My Second-hand Wife with an Automatic Transmission (Part 3)

I think the reason I still considered marrying my wife even after knowing all the things I knew and didn't know about her is twofold.
Firstly, I genuinely love her as a person. She's the quiet, reserved type, not very talkative, but incredibly obedient and devoted, with a strong sense of loyalty in relationships. I think that's why she was so heartbroken after being dumped, and then became so dependent on me after I rescued her. She's also very sensual, the kind of person who's driven by her body. In everyday life, she's quite passive in conversations and interactions, even in sex, but once you ignite her, she becomes completely controlled by her senses, transforming into a seductive and proactive vixen. And she's incredibly easily aroused. I feel that this kind of obedient, sensual, and sensitive woman has endless potential (this is evident from the results of her boyfriend's years of "training" her).
Secondly, I feel I'm becoming increasingly interested in her and her boyfriend's story, and I often feel a surge of excitement from her occasional recounting of it. The stimulation I got from my senior was completely different, even the opposite, complementary. When I was having sex with my senior, cursing her cuckolded boyfriend gave me the thrill of conquest, while when I was having sex with my wife, listening to her stories about her past gave me the thrill of being cheated on. It was as if I had become her unfortunate boyfriend at that moment. And I had a feeling that I would experience an even stronger pleasure after marrying her someday. So, besides wanting to marry her, I also wanted my senior to get married soon. I felt that with a real marriage, both of these stimuli would be elevated to a higher level. Another point is that no matter how sour or jealous I felt about my wife's sex life with her ex-boyfriend, I had my senior as an outlet. And actually, I also planned to maintain a long-term relationship with my senior. Morally, my betrayal was the real issue; my wife's story was just a past one.
Actually, I could have gradually learned about my wife's and her boyfriend's story during future sexual encounters, which I felt would have given me more frequent and longer-lasting pleasure. But when I proposed to my wife, she rejected me. That night, she got extremely drunk and seemed very heartbroken. She kept saying she didn't deserve happiness anymore, that she was someone who had been played, and that she would only grow old alone if she couldn't be faithful. I had actually been with her for a long time and knew that she had a deep-seated, old-fashioned, feudal mindset about this kind of thing. I also knew about the hurt her first relationship had caused her. Of course, I could understand that her boyfriend's sexual behavior towards her would make this woman with some feudalistic ideas feel particularly shameless, and it made this woman from a small village even more insecure. But I never imagined she could feel this ashamed and insecure to this extent. I became even more curious about what her ex-boyfriend had done to her. Although I knew that no matter what had happened, I wouldn't really care. On one hand, these things gave me a strange thrill; on the other hand, even if something had happened that I couldn't accept at the moment, I still had my senior from university. I could inflict double or even several times more damage on her, and that would balance things out.
But she couldn't understand my thoughts. Her inferiority complex led her to reject me, and my subsequent long talks with her were completely ineffective. So I realized I had to get her to be honest about her past. Then, knowing everything about her, I needed to show that I forgave her—or rather, didn't care at all—so that she could gradually overcome her inferiority complex, or at least not feel that way when facing me. Only then would I have a chance to marry her. I had my final words planned out: "Darling, I love who you are now, and what happened to you in the past is the building block that shaped you into who you are today. If those things hadn't happened, you wouldn't be the person I am today. I even want to thank xxx for raising you so well, making me unable to resist you. You've always been a loyal person, and I believe you'll treat me the same way you treat him. The better you treat him, the happier I'll be, because you'll treat me the same way in the future, won't you?"
With everything prepared, I planned to start by finding her most painful point and breaking through that point, so that I could get her to tell me everything. One evening, after a combination of sweet talk, gentle coaxing, and even a hint of threatening to end things, she told me she had an abortion… Actually, I was somewhat prepared for this, but I didn't expect her to treat it as her most painful experience. It was as if she had gotten pregnant by a man, and when he abandoned her, she felt unworthy of love anymore. To be honest, I was quite disappointed. I had always thought that she might have been used or manipulated, and felt particularly cheap, therefore unworthy of love. I never imagined it was just because of an abortion. It turned out my wife and her ex-boyfriend didn't have a particularly exciting sexual history. I felt quite relieved at that moment, and my jealousy subsided, but I still felt a sense of disappointment, as if I really hoped they had a rich and exciting sex life that would make me jealous and excited.
I think women are very vulnerable; they can easily encounter these kinds of situations. I can only say her ex-boyfriend was a jerk. However, I achieved my goal. After delivering my prepared explanation, I even gave her some information about abortion and its safety, and finally took her to the hospital for a pre-pregnancy checkup. The doctor said her uterus and everything else were in good condition. From then on, she gradually opened up and believed in my sincerity. She began to confide in me about her past.
However, it was only then that I gradually learned that her ex-boyfriend had indeed done shameful things to her; rather, she mistakenly considered having an abortion as the most shameful thing.

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