This is not the fate I wanted (782)

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(782 words) To be honest, Ketsuno was feeling extremely nervous and uneasy. This discomfort during the meal was perhaps even more intense than when he had dinner alone with his sister the last time. After all, Asuka was sitting right next to him. Of course, realistically, although they were sitting on the same side of the table, they were positioned as far apart as possible, each at one corner of the table, leaving enough space for another person to sit comfortably. This situation didn't surprise Ketsuno much. Although Asuka had agreed, her fear of men was still flaring up. Or, to put it another way, the fact that she was sitting on the same side as him clearly showed her determination to cure her condition. After all, this was like asking Ketsuno, who had a fear of heights, to ride a roller coaster – it would definitely be extremely uncomfortable. Seeing Asuka's desperate desire to leave and her trembling whenever she saw his gaze, Ketsunokawa felt utterly helpless. Given her current fear, he wondered when she would truly overcome her androphobia. He couldn't help but wonder if having someone she genuinely disliked help treat Asuka would actually be effective, or even counterproductive. Judging from her dislike of him beyond her psychological issues, he had such thoughts and suspicions. However, he was hesitant to tell Tsukiyo, as she didn't know about their first meeting. In her mind, the reason Asuka disliked him was simply because of that urinary incontinence incident. Of course, knowing such a thing that could make a girl dislike him, yet still inviting him to help her resolve Asuka's psychological issues, puzzled him. Perhaps only Tsukiyo herself knew the truth and her true motives. Regarding the distance between Kiyonokawa and Asuka now, Tsukiyo didn't say much. She understood that Asuka had already made enough concessions and shown great determination by sitting next to Kiyonokawa. After all, even in class, she would feel very scared, resistant, and disgusted if a boy sat next to her. Because of this, and Asuka's family background, the teachers at school made special arrangements for her, replacing all the seats around her with girls' seats. So in the second-year class A classroom, the seats for boys and girls were clearly separated, like a river dividing the sky, making it a rather unique situation in the school. Of course, logically speaking, since Asuka had androphobia, she should have chosen an all-girls school from the beginning, and that was Asuka's initial thought, since she had attended an all-girls school in junior high. However, her family initially hoped to alleviate Asuka's androphobia by getting her used to interacting with men, so they firmly and unequivocally rejected her choice to continue attending an all-girls high school. With this sense of helplessness, she enrolled at Aoyama Gakuen. Her two close friends from middle school, Yukikaze and Tsukiyo, accompanied her to the school. Asuka's parents' thinking wasn't entirely wrong; after all, Tsukiyo's method of treating Asuka involved gradually getting her used to men and dissolving her psychological barriers. However, they completely overlooked one crucial point: the student's own mindset. If the student consistently avoids and deliberately distances herself from men, no matter the environment, the treatment will be ineffective. Because of this, Asuka's mental illness not only failed to improve over the past year but seemed to have worsened. Now, her family no longer seems to be pushing for a cure but instead uses it as a characteristic of Asuka, a means to achieve their own goals. It was precisely because of this that Asuka, after hearing Yueye's words yesterday, came to her senses and made up her mind to overcome her mental illness. Although the scene before her showed no signs of successfully improving Asuka's condition, Tsukiyo wasn't particularly flustered. She continued with a light laugh, "By the way, Asuka, Ketsuno-senpai, now that you're both seated, let's begin the first treatment step~" "What treatment step? Isn't it lunchtime?" Asuka seemed surprised and puzzled by Tsukiyo's words. She had a bad feeling, and the thought that she should have thoroughly questioned Tsukiyo yesterday popped into her mind. "Hehe~ Asuka, don't be so nervous. Don't worry, I definitely won't say anything that would make you continue to shorten the distance between you and Ketsuno-senpai~ After all, you're already close to your limit, Asuka. If you sit any closer, you might get so scared that you'll just dump your lunchbox on Ketsuno-senpai's head~" Tsukiyo said with a light laugh, as if comforting Asuka. Upon hearing Tsukiyo's words, Asuka instinctively wanted to refute him, saying how could she possibly do such a thing? However, the words caught in her throat, and she hesitated, unable to speak. After all, if she were truly afraid, she might do something even more outrageous. As if to hide her shyness and embarrassment, she asked again, "Tsukiyo, you haven't specified the treatment steps yet?" Yukino was equally curious about Asuka's question. He had just seen Asuka clearly hesitate because of Tsukiyo's earlier words, which meant that Tsukiyo might actually do something drastic at any moment. How could this not make him feel a little scared and flustered?
"It's very simple, and it's something Asuka can easily do too. There's no need for any physical contact or close contact~" Tsukiyo said in a light tone, as if she were really talking about something very easy. However, at her next sentence, the expressions on the faces of Ketsuno and Asuka changed involuntarily. "That is, Ketsuno-senpai, you and Asuka will feed each other~" After a period of silence, Ketsuno and Asuka's shy and flustered voices came over in unison: "How could it be a simple thing!" "Hehe~ Asuka, you and Ketsuno-senpai are quite in sync. It seems that this treatment will be very easy~" Tsukiyo didn't answer their question directly, but clapped her hands with a light laugh and said, "Who's in sync! And Tsukiyo, don't change the subject!" Asuka blushed and said loudly again, it was hard to tell whether it was panic or shyness that weighed more heavily on her heart. "Alright, alright~ Asuka, don't get so excited~" Compared to Asuka, Tsukiyo showed little panic or excitement. However, since she wasn't talking about her own situation, seeing Asuka blushing and seemingly about to say something again, she continued, "Asuka, if you think about it carefully, you'll understand. Since I made feeding each other food the first step, it proves that this is the most suitable step for you two in the current situation. If I asked you, Asuka, to try holding Ketsuno-senpai's hand from the beginning, could you do it?" Hey, Asuka, why don't you pat her on the shoulder? Judging from your expressions, the answer should be no. So, for both of you, what you need to do initially is maintain a distance. And since maintaining distance isn't enough with just skin-to-skin contact, you'll need to use something else for contact. That's why I chose to have you feed each other—it perfectly fits that description. Think about it, feeding doesn't require physical contact, even while you're maintaining this distance. "Yes, using chopsticks is perfectly fine~ Isn't this the easiest way in the current situation?" "But..." Asuka and Yukino were taken aback by Tsukiyo's words, and began to agree with each other's point of view. However, Yukino seemed to have something else to say, but was interrupted by Tsukiyo the moment she opened her mouth: "Yukino-senpai~ There's no need to say anything more~ Isn't this the best way to get along at this stage? What else can you think of to simply maintain distance? And most importantly, if we keep things unchanged in the current situation, then for Asuka..." "Kaori's mental illness hasn't improved much either~" The words she was about to say were swallowed back down by Tsukiyo's words. After all, what the other person said was true, and she couldn't think of a better solution at the moment. But this method just felt a bit... "Let's do it this way!" Before she could think any further, Asuka gritted her teeth and said in a trembling voice, her face showing a determined expression. She was completely convinced by Tsukiyo's words. (
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