Wife Swapping Diary 2

To gather information and market trends before the New York Stock Exchange opened, Wang Zhengfang would get up around 4 a.m. every day to turn on his computer and check news and analyses on various financial websites. Of course, the first thing he did after getting up was to check the market value of all the stocks in his accounts from the previous day. His accounts had grown astonishingly, increasing fifty to sixty times compared to when he first opened them a year ago. Seeing such explosive growth naturally made him extremely proud, and he often thought that if acquaintances knew, they would consider it a remarkable achievement. However, he knew very well that with limited initial capital, even using various methods and strategies to multiply his capital so many times over was still not enough to make him stand out from his peers. Recognition of achievement depended on the amount of money involved, and in the current situation, unless it reached tens of millions, no one would pay attention to him.
In the current market conditions, many people who speculate in stocks achieve similar returns, which isn't exactly a remarkable achievement. The market prospects brought by internet and technology stocks have caused the stock market to soar exponentially, although those who actually participate know it's not easy. There are still too many success stories, and everyone knows they relied on unconventional methods to multiply their wealth. Compared to those who genuinely speculate, they are just small fry. Newspaper reports on Wall Street's new rich and analysts, whose incomes are even more staggering.
Everyone now believes that times have changed, the new economy is taking off, and people urgently need to seize today's opportunities. Furthermore, the meaning of making money is different from the past; any listed or unlisted internet company can easily accumulate unimaginable wealth in a very short time.
People need to earn more and more money just to barely catch up with a small slice of the pie of one of the tech giants. All past achievements seem insignificant overnight. Investors are no longer as concerned about tax differences as they used to be, because making money is easy, and they no longer care about the costs; consumption habits have changed, and they have more disposable
income. Under these circumstances, Wang Zhengfang cannot consider himself to have made money, let alone accept that he has become wealthy. The only consolation and somewhat decent thing is that he was able to squeeze into this frenzied, soaring market. He is fortunate to be one of the very few lucky ones in this surging stock market.
Of course, it's nothing special, and certainly not something worth striving for. While it can't compare to the legendary stock market magnates, it's impossible not to feel a surge of pride. Moreover, thinking of the countless others less fortunate than him, a secret smugness is naturally irresistible. There's really no need to compare oneself to legendary figures. What's in your basket is most valuable. However, once you've made money, you want to grab more; in reality, the more you hold onto it, the less it feels weighty. You have to keep digging in.
Seeing the entire society and the nation's wealth seemingly poured into the securities, mutual funds, and bond markets, the public felt that money was easily within reach. He increasingly felt his own earnings were growing too slowly, becoming more and more impatient, investing all his capital without reservation,
rushing forward with all his might when the opportunity arose, only stopping when he had made his fill. However, this haste quickly brought his good fortune away, and he felt he was making numerous operational errors, though these were all minor. He believed the opportunity would come again, and he couldn't afford to miss it.
Although the current success was due to favorable circumstances, Wang Zhengfang's past losses made him not only cautious and wary, but also determined to devise unconventional methods. His past experiences made him skeptical of conventional methods and he had long understood the cutthroat competition, no longer willing to blindly plunge in. Before throwing himself into the stock market, Wang Zhengfang had been unemployed for quite some time. Initially, because he had no job, he planned to see if he could earn some income, partly to save face and partly to show his wife, friends, and relatives that he was busy making money. It could also be said that the common human tendency to gamble and place bets led him to disregard his wife's objections and prefer to engage in activities close to gambling rather than take any more regular work.
Later, when he actually started earning income from it, he became even more confident, further proving that this was his job, not just idleness. The more money he earned, the more confident he became; his relaxed and carefree job was far more prestigious than his wife's professional accounting career. Furthermore, what he was most satisfied with was finally catching the stock market boom. Although not a tech person from the computer age, by riding the wave of the internet age stock market, he could feel the same prestige as those in the computer tech world, and participate in the same financial frenzy. Moreover, he no longer felt like a marginal figure in modern technology, because he was now an investor in the latest cutting-edge industries such as fiber optics and biotechnology. The
fact that Wang Zhengfang and his wife had no children and a light family burden was the main reason he could still live so freely and casually at this point. He originally worked as a freelance photojournalist for magazines, providing photographic works for Taiwanese or local newspapers and magazines, or taking on assigned jobs, going to specific locations or events to take a bunch of photos and send them back to the magazines.
后来他愈发专注于照些自己喜好的艺术摄影，以及对摄影本身的专研。而且益加注重相片拍摄的艺术性，更加之热衷将作品寄出去参加比赛。对于该勤跑通路反而用心，也不太在意与编辑的沟通，路子自然愈来愈窄。还是路子慢慢为新进者踩了，投寄出去的样片，愈来愈多被退回来。熟悉杂志社的编辑换了，口味改变了，再也看不上他的东西，也不再有指定工作给他。由于生活压力不大，原来就有些是按兴趣在工作，并不怎么在乎稿件採用与否。还好章晶圆的收入一向稳定，所以他可以较从容地做自己底工作。当然自己的收入一少，难免有着对妻子亏欠的意思。原本两个人都有收入，现在只靠一个人的收入，彼此都会有疙瘩。考虑这问题，当然是如何要走下一步。慢慢的在家中逐渐习惯，可在家里耗着成为常态时，却又不那么在意了。
一向认为工作的意义就是向五斗米折腰，而他一直做着没有大发展这一类不怎么被认可的非正规工作，也知道不只他太太，别人更会认为没有出息，自己只有寄望哪天做出成就来好让人刮目相看。可他就不愿找个得过且过地朝九晚五的生活。不想现在顺着潮流竟摸着这么个好事，在家里玩玩电脑就可生活，而且可弄出很大很大一笔财产出来，世界确是变了，
早先王正方会走入摄影这一行，除了机缘，还有就是天性让他踅进那里头，从小不善交际，无法用言语来表达自己。在大学里学的是美术，偶然的机会学会用摄影机，发觉躲在摄影机背后，可以把自我隐藏得很好，另一方面又可以很自在从容的从镜头里来表达自己。尔后自然就变成他的职业。他学会运用镜头来看週遭世界，慢慢也让自己熟悉取景、角度与分割画面。参加校外比赛得到奖柸。毕业也就顺理成章地进入他所擅长的这一行业。
没有工作在背后催逼，枯坐家中，整个人立即懒散下来。什么也不想做，暗房里的垃圾许久未去清理，也根本不想进去整理。虽说没事情可做，但也不觉得怎么不得了。妻子在大会计事务所做会计师，虽然案牍劳形，但收入可不错。王正方因此从容投入资本市场，弄了半辈子的嗜好还是说事业，说丢开就丢弃。整个精神都为波涛起伏的股票图表吸引。金钱来往是无比刺激，令他不再感到失业与无用，也不再认为自己是个社会边缘人。天天检视股市情报与头条新闻，更让王正方体认己不是每天王弄几张照片到处求人寄送的可怜的讨生活小角色了。最好的是，再也不必求人，打躬作揖。自己一个人闭门家中，随便打打电脑就财源滚滚，天下竟然出现这等好事。
专心致志于股票投资之后，他每天认定的正规工作就是上网买卖股票。由于一无退路，二是确实有兴致。王正方肯钻研，网上操作股票买卖本身就像是最有趣好玩的网路游戏。况且眼下时机正对，每天花长时间地大量选股比较筛选，勤奋的比图与搜览股市消息。精挑细选的股票，纷纷带来暴涨底报酬。看到帐面上的金钱滚滚而来，也就愈来愈得意。虽然是没有企图心，而且也不是大家认可的工作或职业。可是只要有进帐，就比什么都有意思，都有意义。按照进来的报酬现在可说是是顶有成就的事情了。得意之余，竟不时想到如能的赚到一定数额就可休手。虽不会停未不做，但可不必这么用心来操作，可让它放在那儿自己长钱。多好啊！
然而市场不能尽如人意，好景也不会常在。出脱及时当会赚钱，但极不容易抓得准。一轮轻易收获之后，经常看走眼，被逆转走势套住成为常态。加之个性急躁轻进又贪多，恨不能一笔赚个足，常常迫不急待等不及地用股票号子提供的贷款，尽可能地多方买进和卖空卖出，结果情况就更恶劣。不是陷于套牢动弹不得，就是被号子追缴卖空被轧的股票。
不时望着大批套住的热门股，一筹莫展。有次实在套住而滑跌下来的股票底价位已远落于他实际持有的金额，号子一再追缴，否则就得断头。把他逼急了，一不做二不休。他干脆趁着x公司发布被收购的新闻，也跟着在网路留言版上，夸大放出一则消息，竟然意想不到能推波助澜，造成x股票暴升一倍，他也因而脱险。食髓知味，尔后他就适时选定目标在各个留言版发佈捏造的消息抄作。成效经一再摸索试探，慢慢底探出诀窍，愈搞就愈有心得，
至于玩球，王正方倒并不是弄股票赚钱后，才开始天天打高尔夫，事实是自杂志社没工作给他，闲在家里无聊，球场不远。而没事干待在家里事事不顺心，心绪郁闷至于酗酒，酒愈喝愈多，他不想沈迷酒乡成醉鬼，一喝多了，明显感到身体的器官功能有些不听使唤。躯体半边发麻，举着酒柸的手不住地颤抖，倒酒入柸更是常会在哆嗦斟入容器之外，开始怀疑是否有酒精中毒的症状。宿酲之后常常整天都打不起精神，萎靡得觉得甚么好事都乏味。
妻子章晶圆工作的公司，提供两夫妻很好的福利及社会和医疗保险。因之看病治疗对无工作干王正方，费用不成问题，而且方便。所以一有不适挺乐意上医院去检查。检查的结果，并无大碍，医生建议他固定做种运动，是比服药看医更为有效优越的保养办法，所以为了振作及鍜鍊身体才加紧鍊球。
没想到这么能入迷，简直像玩股票一样好玩。一开始玩小白球立即捉住他的全付兴趣，尤其比较会打后结识一票老中球伴后，更是成日想着增进技术赢球致胜的痛快。打球费的时间金钱都多，王正方自然就不再需要别种娱乐，甚至电视电影都不再怎么看，要看也只看高球比赛节目。逐渐也打得好，在老中球友间，也建立起会打的名声。
每天下午，王正方一等股票交易收市就都等不及要顶着大太阳在住家附近的乡村俱乐部打球，几乎养成了习惯。只要隔着一天不去，第二天一早就感着浮澡而且等不及要去报到。手脚甚至不由自主地温习起挥桿动作。做股票与高尔夫是他目前最爱的两样事情。当然股市跑得这么好，有什么能比赚钱更过瘾的事儿。原先他神牵梦系的摄影工作已逐渐淡然，更慢慢成了过去式，只能说曾经是一度用过心的职业。偶而举起摄影器材，再也没有抚触再三不忍释手的激情。甚至一时起兴的感触都没有了。长久以来有视若第二
生命的兴趣就如此简便地扔了，是金钱或现实的魔力么？
原来曾经得意工作与兴趣结合在一起。跟认识的大多数人自觉这样的职业美满得多。报酬虽不高，可他的要求也不高，只要生活过得下去，他不需跟旁人去比较。而且实际上妻子一直有不错的工作，金钱从不会构成压力。可是工作变少后，甚至没有了，深感无谋生技能，对妻子和自己都交待不过去。
还好阴错阳差地挤进这个疯狂市场，虽然当初章晶圆讥笑他，鬼混骗不了人的。可是有钱赚的事情绝不会上不了台盘。他觉得已回復了她讥讽。
The ups and downs of the stock market are more thrilling and risky than playing blackjack in Las Vegas. My passion is my work, demanding my full attention. Even if my old job came knocking, I wouldn't take it. So much time spent earning such a meager amount of money, all that effort spent rushing around, taking photos, washing, and cleaning. It was like a life-or-death struggle.
Money may not have brought any real meaning to life, but it certainly felt fulfilling, and living like this felt more real. Time flies by even faster, each day spent staring at the stock market screen. Yet the feeling of the struggle is solidly filling my being, abundantly occupying every moment of each day. All my emotions are governed by the stock market. Of course, victories on the football field provide another kind of numbing effect to life. I can feel the joy wash over me from time to time.
Although Wang Zhengfang lived a life of ease, Zhang Jingyuan didn't approve, saying, "You don't work, you sit at home all day, what man does that?"
"Investing in stocks is a legitimate business, what's wrong with that? What era are we living in? Doing business from home is the natural trend." "
That's not doing business." "Does it only count if you have to go to a job and clock in to earn money? Living by investing is just being lazy, isn't that too much like the Communist Party? You're an accountant yourself, how could you say that to me?"
Because of his feelings for Shen Luxue, Wang Zhengfang deliberately avoided contact with his wife at home. Although nothing had actually happened, and he felt no guilt, he didn't want his inner turmoil to be revealed to Zhang Jingyuan. He didn't mention the chance encounter with her classmate at the basketball court that day, nor did he feel guilty. He
woke up from a dream that night, and in the dream, he was with Shen Luxue, not exactly intimate, but close enough. In the fragmented dreamscape, he returned to a time he had never experienced before, a time he even dreamed about. With his head resting on the bed railing, he reminisced about the past. Zhang Jingyuan, who lived in a separate room, was already asleep. He silently recalled the scenes from the dream without any restraint. His thoughts kept lingering on Shen Luxue, feeling sad and heartbroken, and wondering if he had fallen in love with her.
"No," he stammered, avoiding a direct acknowledgment; "I admire the Shen Luxue of the past. If I have a romantic partner, it is someone from the past."

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