Ten years have passed like a dream; Me and My Women 07

(VII): Unrequited Love
After breaking up with Jiali, I was very confused about my love life over the past few years. My first love, Xiaoman, Jiajia, and Jiali—I seemed to have invested real feelings in each of them, but they all ended in separation. Living with my wife, we've always been on blind dates, but I don't know if we still love each other. Jiali said I've never fully committed to a relationship, but honestly, after breaking up, I feel deeply hurt. When we're together, I'm always a bit indifferent. What does it mean to wholeheartedly love someone? I've never truly experienced that.
One day at the end of December 2012, it was my birthday, but there was a last-minute business analysis meeting at the company, so I didn't go home. After working away from home for so many years, I no longer care about celebrating my birthday. My colleagues suggested we go to karaoke to celebrate, but I was thinking about Jiali and wasn't really interested. I made up an excuse and declined. They laughed at me, saying I was definitely going to meet up with her.
Because I had a meeting that night, I just ate a quick dinner at the company cafeteria. After the meeting, I went to a tea restaurant to have a late-night snack
. When I entered, Dandan seemed surprised to see me. "Didn't you go out today?"
"No, I just got off work and was a little hungry, so I came to get something to eat." Her name was given to me by the colleague who had once pursued her, but Dandan hadn't responded to his advances, and the colleague soon left the company.
Dandan didn't ask any more questions and invited me to sit down. As usual, I ordered a stir-fried beef noodles and a lemon tea. However, when the food arrived, Dandan brought me an extra plate of cola chicken wings.
Seeing the cola chicken wings, I said to Dandan, "I didn't order these."
Dandan smiled and said to me, "Isn't today your birthday? This is a gift from me."
"How did you know?" I was stunned
. "I overheard you chatting during lunch."
The company gives each employee a birthday gift on their birthday, so my colleagues all know it's my birthday today. I glanced at Dandan and said, "Thank you, you're so thoughtful. But why this dish? You have to pay for it yourself, right?"
"When you ate this dish once, didn't you say it was your favorite late-night snack? It's not expensive, just a little celebration for you."
I thought to myself how considerate this girl was, and I felt a warm feeling in my heart. "Then I'll gladly accept. You're so thoughtful, thank you!"
Dandan smiled happily, leaning against the side of the table watching me eat, and then asked, "Where's your girlfriend? Why isn't she with you?"
My heart was slightly pricked, and I forced a smile and said, "She went to work in another city."
"Oh. And she didn't come home either?" My phone uses my son's picture as its screensaver and wallpaper, so she knew I was married
. "I had to work overtime. Besides, birthdays come every year, there's nothing special to celebrate," I picked up a chicken wing and waved it at her. "But this year is a little special, no cake, just chicken wings."
"Haha, it's a pity we can't put candles on the chicken wings," Dandan said with a laugh, then turned to greet other customers. When I finished eating and went to pay, Dandan came over and told me the price. As I was taking out my money, she whispered to me, "I'll leave this place after next month."
"Oh, you found a new job?" She was practically the only beautiful sight in the restaurant; not only was she beautiful and had a sweet smile, but she was also very hardworking, and many customers enjoyed chatting with her.
"A friend of mine works at a cake shop in Zhuhai, and she suggested I go there too. I want to learn a skill; it's better than being a waitress."
"Yeah, that's true. Being a waitress isn't a long-term solution." I nodded.
"How about..." Dandan lowered her head, paused for a moment, and then said, "Give me your phone number."
I looked up at Dandan; she was biting her lower lip, her head down, not looking at me. I handed her the money. "Where's your phone?"
Dandan looked up at me, took the money, and ran to the cashier to pay for me. When she came back, she had her phone with her. She walked very briskly.
I took her phone and entered the password.
"You remember my password?" Dandan asked me, with a hint of surprise
. "1023, so easy to remember. October 23rd, that should be your birthday, right?" I used her phone to call my own China Unicom number. "You can add me on WeChat with this number." The company has a lot of business dealings with China Unicom, and the company's executives just received a newly released iPhone 5 as a gift. I'm too lazy to change my old China Mobile number, so I'm using two phones.
"Um, this is my lunar birthday; we celebrate lunar birthdays in my family," Dandan said, taking the phone and quickly adding me on WeChat.
"Oh, so it just happened recently? I'll give you a belated birthday present next time," she said. I understand the principle of reciprocity.
"Okay, maybe I'll come back to Shenzhen for a visit then," Dandan said with a smile. Just then, another customer greeted her, so she went back to work.
I finished my lemon tea and left. As I left, Dandan waved and smiled at me, and I waved back. When I got home, I received a happy birthday message from Dandan
. Although we added each other on WeChat, we rarely chatted. She doesn't seem to be a very good conversationalist; she usually only replies after I say something, and if I don't speak, she won't say anything. At the time, I wasn't really interested in flirting with girls, so we didn't chat much throughout the day. I also looked through Dandan's WeChat Moments; she rarely posted anything, mostly just photos of her at work, nothing inspirational. She seemed like a rather innocent girl.
The week Dandan left, I happened to be going on a business trip, and she sent me a WeChat message saying she was sorry she hadn't seen me and that I should let her know if I ever went to Zhuhai
. I replied with a casual "okay," but in my heart, I thought, "We were just strangers who met by chance. Now that we're in different places, we're complete strangers, and I doubt we'll ever keep in touch."
One day in April, Dandan messaged me, saying she was going back to Shenzhen the next day and would be meeting up with her former restaurant colleagues, asking if I was free that evening. I happened to have a business dinner, so I told her I could only treat her to dinner another time. She didn't say anything.
The next evening, I treated the leaders from China Unicom to dinner. They were all seasoned veterans, and since we were already quite familiar with each other, we drank freely, and almost everyone drank more than a bottle of baijiu (Chinese liquor). Although I'm not a heavy drinker, even after drinking a lot and the alcohol is rising, I can still stay sober. I forced myself to see the leaders off to their cars and then took a taxi home. However, as soon as I got out of the taxi, the churning alcohol finally overwhelmed me. I leaned against a big tree by the roadside and vomited.
After vomiting, my stomach felt much better, and I was still catching my breath when a tissue was handed to me. I looked up and saw Dandan squatting next to me. I took the tissue, wiped my mouth, and asked her, "Thank you! What are you doing here?"
Dandan patted my back. "I just finished singing, and I went to the convenience store over there to buy something. I saw you squatting here. Are you okay?"
I stood up, but felt a little dizzy and leaned against the tree again. Dandan quickly helped me up. "Go sit on a bench for a while before you go. You'll collapse before you even get into the elevator."
There were many benches for residents to rest on on the street outside the complex. Dandan helped me to a nearby bench and I fumbled for a cigarette in my bag, but I was clumsy from drinking too much.
Dandan took my bag, took out a cigarette, put one in my mouth, and lit it for me. I glanced at her. "Thank you! How come you're so observant?"
"I could tell you were going to smoke," she said, putting the cigarette back in my bag. Then she asked, "Want to buy you a hot milk tea?" I
had vomited everything out, and I still felt a bit of a burning pain in my stomach, so I said, "Sure, my wallet is in my bag. Thank you."
"No need, it's on me," she said, standing up and walking towards the convenience store next door.
Watching her, I thought to myself, what a thoughtful girl.
Dandan bought two boxes of hot milk tea, inserted straws for me, handed me one, and kept the other in her pocket. I took a couple of sips and felt much better. "You go home, I'll go upstairs after I finish my cigarette."
"I'll sit with you for a while, I'm free tomorrow anyway."
"Where do you live? Isn't it unsafe to go home so late?"
Dandan pointed in the direction of the tea restaurant. "I'm staying with a former colleague tonight, in the building next to the restaurant, very close, it's fine."
I asked again, "How's business in Zhuhai?"
"Not bad, I can make simple pastries now."
I sighed. "Sigh, since you left, there's no one to order for me anymore." I often eat at tea restaurants, and Dandan already knows what I usually order, so I don't have to think about it much. She'll proactively suggest what set meals to have for the day.
Dandan chuckled a few times. "Anyway, you always eat the same few things, so I just order them in rotation, and then repeat the same things after one round. I'll tell the other waitress what you like to eat, and she can order for you next time."
I looked at her and pretended to be affectionate, saying, "How could she replace you in my heart?" After saying that, I regretted it a little. I had drunk a bit too much, and my words were actually a bit flirtatious.
Dandan laughed again, "I didn't realize I was so important to you." As she spoke, she leaned down slightly, allowing me to see a glimpse of white through the neckline of her clothes. Her skin was really good, so tender and white.
I took the opportunity of throwing my cigarette butt into the trash can to turn away, not daring to look at her anymore.
Dandan asked again, "Do you usually go to Zhuhai for business?"
"Occasionally, I guess. There's not much business over there, so I only go once or twice a year."
"Hmm," she paused for a moment, then added, "My friends are all here, and I come back to Shenzhen to visit them from time to time."
"I'll definitely treat you to a meal next time,"
Dandan replied cheerfully. "Okay, it's a promise then." After saying that, she held out her little finger to pinky swear with me. I smiled as I looked at her hand, and reached out to hook her finger with mine and shook it. "It's a promise!"
After pinky swearing, I said to Dandan, "It's late, you should go home first. I'll watch you go in the door so you don't get kidnapped."
Dandan stood up. "Are you sure you're okay?"
"I'm fine, I'll just go home, take a shower
, and get some sleep." Dandan put the remaining box of hot milk tea into my hand. "Okay, I'm going home now. This box is still warm, if your stomach is still upset, drink some more, bye-bye!"
"Bye-bye!" I sat on the stool, watching Dandan cross the street. I saw her put the milk tea box inside her clothes, and I thought she was trying to warm herself up, but it turned out she was doing it to warm me up. My hands felt the warmth from the milk tea, but I couldn't tell if it came from the tea itself or the warmth of her embrace.
When Dandan came in, she turned around, waved to me, and then waved for me to hurry home before going upstairs.
As soon as I entered the house, I received a WeChat message from Dandan:
"Are you home yet?"
"Yes," I replied simply.
"Okay, I'm going to take a shower. You should take a shower and go to bed early too, get some rest."
After reading this, an image of Dandan naked in the shower suddenly flashed through my mind. I wondered if her skin was always that white. I shook my head, trying to dispel the reverie. Looks like I'd had too much alcohol, and my lust had gotten the better of me. After this incident, Dandan and I became a little more familiar, and we chatted more on WeChat. She probably didn't have many friends there. She didn't get off work until 11 PM, and I usually didn't go to bed until midnight, so she would often chat with me for a while before going to sleep. Later, she went to learn computer operation and added me on QQ so I could teach her office remotely. After a while, she went to learn English and even asked me to chat with her in English for 15 minutes each time. It seems she's quite a studious person. Gradually, except when I went home, we would chat with each other for a while every day.
During the summer vacation, my family and I went to Hong Kong Disneyland for two days and posted some photos on WeChat Moments. Dandan liked my post on WeChat Moments and then sent me a message: "Your wife is so beautiful, and your son is so cute, much more handsome than you!"
I'm used to people saying my son is more handsome than me. "He's surpassed his parents, inheriting the best genes from both my wife and me, of course he's more handsome than me,"
Dandan added. "I can tell your family has a very good relationship."
I replied, "Of course, we're family."
After a while, she said, "My parents never took me out to play when I was little."
"Parents have to work to support the family, sometimes it's unavoidable."
"They only took my younger brother out to play; I always lived with my grandmother."
Dandan's family is from Chaoshan, where the preference for sons is generally very strong. I could only comfort her, "Once you earn your own money, you can travel with your friends when you have time."
"Yeah, that's what I think too. I'm so old, and besides visiting my mother's hometown in Sichuan, I haven't been to any other provinces. I should travel more in the future."
"No wonder your skin is so fair, you must have good genes,"
Dan Dan said. Girls who eat spicy food always have good skin; it turns out she has Sichuan ancestry. "My mom has very fair skin too," she added. "Your wife isn't from Guangdong, is she? Her skin looks great too."
"Yeah, she's from Jiangsu."
"I really envy her, she found a good husband."
I didn't know how to respond to that, so I just said, "You're still young, focus on your work first, you'll find the right person eventually."
"I don't want to get married, men are all unreliable," she added after a while, "but that doesn't include you," adding a tongue-out emoji.
I laughed, "I'm unreliable too."
"No way, I think you're a very good person."
"I'm very fickle," I added with a sly smile.
"Is that girl who used to wait for you at the restaurant still with you?"
I thought of Jia Li and sighed inwardly. "She went to work in another city at the end of last year, we haven't been in touch since."
"Oh, you broke up? No wonder you were so listless back then."
"Yes."
"When she was waiting for you at the restaurant, I saw her looking at the photos you took together and your chat history. I secretly glanced at it, and you two chatted for a long time."
I felt a pang in my heart and remained silent for a while.
Seeing that I didn't speak, Dandan said again, "I'm sorry, should I not have brought her up?"
I replied, "It's okay, it's all in the past. We were destined to be apart."
"As long as you had it, at least you were happy together."
"What about you? Have you ever been in a relationship?" I felt it was better to change the subject.
Dandan also replied after a while, "I have. I was young and naive back then, and I was deceived without even realizing it."
It seems I didn't choose the right topic either. "Everyone has suffered in relationships when they were young. It's good to understand now."
"Yeah, although I still regret it a little, I've come to terms with it now."
Everyone has their own scars; it's just a matter of how you view them and how you face your future.
Men are always a bit perverse. I knew Dandan liked me, and although we were in a long-distance relationship and I didn't want anything to happen between us, chatting with a girl who liked me always made me feel a little smug. As time went on, we spent more and more time together. Even though I tried to keep things in check, the topics became increasingly intimate. Then one night, a chance event occurred that subtly changed our relationship.
It was in November. An important supplier came to Shanghai, and I treated him to dinner. After dinner, we inevitably went to a karaoke bar to sing and drink. We also invited several related suppliers and clients over, and the whole group danced wildly in the private room. I called home to let them know, and my China Unicom phone remained in my bag. After a few rounds of drinks, I checked my phone and saw several messages from Dandan:
"My boss promoted me to store manager today!"
"Are you busy? Let's chat when you're free."
"Your salary increased quite a bit too. I'll treat you to dinner next time I go to Shenzhen."
"Still busy? I'm going to sleep."
The last message was sent ten minutes ago. I replied, "Congratulations, keep it up!"
Unexpectedly, she replied immediately, "Thanks! Are you home after work?"
"No, I have a business dinner tonight, still drinking."
"Be careful, don't drink too much again."
Too lazy to type, I sent her a voice message, "Okay, go to sleep."
A while later, she said, "Are you guys at a nightclub? I heard girls' voices."
She probably heard the couple playing rock-paper-scissors next to me while I was sending the voice message. "Yes, that's right."
"Could you take a picture for me? I've never seen what a nightclub looks like before."
"What's so interesting about it? It's not suitable for children," I rolled my eyes .
"Just take a picture secretly."
"Okay," I secretly took a picture while the girl got up to pour drinks, but I only managed to get her back in the photo; I didn't take a picture of anyone else. This is a big no-no. Those people online who take selfies while out having fun are all idiots. Who knows when their photos will leak out?
"Wow, she's dressed so scantily."
I glanced at the girl; she was just wearing a low-cut short dress. "It's alright, isn't it? She's also from Sichuan, and her skin is great."
Dandan replied. "You touched her?"
I laughed. "When you're out in the world, bumps and bruises are inevitable."
She asked again, "You're not taking her home tonight, are you?"
I rolled my eyes again. "Do you think I'm that kind of person?"
"With a beautiful woman sitting next to you, can you resist?"
"I'll just wave goodbye and not take her with me. At most, I'll just enjoy the view." At this moment, the couple next to us wanted me and the girl to play rock-paper-scissors. I put down my phone and
played for a while, then drank a few more glasses of wine. I said I needed to rest for a bit and asked the girl to pick some songs to sing before I picked up my phone again. I found a message and a picture Dandan sent me. I opened it, glanced at it, and quickly turned my phone off. I glanced at the people next to me, and seeing that they hadn't noticed, I got up and went to the bathroom. Once inside, I turned my phone back on.
Dandan had sent me a picture. In the photo, I could only see her lower body; her long legs were leaning against the wall, snow-white and straight. A nightgown barely covered her upper thighs, making me have an urge to reach into the photo and lift the nightgown off. A follow-up message read, "If you want to feast your eyes, I'm no less attractive than her!"
I stared at the photo for a while, resisting the urge to flirt with her again, and sent her a message: "Get some sleep, I'll be home in an hour." After waiting a while and seeing she hadn't replied, I figured she was probably asleep, so I went back to
the party. The party didn't end until almost 1 a.m. My friend from Shanghai took his girlfriend to a hotel, and I took a taxi home.
Sitting in the back seat, I took out my phone again and noticed Dandan hadn't replied. I thought for a moment and sent her a message anyway: "I'm home now."
But Dandan replied quickly: "Alone?"
I replied with a smile, "Why aren't you asleep yet? Of course you're alone."
"Finished your eye candy?"
Without thinking, I replied, "Haha, not yet. Just one, not enough!"
Seeing that she hadn't replied for a while, I regretted it a little, but I still couldn't resist, so I sent another message, "Go to sleep, you have to work the early shift tomorrow."
As soon as I clicked send, a photo popped up. In the photo, she was lying on the bed, her arms slightly supporting her upper body, only the lower half of her face was visible, her pearly teeth lightly biting her lip, the neckline of her pajamas was loose and wide, and a pair of fair breasts were mostly exposed in the neckline, but the nipples were just barely visible. Her room was not lit, it was taken with a flash, but the effect of the light made the cleavage even more obvious.
I heard myself swallow, and after calming myself down, I said, "Are you trying to keep me awake?"
Dan Dan replied with a cute emoji. I said again, "The lights aren't on, so the picture isn't clear."
"No, I share a room with my colleague, so we can't turn on the lights. I took a lot of pictures, and this one is the clearest.
" "Where did you learn that
?" "Online, isn't that how they all take pictures?"
I laughed, "You don't want to post it online, do you?"
"Of course not, I just took it for you to see."
"Your legs are beautiful, very pretty." "
I thought you were going to talk about the second picture." "
I can't see anything in the second one, there's nothing to say."
She sent a head-banging emoji, "This is what you call not being able to see anything? My face is burning hot right now, I'm so embarrassed."
I typed a line, "Your breasts are still quite ample," then thought for a moment, deleted it, and rewrote a sentence, "Tell me what your boss said to you today."
Dandan was distracted by my change of topic and started talking about her promotion process, continuing until I got home. I could tell she was really excited.
While I was taking a shower, I remembered that the end of the month was supposed to be her birthday, and I happened to have a factory meeting in Zhuhai that week. Should I go see Dandan?
The next day at noon, I still sent a WeChat message to Dandan. Although I told her that I couldn't come on her birthday and that I would only have half an afternoon at most, she was still very happy and said that she would make a good plan.
On that day, I drove to Zhuhai early in the morning. After talking with the factory people in the afternoon, it was almost three o'clock. I called Dandan and she gave me the address. I drove over to find her
. When Dandan got into the car, I couldn't help but be impressed. She was wearing jeans, a simple white t-shirt, and a denim jacket. She looked like a girl next door. The key was that she was wearing light makeup. I had never seen her with makeup on before, and this time she had clearly dressed up carefully.
After Dandan sat down, she noticed me staring blankly at her, and lowered her head to ask softly, "What's wrong? Do you not look good?"
I snapped out of my reverie and smiled, saying, "I've never seen you dressed like this before, it's stunning."
My praise made Dandan's eyes widen. "Really?"
I nodded and emphasized again, "Really beautiful!"
Dandan looked a little shy, tugging at her long hair by her ear. "Actually, a colleague did my makeup. I've never done makeup before, so I'm not very good at it."
"Actually, you look good even without makeup, but you look even better with light makeup. So, where do we go now?"
Dandan turned her head to look at me. "Do you want to go hiking?"
Although I was wearing leather shoes today, there aren't many high mountains in Zhuhai. "I don't mind, I'll do whatever you say today."
"Let's go to Shijingshan then. I've been there once before, and the scenery is quite nice." Dandan's expression was very excited. "Okay, beautiful, let's go now."
Actually, Shijingshan is just a small hill by the bay. In the afternoon, there were only a few elderly people exercising on the mountain path. Dandan and I walked slowly up the steps, chatting about her recent work situation. At first, we walked side by side, with Dandan and I quite close, our arms occasionally touching.
After walking for a while, Dandan gradually fell behind, and her voice became softer, as if she was a little down.
I stopped on the steps, turned around, and looked at her with her head down. I thought to myself, what a lovely girl. I reached out my hand to her and asked, "Can't walk anymore? Let me hold your hand."
Hearing my words, Dandan looked up, the corners of her mouth slightly turned up, and her face was flushed, I wondered if it was because of the exercise. She didn't speak, but simply placed her hand in mine.
I held Dandan's hand, feeling the roughness of her skin. I thought it was proof of her hard work, and felt a pang of pity. I gently stroked her hand a few times.
Dandan didn't fall behind anymore; she came up and walked alongside me, also without a word. We climbed hand in hand to the platform
at the top of the hill. From there, we could overlook the entire bay; the view was quite nice. Dandan looked at the sea outside and said softly, "It's so beautiful. I didn't realize it last time I came."
I smiled and said, "The weather is nice today; it's perfect for a panoramic view."
Dandan didn't reply, lowering her head as if thinking.
I asked her, "What's wrong? Are you feeling something?"
Dandan was silent for a long time, then turned to look at me. "You should know, I like you."
I didn't expect Dandan to say it so directly. I nodded silently.
Dandan continued, "I know you have a family now, but even though I've come here, I still can't help liking you."
I shook my head, unsure what to say. Should I reject her? But I had already come to see her; that would be too sentimental. But I have no right to accept it. I tried to let go of Dandan's hand, but she held it tightly. Dandan continued, "I don't ask for anything, I just want you to chat with me when you have time. I'm already very satisfied with things like today. I don't need you to give me too much time, nor do I need your money."
Dandan paused for a moment, then said, "I just want to have a relationship with someone I like, even if it doesn't have a happy ending, it doesn't matter, I don't care."
I sighed, "Someone once said that I don't know how to love. None of the women around me are happy."
"I know who you're talking about. I've seen you two together, but she looks happy when she sees you," Dandan released my hand, but leaned into my arms, wrapping her arms around my waist, and continued, "I want to try that feeling. If you agree, hold me. If you don't agree, just pretend I didn't say anything."
"Sigh, if I agree to your advances, I'd be a beast; if I don't, I'd be even worse than a beast." After saying that, I reached out and hugged her.
Dandan chuckled in my arms, hugging me even tighter, and whispered, "My heart is beating so fast."
"Really? Let me feel it."
Dandan pushed me away. "I'm thirsty, I'm going to buy some water." She laughed and ran towards the small shop on the platform. Watching her cheerful figure, I thought that maybe I don't know how to love, but I long for others to love me.
We walked down the mountain hand in hand. Dandan kept asking me questions along the way: what I like to play, what I like to eat, and what my hobbies are. It was like a preliminary survey.
When we got to the car, it was almost 6 o'clock. I asked Dandan what she wanted to eat for dinner, but she said she had to go back to her dormitory and asked me to wait for her outside for a while
. I sat in the car for about half an hour before she came out, carrying a tote bag. I asked her what it was, but she just smiled and wouldn't say. She told me to drive to the seaside park.
Once there, Dandan pulled me to a bench by the sea and we sat down. She then took two lunchboxes out of her bag.
I looked at the food in the lunchboxes in surprise and asked, "Did you make this?"
"Cola chicken wings, stir-fried minced pork with preserved vegetables and green beans—these are all your favorites. Last time I went back to the restaurant, I asked the chef to teach me. I tried it twice, and it should taste pretty good. You should give it a try." Dandan looked at me expectantly.
Eating lunchboxes on the street with a girl on a date was a first for me, but I was filled with emotion. "Aren't you supposed to be working the early shift today? Didn't you take a nap at noon?"
"I made this at noon, and just reheated it. The rice was just bought downstairs. I was worried the vegetables might not be fresh enough, so it might not taste as good. You should try it!" Seeing that I didn't move, Dandan picked up a spoon, scooped up a piece of green beans, and brought it to my mouth.
Perhaps she had added some oil when reheating the dish, so it was a bit greasy, but I ate it with relish. "It's delicious! This taste should only exist in heaven!"
Dandan playfully scolded me for lying, but her face was beaming with a bright smile.
Dandan and I sat in the park, eating bite by bite, and the sky gradually darkened, but we were completely unaware. Dandan watched me finish the last bit of rice with green beans, then handed me a tissue and said apologetically, "Actually, I made green beans twice. The first time it was too salty, so I threw it all away and made it again."
I wiped my mouth. "It was delicious, and the chicken wings were especially good. Next time I want braised pork with preserved mustard greens." I knew that Dandan would be even happier if I made a request,
and sure enough, she happily replied, "Okay, I'll learn how to make it and then I'll make it for you next time."
After packing up, Dandan and I went back to the parking lot, put the tote bag in the car, and then went for a walk on the beach
. When I received a call from home, Dandan let go of my hand and leaned against the railing, looking at the sea outside. I stood a couple of steps behind her, talking on the phone while watching her back
. After hanging up, I went behind her and hugged her, whispering, "I'm sorry, it was a call from my home."
Dandan rested her head on my shoulder. "It's okay, I understand. I won't bother your family."
I wanted to say something, but she continued, "I'm so happy today, even happier than on my birthday." On her birthday, I sang "Happy Birthday" to her on WeChat.
I lowered my head, smelling the fragrance of her hair, and whispered in her ear, "Close your eyes."
Dandan closed her eyes, her long eyelashes trembling slightly, her red lips pouting gently, like a flower waiting to be plucked. I didn't kiss her tender flower bud
. Instead, I took her hand, pulled a crystal bracelet from my pocket, and put it on her wrist. Dandan opened her eyes, looked at the bracelet on her wrist, and said with her head down, "I don't want you to give me anything. I'm not after these things."
I made her turn around, reached out and lifted her chin, making her look at me. "This is my birthday present for you. It doesn't mean anything else. Besides, I give you this because I like you, not to exchange anything with you."
Dandan leaned in and kissed my cheek, then said, "Thank you!"
I held her in my arms, feeling the elasticity of her soft body, but I felt no lust, only relaxation and tenderness.
Dandan and I strolled along the beach until 9 pm before leaving. I watched her enter her dormitory complex before driving away. Before getting out of the car, Dandan kissed me again, her eyes filled with reluctance.
On the drive back to Shenzhen, I thought to myself, if it were a few years ago, I definitely would have stayed in Zhuhai tonight, and Dandan probably wouldn't have refused. But now I enjoy this way of spending time. Maybe what I need isn't a woman, but a feeling of love, even if that love is only one-sided on Dandan's part, and destined to be without a future.

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