To My Dead Youth (1~2)

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(1) "I'm getting married, will you come to my wedding?" I knew Siyi would send me a text message like this sooner or later, but I never thought of how to answer. I turned off my phone screen and let the thick night swallow the glow. I looked down at the city night from the balcony of my bachelor apartment. The neon lights and the lights of the cars showed off the glory of the world. Perhaps my youth once belonged to this place, but now, maybe it's time for me to leave. I took a deep drag of my cigarette and let it fill my lungs, fill my memories of the summers of my youth. ********** ... When she turned around, I saw her delicate face. "Beautiful," I remember thinking to myself at the time. Beautiful women always have many natural advantages, and Siyi quickly became familiar with her colleagues. Colleagues from other departments also inquired about her, and I heard that several men had started pursuing her. I often took the opportunity to chat with her while teaching her business, and my feelings for her grew rapidly. Siyi was also quite nice to me, often initiating conversations, and we even went out for meals a few times. At that time, I was a typical homebody, going home to play video games after get off work, completely clueless about relationships. Later, I often thought that perhaps we had feelings for each other then, but at the time, I only saw it as my admiration for a goddess, and a goddess's response to her fans. A few months later, my boss assigned me and Ahui to go on a bidding trip. On a whim, I suggested to my boss: "Bidding requires good looks, so why not bring Siyi along?" My boss thought about it and agreed. Looking back now, I realize I neglected many things during that business trip, planting the seeds of future problems. The bidding process actually went smoothly. That evening, the three of us treated the bald head of the client's finance department and his subordinates to dinner. With a beautiful woman by his side, the bald man was in high spirits, and we readily arranged for Siyi to sit next to him. The atmosphere at the table was lively, with Ahui occasionally cracking a dirty joke, making everyone laugh. The bald man kept toasting Siyi; it was clear he was quite satisfied with our dinner. After a while, my phone beeped with a text message. I opened it and saw it was from Siyi: "Can I stop drinking? I can't drink anymore." As the contractor, this kind of marketing at the dinner table was essential. I looked at Siyi and saw she was looking at me too. Her face wasn't red, but her eyes were a little watery. "Drink if you can, don't refuse if you can't," I replied. "Wouldn't that be inappropriate?" she asked again. "Pretend to be drunk." After a while, I noticed Siyi leaning back in her chair with her eyes closed. The bald man offered her another toast, but she didn't respond, only shaking her head with a slight frown. I picked up my glass and went over to the bald man, saying, "Boss, our Siyi never drinks normally, but she's making an exception for you today! She can't drink, so I'll drink this one with her." The bald man said, "She's only had a few drinks, how could she be drunk? I'll call Siyi to wake up, Siyi? Siyi?" As he spoke, he slapped Siyi's leg, which was clad in black stockings. That day, when bidding, Siyi wore a very formal suit skirt with black stockings, and after sitting down, half of her thigh was exposed outside the skirt. Siyi's body trembled slightly. I knew she was faking drunkenness, but I didn't want to stop the bald man, so I quickly took over the conversation, picked up his glass, and handed it to him, saying, "She's asleep, don't worry about her. I'll toast you."
The bald man nodded and said, "Young lady, you still have room to grow! We'll drink this, but if you win this project, you'll have to reward Siyi when we get back. She put in a lot of effort!" I nodded repeatedly in agreement and downed my drink in one gulp. The bald man asked the waiter to bring a blanket and considerately covered Siyi with it. After a few rounds of drinks, everyone had drunk quite a bit. Although I was a seasoned veteran, the other side had more people and was starting to feel overwhelmed. One of their underlings came over to toast me again, and I stood up to respond, exchanging the usual flattering pleasantries. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw the bald man lean close to Siyi's ear and whisper something. Siyi seemed determined to feign drunkenness, remaining completely still. Seeing her lack of reaction, the bald man draped an arm over the back of her chair and gripped her shoulder from the other side, making it appear from my angle as if he were embracing her. I felt the bald man was going too far and wanted to get rid of him, but the small-time boss in front of me was talking incessantly, preventing me from leaving. I had no choice but to continue observing. Aside from his incessant chatter, the bald man didn't seem to make any other moves, but Siyi, though not drinking in the latter half of the evening, had an increasingly flushed complexion. Suddenly, I vaguely saw something wriggling under the blanket covering Siyi, but when I turned to look, it seemed there was nothing there. After finishing my drink with the small-time boss, I picked up my glass and approached the bald man. Seeing me, he hurriedly stood up, accidentally knocking the blanket off Siyi. Siyi used this opportunity to wake up, saying she needed to go to the restroom, and ran away. After a few more drinks, it was almost time for everyone to have a final drink together, and the dinner was considered over. Ah Hui and I saw the bald man and the others off to their car, but Si Yi hadn't returned, so we called her. She said she'd gone for a walk behind the restaurant. With work finally finished and it getting late, and having all drunk alcohol, we decided to go to a hotel to rest. Our hotel wasn't far, and Ah Hui and I chatted while Si Yi followed behind. Noticing she seemed down, I asked if she was feeling unwell from drinking too much. She shook her head, head down, and didn't say anything. As we approached the hotel, Si Yi suddenly screamed "Ah!" from behind. Ah Hui and I turned around and saw Si Yi slumped to the ground, her high heel stuck in the drain cover. We rushed over to help her up, but she cried out in pain. Upon closer inspection, we discovered her right ankle was swollen. "It looks like you twisted your ankle. Don't worry, sit for a while," Ahui said, squatting down behind Siyi so she could lean against his chest. "It hurts so much...and my hand too..." Siyi bit her lip, tears welling up in her eyes. We then noticed that her right wrist was also swollen, probably from the fall. "Could it be a broken bone? Should we take her to the hospital for an X-ray?" I squatted down and suggested. "I don't know...I can't move it..." "Yes, we should go to the hospital to get it checked and treated, just in time to make sure it's not a broken bone," Ahui agreed, gesturing to me, "Yifan, go hail a taxi." I ran to the street, looking around, and just then a taxi drove by, which I flagged down. I turned around and saw Ahui had already picked Siyi up in a princess carry, his fingers hooked around her two high heels, and was walking towards me. Siyi's skirt suit wasn't long to begin with, and with this carry, it had ridden up to her thighs and buttocks, but the light was dim at night, so it wasn't too revealing. We rushed to the hospital by car. I quickly got out to register for the emergency room, while Ahui carried Siyi slowly towards the emergency building. After registering and asking for directions to the emergency room, I hurried back to find Ahui. I saw him standing at the entrance, carrying Siyi horizontally. Siyi's eyes were closed, her hands clasped in front of her chest. Ahui's carrying posture was such that one hand supported Siyi's back from below, while the other hand went under her knees. He seemed to be deliberately raising Siyi's knees, because I could see that Siyi's skirt had ridden up to her hips, revealing her long, beautiful legs. Although Siyi was very thin, with long, slender calves, her thighs still had just the right amount of flesh. The lights in the outpatient building were very bright, and I saw Ahui looking down at Siyi's crotch. Could it be that from his position, he could see what was under her skirt? I quickly went to meet him, calling out, "Ahui, over here!" I led Ahui to the emergency room, where a young doctor was on duty. These night shifts in the emergency room are usually staffed by interns. Ahui placed Siyi on the examination bed, letting her sit sideways with her feet dangling. We both excitedly described our injuries to the doctor, and Siyi also described the areas of pain. The young doctor first examined Siyi's hand, then knelt down in front of her feet, gently lifting her right foot with both hands and lightly feeling around her ankle, pressing occasionally. He asked, "Does this hurt?" "Not too much..." "And this?" "Not too much either..." "This?" "Ahhhhhhhh!" Watching this young man caress Siyi's foot and hearing her occasional moans, I felt a strange excitement in my lower body. "Your hand is probably just twisted; the bones are fine. But your foot isn't clear yet. Let's take off your stockings and check it!"
"Huh? I have to take off her stockings?" the young doctor said. "How can we examine her if she doesn't take them off? Which one is your boyfriend? Ask him to help you." The young doctor pointed at me and Ahui and said, "Could you two go out for a bit...?" Siyi asked. "Hurry up, there are so many people queuing outside!" the young doctor said impatiently. "Or I can help you." Ahui said, squeezing forward. "No." Siyi said, blushing, "Yifan, can you help me?" The young doctor looked at me and Ahui strangely, probably wondering what the relationship between the three of us was. Ahui awkwardly retreated, not forgetting to push me from behind. I was just immersed in an exciting fantasy when Ahui pushed me in front of Siyi, jolting me awake. "What are you standing there for? Hurry up and help her take off her stockings." the young doctor urged again. Take off stockings? Such a good thing, and I have to do it? I glanced at Siyi, noticing her flushed face and silence, as if in tacit consent. I bent down, slipping my hand under her skirt along her thighs, exploring the edge of her stockings. "Ah! What are you doing?" Siyi pushed me away with one hand. "Didn't you ask me to help you take off your stockings?" "I just asked you to help me! I can take them off myself!" "Oh..." I had no choice but to help Siyi up, supporting her on one foot. Siyi slowly rolled up the hem of her skirt with one hand, revealing sections of her thigh. Doing this under the gaze of three men must have been incredibly embarrassing for her! Reaching the top of her thigh, she reached under the skirt, fumbling for a while without success. "Could you all please leave for a moment? I'm wearing pantyhose, I can't take them off like this," Siyi said, looking down. Not only did she have to roll up her skirt in front of strange men and colleagues, but she also had to report what she was wearing. "So much to do," the young doctor said. "We'll go out first, you two hurry up." The young doctor pulled Ah Hui out the door and closed it behind him. Ah Hui kept turning back, probably feeling like I'd taken advantage of him. Only Si Yi and I were left in the room. "Hold on tight, look away," Si Yi said, blushing, grabbing my hands and placing them on her waist. "Oh, okay." Her waist was very slim, almost without any excess fat. I tightened my grip on her waist and looked to the side. "Why didn't you let Ah Hui help you earlier?" "I don't like him." "Why?" "Why so many whys!" She paused, then added, "He's always bothering me at work."
"You're so pretty, no wonder." "What are you saying!" Out of the corner of my eye, I suddenly noticed a mirror behind the door, reflecting Si Yi's image. I gently shifted my body, turning my front and Si Yi's back slightly towards the mirror. "Don't move!" "Okay, okay." I replied, looking at Siyi's back in the mirror. She was standing on one leg, her right arm draped over my shoulder for balance, her left hand slowly pulling her skirt up. The skirt gradually rose, revealing her thighs, then her buttocks. Siyi's black stockings seemed thick, not very transparent, but I could still see her low-rise black panties through them in the mirror. Siyi's buttocks didn't belong to her slender figure; they were full and perky. When she walked in front of me in the office in high heels and a formal skirt, the lines of her buttocks were outlined by the skirt, and the heels made them even more perky. My gaze was always drawn to her gently swaying hips. Even without high heels, I could still see the perfect curve of her buttocks. I just never imagined that the scene from my dream would happen under these circumstances. "Hold on for me." Finally, Siyi pulled the skirt all the way up to her waist, revealing her buttocks completely covered by stockings. If she knew that I could see her clearly at this moment, I wonder what she would think? I held Siyi's waist and helped her catch her rolled-up skirt. Looking in the mirror, it looked as if I had pulled her skirt up completely. I felt my lower body begin to swell, so I had to step back and move a little further away from her. "Why are you moving again!" Siyi scolded. She then reached her left hand to her waist and began to slowly pull down her pantyhose. As the black stockings rolled down, her fair waist was gradually revealed to me. The stockings were very elastic, and when she pulled them down to her buttocks, because her buttocks were wider than her waist, one hand would pull down the left side, and the other would bounce up, and she couldn't pull them down no matter what. At this moment, the scene in the mirror was more erotic than I had ever imagined: a woman I was attracted to, her skirt pulled up to her waist, her stockings half down, revealing half of her round, white buttocks, which were swaying from side to side as she pulled down the stockings. "Are you done inside?" the doctor urged from outside the door. "That's good, wait a little longer." Siyi exclaimed, "Or...you...you help me take them off!" "Me help you?" "You still don't want to? No man has ever helped me take off my stockings before, do you expect me to beg you?" "You hit me when I helped you take them off, I'm scared." "How could you do this!" Siyi said angrily. "Who told you to hit me? You have to beg me." I looked at her alluring back and a thought of teasing her arose in my mind. "You're so annoying. Hurry up!" I slid my hands down her waist and smooth skin, exploring her crotch and buttocks, my hands encircling her bare half of her buttocks. "Stop it, I'm begging you, okay?" Siyi said in a mosquito-like voice in my ear. "Why should I beg you?" I took the opportunity to explore her buttocks. "How can you be so perverted, liking this?" I reached behind her buttocks with both hands, feeling for the edge of the stockings, pressing down her elastic buttocks, and slipping my hands between the stockings and her panties. At this moment, half of my hand was encased in her stockings, pressed against her buttocks and low-rise panties. Under the pressure of the stockings, I felt my fingers sinking deep into her flesh. Siyi gently wrapped her arms around my neck, and I felt her body tremble slightly: "Please, help me take off my stockings, okay?" I used both hands to support the stockings, wrapping them around her legs and pulling them down, deliberately letting her panties slide down with them. Because her panties were already low-rise, with this pull, most of her buttocks popped out of them, and Siyi quickly reached behind to pull the edge of her panties back up. I pulled the stockings down over her buttocks, up to her thighs, and helped Siyi sit back on the examination bed, letting her legs dangle in the air. Like the little doctor before, I squatted down and continued to help her roll the stockings down. Women are probably that strange; once you've done something to them, they seem less insistent on refusing when you do it again. Siyi didn't stop me, nor did she ask me to take her clothes off. She just whispered, "Please don't look at me, okay?" At this moment, her skirt was still rolled up to her waist, but her pantyhose had already been pulled down to her thighs, revealing her private area in a small black thong. "You're so beautiful," I said involuntarily. "Don't look," Siyi said, her face flushed red. She closed her eyes first, turned her head to the side, and her whole body trembled. She dared not look at me. Even the most proud goddess would feel a sense of naked shame without the protection of her clothes, enough to shatter her self-esteem. "Why are your stockings torn?" I suddenly noticed two rather large holes in the stockings on the inside of her thighs. "Didn't I tell you not to look!" Siyi opened her eyes and saw me squatting in front of her, staring at her thighs and genitals. She quickly covered herself with her hands. "How can I help you take it off if you don't watch? How did you tear two such big holes? I should have just ripped it off." "Oh yeah... but I didn't know it was so big..." "You didn't know either?" "..." I suddenly remembered the wriggling under the blanket at the dinner table earlier, and a thought struck me. "Was that bald guy harassing you during dinner?" Siyi's eyes reddened, and she nodded gently. "He did this?" "You told me to pretend to be drunk, and he started touching my legs. I didn't dare to move, and then..." Siyi said, sobbing softly. "That old bastard, damn it, I'm going to settle the score with him later!" "Forget it, don't let it ruin our chances of winning the lottery..." "But he treated you like this, what do he take us for! Where did he touch you?" "Just my legs... you came over as soon as he tore it open. Forget it, don't tell anyone about this, I don't want to make a scene. Just help me take it off!" Siyi patted my head and said. I pulled down her stockings, thinking about how the bald man had just taken pleasure on her legs, and felt as uncomfortable as if I'd eaten shit. I had no desire to grope her legs anymore. I rolled up the stockings she'd taken off and put them in her bag. As soon as the young doctor and Ahui came in, the young doctor cursed, "What's taking so long!" Ahui gave me a strange look, and Siyi kept her head down and didn't say anything. "Lie down on the bed," the young doctor commanded. Siyi obediently lay down on the bed. The young doctor went to the foot of the bed, lifted Siyi's right foot, supported it with one hand, and kept pressing and kneading it with the other: "Tell me where it hurts!" "Um... ah, it hurts here... it doesn't hurt here anymore... ah..." Siyi groaned as he pressed. "The bones should be fine, it's just that this joint is twisted." The young doctor said, pointing to Siyi's ankle to show us. Ah Hui quickly stepped forward, pointing to Si Yi's foot, and asked, "Here?" The young doctor lifted Si Yi's foot to head level and pointed to her heel, saying, "Mainly here."
Before I called the young doctor and Ahui in, I had already lowered Siyi's skirt. However, Siyi was now lying flat on the bed, and the young doctor and Ahui were standing at the foot of the bed, towards her feet. From this angle, with her legs raised so high, everything under her skirt must be completely exposed! I remembered Siyi's small black panties from earlier, which were now probably exposed to the eyes of these two men. Siyi must have realized the problem with her skirt, so she could only desperately try to keep her legs closed. Ahui took Siyi's feet from the young doctor and spread her raised legs outwards, pointing to her inner ankle and saying, "It's swollen here too, is it okay?" With that, Siyi's legs could no longer be closed. This goddess we had been longing for in the office was now like a fish on a chopping board, completely at their mercy, her panties and thighs exposed to the two men without any reservation. "It hurts!" Siyi cried out, trying to pull her legs back. I went over, picked up a cushion from beside the examination bed, and placed it over Siyi's crotch to cover her. Siyi gave me a grateful look. However, in the instant I placed the cushion, I vaguely saw a small, damp patch in the middle of Siyi's underwear… After the examination, the young doctor prescribed some ointment for Siyi and told her it was nothing serious. Ah Hui and I then took Siyi to the hotel. Siyi insisted that I help her, so Ah Hui reluctantly went to check in and book a room. After taking Siyi to her room, Siyi told Ah Hui to go back and rest first, and asked me to keep her company. Ah Hui laughed and said, "You two seem to be developing quite quickly. I'll rest now." With that, he left and closed the door. It was just Siyi and me left. I helped her sit on the bed and said, "You should rest early too!"
"I need to take a shower, otherwise I can't sleep." "You're injured like this, how can you take a shower? The doctor said you can't touch hot water yet." "Help me to the bathtub, I don't want my ankles and wrists to get wet." "Sigh, I can't persuade you otherwise." I had no choice but to help her sit in the bathtub and pull the shower curtain closed for her. After a rustling sound, Siyi threw out her shirt and skirt: "Hang them up for me!" "Okay...you're really my mother..." "What mother? Am I that old?" I helped her hang up her clothes and went back to the bathroom. I saw that she had already accurately thrown her underwear and bra into the sink. The sound of water dripping came from the bathtub, and the outline of Siyi's head was reflected on the shower curtain. "Thank you for today." "You're welcome." "I feel so embarrassed. I've never been looked at like this before." "You look pretty good!" I laughed. "Are you kidding me?! You can't even say anything serious." "Siyi, do you have a boyfriend?" "Um... not yet." "A lot of people at the company are pursuing you, right?" "Yes, some have, and we've even had dinner together, but I haven't decided yet." "You've all had dinner together?" "What's so special about dinner? I've eaten with you too." "What else have you done?" "Um... some of us have even gone to the movies." "Don't you only go to the movies after you're in a relationship?" "No, there was a movie I really wanted to see that day, so I asked that guy to go with me. We hadn't even watched half an hour when he started grabbing my hand." "Haha, did you slap him?" "I pulled my hand back at first, but after a while he grabbed it again, and I pulled it back again, and he grabbed it again. Later I thought, 'Fine, let him hold it.'" "You just let him hold it?" "I wanted to watch the movie properly!" "...Do you want me to wash your underwear for you?" "No! I brought enough, I'll wash it when we get back. Don't move!" Siyi shouted. I picked up Siyi's bra from the sink. It was an A-cup, haha, no wonder this girl never wears revealing clothes! Looking at her panties, sure enough, there was a large wet patch in the crotch. My lust surged, and I laughed, "Why are your panties so wet?" "Ah! What are you doing! Didn't I tell you not to move?" "Then tell me when you got them wet?" "...You're such a pervert!" "If you don't tell me, I'll wash them." "No!" Siyi's voice was trembling with tears. "Was it when the bald guy touched you?" "Are you crazy! I got goosebumps when he touched you." "Was that at the hospital just now?" "Yeah..." "Actually, I saw it when I used a pillow to cover you." "Oh my god! Didn't they see what I looked like? How am I supposed to work like this now..."
"Anyway, they just saw it, there's no photo..." "What photo! What nonsense! Get me a towel!" I took the towel, and Siyi stretched out a hand from under the shower curtain, her fair arm glistening with water droplets. "Hmm..." "What do you want now? Tell me." "Could you get me a pair of underwear from my bag... in the red bag..."
I walked to the bedside, opened Siyi's bag, and on top were the torn stockings I had just put in, and inside was a row of bottles and jars that I couldn't figure out what they were. I opened the red clothing bag, shook out a few pairs of underwear, and deliberately mischievously chose a white lace pair with the least amount of fabric, and handed it to Siyi. These panties were also low-rise, with only the crotch area made of solid fabric; the entire buttock area was covered in openwork lace. I imagined the sight of Siyi's buttocks in the mirror earlier, and thought that wearing these panties would definitely seduce a lot of men. "...You really have a straight man's sense of style." "Haha." "I'm done, help me out!" Siyi said. I pulled back the shower curtain; Siyi was already wrapped in a towel, supporting herself against the wall as she stood up. I helped her step out of the bathtub, and as she leaned closer, I smelled the fresh scent of her skin after her bath. I helped her onto the bed and tucked her in; only then did she toss the towel out from under the covers. "Then you go to sleep, I'm going back!" "Okay, thank you." Siyi winked at me and said, "I can't keep you for coffee today!" "
Haha. I can take your room key for you, and I'll pick you up tomorrow morning so you don't have to open the door." "Okay! I think you're a good guy, you'll definitely find a good girlfriend." "Really? Thanks for your kind words, I'm going back to sleep!" I helped Siyi draw the curtains, adjusted the air conditioner, and left the room. Back in the room, I took a shower and went straight to sleep. When I woke up, it was almost nine o'clock. The hotel curtains were very thick, and I couldn't see the sky at all. While washing up, I texted Ahui and Siyi to ask if they were awake and if they wanted to go downstairs for breakfast together. Neither of them replied, so they must still be sleeping. I went to eat the buffet breakfast alone. Thinking that Siyi might not be able to come down, I took some pastries and fruit and brought them to her room. As for that lazybones Ahui, let him fend for himself! I walked to Siyi's door, and just as I was about to swipe my card, the door opened, and Ahui came out. We both froze, facing each other. Ahui said, "You...you're up? Siyi said she wanted to sleep a little longer. She just asked me to boil some water for her." "Oh...I brought you some breakfast." "Thanks, she said she wouldn't eat, but I'll have some!" Ahui took the breakfast and said, "Come on, let's eat in my room." Siyi didn't get up until noon that day. We ate lunch together, reported Siyi's injury to the company, and rested for half a day before returning. After this ordeal, Siyi and I became closer. Now that I think about it, if I had mustered up the courage to confess to her back then, perhaps the ending wouldn't have been like this. But I was too cowardly back then, and it was only much later that I realized that what people understand from appearances is not necessarily the truth... (To be continued) (2) A chill pulled me out of my memories. October in this northern city should be the season of golden autumn breezes, but this year's cold wave arrived early. Perhaps when familiar things are no longer there, it means it's time to say goodbye. I turned on my phone and read Siyi's text message word by word: "I'm getting married. Will you come to my wedding?" I didn't type anything, but chose that familiar, goofy smiley face emoji and pressed send, just like back then. ************ I opened the company's internal instant messaging software and sent Siyi a goofy smiley face emoji. It's been half a month since I returned to the company, and even someone as clueless about relationships as me can feel the progress in my relationship with Siyi. In these two weeks, we've had dinner together four times in the evenings, and she invited me to an art museum on the weekend. Even during the day at work, our instant messaging windows were constantly flashing. I had already considered confessing my feelings to Siyi, but having never had a girlfriend before, I was too nervous to think of a way to do it. Initially, I thought of sending flowers, but then I thought carrying a large bouquet in the company would be too conspicuous. In the end, I ordered a small crystal high-heeled shoe online, engraved with Siyi's and our names, and packaged it in a small velvet gift box. Siyi has long legs and a shapely bottom; wearing high heels accentuates her figure even more. This gift is a representation of her image in my mind. After the gift arrived, I still hadn't found an opportunity to confess my feelings to Siyi. Several times when we were alone, I was too shy to speak. This day is Qixi Festival (Chinese Valentine's Day), so confessing on this day should have a special meaning! "Are you free tonight?"
I typed to her, "What? Want to treat a beautiful lady to dinner?" "I wonder if the beautiful lady would do me the honor?" "Quite a few people have asked me out today, hehe." "Then let them line up, I have something important to tell you today." "Oh? What's important?" "You'll find out tonight. I've made a reservation, I'll send it to your phone later. Let's go separately."
I booked a restaurant online, requesting a private room, and put the crystal shoebox in my briefcase. I had no heart for work and was anxiously waiting to get off work. After lunch, Ahui suddenly came over sneakily, insisting on dragging me out to smoke with him. Smoking is prohibited in the company building, so we always go to the rooftop to smoke. "I've been back from my business trip for so long, and I haven't had a chance to talk to you yet." Ahui lit a cigarette, took a puff, and laughed, "Talk about what?" I was puzzled. "Come on," Ahui chuckled, patting my shoulder. "That night with Siyi, did you have a good time?"
Ahui wasn't ugly, but he always gave off a sleazy, sleazy vibe. However, I'd heard his family was quite powerful, so the company leaders were all polite to him. Ahui and I weren't exactly close; it was just normal contact at work. To be honest, at that time, I neither liked nor disliked him. "What are you thinking? You've been watching too many porn movies," I snapped. "I helped her tidy up, and after she went to sleep, I went home." "You two really didn't...?" Ahui gestured with his left hand, then inserted his right index finger inside. "Of course not, we're colleagues!" "I don't believe you. I saw it at the hospital; her underwear was soaking wet." Ahui shook his head, pouting. "Fine, don't believe me then, I'm going home." I didn't want to discuss it with him anymore and turned to walk into the building, but he grabbed my arm. "Hey, don't go. I'll show you something good." I turned around and saw him pull his phone out of his pocket. "You're missing out if you didn't do it," Ahui continued. "I knew she was a slut the moment I saw her."
"What nonsense are you talking about?" I said, annoyed by his words about Siyi. "To be honest, I ran into you when I came out of her room that day, remember? I had just finished with her. I thought you had done it with her before." "What?!" Hearing this, I felt a rush of blood to my head, and my vision went black. "Hey, bro, you're missing out if you didn't do it. This chick had a blast. Hey, are you okay?" "You... you're lying..." I grabbed the rooftop railing, slowly recovering from the shock. "Why would I lie to you? Look, I recorded a video." Ahui said, picking up his phone and showing it to me. The video was dark, with only a rustling sound. "This is when I first went into her room, before the lights were on," Ahui explained. "How could you get into her room?" I suddenly remembered that I had taken Siyi's room key that day, and questioned her. "Hehe, you don't understand, do you? When I was in the hospital, I wanted to check on this girl at night. Didn't I handle the hotel booking? At that time, I got two room keys for her room and kept one."
Ahui said smugly. "Listen, she's getting horny." A woman's moan suddenly came from the phone. Then, intermittent sounds of "Ah... um...
um..." "As soon as I entered, I heard this slut masturbating. I thought she hadn't had enough fun with you. If you didn't, it seems she had a good time being watched by us in the hospital. Haha." Ahui explained, "I thought my chance had come, so I went over. Listen." "Ah! Why didn't you knock before coming in!" A woman's voice exclaimed in surprise in the video. She had obviously noticed Ahui approaching, and her voice was much closer than before. It did sound very much like Siyi's voice. I glanced at Ahui suspiciously. He pointed to the phone, gesturing for me to continue listening. "You're so mean! You saw it and heard it again today!" the woman scolded, but her voice lacked anger, sounding more like a coquettish tantrum. Hearing this, I felt a sharp pain in my heart, as if something had been ripped from my chest. I was almost certain it was Siyi's voice. "I knew something was going to happen when I heard her say that," Ahui continued. "So I sat on her bed."
"Want to come up and lie down for a while?" Siyi said softly. "See, isn't she slutty? She's actively inviting me to fuck her." When Ahui said "fuck," a spittle of saliva splashed onto my face. I ignored him, my attention completely focused on the video. The screen remained dark, followed by another rustling sound, then Siyi let out a satisfied moan, "Mmm..."—a sound that could only be made with her mouth gagged. "I had just lain down next to her when this slut's mouth came right up to me. And you know what? Her tongue was so sweet and nimble, haha," Ahui boasted. "That's it, that's all for now." I stared blankly as he turned off his phone, a thousand thoughts swirling in my mind, unsure how to begin. Finally, I managed to squeeze out a few words: "The rest... is that it?" "The rest is just pure passion, there's no time to film, and besides, it's too dark to film anything," Ahui said. "You didn't get to do it, want me to tell you about it?" "Tell me..." "This slut wouldn't let go of my lips, her little tongue was so thirsty!" Ahui took a drag of his cigarette, gazing into the distance as he recalled, "Seeing how proactive she was, of course I didn't hold back, so I pulled off the blanket and hugged her, only to find that the little slut was completely naked..." Wearing only underwear, and with nothing else on her body, I touched her bare back. And you know what? This girl was a real stunner; her skin was so smooth. No wonder so many guys at the company were after her. But no matter how many guys were after her, it didn't matter; she was still mine. I kissed her while holding her with one arm, and she hugged me back. I used my other hand to touch her breasts. Hey, let me tell you, she definitely padded her bras with foam. When I touched them, they weren't even half the size of my palm. "Hearing Ah Hui recount the story of defiling my goddess with such disdain, I felt as if blood was flowing from a ripped wound in my heart, yet I couldn't suppress my desire to know what had happened, so I just casually agreed and listened. "But as soon as I pinched her nipple, she started moaning again." "Come on, oh, it's a pity this part wasn't recorded, otherwise you'd definitely get hard after hearing it, haha." Ah Hui continued, "I wasn't satisfied with squeezing her breasts, so I went to touch her ass. You know how amazing this girl's ass is, I always want to rush over and fuck her ass when I see her walking around the company. When I touched it, I realized that the back of her panties was covered in lace." Hearing him say this, I had no more doubts, but I was even more heartbroken. Those panties were the ones I had specially chosen for Siyi that day, but I never expected... "I didn't care about the lace or not, I quickly pulled down her panties, and she was quite obedient, she knew to take out my dick and touch it too, and I got hard in no time. This slut's ass is so round, those two big pieces of flesh were so good to play with and squeeze, it felt so good. My hand went down her buttocks to I touched down there, and it was already soaking wet. "Hey, what are you thinking about?" I snapped out of my daze, my voice trembling, "Ah...nothing...you said..." "Sigh, I won't go into details. I've finished my cigarette and have to go to work. Anyway, I fucked her to my heart's content, used up a whole box of condoms. The best one was the doggy style, mainly because I'd been thinking about her ass for so long. I just grabbed her ass, and every time my cock went all the way in, it would bounce back out. Her pussy was so hot and tight, it was like I wanted to do it twice. Whenever I see that slut walking in front of me, I'm going to rip her skirt off from behind and fuck her again right there, haha. Sigh, you missed a great opportunity, what a pity. Let's go, back to work." Ahui patted my shoulder, put out his cigarette, and turned to walk back into the building. I stood there, stunned, my mind blank, only feeling two streams of liquid creeping down my cheeks. I desperately didn't want to believe it was real, but the video, the details Ah Hui recounted—everything confirmed the darkness of that night. For the first time, I felt the pain of my heart dying. I sat in the restaurant, staring blankly ahead. Siyi walked in, saw me, and smiled, tilting her head. She had changed out of her work suit; she must have dressed up specially, looking even more youthful and beautiful. She wore a light pink t-shirt, paired with a white skirt, revealing her long, flesh-colored legs encased in stockings, and of course, my favorite high heels. "What's wrong? Why the expression?" Siyi sat down opposite me and asked. I shook my head without answering. "Are you feeling unwell?" She reached out to touch my forehead, but I instinctively pulled away. "What's wrong? Didn't you say you had something important to say?" Siyi noticed my odd behavior. "That night, were you and Ah Hui…?" I said sadly, head down. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw Siyi's hand, which had been spreading out a napkin, stop. She didn't answer. This brief pause only strengthened my belief that that night was indeed not simple, just as Ahui had said. "Did Ahui tell you?" Siyi's voice trembled slightly. "Yes..." "What did he say to you?" "He said everything..." "He said everything?!" Siyi's voice was urgent. The details Ahui had recounted to me at noon flashed through my mind again, and the female voice from the video seemed to echo in my ears. This anger, which had been simmering in my chest all afternoon, finally erupted in this instant. "He told me everything you did with him! Do I have to repeat myself?! I've seen the video too!" I roared. This was the first time I had ever been angry with Siyi. The private room fell silent for a moment, but the soft background music, oblivious to the director's mood, continued playing its cheerful melody. "Look at me," Siyi said, her voice devoid of its previous warmth. I looked up and saw tears welling in her eyes and the traces of tears on her face. "You called me here today just to say this?" she said coldly. I shook my head. "You're an idiot!" she said, raising her left hand and slapping me hard across the face before turning and walking away without looking back. It's all over. I sat there slumped, my face burning with pain, but nothing compared to the emptiness in my heart. I had thought that a goddess like Siyi might not be someone I could ever win over, but it was over before it even began, all so quickly. I wandered aimlessly through the streets, eventually ending up back at the company. Standing in the empty office, looking around, the sweet moments with Siyi over the past two weeks flashed before my eyes. If I were truly sure I loved her, could I forgive her for her one act of indiscretion? Before we were officially together, it was her freedom to be with whomever she wanted, wasn't it? But why wouldn't she be with me…? A thousand thoughts swirled in my mind. I pulled out a cigarette and headed towards the rooftop. "I just told him a story, haha, who knew he'd take it so seriously." I was about to push open the fire door to the rooftop when I suddenly heard Ahui's voice from behind the door. The fire door wasn't fully closed, and the voice was clear. I stopped and listened intently. "You're despicable! You're spreading rumors!" It was Siyi's voice. I quietly approached, peering through the crack in the fire door at the rooftop. It was getting dark, but I could still see Ah Hui and Siyi. Siyi's white skirt swayed gently in the night breeze. "Rumors? I just exaggerated our story about sleeping together," Ah Hui chuckled. "Who slept with you! You even filmed it? Give it to me!" "You've already forgotten? Of course it was you." Ah Hui still had that smug tone. "Didn't you invite me to lie down there? I'll play it for you." Ah Hui took out his phone again, and the clip I'd heard at noon played, with Siyi moaning in it. "Give it to me!" "I never expected the ice queen of the company to be so lewd in bed, haha." "You're disgusting!" The phone then played the next few simple sentences. "Listen to see if you invited me," Ah Hui said smugly. "I...I didn't know it was you!" Siyi said. "So who do you think it should be? Yifan? Haha, that idiot?" "He's a million times better than you!" Hearing this, I felt like I'd been struck by lightning. Several fragments instantly connected to form a complete picture. I understood. That night, I took Siyi's card. In the darkness, Siyi thought it was me, Ah Hui, who had recorded what Siyi originally intended to say to me. That night, I should have been the one who possessed Siyi. Thinking of this, I was overwhelmed with mixed feelings—loss, pride, pain, regret—a jumbled mess that suddenly flooded my mind. "Yeah, he's better than me, but you heard me kissing you. I was the first person in the whole company to kiss you, hahaha." "I didn't know it was you at first! When I found out it was you, I told you to get lost!" "Yeah. But I still managed to touch your lace panties, hahaha. Later, I didn't tell that idiot, so I made up a story about us having a three-hundred-round battle, and that idiot seemed to believe it, hahahaha."
"Shameless! What did you do this for?!" So, Ah Hui's story was all made up, and I actually believed it, wrongly accusing Si Yi. Sure enough, the next voice came from Ah Hui's phone: "Ah Hui? It's you!" Then there was a thud, and the phone fell to the ground. Si Yi must have pushed the unsuspecting Ah Hui off the bed. "I...I...you told me to lie down." Ah Hui's voice in the video sounded quite nervous. "Get out! Who told you to come in?!" Ah Hui turned off the video, saying, "I'm one of your suitors too. How could I just watch you and that idiot get so close? Others might not notice, but I can, right?" "Who else did you show the video to?" "No one, I'm not that kind of person. Only Yi Fan saw the first part." It was all Ah Hui's doing! In that instant, I had an urge to rush to the rooftop. Maybe I should beat this scoundrel up in front of Si Yi. But he was stronger and taller than me; if I couldn't beat him one-on-one… I hesitated, and then I heard the voice from the rooftop continue. "Give me your phone!" Siyi said, reaching out her hand. By this time, it was almost dark, and in the distance, under the lights, Ahui and Siyi gradually became two silhouettes. "I can give it to you, and I won't tell anyone about what happened between us. But I have two conditions," Ahui said with a smile. "What?" Ahui said seriously, "First, you have to allow me to pursue you and compete fairly with Yifan." "Hmph, that depends on whether you have the ability." "I only need two months, but during these two months, you can't have any relations with that idiot, including establishing a romantic relationship or physical intimacy." "What do you take me for?" Siyi raised her voice and scolded. "How about it?" Ahui said, shaking the phone in his hand. "Okay, I agree." "Second, what we didn't finish that night, you have to finish it for me now." Ahui showed his signature sly smile again. "You're dreaming!" "Then I'll send the first half of your voice to everyone in the company, what do you think?"
"Go ahead and send it, try to threaten me with that, no way." Siyi's voice suddenly turned cold again. Whenever she spoke like that, I felt an irresistible force. "Don't get agitated, we're discussing this." Seeing Siyi's resolute stance, Ahui backed down. "I just saw how beautiful you looked today, and after hearing your voice in the video, I just couldn't resist. How about this, I'll masturbate, and you just need to stand here with me for 10 minutes." What kind of request is this?! I need to be a hero and save the damsel in distress! I looked around, and there was only a trash can in the company, with a broom leaning against it. I picked up the broom, about to push the door open, when I heard Siyi's voice from the rooftop. "...Pervert! You're not allowed to touch me." Siyi hesitated for a moment before saying. Siyi actually agreed? My grip on the broom loosened again. Ahui fumbled around his waist, loosened his pants, and pulled out his penis, which was already hard and erect. "Am I big?" Ahui asked. From the side silhouette, Ahui's penis was quite thick and long, a veritable giant. Compared to him, I was indeed ashamed. Siyi glanced down, then turned her head away, coldly saying, "Hurry up and finish. Give me your phone when you're done."
Ahui took a step forward, getting closer to Siyi. His giant penis pointed forward and upward, like a bridge connecting the two silhouettes. "Don't come any closer! Finish it yourself," Siyi warned. Saying that, she turned around, placed her hands on the rooftop railing, facing the outside of the rooftop, no longer looking at Ahui, presumably to avoid embarrassment. Because the rooftop railing wasn't high, Siyi had to bend down slightly when she supported herself on it. This movement caused her buttocks, already supported by her high heels, to lift slightly upward, making it seem from the silhouette that she was deliberately raising her buttocks to face Ahui's giant penis. "These days, I've been masturbating every day thinking about how it felt to hold you in bed that day." Ah Hui stroked his huge penis back and forth with one hand, teasing Si Yi with lewd words, but Si Yi stopped responding to him. "Your skin is so nice, Si Yi. Your breasts must be even smoother, it's a pity I didn't get a chance to touch them. But from what I've observed, you're probably an A cup. It's okay, with your figure and physique, big breasts would be a burden, flat chests are just right. You know, do you know the men in the company are all talking about your ass? Big ass means good fertility. You wait, one day I'll make you willingly and obediently let me fuck you..." "Enough! Shut up! You think you can chase girls like this?" Si Yi shouted. "I have my methods. Look at who in the company is making progress now? Who can masturbate in front of you?"
Ahui's hands gradually quickened, and his heavy breathing echoed from the rooftop. "It's coming...it's coming!" he growled from his throat. I saw Siyi turn her head slightly, as if glancing at the scene behind her out of the corner of her eye. At that moment, Ahui suddenly stepped forward and lifted the back of Siyi's skirt. I saw the silhouette of thick liquid gushing out from the front of his huge penis, powerful and forceful. "What are you doing!" Siyi exclaimed. "Hoo...I'm trying to speed things up, it feels so good..." Ahui was still immersed in panting. "Give me your phone when you're done," Siyi said, turning around. "The phone? Didn't we just agree on two months? If I give it to you now, you're breaking your promise." "Of course I'll keep my word. I always keep my promises." "I don't believe you." Ah Hui pulled up his pants, shook the phone again, and said, "If you keep your promise after two months, I'll naturally give it to you." Saying that, he put the phone back in his pocket, turned around and walked towards the fire door, smiling, "Thank you for spending Qixi Festival with me. It's getting late, I have to go back." "You're so despicable!" Si Yi cursed. Seeing them about to come out, I quickly stepped back and squatted in the shadow of a large trash can next to me. The fire door opened, Ah Hui was in front, and Si Yi followed behind him. Ah Hui said, "I always keep my promises. Don't worry, as long as you don't break your promise for these two months, the video will be absolutely safe." I waited until they were a little further away, then quietly went downstairs, returned to my workstation, picked up my briefcase, and saw the confession gift I had prepared for Si Yi inside. If I hadn't believed Ahui's lies, if I could have forgiven Siyi, if I had confessed to her at dinner, if I had rushed to the rooftop just now—with so many "ifs," perhaps the ending would have been better than tonight. But I didn't. That's life; opportunities always wear exquisite disguises, only to beckon back after you've missed them. Perhaps I can't back down anymore… Thinking this, I grabbed the gift box and chased after Siyi along the way home. "Siyi!" I finally saw her figure strolling on the street and called out. The graceful figure stopped but didn't turn around. "I'm sorry!" I ran behind Siyi and shouted to her, "I'm sorry! I shouldn't have believed Ahui's lies, you shouldn't have doubted me, I didn't trust you, it was all my fault… I should have done so many things, I'm sorry, I'm sorry." I didn't know how to organize my thoughts, so I poured all my emotions into each "I'm sorry." "Have you thought it through?" Siyi's back was to me, her voice still cold, but I could hear a slight tremor in it. "I'm sorry. Can you forgive me?" Siyi slowly turned around, her eyes brimming with tears. I handed her the gift box and helped her open it. The crystal high heels reflected the colorful streetlights, shimmering with an eerie light. "Wah..." Siyi suddenly threw herself into my arms and burst into tears. She let her emotions run wild. Before tonight, I didn't even know there was such pressure, how much pressure I didn't know was weighing on this young girl, troubling her heart. But I had made a decision: no matter what, I would share this burden with her. I hugged Siyi, stroking her back. "Siyi, please forgive me." "Isn't this enough to forgive you?" Siyi sobbed, "You can't do this again next time, leaving me all alone..." "Siyi, will you be my girlfriend?" I whispered in her ear. She was silent for a moment, then said softly, "Let me think about it some more, give me two months, okay?" My heart felt like it had been pierced by a thorn, a sharp pain shooting through me. It wasn't until much later that I understood this truth about life: many things happen, and we can forgive each other. But what has already happened doesn't simply disappear; it continues to rot and stink in that forgotten corner until one day it's brought back into the public eye… "Okay, I'll do my best," I said, forcing back the pain in my heart. Siyi looked up, and I gazed at her tear-streaked face, gently wiping away the tears from her cheeks. She grabbed my hand to stop me, then her lips moved to mine. That was the first time I kissed Siyi, and I can't forget the feeling of that kiss to this day. It wasn't as passionate as described in books, there was no intertwining of tongues, but rather lips gently touching, warm, hot, and lingering. Under that kiss, my hand slid down her back to her waist, then to her buttocks covered by the hem of her white skirt. Siyi held me tightly, not moving. This was the first time I tenderly caressed her buttocks, that forbidden territory that every man fantasizes about. I held her tighter, my tongue prying open her lips and roaming inside her mouth. Our breathing grew heavier. My hand continued downwards, touching her thighs encased in stockings beneath her skirt, and finally, with a determined stroke, slid upwards, probing beneath her skirt. Siyi squirmed and struggled in my arms, but couldn't break free from my embrace. My hand finally pressed firmly against her round, full buttocks once more. Even through the stockings, I could feel the burgeoning, engorged flesh, confirming my suspicions. On her buttocks, a large patch of cool, sticky, semi-dried semen remained—Ahui had just lifted her skirt and ejaculated there, as if boasting to me that another man had already graciously claimed this spot, leaving ample evidence. I pulled my semen-covered hand away. Siyi pushed me away, looking at me nervously, and said, "Who told you to touch me like that? There was some paste on the chair today, I accidentally got it on you." Looking at her flickering eyes, I knew her concealment was actually out of pure goodwill. "I love you, Siyi, no matter what the future holds, I love you." I cupped her face in my hands and finally said the complete confession. The tension in Siyi's eyes turned into peace, then into tenderness and happiness: "I know. Two months."
I removed my hands, and suddenly we both realized that the semen from Ahui that had been on my hands had been unintentionally smeared on Siyi's face. But neither of us could expose this white lie, and Siyi quickly reached out to wipe it off. Looking at her flustered movements and her face reflecting the semen, I felt a surge of excitement, and I hugged her again, kissing her deeply... (To be continued) clt2014 Gold Coins +16 Reposted and shared, a red envelope is offered!

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