I love you as much as I love you (05)

(V)

Then Haoran pressed the girl down again, and I don't know how much time passed. When they got up again, I saw that the girl's lips were covered in glistening saliva, which she immediately wiped away.

When the girl kissed me, she would let me suck her tongue, but in this position with Haoran, the kiss was more passionate and intense. When their tongues swirled in each other's mouths, I could see from their swallowing movements that there was a lot of saliva being exchanged... I was filled with jealousy, and my emotions were like a rollercoaster, but the feeling of loss was still barely bearable. Moreover, the girl would occasionally glance at me, which made me feel much better!

The contrast between Haoran's thick legs and the girl's delicate and exquisite calves was very stimulating to me! While they were passionately entwined, I thought several times about touching the girl's calves, but I didn't have the courage to reach out.
In the final sex scene, Haoran, still holding his thick, long penis, repeatedly rubbed the girl's pink labia and clitoris with his fingers. The girl let out extremely pleasurable moans, her snow-white thighs convulsing, and streams of vaginal fluid flowed onto his penis and fingers.

The girl's extremely yearning eyes only communicated with him, and she willingly extended her soft tongue to his mouth for him to taste. Her slender, weak waist and snow-white buttocks undulated like waves for him. Although I knew it was just a subconscious, instinctive action when a woman is in heat, I still felt a pain that went to my bones.

Haoran finally ejaculated, shooting onto the girl's lower abdomen. The white pool of liquid quickly turned into water, and a few drops of glistening semen clung to her pubic hair. The girl gestured to me with her lips, indicating that I should get a tissue, and I actually did, feeling an overwhelming sense of self-torture.

When I saw Xu Haoran out, I happened to run into my father. He smiled and nodded at us, seemingly not noticing anything unusual. After Haoran walked out the door, his face was in shadow, so I couldn't see his expression. He muttered,
"You two really are a couple, right?"

"Yes."

"What's that word Miaomiao mentioned in English?"

"n-t-r."

"What does it mean?"

"..." I hesitated, wondering whether to explain it to him or let him look it up himself, when his next words startled me:

"It's okay, it's okay, I'll look it up in the dictionary. Oh, right, I sold my dictionary a long time ago... Right, I'll go ask my English teacher. I haven't raised my hand even once in three years of high school. Let him have one last moment of joy."
I had no choice but to explain it to him in detail. It originated in Japan...

His reaction was naturally as I expected: "Holy crap! What is that? There's such a thing?!"
He wasn't stupid: "I thought you wanted to do a threesome! I thought you weren't a good person either!"

"You should look at some comics first..." I was too exhausted to explain.

He took a few steps, then looked back at me, shook his head, and went home.

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I returned to the girl's bedroom. She was lying on her side. When I moved to face her from the other side, she immediately covered her face.
I whispered in her ear, "Tonight, you are the beautiful bride I've always hoped for."

She hugged me and began kissing me. In her frenzy, her lower lip struck my teeth hard, possibly drawing blood, but she didn't feel any pain.

"Are you happy? Are you enjoying it?" This was a question my father often asked my mother after her affair.
Her answer was very significant to me!

"...I only realized today why your mother also enjoyed it so much. To be intimate with someone else in front of the person you love, it's really...so exciting!" The girl blushed, her head drooping to her chest.

"Want to continue?"

The girl glanced at me, a shy smile appearing on her lips. She said hesitantly, "If my husband wants me to continue, then I'll continue!"

I was overjoyed. "As long as your love for me doesn't change, in the future, on our wedding day, just give me one time!"

"Before that, I can sleep with anyone, but not you!"

"Of course!" I made up my mind.

The girl's words painted a passionate, angsty world of cuckoldry for me. I was already rock hard. I took off my clothes and got into bed, lying down next to her.

She was already wearing a very cute nightgown. Seeing my arousal, she unbuttoned one of her blouses, revealing an incredibly alluring, glistening bosom:

"Beautiful?"

"Beautiful!" I instinctively reached into her bosom.

"No! You can't!"

The girl chuckled, brushing my fingers aside and deliberately squeezing her snow-white, delicate breasts, making her still-erect and engorged nipple stand out even more, swaying provocatively and triumphantly.

"There's still his saliva on it," I said, staring intently at the red nipple, swallowing hard.

"It's dry now!" The girl flicked my head.

"I want to see down there...is it engorged from his play too?" I reached for her pajama bottom.

The girl deliberately scolded me with a stern face, "Baka! Didn't we agree that you could only see it on our wedding night? You can't even look now!"

Seeing my dejected look, the girl lifted my chin and said seriously, "Darling, I hope that you and I are the purest lovers right now."

"Are you torturing me?"

"Yes!" The girl gave me a mischievous smile.

"Just torture me a little bit," I said helplessly, withdrawing my hand and pleading with the girl.
"Hmm... Wife, I'm like a tapeworm in your stomach. I know what you want, so just listen to me, but never doubt my love for you! Besides, I've been studying the relationship between my dad and your parents for six or seven years. Unlike you, who only cares about seeking thrills, you dare say you haven't had feelings for Gu Yulian? Ha! You can fool others, but can you fool me!"

Gu Yulian is my mother.

"You actually called your mother-in-law by her name like that?"

"Tch, that's still not as bad as you masturbating with Gu Yulian's underwear, okay?"

Faced with the girl's outburst, I blushed deeply, feeling utterly ashamed.

The girl blinked her big eyes. "Oh, I'm so sorry! Gu Yulian's long legs are so beautiful! I'll just tell you one thing: in our family atmosphere, if something really happened between you and her, I wouldn't be angry. On the contrary, I'd find it quite exciting!"

I didn't want to continue this topic. "Incest" was a very dirty word in my mind.

I chuckled dryly. "I have no privacy at all in front of you. Well, let me interview you then. When did you find it most exciting today, my wife? Tell me. Sigh, I can only see it but not touch it, so this is how I can satisfy my craving."
Somehow, those words really provoked the girl. She hugged me tightly: "Let's have some fun! Yes! I like it when you say things like that, it's so exciting!"

Trouble, I realized the girl really does show signs of being a natural sadist.

"When you didn't turn around, I knew you could hear everything, but I couldn't suppress it, I wanted to scream. The thought that you could hear everything made my body burn. When he pressed his fingers against my little sister, I really wanted you to see her…" "

Why?"

The girl hesitated, biting her lip, suddenly a little timid.

"We're already like this, what's there to be afraid of saying?" I encouraged her.

The girl gently nestled in my arms, pointing to her heaving chest: "It's like there's a little wild wolf here. If you can't control it, if you can't subdue it, it will start biting you on its own, and it gets pleasure from biting you…"

"Then bite me," I smiled, putting my hand to the girl's lips.

"Really?" The girl pulled out a few crumpled pieces of paper from under her pillow, smiling mischievously at me. "Listen carefully, did you like me asking you to get me tissues?"

"Yes!" I nodded emphatically.

"I want to hear you say thank you!"

The girl slowly unfolded one of the crumpled pieces of paper and held it to my mouth, her other hand reaching towards my genitals, her eyes gleaming with a strange light. "To love you is to hurt you! Are you ready?"
I nodded. "Thank you for your love, and for the hurt!"

"There's his semen on it, you have to eat it!" The girl tore off a wet piece, hesitated for a moment, and stuffed it into my mouth. They had pulled out two pieces together, so this wad of paper was quite large.
Her hand, which was holding my penis, also began to move.

The intense psychological need allowed me to overcome my aversion to the smell of another man's semen, and under the girl's beautiful gaze, I swallowed it with some difficulty. "What does it taste like?" she asked,

quite curious as well.

There was a yeasty aftertaste in my mouth, and I replied irritably, "What does it taste like? You'll definitely be eating his stuff in the future, so I won't describe it."

I was full of jealousy, and my breath was naturally very sour: "But you probably won't be giving me oral sex most of the time."

The girl covered her mouth tightly, smiling brightly: "Oh, you really guessed it!"

The girl breathed hot air into my ear again, "In the future, your needs can only be met by my hands, but his needs will be met by my body. Aihua, are you okay with that?"

"You told me last time that he put his arm around your waist. Besides that, what else?" I realized that the girl was still hiding some facts from me.

"Hmm... He's hugged me more than once. Another time, at the school's outdoor movie screening, he sat next to me, his knee constantly pressing against my leg, and then he touched my hand..."

"Oh, I see. You two just never really crossed that line, right?"

"This is the real beginning. Do you know why I chose Haoran? Actually, he's a very decisive person; otherwise, he wouldn't be the gang leader. He has quite a lot of influence among those petty thugs. You might not know, but because his family was so poor, he worked night shifts at a factory every night for three years of high school. How could he have the energy to study during the day? That's why he gave up on himself at school. Poor kids mature early. I heard that when he was working, he was very respectful to his boss and got along well with his coworkers. His mental age is at least five or six years older than yours. Such a mature man naturally gives me a sense of security."

"But without your involvement, neither of us would have taken the initiative to break the ice. He knows what kind of person he is, how different we are, and how poor my family is. Naturally, I wanted to marry into a family like yours. Who wouldn't want their child to have a better life? What good is going to university? Without any support, fate will inevitably lead to drifting from one city to another, from one scumbag to another." "

And Sun Ping? What are your feelings for him?" "

I can only say I have a good impression of Sun Ping, but he's too similar to you. Since fate has arranged for me to have another relationship, why shouldn't I find something different? So from the beginning, I paid special attention to Xu Haoran, and over time, I realized I was slowly falling in love with him."

"After you were so close to him tonight, do you feel your feelings for him have deepened?"
The girl rolled her eyes at me: "I'm a girl, I already liked him, and today he kissed me and touched my whole body, of course I'll love him even more!"

I felt like I'd been hit by frost, and pulled the girl's head to my chest: "Did you hear the sound of my heart breaking...?"
"I'm telling you the truth! You guys can love two or three at the same time, and girls can too, but social morality prevents us from telling the truth."

Seeing that I was still a little down, she quickly comforted me, "My first time will be his sooner or later, not yours. Isn't that what you wanted too? Since he's bound to be my first man, what difference does it make whether I love him sooner or later? If you become petty now, I'll be hurt and deeply wounded, and I definitely won't dare to play this game with you again. No matter how deep my love for him is, it's just a passion at most. He's not the one I'll spend my life with! We're husband and wife, connected by blood, okay? Don't be jealous!"

The girl was thirsty, so she went barefoot to pour two glasses of water and placed them on the bedside tables on either side. Looking at the time, it was almost 10 o'clock, but neither of us felt sleepy. The girl's eyes were even darker and brighter, unfathomable.
"I don't really agree with their way of playing. Maybe it's because your dad cheated first, so your mom and dad's actions are a constant form of punishment, deprivation, and exclusion for your dad. Your dad is so psychologically strong, he actually enjoys it. Between you and me, I don't want it to be like that. I think rewards are more meaningful and exciting than punishments. Whether you're my fiancé now or my official husband in the future, you naturally don't have any rights over my body; you're just a member of the opposite sex living with me. As for my lovers, from the beginning, I can give them whatever I want. But you can gradually increase your power over me through points, and you might even get normal treatment in the future. But after just one sexual encounter, it will automatically reset to zero, so you'll always be so good to me! And I can always enjoy your passionate love, like our first love!"

The girl sat down on the edge of the bed again, hugging me, her smooth cheek pressed tightly against my face, her whispered voice like heavenly music: "In your life, you have to pursue like Sisyphus to get the two women you love most, me, Gu Yulian."

"So how do you calculate the points?"

This is so bizarre. A high school girl has been secretly researching cuckoldry for years, and now she's done it, leaving me... in a bind!

The girl excitedly found a pen and paper, sat down in a chair, and put her legs up on the edge of the bed:

"You write, I'll explain. First column, result. Successfully helped your wife, me, Miao Miao, 'get rid of' the man she desires, 20 points per time."

"Okay! 'Get rid of' means having sex?"

"Bingo! Being her protector once, 5 points!"

Seeing I still didn't understand, the girl pinched my nose: "You dare call yourself a cuckold? You mean escorting me to make love with someone else!"

"Great!" I'm really captivated by this little girl. My goodness, she really has ideas in this area!
"Second category, Listening. Sharing my love with my lover, offering comforting words to ease my lovesickness and help me regain my virility—that's 2 points!"

"Third category, Romance. Buying me the most beautiful and sexy clothes, dressing me up nicely, or giving me some romantic ideas to make our lovemaking romantic and passionate—that's 1 point!"

"Fourth category, Creativity. We might meet our lovers under different identities in the future. For example, you might just be my classmate's brother, and I might invite someone over for dinner while you cook and wash the dishes, allowing me to spend time with my lover—that's 5 points!"

I was thrilled and couldn't resist pressing my lips to her lower abdomen and kissing her genitals through her clothes: "I love you to death!"

She grinned smugly: "Hmph, without some skill, would you dare to take advantage of the most handsome rich kid in our county?"
"Fifth category, Service. During lovemaking, if the other person is willing, you can serve us tea and water. You like that too, right? 1 point." "Points!"

"Sixth column, self-discipline. Before you reach a certain score, don't touch what you shouldn't touch, don't look at what you shouldn't look at. One point is added for every month you do this."

Hearing her add points one by one, I became a little scared: "How many points do I need before I can have you once? Also, before I reach this score, what should I do if I have a very strong desire?"

"Go find Gu Yulian, haha, just kidding!" The girl said coquettishly, "You can only love me, understand?"

"When I reach 100 points, I'll give you one time. Then it'll be reset to zero. But when I give it to you in the future, there will be some fun settings!"

100 points! I was dumbfounded, as if struck by lightning:

"Okay... what kind of sexual restrictions are there?"

"Hmm... for example, the duration can't exceed a few minutes."

"Ah..."

"Silly boy, your wife is for other people to use. If you use her too much, aren't you afraid your little sister will become insensitive in the future?" At this point, the girl was also embarrassed, "I'll let other people have their fill, but for you, the duration can't exceed 5 minutes at a time!"

At the time, I didn't quite understand the horror and excitement of this restriction, I only felt it was very sadomasochistic, and happily agreed.

"There will also be restrictions on positions, and you must use condoms, and you absolutely can't wear sexy clothes! For example, you like to use flesh-colored underwear to masturbate, so when I make love to you, I'll only let you wear white underwear!"

"Okay! Anything else?" Looking at the girl's charming and innocent face, I suddenly had a strong intuition: this must be an unparalleled little genius in the world of cuckoldry!

"You're so amazing..."

"What does 'the student surpasses the master and the redder surpasses the black' mean!" The girl

, like a villain making her entrance, pointed her right index finger at me, pointed it from afar, and let out a strange, cackling laugh: "This is what Ouyang Feng looks like when he learns the Six Meridians Divine Sword!" That night, neither of us could have predicted that the plot would suddenly take a dramatic turn! Xu Haoran's luck would suddenly improve overnight!

For the next seven or eight days, I felt a headache whenever I saw Xu Haoran. As soon as he came to school, he would wait outside our classroom, or block me at the school gate, regardless of whether I had time or what others thought. He would drag me to some deserted corner of the school, and after a weak scream from me, his big face would be close to mine...
and then he would unleash his silver tongue, using all sorts of positive persuasion, negative examples, emotional appeals, and logical reasoning, hoping that I could change this "bad habit," and wishing there was a psychological microscope in the world that could analyze the subtle structure of my mind. As for the girl, with whom he had already had physical intimacy, he tried his best to avoid her.

He came to my house again today, this time with a book on mental health. He marked many lines on it and wanted to read it to me.

"What exactly do you want?" I finally lost my patience. "I'm telling you, I can't change it!"
"I just don't want you to go down this path!" He'd been trying to change my mindset all day, and seeing that none of his methods were working, he was getting annoyed!

We both looked at each other helplessly, finding each other ridiculous!

"Your future marriage will be a failure, your family life will be unhappy, you know that? A man without dignity will even look down on his own wife!" "Do

you think Yaya will look down on me? What if I marry Yaya?"

He scoffed, "You're related by blood, do you think your parents would agree?"

I had no choice but to explain again that we weren't familiar with each other at the time, and I was just trying to lure him into a trap.

"So you're really determined, aren't you?! If you were my brother, I'd beat you to death! How can you give your woman away to someone else to play with?!"

He was furious, stood up and turned to leave, but turned back at the door, resolutely saying, "No, no, I still have to persuade you!"

I checked my phone—good heavens, he'd been pestering me for two whole hours since I got home at four in the afternoon. My mother was home handling some business this afternoon, and apparently she was going out again tonight; I had urgent business with her!
"What a great family you have! The richest family in the county, everyone envies you. You have two Mercedes-Benzes, one to drive and one to show off, and you only have one son!" He took out a cigarette, nodded again, and sat down next to me.

"I thought about this for a long time that night. Let me tell you, if you continue like this, seeking thrills with Song Miaomiao now, you'll definitely end up like that with your wife in the future! Your family will run out of cigarettes!"

I was too exhausted to argue anymore. Watching his mouth move, my brain was completely fried.

"Can a mental hospital treat your condition? Don't be offended by what I'm saying, I'm serious!" He suddenly slapped his forehead.

"I know I'm sick, but I'd rather die than be cured," I said in despair. Xu Haoran suddenly showed a glimmer of humanity in this matter, and it wasn't just a little bit bright.

"Can I find you some porn?"

"I only like watching wife-swapping porn."

"Are you getting tired of Miao Miao?"

"...Actually, that one thing might make some sense, because we're from the same family and grew up together. So, when you stripped her naked and caressed her like that the other day, I really felt a strong urge..."
He slapped his thigh: "Then go for her! I'll give you Miao Miao! You're my buddy!"

"She only contacted you because of me, why should I give her to her!" I was stunned; his twist was quite something: "Didn't you say you didn't want to run around naked?"

"Then I'd be too selfish! I want you to live a normal life. Look at me, I didn't even graduate high school, and I hang out with all the scum of society. You wouldn't understand the world I live in. My family are true urban hooligans, haggling for an hour over five cents for vegetables, and waiting for half a day at the deputy head of the housing management office's repair department to give him a gift!"

"And you? Your dad used to be a high-ranking official, now he's the richest man in the country. Your family owns houses all over the place in our city and three counties. Everyone in your family is connected to county magistrates and party secretaries. Even a bureau chief never comes to your house empty-handed! And you? You're a good student, and you have a refined personality. Your future girlfriend will definitely be a beautiful, rich, and successful woman—even if it's Song Miaomiao, you two are childhood sweethearts, with a deep bond. For a scoundrel like me to even have Miaomiao like me a little is already a blessing I can't afford. Besides, I'd never even met you before, but now we're buddies. If I were to steal someone else's love, would I still be worthy of being the leader of my gang?!"

I closed my eyes. I hoped this nightmare would end soon.

"Aihua, some things, once broken, can never be mended; a broken mirror is hard to mend!"
"A woman, once you sleep with her, sooner or later she'll be with you, her heart will be mine, and she won't be yours anymore, do you understand?"

Saying this, he again laid that book on mental health in front of me: "This is the first book I've seriously read in five years, and I've even read it twice. Listen to me, take a look!"

He pressed my neck, insisting I read it carefully, which moved me deeply. For a moment, I almost wavered:
Did I really need to adjust my sexual orientation?

Just then, someone knocked on the door. I opened it and saw my mother. She told me that she and my father were going on a business trip to the city for the next few days and wouldn't be home, reminding me to seize the last moments to make a final push, while also getting enough rest.

My mother was dressed very elegantly today, wearing a dark green high-slit cheongsam for the first time, revealing glimpses of her long, beautiful legs encased in black stockings—indescribably sexy and alluring. Her slender waist was graceful and elegant, her high-piled hair slightly loose, with a few strands falling onto her snow-white neck. Her skin was naturally fair, but today her cheeks were unusually flushed.

When I saw a well-built middle-aged man in a suit smiling at me behind her, my heart skipped a beat. The distance between that man and my mother was almost intimate.

Just then, my daughter came home. My bedroom was right next to the living room door, so my mother and the well-built middle-aged man were naturally in the center of our three-way line of sight.

My mother introduced us somewhat awkwardly: "This is your Uncle Chen. He's a top expert our company hired from outside. Your father made him my assistant."

She blushed slightly as she said this.

I couldn't remember where I'd heard from Uncle Chen before, but he seemed to remember me well. He nodded at me first, then smiled at my daughter, revealing a set of pearly white teeth.

His smile was powerful and warm. His eyes were sharp, like a hawk's.

My mother smiled and said to Uncle Chen, "This is my goddaughter, and she'll be my little helper in the future. You'll have to take good care of her."

When the girl shook hands with Uncle Chen, she didn't know that this man would replace me and perform the duties of a husband on our wedding night. The awkwardness on the girl's face was interpreted by me at that moment as naivety and lack of confidence in dealing with adults.

When my mother caught sight of Xu Haoran behind me, she paused slightly, then turned and stared at me for a few seconds, her expression shifting several times. I felt she already knew about my situation. I slowly lowered my head and sighed softly. Just then, the girl went inside, seemingly heading to the kitchen for food. My mother turned to her with a smile and said,

"Your classmate is here, why don't you go out to eat together? Auntie has something to do at home today."

I shrugged, "Mom, I ran out of money yesterday. You two are never home, I can't find you anywhere."

Uncle Chen stepped in first, handing me a stack of hundred-yuan bills, and said with a smile,

"I just arrived too. I've been busy getting familiar with the business and various other things, so I've been keeping your mother occupied. I'm really sorry, consider this my apology and a small gift."

My mother blushed, glared at him, and walked away. My mother's graceful figure made me daydream. The girl glanced at me and coughed.

"Car!" I called to my mother.

My mother turned around in a fluster, somewhat puzzled.

"You said on the phone yesterday that you'd let me get used to that Lexus today!"

My mother promised to give me a Lexus for my 18th birthday. My father drove it home a couple of days ago, but I haven't seen him since, and I don't know what he's been up to.

My mother patted Xiumei's head, looking quite cute. "Look at my memory! I even had your Uncle Chen remind me this afternoon!"

As she handed me the keys, seeing the envious looks on my daughter and Haoran's faces, my mother smiled and said to my daughter, "Don't go out in your school uniform anymore. You should learn to dress up. Aihua, that brat, doesn't appreciate the beauty of the opposite sex. Most men do care about a woman's appearance!"

My daughter's gaze swept between the three of us, understanding the teasing tone in my mother's words. Because there were outsiders present, she didn't say anything, just nodded, and gave Haoran and me a sidelong glance.

In the garage, while waiting for my daughter, I familiarized myself with the car's gearshift, dashboard, and lights. Haoran sat in the back seat, his expression almost worshipful: "It's my 19th birthday, I'm already lucky to have a car model!"

We waited a full 40 minutes before the girl finally got in the car. Her outfit caught both Haoran's and my eyes. She wore a red wool coat with a petal-shaped collar, which greatly enhanced her elegance. The small lapel revealed her delicate face, and the white wool sweater underneath had a low neckline, revealing a glimpse of her fair chest. Thigh-high stockings tightly hugged her long, slender legs, and her red patent leather shoes were both retro and fashionable, looking simple and elegant.

The girl ignored my suggestion to sit in the back, instead sitting in the passenger seat, making small talk with me, completely ignoring Xu Haoran. We

couldn't blame her; frankly, Xu Haoran's change in attitude left both of us completely baffled.

He was incredibly fierce in fights and a master at flirting, always getting involved in one scandal after another. In his first year of high school, he beat a boy so badly he was hospitalized because of jealousy. After he was discharged, his parents, seeing he hadn't been expelled, insisted on transferring him to another school. Needless to say, in his second year, he got a classmate pregnant. The girl's father, wanting revenge, contacted a colleague at the police station, who had him detained for 10 days.

He hadn't even laid a hand on me once, so why did he just give up like that? It's utterly baffling! Why is he being so friendly to me?

I carefully started the car and drove off. My daughter kept reminding me: Slow down! Slow down! Slow down!

Haoran insisted on going to a restaurant on the west side of the county town that I'd never heard of before. There weren't even any traffic lights there, and it was next to a large market, so the traffic was terrible.

My daughter rolled her eyes at him: No way! Let's go to KFC.

That year, KFC had just opened in the center of our county town, and eating there was considered very fashionable.

I tried again to persuade the girl to sit in the back, saying that the front passenger seat would block her view. She shook her head at first, then her voice trembled with tears: "Even if I get hit by a car, I won't sit in the back! I don't want to sit with trash!"

Then she started to sob quietly.

At this point, neither Haoran nor I dared to speak.

I drove to a main road behind the county hospital. It was already dark, early winter, and there weren't many people on the roadside. I gestured for Haoran to get out, and after he got out of the car, I didn't mince words and said directly:

"That's it for now. From now on, we're strangers. I hope you won't talk nonsense."
Haoran seemed confused: "Huh? What do you mean?!"

I shrugged: "If the girl doesn't want to see you anymore, then we can't be friends anymore. You two were like that the other day, and then you suddenly stopped talking to her. She definitely doesn't want to see you anymore, and I have to listen to her!"

Haoran finally understood, and he spun around a few times.

"Then you say it." His tone was crisp and urgent.

"What did you say? You should at least try to appease her now, you're making her feel so embarrassed!"

Hao Ran looked at the car, then at me, nervously rummaging through his pocket: "...Oh, I forgot my cigarettes at your place."

"I'll go buy some."

I was about to leave when Xu Hao Ran grabbed me: "Brother, I have something to tell you..."

He stammered, his face flushed.

I was even more confused: "Just say what's on your mind! Aren't you, Xu Hao Ran, the most manly guy? Why are you being so indecisive!"

"Actually, I really like Miao Miao, but I...I...I'd rather be your friend..."
I pulled my hand away from his, my eyes wide: "Be my friend?! Aren't we friends? What, what do you mean?!"

"Your family...has such a big company...My mom is an accountant, but all these years she's been selling vegetables like a laborer, she really wants a decent job...You know my family's situation, saying we're starving is an exaggeration, but it's true we haven't eaten meat for three months..."

"What does this have to do with what happened between the girl and me? You're ignoring her because of this?!"

After a while, Xu Haoran spoke again, looking embarrassed. "I was too worldly. I realized you had this abnormal side, and I thought that by correcting this flaw, maybe I could gain your family's approval. Everyone knows this psychological problem isn't a small matter. Maybe this way, your family would recognize me and help our family. My heart... is too ugly, I'm ashamed..."

I was stunned. So that's his logic. Thinking about it more carefully, it actually made some sense, if my parents were normal.

I really didn't know what to say. So this is what they call "poverty makes one lose ambition."

The youthful rebellion and wildness faded away. When it came time to bow to reality, he trampled his own dignity underfoot. Behind that naive calculation, I saw for the first time the harshness of life, how it could grind a person down to nothing.

I sighed and patted his shoulder. "I'll call my dad right now. If you really don't like Miaomiao, you can go home after I've settled things."

He lowered his head, wiped the sweat from his forehead, and didn't dare look at me. In this cold weather, he was sweating with embarrassment over this matter. I later realized that even for adults, letting go of pretense and showing their true selves is a very difficult practice.
I looked at him earnestly and said, "There's a condition to you cheating on me: you like her, and she likes you. Her feelings for me are between the two of us. If you don't like this kind of thing now, that's okay. I'll definitely help you with this. We're classmates and buddies."

Haoran turned his face away, not daring to face me. "I've graduated now, and I can help my mom a little, take care of my younger brother. She... she hasn't worked for 10 years, but she hasn't given up. She still reads professional books at home, just afraid... afraid her professional knowledge might fall behind... so, don't force it too much..." "

Haoran, no need to say anything. My dad's company has five or six hundred people. Finding a relaxed job isn't difficult."
I wanted to laugh, but my heart was heavy and I couldn't. "Although you messed things up in this matter, it also shows your character from another perspective. You're so filial. Even with beauty in front of you, you can still restrain yourself and think about how to help your mother. I can't compare to you."

Xu Haoran suddenly turned his face, wiped his eyes, and grinned at me.
"Actually, I also really want to torment your little heart, but we're from different classes! So, should I go in and apologize to Miaomiao? Am I going to be ruthless with this flower?"

The call connected, and I waved to him:

"Dad, this is the first time I've asked you for a favor."

Then, I told him about Haoran's family situation. Unexpectedly, my father immediately followed up with, "Did this boy come to our house to see Yaya?"

I awkwardly admitted it.

My father laughed heartily:

"You should have said so earlier! Your mother already told me that a male classmate came to our house to see Yaya, don't be jealous! Haha!"

"Dad..." I subconsciously pressed the receiver to my ear and turned to look inside the car. The car windows weren't tinted yet, and I could vaguely see Yaya still sitting in the front seat, her face turned towards the window. Haoran was leaning over Yaya in the back seat, saying something.
"Son, let me tell you something from the bottom of my heart today. Listen to me: a mother's love for her children is unconditional, but a father's love is conditional—the prerequisite is that you must be like him. Do you understand what I mean? You're an adult now. My biggest regret about your mother's infidelity is that I lost her virginity. But time can't be turned back. There's nothing shameful about a man being cuckolded, son. I hope you carry on that tradition!"

I didn't say a word, and at the same time, I was very puzzled: How could my father talk about this without feeling awkward at all? Has he no shame?!

"Son, I know you looked down on me back then, and neither did your mother. But over the years, my feelings for her have remained unchanged, and I've never cheated. She also enjoys her relationship with your third uncle, and she's gradually come to realize that beyond familial affection, there's a deep love between us—a love I can entrust my life to." "

Perhaps my hobby has influenced you. The other day, your mother found out from your daughter that you also have this habit, and she scolded me severely, but she stopped being angry as she scolded me. How should I put it? You see, if you truly love your daughter, you definitely wouldn't mess around outside, wouldn't get any sexually transmitted diseases, and wouldn't flaunt it everywhere. Your safety is the greatest benefit to us. Secondly, your mother and I have been through this; we know that this kind of hobby won't actually harm a couple's relationship. You can love each other for a lifetime, have a happy family, and your future careers will prosper. Finally, it's your own preference, and that's what you call 'money can't buy willingness.' In short, I firmly understand and support you!" "

Thank you, Dad," I replied softly. I subconsciously turned my head to look; the passenger seat was empty. My daughter must be sitting in the back.

"You've started dating now, no, maybe it's starting a threesome? Are you short on money?"
"...Yes." I really didn't want my father to know about my private life, but he had definitely hit a nerve.
"I've already paid Uncle Chen back his money. I gave him all his money! I've already transferred 500,000 to your card. You've always been quite frugal, so I won't remind you. Since that boy's family is so poor, you might have to pay for some things!" My father chuckled smugly on the other end of the phone.

"Okay, thank you, Dad. Let's talk about that favor first. Will you help me?" I became anxious and decided never to discuss such private details with my father again.

"Alright! I'll have Xiao Liang call you in a bit. Since he's your boyfriend, Dad definitely wants to ensure he can cheat on you without any worries, right? Besides, your mom said your daughter is quite perceptive, isn't she? I know you two fell in love in your first year of high school. Since your feelings are so deep, you can give her more freedom!"

My father laughed again.

"By the way, that Uncle Chen who gave you money today, do you think he's a good match for your mother?"

I was stunned: Was he really my mother's new lover? But then again, Uncle San is gone, and everyone's life has to go on. It's just that that strong man gave me an inexplicable sense of repulsion.

"Well, tell me quickly?" My father was really in high spirits.

"It's alright," I said indifferently. This tone disappointed my father.

"Anyway, she's more worthy of my mother than you!" For the sake of that 500,000 yuan, I decided to appease my father. "Since she's his new love, you should come back less often these days. You need to give Mom and him some space!"

"Yes! You understand me, son!" My father finally cheered up. "By the way, I'll give you and Yaya the house I bought for your mother and your third uncle. It's getting a bit chaotic with you two doing things at home!"

"Ha!"

Then Dad told me where to get the house keys and finally hung up.

I was still thinking about Haoran's mother looking for a job when I opened the car door and was stunned:

in the back seat, Yaya was already slumped in Haoran's arms, her hair covering half her face, her eyes glazed over, and she was making short moans. Looking at Haoran's hand, it was already inside Yaya's chest, and half of her shoulder was exposed. Her bra was obviously undone.

Hearing the noise, the girl instinctively tried to push his hand away, but Haoran wouldn't let her sit up straight, giving me a wicked smile:

"Turn your face away, look away!"

"Sorry, sorry! You two continue, I'll concentrate on driving!"

"Pah!" Just as the girl finished speaking, amidst the rustling of clothes, the girl's suggestive moans began to come from the back seat.

[To be continued]

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