Long-distance girlfriend's uncontrollable desires 24

Long-Distance Girlfriend's Uncontrollable Passion (

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First published on: Spring Full of Courtyards, December 13, 2013. Previous
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Chapter 24 New Feelings
. Life without Xiaolu by my side returned to the simplest routine: home and work, with more time spent at the company. Subconsciously, I was avoiding the pain of returning home and seeing things that reminded me of her.
It had been almost a month since Xiaolu left. Although I had already told Xiao C not to arrange for anyone to follow Xiaolu, I still occasionally heard about her situation from him.

Several times, I couldn't control myself and drove to the back gate of Xiaolu's school, near the small restaurant where she usually ate with her roommates, and watched her from afar.

Xiao Lu and Su Qiang seemed to be getting closer. Several times I'd seen them having lunch together at a small shop, and Su Qiang's classmates would greet Xiao Lu warmly, calling her "sister-in-law." Each time, Xiao Lu would shake her head, patiently explaining to everyone that she and Su Qiang weren't in a relationship.
To outsiders, it all seemed like Xiao Lu was just being coy. Perhaps only Xiao Lu, Su Qiang, and I knew in our hearts that Xiao Lu, at least for now, wouldn't accept Su Qiang.

One night in June, around 10 PM, I was working overtime in the office when the phone suddenly rang. Usually, my phone wouldn't ring at this time.

I picked it up and saw it was my mother calling. I quickly answered.

My mom's hearty laughter came through the phone: "Daming, I'm having a late-night snack with your aunt. Your aunt has a good friend's niece who's in college in X city. She's graduating this year from junior college and wants to find a job. Does your company hire anyone?" I thought for a moment and said, "Have her send her resume to my email in the next couple of days. We're recruiting recent graduates right now."

I asked my mom about her recent situation, and she also asked about me and Xiaolu. I just gave her a few perfunctory replies.

Half an hour after hanging up, a new email arrived in my inbox. I opened it and saw a resume from someone named Long Xixin. After a quick glance, I forwarded it to the HR department's email.

Little did I know then that I would become the biggest contributor to Su Qiang's success in winning over Xiaolu.
Two days later, the company's new employee interviews were underway, and among those who made it to the final interview in the planning department was this girl named Long Xixin.

When this girl walked into my office in a white dress, although she wasn't stunningly beautiful, her petite yet curvaceous figure, coupled with her fresh and natural girl-next-door face, the faint smile in her eyes, and the shallow dimples on her cheeks, made her a captivating young woman. If Xiao Lu was ever-changing, then this girl embodied the ultimate in purity.

After a brief interview, Long Xin stepped forward and said, "Ming-ge, actually I've known about you for a long time. Aunt Hua often talks about you. From now on, you can just call me Xiao Xin."

I asked with a hint of doubt, "Oh? What did Aunt Hua say about me?"

Xiao Xin smiled and said, "She didn't say anything bad about you! Aunt Hua practically praised you to the skies, making you sound like a rare gem of a man. She even said that if you didn't have a girlfriend, she would have introduced me to you."
I was taken aback for a moment and couldn't help but smile wryly, "Aunt Hua still hasn't changed her old habits. She likes to exaggerate and often says she wants to introduce me to someone."

Xiao Xin stared at me carefully for a while and said, "I don't think Aunt Hua is exaggerating too much. Ming-ge, you're not bad-looking, and you're quite young and promising." "He has a house and a car, isn't that the kind of man every girl wants these days?"

Seeing Xiaoxin's serious expression, I chuckled. A smile that hadn't appeared much in the past month reappeared on my lips. I said, "Oh? Really? Am I that good?"

Just then, my secretary knocked and came in, saying, "Mr. Zhang, the planning department has prepared a proposal for a new project and would like you to come and listen."

Xiaoxin stuck out her tongue, made a face at me, and said, "Then I'll go out first, Mr. Zhang."

I thought for a moment and said, "No need, you can come along too. It's a good opportunity to get to know your future colleagues."
Xiaoxin followed me to the conference room, gave a brief self-introduction, and then sat down in the corner behind me, listening attentively to the proposal from her planning department colleagues.

An hour and a half later, the proposal session ended. Everyone shared their opinions, and I glanced behind me, saying, "Xiaoxin, do you have any comments?"

Hearing my call, she

stood up abruptly, saying somewhat timidly, "Uh... I think... when it comes to market positioning... perhaps we could... add some... things..."

I turned back, gave her an encouraging look, and said, "It's okay, go ahead and speak boldly."

Seeing my look, Xiaoxin calmed down and began to state her opinions, including things like customer segmentation and product adjustments.

After I finished speaking, the office was quiet for a while. I tapped the table, cleared my throat, and said, "I think Xiaoxin's suggestions, especially the parts on customer segmentation, product structure adjustment, and event marketing, are quite good. You should start adjusting them right away and go over them again tomorrow afternoon. Xiaoxin, you'll participate in the revisions."

Xiaoxin nodded vigorously, saying repeatedly, "Thank you, Mr. Zhang, I'll take it seriously. I hope I won't cause any trouble."

I didn't say anything more, announced the meeting was adjourned, and returned to my office. I locked the door and stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, gazing towards Xiaolu's school.

Xiaolu, what are you doing now? Are you with another man? Are you still heartbroken? Will you still cry like that day? Do you... miss me? I took out my phone, dialed the number I knew by heart, and after a moment, put the phone aside, turned on the office stereo, and listened to sad love songs, silently humming along: "My last act of love for you is letting go..."

When I woke up to a knock on the door, it was already completely dark outside. I opened the office door, and Xiaoxin was standing there.

I sat back down and asked, "Why haven't you left yet?"

Xiaoxin looked at me strangely and said, "Didn't you ask me to stay and help them revise the report? "
I was taken aback and said, "Is it finished now?"

Xiaoxin shook her head and said, "No, it's not that fast. This is my first time participating in these reports, and I have no clue what to do. I'm hungry now and I was thinking of going to get something to eat. I'll revise the report again when I get back to the dorm tonight. I was wondering if you knew any good places to eat around here."

I checked the time; it was already past nine o'clock at night. "It's so late," I said. "How about we call them all to go out for dinner? It's on me."

Xiao Xin made a face and said, "You think they're all workaholics like you? They've all left, I'm the last one here."

I smiled wryly and said, "These guys, they all disappear as fast as rabbits after work. I'll take you to grab something to eat."

I got in the car and didn't even ask Xiao Xin what she wanted to eat. I drove straight to the most famous snack street in X city, parked the car, and randomly walked into a small shop, ordering two side dishes and a few baskets of steamed buns.

Xiao Xin looked at me curiously and said, "Ming-ge, how did you know I like to eat these things?"
Hearing her words, I couldn't help but feel a little annoyed. This girl was really too outgoing. I said, "I just ordered whatever, it's great if you like it. Hurry up and finish eating, I'll take you back to school. By the way, where is your school?"

Xiao Xin said while eating, "It's in the High-tech Zone."

I was annoyed again. The High-tech Zone was at least an hour's drive from where we were eating, completely in two different directions, and it was also quite far from the company. I couldn't help but ask, "How do you get to work in the morning? It's so far, it must take you more than an hour by bus, right?"

Xiao Xin sighed and said, "There's nothing I can do about it. I'll rent a place near the company after I get paid."

I took out my phone and dialed Xiao C's number, saying, "Xiao C, you..." "Are there any spots left in the dorm? Is it okay if a girl wants to move in?"

Xiao C immediately replied, "Yes, there's one spot left in a double room."

I said directly, "Great, have your roommate pack up, someone's moving in tonight."

Xiao C said "Okay"

and hung up. I turned to Xiao Xin and said, "I'll take you back to school to pack your clothes and stuff. You can stay in the company dorm tonight. The rent and utilities will be deducted from your salary from now on."
Xiao Xin was busy working at the time. She looked up, her mouth full of buns, and said, "That would be perfect. I was worried the rent would be too expensive."

Seeing her eating, I couldn't help but chuckle. I remembered when I first met Xiao Lu, she also ate and drank without any regard for her image in front of me, which really surprised me.

Thinking of Xiaolu, my eyes dimmed again. Xiaoxin seemed to sense it and asked, "Ming-ge, what's wrong? Is something on your mind?"

I ruffled Xiaoxin's hair and said, "Eat yours, I'm fine. Let's finish eating and leave, you still have to work overtime tonight revising reports."

Xiaoxin nodded and devoured the rest of the food on the table, smacking her lips and saying, "I'm full, it was delicious, let's go."

I paid the bill without saying a word, and just as I stepped out of the store, I noticed a... A figure appeared from behind, strikingly similar to Xiaolu. I quickly ran forward a couple of steps, but the person had vanished. Xiaoxin followed closely behind, asking, "What's wrong, Ming-ge?"

I shook my head and said, "Nothing, I think I saw someone I know, but I can't find them. Let's go." I

got in the car and sped towards her school. Along the way, Xiaoxin would occasionally chat with me, making small talk, and I would casually respond with a few words. The drive passed in these intermittent conversations.

After settling Xiaoxin in her company dormitory, I returned to my apartment upstairs. I checked the time; it was already past eleven at night. I remained silent for a while, then stood on the balcony and dialed Xiaolu's number.

The phone rang for a long time before I answered. Xiaolu's voice sounded a little surprised: "Daming, what's wrong?"
I was silent for a while, opened my mouth, but didn't know what to say. Xiaolu continued, "Daming, what's wrong? Why aren't you saying anything? Don't scare me."

I rubbed my furrowed brows and said, "I'm fine, I just suddenly wanted to hear your voice, so I called."

Xiaolu chuckled twice and said, "Silly, if you miss me, just call me. I miss you too."

Hearing the slightly noisy, playful voices of girls on the other end of the line, I asked, "Where are you? Why is it so lively?"

Xiaolu laughed and said, "I'm in my dorm, where else would I be? Hongjie and the others are guessing who called me."

I pressed, "Who are they guessing?"

Xiaolu's voice became a little melancholy. Huan said, "Who else could it be? Su Qiang, of course. He calls me almost every night, saying he'll keep saying goodnight to me every night."

I smiled and said, "That's the trick I used when I was pursuing you. Looks like this kid's finally making his move."

Xiao Lu's voice still betrayed her unhappiness: "You should know me. He's very good to me, but I still only have you in my heart."

Hearing Xiao Lu say this, I felt a sharp pain in my heart and whispered, "Yeah, I know."

Xiao Lu and I chatted about our recent lives for a while, and seeing that it was almost midnight, I quickly said, "You should go to sleep. It's so late, otherwise you won't have the energy for class tomorrow."

Xiao Lu

hummed in agreement and said, "I know, you should go to sleep too. I'm not going back to T City this summer." "I'm going to do an internship in X city, but I haven't found a job yet. I'll have to go to the job market in a while."

I was taken aback. Xiao Lu is almost a senior in college, it's time for her to do an internship. I quickly said, "It's okay, you can definitely do it. I have confidence in you. But you need to be careful when you're looking for a job. If any company offers you a job, tell me their name, and I'll check if it's reliable."

Xiao Lu laughed and said, "Hehe, I knew you'd say that. Don't worry, I know. I'm going to sleep now, you should sleep too. Goodnight, my silly."

Hearing Xiao Lu's words, although the sweetness of when we were together was gone, a warm current still flowed in my heart. I said, "Goodnight, my idiot."

After hanging up the phone, I sat in front of the computer and found that my QQ was lit up. I clicked on it and saw that it was a message from Xiao Xin. A message came in: "Are you there, Ming-ge? There are some parts of this report I'm not sure how to work on. Could I ask you about it?"

I thought for a moment and replied, "That's not really appropriate, it's already so late. Let's talk on QQ."

Xiaoxin didn't say much and replied, "Okay, thank you."

Then we started discussing the work. Before I knew it, after helping her answer her questions, it was almost 2 AM. I sent a message: "It's so late, let's revise the report when we get back to the company tomorrow morning. Get some rest."

After sending it, I shut down my computer and lay down on the bed without waiting for her reply. My eyes were blankly staring at the ceiling. It's been almost a month, and I still haven't gotten used to the feeling of not having a path around me. This is why I'd rather work overtime in the office than go home early. I

don't remember what time I fell asleep. In the morning, as the sunlight streamed into the room, I woke up, washed up, and prepared to leave, leaving this space filled with memories.

I got into the elevator, and after going down one floor, the doors opened, and Xiaoxin walked in, smiling, "Good morning, Ming-ge! Back to the company so early?"

I nodded, saying nothing. Seeing the dark circles under her eyes, I figured she must have stayed up all night working on a report. I quite liked her attitude. When

the elevator reached the first floor, Xiaoxin said, "I'll go catch my ride to work now.

See you at the company later." I thought for a moment and said, "You must have stayed up late last night. Why don't you ride with me to the company today?"

Without waiting for Xiaoxin's reply, I pressed the close button.

During the short drive back to the company, Xiaoxin actually fell asleep in the passenger seat. Looks like she stayed up very late last night. I wonder how the report went.

Thinking about company matters, I quickly returned to the office. Xiaoxin and I went back to our respective offices and started another day's work. Before long, it was afternoon. After listening to the revised report and proposal, there were basically no objections, and the planning manager's evaluation of Xiaoxin was very high.

The busy day ended as night fell. In X City, with the lights just coming on, all kinds of people and vehicles converged and rushed in their respective directions, while I wandered aimlessly on the street alone, not sure if I was enjoying this moment of solitude or licking my lonely work.

Just as I was wandering alone on the street, I heard a familiar female voice in my ear: "Get away from me, I don't want to see you again, stop bothering me, you pervert."

It was Xiaoxin's voice. I looked in the direction of the voice and saw a short man on the side of the road holding Xiaoxin's arm, talking about something.

I stepped forward, and Xiaoxin saw me too. She quickly said, "Ming-ge, come quick and save me!"

Standing beside Xiaoxin, I pulled the man's hand away and shielded Xiaoxin behind me, saying, "Who is he? What happened?"

The boy arrogantly replied, "And who are you? What business is it of yours if I'm talking to my girlfriend?"
I couldn't help but chuckle as I glanced at Xiaoxin, then at the boy, and said, "Xiaoxin, are you sure this guy is your boyfriend?"

Xiaoxin blushed and said, "He's my ex-boyfriend! He's been bothering me ever since we broke up. I'm almost driven to the point where I don't want to leave the dorm."

I looked the boy up and down and said, "You heard it too, Xiaoxin doesn't admit you're her boyfriend. Let's get out of here." "Look at you, all this arguing and pulling in the street, what kind of behavior is this?"

After saying that, I grabbed Xiaoxin and turned to leave. The boy chased after us, trying to pull Xiaoxin away, but I shielded her in front of me, grabbed the boy's hand, and glared at him fiercely, saying, "If you don't want to embarrass yourself in public, get

the hell out of my way!" The boy looked at me and said in a trembling voice, "You, you, you, you just wait and see! So what if you're rich? Damn it! Xiaoxin, you slut, you found a rich guy and dumped me, huh? Are rich guys better in bed?"
Xiaoxin was provoked by the boy's words and stomped her foot in anger, pointing at him and cursing, "You...you're talking nonsense! Brother Ming is my boss!"

The boy didn't listen to what Xiaoxin was saying and ran away cursing, disappearing into the night.

I turned to Xiaoxin and said, "Are you alright? Go back to your dorm quickly, I'm leaving first."

Xiaoxin said tremblingly, "Ming-ge, um, um, I'm sorry, he was just talking nonsense, nothing happened between us."

I smiled and said, "You don't need to explain anything to me, it's good that you're alright."

After saying that, I turned around and left. Thinking about what that boy had just said, I couldn't help but wonder, Xiaoxin seems so innocent, could she also be like that boy said, unable to resist lust like Xiaolu? While I was pondering, I didn't notice the two figures turning away at the street corner.

I shook my head and continued to wander aimlessly. After walking for almost an hour, I unknowingly arrived near Xiaolu's school again. I thought for a while, then turned into the campus and walked to Xiaolu's dormitory building. I checked the time; it was already nine o'clock at night. Xiaolu should be playing games or chatting with her girlfriends in her dormitory.

I stood downstairs for a while, about to turn and leave, when I froze. Xiao Lu and Su Qiang were walking towards me on the campus path.

When Xiao Lu saw me, her eyes flickered slightly. She quickly walked up to me and asked, "Da Ming, what brings you here?"

I smiled and said, "I had nowhere to go after work, so I came out for a walk and happened to be passing by. I thought I'd drop by and see you."

At that moment, Su Qiang also walked up to me, ignoring my presence, and gently pulled Xiao Lu's hand, saying, "Xiao Lu, go upstairs and rest early. You have class tomorrow morning."

Xiao Lu awkwardly let go of Su Qiang's hand and said, "Okay, I'll chat for a bit and then go up."

Su Qiang gave me a smug look and said, "Then I'll wait for you to go up before I leave."

With that, Su Qiang walked aside, as if leaving space for Xiao Lu and me to talk.

Looking at the two of them, I suppressed the bitterness in my heart and asked, "You two?"

Xiaolu looked at me and said, "Just what you see."

Seeing Xiaolu's behavior, and remembering what she said to me last night—so contradictory—I couldn't help but blurt out, "Why? Didn't you tell me last night that it was impossible for

you to agree to him?" Xiaolu glanced at me, then turned to look at Su Qiang, her voice becoming flat, and said, "Daming, last night was last night, and tonight is tonight. Just like last night I believed you were thinking of me, but tonight…"

I interrupted Xiaolu, saying, "Tonight I'm thinking of you too, otherwise why would I want to come see you?"
Xiaolu smiled faintly and said, "Daming, no need to explain. I don't know what you wanted to say to me tonight. But just now, not far from your house, I saw you protecting your new girlfriend. You have your new relationship, why can't I take that step?"

I finally understood; Xiaolu had mistakenly thought Xiaoxin was my girlfriend. I immediately said, "It's not what you think, that girl is…" "She's a new graduate my company just hired. I just happened to be taking a walk and saw her. There's nothing between us."

At this moment, Su Qiang walked up, put his arm around Xiao Lu, and said, "Da Ming, don't make Xiao Lu and me look down on you. You and Xiao Lu broke up, and you both have the right to pursue other people. Why can you have a new girlfriend, but Xiao Lu can't accept me? A new graduate, nothing between us. Xiao Lu and I saw what happened just now. Are you trying to lie to Xiao Lu by saying this now?"

Su Qiang's barrage of words made me a little flustered. My face darkened, and I said sharply, "Su Qiang, I'm warning you, this is none of your business. I'm talking to Xiao Lu, so get out of my way."

Hearing my words, Xiao Lu immediately stood between Su Qiang and me, separating us, and said, "Da Ming, whether you and she have anything going on, I don't want to know anymore. I only believe what I see. Xiao Qiang, let's go. I want to walk around a bit more."

With that, Xiao Lu turned and pulled Su Qiang away, leaving without looking back. Su Qiang, however, put his hands behind his back and gave me the middle finger, which made me even angrier.

Su Qiang and Xiao Lu must have seen me helping Xiao Xin together, and I don't know what he said to Xiao Lu, making her think I had new feelings for her, and he took advantage of the situation to successfully win her heart.

Watching their departing figures, I smiled bitterly, thinking, is this fate that Xiao Lu and I are destined to part ways here, forcing me to let her go completely? After leaving Xiaolu's school, I didn't linger. I took a taxi straight back to my apartment. The moment I stepped inside, two streams of tears uncontrollably flowed from my eyes. I buried my face in my hands, squatted on the floor, and wept silently.

After a long while, I calmed down and remembered Xiaolu's words. Indeed, we had broken up. Why shouldn't I let her accept new relationships? Was it still my possessiveness acting up? Had I not yet accepted the fact that I was the one who let Xiaolu go? Since I let go, she should have her own life, and I should have mine too.

Thinking of this, I went into the bathroom and took a cold shower to calm my feverish head.
Whatever Su Qiang said to Xiao Lu is no longer important. Since he managed to win her over, that's his skill. As long as Xiao Lu isn't hurt, that's enough.

Lying in bed, my phone rang. It was Xiao Lu's number. I thought for a moment before answering.

As soon as the call connected, I vaguely heard Xiaolu's voice: "Come on... I want to drink more... I'm not drunk yet..."

At this moment, Su Qiang's voice rang out from the phone, saying, "Daming, don't misunderstand, I'm not calling you to ask you to pick up Xiaolu. I just want to tell you, guess where Xiaolu and I are? That's right, Xiaolu is drunk, and we're in a hotel now. In a little while, I'll rip off her clothes and enjoy her perfect body, and fuck her little hole that I couldn't see or touch before. Haha, I called you so you can hear how I fuck her, and see how the woman you claim to love gets fucked so good."

My head buzzed

, and I felt like I'd been struck by lightning. A surge of anger welled up inside me, and I gritted my teeth and said, "Su Qiang, I'm warning you..." "If you dare hurt Xiaolu, I'll make you regret ever being born."

Su Qiang said nonchalantly, "Don't worry, how could I bear to hurt Xiaolu? I still need to cherish her. Look at her sexy big breasts, her great skin, her beautiful face. And don't even think about hanging up, okay? If you do, I'll keep calling back. I want you to hear how your ex-girlfriend calls me 'husband' in bed, haha." After

cursing "shameless," I hung up

and turned off my phone. I suddenly had an impulse to have Xiao C find Xiaolu's location and bring her back, but then I laughed self-deprecatingly and muttered to myself, "Don't be silly. Since Xiaolu chose to go out drinking with Su Qiang, do you think she didn't know this would happen?" "Maybe she doesn't want to accept it soberly? You're no longer her boyfriend. Since she won't get hurt, don't interfere with other people's relationships."

Standing on the balcony, I lit a cigarette. I vaguely heard someone calling me. I went to the balcony and, sure enough, heard Xiaoxin calling me: "Brother Daming, you're still up?"

I looked up and saw Xiaoxin standing on the balcony, wearing a white cartoon nightgown with a pink knitted cardigan over it. I smiled and said, "Can't sleep, came out for a smoke. Why aren't you asleep yet?"

Xiaoxin laughed and said, "I can't sleep either. I just finished watching TV and came out to stretch, and I saw you smoking here."

After chatting for a while, I suddenly felt a pang of emptiness in my stomach. I remembered I hadn't eaten anything that evening. My stomach started to rumble. I started to feel hungry, so I said to Xiaoxin, "I'm not chatting anymore, you should get some rest. I'm hungry, I'm going to go get something to eat."

Xiaoxin smiled faintly and said, "You men are all the same, you go out to eat when you're hungry, so lazy. Food outside is so unhygienic. What ingredients do you have at home? I'll come down and make you something to eat, I'm a little hungry too."

I thought for a moment and said, "That's not really appropriate, it's so late."

Xiaoxin giggled mischievously, "Hehe, don't say men and women shouldn't touch each other. I'm a little girl and I'm not afraid, what are you, a grown man, afraid of?"

I shook my head helplessly and said with a smile, "Okay, come down, I'll wait for you at home."

Xiaoxin

hummed in agreement and went inside. I also went back to my room, turned on the lights, and sat down at the computer to watch a movie.

A moment later, the doorbell rang. I opened the door, and Xiaoxin walked in without any hesitation, saying, "I won't take off my shoes, okay? Where's the kitchen?"

I pointed to the kitchen, and Xiaoxin quickly went in, opened the refrigerator, and said as she looked around, "You really don't have much stuff at home. Go to the supermarket and buy some food to stock up when you have a holiday. Don't always eat out; it's unhealthy."

I casually

hummed in agreement and sat back down at the computer to watch a movie, saying, "Don't make too much, just a little something will do."
Xiaoxin loudly replied, "Okay, just sit and wait to eat."

Soon, the aroma of meat wafted from the kitchen, making my mouth water. Half an hour later ... Afterwards, Xiaoxin shouted from the kitchen, "Brother Daming, come in and help me get some food."

I went into the kitchen and saw three dishes and a soup on the stove. I couldn't help but laugh and say, "You're really amazing! You made so much so quickly."

Xiaoxin smiled wryly and said, "I can't help it. I've always lived alone. I can't help it even if I want to."

I helped carry the dishes out and placed them directly in front of the computer desk, saying, "Bring a chair over so we can eat and watch a movie at the same time. It won't be so boring."

Sitting in front of the computer, eating the food Xiaoxin made, and looking at her profile, I have to say, this girl really has some charm. If I hadn't met Xiaolu, if I hadn't always had Xiaolu in my heart, maybe I would have fallen for her too.

Just as I finished eating and put down my bowl, Xiaoxin seemed to notice me staring at her and said, "Brother Daming, what are you looking at? Did you get my face dirty?"

I smiled awkwardly and said, "Nothing, I was just thinking about something and got a little lost in thought. But your cooking is really quite good."

Xiaoxin gave a wry smile: "Hehe, if I could eat food cooked by my family, I'd rather not know how to cook. Brother Daming, Aunt Hua probably didn't tell you, right? My father passed away when I was very young, and then when I was just starting elementary school, my mother remarried. My stepfather didn't like me, and my mother didn't dare to take me with her." I had no choice but to live with my grandmother, but she passed away when I was in junior high school. From then on, all the relatives were after the old house my grandmother left behind, but the will said that the house was for me, so none of them wanted to take care of me. From then on, I lived alone, receiving only a few hundred yuan a month from my mother for living expenses. Even the money I spent on college came from my grandmother's last inheritance. "

Xiaoxin said as she cleared the dishes into the kitchen, then sat down at the computer. Two tear tracks ran down her unadorned cheeks, making me feel a pang of pity.

As if possessed, I reached out and gently stroked Xiaoxin's head, saying softly, "Don't you still have Aunt Hua and the others? They're your family too. Although they're not there to take care of you, they still care. You'll have your own family in the future. Here in X City, don't you still have me? Don't you still have your colleagues at the company? Everyone will care about you."

Xiaoxin took a deep breath and smiled at me, saying, "Yes, I know, Brother Daming, thank you."

I smiled and said, "I should thank you too. I'm so full. Go back and rest after the movie."

Xiaoxin

hummed in agreement and turned back to watch the movie with me. Just then, the movie was showing a scene of the male and female leads being intimate in a room. Their whispered words and slightly panting voices echoed in the room. I glanced at Xiaoxin a little awkwardly, only to find her looking at me too, her cheeks flushed and her eyes watery with a hint of shyness.

Xiaoxin and I locked eyes, and she slowly closed them. I naturally leaned forward and our lips met in a kiss.

Xiaoxin responded awkwardly to my kiss, and I even felt her voice tremble slightly the moment our lips and tongues touched, just like my reaction when I first kissed Xiaolu.

I paused the movie with one hand, and gently pulled Xiaoxin to my feet with the other, kissing her passionately. At that moment, I didn't know what my true feelings were; was it just a release? Soon, Xiaoxin and I were lying naked on the bed, her burning body pressed against mine, my erection gently pressing against her wet, warm base.

Our lips parted, and Xiaoxin gazed at me, softly asking, "Brother Daming, do you think I've made a mistake?"

Faced with Xiaoxin's question, I couldn't answer, only saying, "I don't know."

Our eyes met for a long time, then Xiaoxin sighed softly and said, "Brother Daming, take me. It's my first time, you... be gentle..."

As she finished speaking, Xiaoxin closed her eyes, her face flushed crimson, awaiting my penetration.
Hearing Xiaoxin's words, I felt as if I had been doused with cold water. If I were to take her now, it would not only be irresponsible to her, but it would also feel like deception, like playing with her, because I couldn't give her any promises right now.

At the same time, I didn't want to hurt such a young girl. I sighed softly, lay back on the bed, and gently pulled Xiaoxin into my arms, saying, "I'm sorry, I can't take your virginity like this. I don't want to deceive your feelings."

Xiaoxin buried her head in my chest, not saying a word. Silence filled the room, and before I knew it, I fell into a deep sleep, holding the soft warmth in my arms.

The morning sunlight streamed into the room, and I woke up, only to find that Xiaoxin was gone. I sat up, and at that moment, Xiaoxin, wearing my shirt, came out of the kitchen. Seeing that I was awake, she said, "Brother Daming, hurry up and wash up and come have breakfast. I just finished cooking."

Looking at Xiaoxin's figure, I couldn't help but wonder, was I treating Xiaoxin like a lifeline, letting her pull me away from the feelings I was sinking into in the past, or was this a real new relationship?

I couldn't tell.

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