrust, trying to push the head of my penis deeper. After a while, Xiaoyun stopped calling me, slowly closing her eyes, turning her head away, and then crying softly, as if she couldn't believe what was happening, couldn't believe that I would really rape her. Amid Xiaoyun's cries, I knew the final moment had arrived, so I thrust in hard without hesitation, letting my semen completely fill the deepest part of Xiaoyun's vagina during orgasm, one shot after another, pouring in without reservation... After it was all over, I breathed heavily, slowly withdrew my penis, and put my pants back on. Xiaoyun lay motionless on the bed with her legs spread, crying bitterly. With my desires of more than six years finally fulfilled and released, I truly calmed down. I recalled all the feelings I had during sex, the sensations inside her vagina—so wondrous, so satisfying, so pleasurable, yet so deeply hurtful… Looking at Xiaoyun like this, I couldn't believe I had been so cruel, so willing to rape her. "Xiaoyun…" she just cried. "Brother really didn't mean to hurt you…" she continued to cry. "Brother just loves you so much, wants to have you so much…" She finally slowly got up from the bed. I quickly reached out to help pull her up, but she immediately pushed my hand away, crying out, "Don't touch me!" Speechless, I could only withdraw my hand and take a step back. Xiaoyun slowly stood up from the edge of the bed, hurt and embarrassed, and was about to bend down to pick up her underwear from the floor when she suddenly felt something strange on her inner thigh and immediately reached under her skirt. Xiaoyun touched her inner thigh for a few seconds in front of me, then held her hand out, asking in horror, "What is this? What is this?" Seeing the sticky white liquid on her hand, I immediately knew what it was. I also believed she must have already guessed what it might be, but just couldn't believe it. I said directly, "That's... my semen..." Eleven-year-old Xiaoyun burst into tears in front of me, utterly incredulous. She actually picked up her underwear from the floor and quickly went to the bathroom to clean up the semen that had been flowing out of her body... This was all that Xiaoyun and I could say. Was the ending happy? From that day on, Xiaoyun never spoke a word to me. However, perhaps out of consideration for our sibling relationship, and because I had indeed always been good to her, she didn't tell anyone about the fact that I had half-heartedly raped her. But my sexual encounter with Xiaoyun only happened once. She completely avoided me, didn't speak to me, and always appeared highly wary of me. And so, after starting junior high, she slowly went astray. She became very skilled at makeup, very flirtatious, seemed to have one boyfriend after another, and started skipping classes. I knew that Xiaoyun had become like this because of me. Naturally, I was filled with guilt and always wanted to find an opportunity to say a few words to her, hoping she wouldn't continue down this path, but what could I say as the one who started it all? Then, three years after I raped her, after she graduated from junior high, Xiaoyun packed her things and ran away from home while I was in the military, completely cutting off all contact with me. For a long time afterward, I never heard from Xiaoyun again. A few years later, I was already working when I finally received a notice from the police station, asking me to go to a national funeral home in the south as a relative to claim the body of someone who had died in a traffic accident. When I arrived at the national funeral home and saw the body on the platform, it was Xiaoyun, it really was Xiaoyun. I finally saw her again, albeit in a situation of life and death. Then, I knelt down and cried. In the end, I had killed Xiaoyun. That night, driven by six years of pent-up desire, I half-heartedly raped her, and in doing so, I killed her. Not her body, but her soul, and the future she should have had. And just like that, there was nothing more to say between Xiaoyun and me…As I pressed my penis against her vulva, Xiaoyun, who had been staring at my face, immediately widened her eyes, tears welling in her eyes, and exclaimed in surprise and fear: "Huh—?!" I thrust again! Xiaoyun cried out again: "Huh—?!" I thrust a third time with even more force. My glans tightened at first, then I felt it completely inside. Perhaps the position of the glans was just right, and with enough force, I actually managed to push it in without even realizing it! In that instant, I knew I had really penetrated her, and without thinking, I immediately thrust harder and harder, deeper and deeper. Feeling that I had truly penetrated her, Xiaoyun's leg muscles tensed. She tried to close her legs, but my body blocked them, and she could only let out a terrified cry: "Ah—?!" I stopped trying to coax her and just kept pushing my penis all the way in until I couldn't go any further, feeling a deep sense of satisfaction, fulfilling a wish I had held for over six years... It's in! It's really in! It's really inside Xiaoyun's vagina! Her vagina is so tight and so hot! It's like it's squeezing my penis flat! I couldn't help but let out a sigh of relief: "Ah..." Xiaoyun kept looking at me, her eyes filled with terror, tears streaming down her face... Then, through her tears, she cried out in fear, "Brother... don't rape me..." I was shocked, because even though she was only in fifth grade, she knew what I had done to her. "Brother..." I regained my composure slightly, but was still excited: "Xiaoyun?" "Brother..." I could only say, "Brother will always take care of you." Xiaoyun cried again in disbelief: "Brother..." After all, she had always trusted me, regarding me as the only brother she could trust. Plus, she was only eleven years old, and must still have many beautiful dreams for the future, yet she had been violated and deflowered by me. Without further hesitation, I looked at Xiaoyun, who had been pushed onto the bed, and began to thrust my penis in and out. Xiaoyun felt my thrusting, staring at my face, and couldn't help but cry out in terror: "Eh—?" I thrust into Xiaoyun again and again, enjoying the tight feeling of her vagina. Xiaoyun began to be penetrated by me, occasionally crying out in terror, "Brother?! Brother?! Brother?!..." I didn't answer her, not at all. I just kept thrusting into Xiaoyun with excitement, letting my penis rub against the walls of her vagina. I continued to thrust, trying to push the head of my penis deeper. After a while, Xiaoyun stopped calling me, slowly closing her eyes, turning her head away, and then crying softly, as if she couldn't believe what was happening, couldn't believe that I would really rape her. Amid Xiaoyun's cries, I knew the final moment had arrived, so I thrust in hard without hesitation, letting my semen completely fill the deepest part of Xiaoyun's vagina during orgasm, one shot after another, pouring in without reservation... After it was all over, I breathed heavily, slowly withdrew my penis, and put my pants back on. Xiaoyun lay motionless on the bed with her legs spread, crying bitterly. With my desires of more than six years finally fulfilled and released, I truly calmed down. I recalled all the feelings I had during sex, the sensations inside her vagina—so wondrous, so satisfying, so pleasurable, yet so deeply hurtful… Looking at Xiaoyun like this, I couldn't believe I had been so cruel, so willing to rape her. "Xiaoyun…" she just cried. "Brother really didn't mean to hurt you…" she continued to cry. "Brother just loves you so much, wants to have you so much…" She finally slowly got up from the bed. I quickly reached out to help pull her up, but she immediately pushed my hand away, crying out, "Don't touch me!" Speechless, I could only withdraw my hand and take a step back. Xiaoyun slowly stood up from the edge of the bed, hurt and embarrassed, and was about to bend down to pick up her underwear from the floor when she suddenly felt something strange on her inner thigh and immediately reached under her skirt. Xiaoyun touched her inner thigh for a few seconds in front of me, then held her hand out, asking in horror, "What is this? What is this?" Seeing the sticky white liquid on her hand, I immediately knew what it was. I also believed she must have already guessed what it might be, but just couldn't believe it. I said directly, "That's... my semen..." Eleven-year-old Xiaoyun burst into tears in front of me, utterly incredulous. She actually picked up her underwear from the floor and quickly went to the bathroom to clean up the semen that had been flowing out of her body... This was all that Xiaoyun and I could say. Was the ending happy? From that day on, Xiaoyun never spoke a word to me. However, perhaps out of consideration for our sibling relationship, and because I had indeed always been good to her, she didn't tell anyone about the fact that I had half-heartedly raped her. But my sexual encounter with Xiaoyun only happened once. She completely avoided me, didn't speak to me, and always appeared highly wary of me. And so, after starting junior high, she slowly went astray. She became very skilled at makeup, very flirtatious, seemed to have one boyfriend after another, and started skipping classes. I knew that Xiaoyun had become like this because of me. Naturally, I was filled with guilt and always wanted to find an opportunity to say a few words to her, hoping she wouldn't continue down this path, but what could I say as the one who started it all? Then, three years after I raped her, after she graduated from junior high, Xiaoyun packed her things and ran away from home while I was in the military, completely cutting off all contact with me. For a long time afterward, I never heard from Xiaoyun again. A few years later, I was already working when I finally received a notice from the police station, asking me to go to a national funeral home in the south as a relative to claim the body of someone who had died in a traffic accident. When I arrived at the national funeral home and saw the body on the platform, it was Xiaoyun, it really was Xiaoyun. I finally saw her again, albeit in a situation of life and death. Then, I knelt down and cried. In the end, I had killed Xiaoyun. That night, driven by six years of pent-up desire, I half-heartedly raped her, and in doing so, I killed her. Not her body, but her soul, and the future she should have had. And just like that, there was nothing more to say between Xiaoyun and me…After more than six years of pent-up desire finally being fulfilled and released, I truly calmed down. I recalled all the feelings I had during sex, the sensations inside her vagina—so wondrous, so satisfying, so pleasurable, yet so deeply hurtful to her… Looking at Xiaoyun like this, I couldn't believe I had been so cruel, so willing to rape her. "Xiaoyun…" she just cried. "Brother really didn't mean to hurt you…" she continued to cry. "Brother just really loves you so much, wants to have you so much…" She finally slowly got up from the bed, and I quickly reached out to help her pull herself up. She immediately cried and pushed my hand away, screaming, "Don't touch me!" I could only silently withdraw my hand and take a step back. Xiaoyun slowly stood up fro

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