Na?ve college girl

This post was last edited by Ren·Yu on 2009-7-22 18:50.

I'm 26 years old this year. My wife went abroad half a year ago, and a few days ago she called to tell me she didn't love me anymore. I was immediately struck dumb. I never dreamed this would happen to me! As fate would have it

, while I was feeling down, a girl from an agricultural university, a fellow villager I met on the train, called to say she wanted to introduce me to a girlfriend, on the condition that I treat her roommates to dinner. I wanted to get back at my wife, so I agreed, hoping to find a girl to fill my emotional and physical void.

When I saw the girl she introduced me to, I lost my appetite completely. She looked disgusting and so vulgar! However, I'm a bit worldly-wise, so I still chatted and joked with them. My fellow villager was very clever and talkative. While flirting with me, she introduced me to her other roommates, and a girl named Qingqing caught my eye. Actually, I had met Qingqing a year ago through my fellow villager, but back then she had just arrived in the city, and her clothes and appearance were too rustic, not to my liking. Now she's much better; upon closer inspection, she's quite a beauty—long hair, oval face, big eyes, no makeup, and especially that pure and delicate feeling, which really captivated me.

After dinner, I took them back to their dorm, and emboldened by the alcohol, I called my fellow villager directly, criticizing her for introducing me to friends. She hurriedly explained, and I generously said it was okay, telling her that Qingqing was nice and wondering if she liked me. To make up for the "hurt," she readily offered to create opportunities for us, immediately finding an excuse to hand the phone to Qingqing. Needless to say, Qingqing understood what I meant. Later, I learned that she liked me from the first meeting—she thought I was like a man. Soon, the two of them were chatting happily; I'm quite confident in my ability to charm young girls.

The incident happened on Sunday evening, October 20th. I invited them to my house; I live alone in a two-bedroom apartment. Around 8 o'clock, they said they had to go back. I had told my fellow villager beforehand to leave Qingqing behind, and they actually did. Qingqing knew I wasn't a bad person, so she hesitated before staying.

There wasn't much to do between them, and I also wanted to take advantage of her, so I found a DVD to watch—a Chow Yun-fat movie. I turned off the light and sat next to her, but as soon as I smelled her hair, I couldn't help but gently pull her into my arms. She didn't resist at all. She was still so young, born in 1980, a very honest child. She didn't know what to say, only that she liked me, but she couldn't express it. Later, I suggested we watch it in bed. She was a little embarrassed but didn't know how to refuse. If it were an adult woman, she would have put on some pretense. I really didn't want to touch her, but once we were in bed, I couldn't control myself. After all, I hadn't had enough sex since my wife left, and my pent-up energy was extremely high. While watching a DVD with her, I tried to take advantage of her. At first, we only held hands; she wouldn't even let me touch her breasts, but she didn't resist if I tried to. She always resisted my hands with a little force, but she gave in when I persisted. Eventually, I had stripped her completely except for her underwear, and I was

naked, holding her close. At this point, she told me she had never done it before. The implication was that she was a virgin. I thought she was joking and said I didn't believe her and would try to find out. She clamped her legs tightly together, refusing to let me on top. I was already driven by lust. Even if I didn't believe she was a virgin, I still went for it.

I started kissing her neck, kissing her breasts, and my fingers began gently rubbing her clitoris and labia. Gradually, she became a little wet, and she lowered her guard. I suddenly pulled off her underwear, and she instinctively curled up on the bed like a lamb. I forcefully spread her legs with both hands, pressing against her firm but not fully developed breasts, my penis already pressed against her virgin genitals (later she said it was because she completely trusted me that she allowed me to do as I pleased). She was indeed a virgin. I was surprised when I found out, but I couldn't control my urges. Although she tried to suppress her cries, they still sounded pitiful. My penis is large, my friends all say so. So, before my glans was even fully inside, she was already crying out in pain. I felt an unprecedented obstacle, and I even doubted if I was in the wrong place. Unless I lifted my hips and thrust forward forcefully, it was impossible to get in. With each thrust, she was pushed forward, accompanied by a painful scream. I felt a little sorry for her, so I stopped and rubbed her for a while. But in the end, I couldn't control my desire. I mounted her again, inserted the glans a little, ignored her pleas, and thrust hard. With a heart-wrenching scream, her vagina accepted a man's penis for the first time. It was so tight. I ejaculated quickly, for over a minute. My penis throbbed countless times. It was so exciting. I ejaculated on a completely clean patch of land, belonging only to me! The bloodstains on the sheets proved her innocence once again!
Over the next 20 hours, we made love three more times. I controlled the pace, making each session long enough, but it wasn't until the last time that she finally let out excited breaths and moans, which gave me a sense of accomplishment. She wasn't in as much pain anymore, but she was still so tight that my penis was throbbing from the pressure.
I asked her, "Since you don't really know me, why did you give me something you've treasured for 20 years?" Her answer made me ashamed. She said she didn't know, she just felt she liked me, liked my masculinity, and couldn't refuse me. She was in pain, but she was willing to endure it. I asked her if she would regret it. Lying in my arms, she said, "Even if I don't want her anymore, even if her ending is terrible, I won't regret it!"

I stroked her long hair, touched her still-childlike breasts, and really didn't know what to say.

How could I not feel guilty? Originally, I wanted to find a woman to vent my frustration because of my wife's heartlessness, but I didn't expect to find such a virgin. More importantly, she was so pure, so innocent—who could bear to hurt her? But I was destined to hurt her; she would definitely be hurt by me in the future because I didn't love her!! I only feel pity for her!

We have nothing in common; she's just a child, and there's no possibility of love between us! But I have to be responsible for her, and I can't bear to tell her the truth until she can handle the trauma.

More than anything, to make amends, I took her shopping after we got up. She was as happy as a child, and I tried to smile easily, but she didn't notice anything. I bought her an outfit from head to toe, and she said she didn't like the style of the clothes I bought, but she wanted to wear them for me; I treated her to KFC that night, and she was content.

Looking at her innocent face and feeling her pure feelings, I feel so guilty. What should I do?

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