My first time having sex

My first sexual experience was with a mistress—or rather, she raped me. I didn't sleep a wink that night, lying awake in the dark... Five years ago, I met her. She turned me from a boy into a man, she changed everything. She taught me about sex, how to pursue girls, and how to have a real relationship in college. That's why I still remember her so clearly.

Five years ago, I was a third-year student at a university in Xi'an. Perhaps it was my lack of assertiveness, or more likely, my lack of confidence, but I had never truly been in a relationship, let alone had sex with a girl.

When I was bathing in the public bathhouse, people would stare at my penis with strange expressions, making me very uncomfortable.

When I showered in the dorm, my roommates would often say things like, "My penis is so big, any girl who meets me is doomed."

Hearing their envy, I didn't understand what was so great about it.

Because my penis is large, I can't sleep face down on the bed; it's uncomfortable because of the pressure. Because my penis is large, I can't wear tight pants; otherwise, a large bulge will be very noticeable in the front. Because my penis is large, I can't wear shorts when watching porn in the dorm; it looks a bit scary. In short, my large penis has caused me a lot of inconvenience in my life.

When I was in high school, I watched porn with others in a video arcade. My penis would get really hard, and then some colorless fluid would slowly leak out. It felt exciting and stimulating, but it never really felt satisfying. Seeing the pleasure of men ejaculating in porn, and hearing my dormmates talk about masturbation, felt great. I tried it myself, but I never managed to ejaculate. Gradually, I started to suspect that I might have some kind of sexual dysfunction.

Another problem is that my penis is always unruly. Whenever it sees a girl dressed even slightly provocatively on the street, it raises its head high, wanting to climb out and see the outside world. It raises its head more than ten times a day, sometimes for up to two hours straight. I told a close friend about this, and he said I was sick.

So I went to a small hospital (because I was embarrassed to go to a big one) to get a checkup. A man in his fifties listened to my problem and asked if I was married. I said I didn't have a girlfriend yet, I was still in school. He told me to focus on my studies, that it wasn't a big deal, that I didn't need treatment, and that many men wouldn't even dream of such a thing.

The doctor's words relieved my worries, but I was still afraid to interact with girls. When talking to pretty girls, I couldn't look them in the eye, always worried that my penis would crawl out, especially when talking to girls alone. I often couldn't speak clearly, forgot my words, and even stuttered.

At that time, I thought I might really be a bachelor for life.

But then, during a meal with relatives, I met her, and everything changed.

It was an evening in November 2001. As usual, I went to my uncle's restaurant for dinner (my uncle owns a three-star hotel in the eastern suburbs of Xi'an; I usually go there on Fridays or Saturdays to treat myself). That night, I was having dinner with some of my uncle's friends. There was a girl at the table, dressed rather maturely, probably three years older than me (I found out later). She looked very sexy, and she kept staring at me. I'm naturally very sensitive to pretty girls, and in this situation, my penis couldn't resist.

She kept giving me flirtatious glances, as if she wanted to see me make a fool of myself, making me unable to move. My uncle asked me to toast his friends, but I didn't dare stand up. They thought I was just shy around strangers, so they drank heartily themselves.

Several times I wanted to leave that table, to escape for a while, but each time her eyes kept me from looking away. Gradually, she started acting like she was drunk. A man next to her offered to take her home, but she refused, pointing at me instead, demanding I take her home. My uncle told me to hurry back.

I supported her waist, her arm around my shoulder. The only thing separating us was the thickness of her clothes. She pressed heavily against me, a strong scent of perfume mixed with alcohol, but I felt a strange pleasure; after all, this was my first time being so close to a beautiful woman.

Her home was in a community behind my uncle's restaurant, usually less than a 10-minute walk. Just as I turned into the community gate, it was late, almost 11 pm, and there weren't many people on the street. Suddenly, she stood up, hugged me tightly, and kissed me passionately, first my forehead, then my face… I was stunned. That was my first kiss. Had she really taken my first kiss like that? I thought to myself: You should have told me before you kissed me so I could prepare. Besides, I was planning to give my first kiss to the person I love most. It seems like it's all over.

在她吻我的时候，我感觉我的热血在沸腾，那种感觉现在真的没法形容，那是第一次女孩子这样放肆的吻我，刚好她的嘴接着我的嘴的时候，我把她的头给挪开了，我还是想保留我的最後一道防线。

她松开了她的手，看看我，我跟她对视了一下，就避开了视线，然後我们继续往前走，我的脑袋里有点乱，那时我真的不知道她是个什麽样的人物，我不敢看她，也没有再去搀扶她，她好像清醒了很多，我们走到了楼梯转口的时候，我清醒的记得，我问她住几楼，她告诉我住三楼，然後我们就开始上楼，刚上第一个台阶，她的身子往下一沉，好像她不知道那是楼梯似的，被楼梯绊了一下，幸好我的身手比较快，一把抱住了她，没有倒下，但我坐在了楼梯上，她压在了我的身上，正想起来的时候，她又开始吻我，这次她把我搂得很紧，我屏住呼吸，慢慢的她对上了我的嘴，这次我没有再移开，随她在我的嘴上四处游动，她开始把她的舌头送向我的嘴唇，我顺势张开了嘴巴，她的舌头一下子滑到了我的口中，我任凭她的舌头在我的口中搅来搅去，感觉好舒服，我也陶醉在这激情的热吻中，心想难怪那些热吻比赛的人可以连续２０多个小时不停的接吻，这种接吻的感觉真的很爽，我感觉我全身的血液在加速的流动，我的ｊｂ也不够争气，它拼命的探头，从来没有感觉过那佐丹奴的内裤如此的紧，她开始把我按倒在地，她的大腿不停的在我的裤裆间游动，我快受不了……正在这个时候，外面传来了脚步声，不知道那人穿的是什麽鞋子，踏在地上的时候特别的刺耳，她好像也听到了，她开始从我的身上爬起来，我赶快站起来，一个女人走了进来，对我们看了看，然後走上楼梯，好像什麽也没有看到一样，若无其事的上楼去了。

她看着我，我望着她，一时间谁都没说什麽，还是她打破了僵局，「我们上楼去吧。」她小声地说，在这麽寂静的晚上，听得特别清楚，我们上了楼，她住３０７室，她打开了门，开了灯，我开始打量她的房间，一张单人床，两个沙发，两个桌子，房间大概有５０的平米，收拾的挺乾净。

她径直走向一个房间，应该是卫生间，边走边说：「我先上个洗手间，你自己先坐一下。」自己一个人晃来晃去的走进了卫生间，好像在里面吐了，我问她用不用帮忙，她说：「没事，等会我们再喝，我还没有喝醉过。」我坐在沙发上，打开电视，突然电话响了，我看了一下，是我叔叔打过来的，他问我把她送回去了没有，我说送到了，他说让我回饭店，我答应了。

一会，她出来了，走到沙发前坐在我的旁边，问我：「谁打电话给你？」「是我叔叔，他问我把你送回来没有，然後让我回去。」「哦……那你回去吧。」我看看她，答道：「好，那我走了。」她好像清醒了一点，我能看出来。

我起身，然後往外走，走的门口的时候，她说：「等等，嗯……你叫什麽名字」「我叫王军。」（不好意思，在这里，我要化名，我不想人知道我的真名。

）「哦，你等一下吃过饭去哪里？」

「我吃过饭，应该就住我表哥那里，一般周末，我都会过来，然後晚上住他那里。」「你等会过来吧，我等你。」「可能我过不来了，我表哥他不会让我晚上在外面乱跑的，明天我来找你。

」

她没说话，只是看着我，我开门出去了，走在回饭店的路上，我的心情无法形容，我的第一次和女孩子亲密接触，我的第一次初吻，还有她的大腿在我的裤裆间游动的那种感觉，我的脑海一时间没法平息。

回到饭店，他们还在喝酒，看我回来也没有说什麽，我没什麽心情吃东西，在那里坐着，不知不觉他们都散场了，我和表哥扶着喝得半醉的叔叔往楼上走，房间里有两个床，我叔叔和我表哥各睡一张床，我来了就和表哥睡一张床。

刚把叔叔扶上床，他就吐了出来，闻到那个气味，我也想吐了，忍着把头转到了一边，表哥把那吐的东西扫乾净了。

看看表刚好１２点，突然想起了她，我跟我表哥说，我想现在回学校，明天上午我们系有个活动，我怕早上起来睡忘了，表哥一再留我，看我执意要回去，就把我送到外边，拦了个的士，他跟那个司机讲价，司机说好３０元，他要给钱，摸摸口袋，没带钱，刚好他下来的时候没穿外套，我说我这里还有，我会付的，他让我小心的，就回去了。

The driver drove on, but I wasn't going back to school. I couldn't even get through the school gates now. I told the driver I was going to the tax community. After getting out, I gave the driver 10 yuan. I got back in the car, drove around for less than a minute, and ended up back in the same place. The driver gave me 4 yuan in change, looked at me, and said, "Brother, did you forget something?

I'll wait here for you. I'll deduct this money from your fare when you get on the bus." This taxi driver was quite shrewd; after giving me change, he wanted to do another fare. I said no thanks and walked towards him.

When I got to her door, I stood there for a while, listening for any sound. I figured she was asleep. I didn't knock right away, hesitating whether to go in or go back. I thought about what would happen if she sobered up now and slapped me or called me a pervert. After thinking for a long time, I finally mustered up the courage to knock on her door. There was no response. I knocked again, and then the door suddenly opened. She was wearing pajamas, her hair was loose and messy. I was just about to make up an excuse that I couldn't go home that night and asked if I could stay at her place when she suddenly hugged me and kissed me passionately. While kissing me, she went into the room and skillfully locked the door behind her. As she walked, she took off my coat. I didn't think too much about it and let her do as she pleased. The room was dark, the lights were off, only the TV was on. The light in the room changed color with the TV screen. She pushed me onto her bed, and my shirt was already down to my undershirt.

My desire was ignited by her. Slowly, we both took off our clothes. She lay on top of me, licking my chest and neck with her tongue… She grabbed my penis and rubbed it incessantly. I couldn't take it anymore. I rolled her over and touched her genitals. It was so wet. I wanted to look down at that mysterious part I had longed for, but she pulled me up and hugged me, as if to stop me from looking. I started touching her breasts with my penis. I remembered watching porn where the guy just put his penis in there and it went in, but I couldn't find the way in after trying for a long time. I touched it with my hand and felt like I found a hole. It was so wet. I tried to push it in with my penis, but I still couldn't get in. But she seemed very excited, moaning "Ah… Oh…" nonstop. I was getting impatient. It seemed like she couldn't take it anymore. She reached out and grabbed my penis, guiding it into her. It turned out she wanted to use… I guided myself in—I figured it out, I entered her, and I felt incredibly excited. Then I started thrusting, but after only a few thrusts, I suddenly felt a cramp in my groin, like a warm current rushing from my buttocks to my penis, like a lot of stuff coming out. I didn't stop, I continued thrusting, and slowly, my penis went soft and slipped out. When I guided myself in again, I felt a lot of sticky stuff down there. But my penis was uncooperative at the crucial moment, very soft, and I couldn't go in. She looked at me, hugged me tightly in her arms… I don't know how long it was before I asked her, "I think I just ejaculated inside, are you worried about getting pregnant?" "It's not that lucky, getting pregnant isn't that easy." "My penis can usually stay hard for 2 or 3 hours, how come it only lasted a few thrusts today?" She didn't say anything, just looked at me.

I continued, "This is my first time having sex, and I never expected it to be with you." She laughed, "You're a virgin? You're kidding me, right?" "I'm really not kidding you, it really is my first time." She laughed again, seemingly quite proud, "How old are you?"

"Just turned 20 this year."

"You're so young?!"

She was still laughing, "I never thought I'd have sex with a boy three years younger than me, and it's my first time, haha." I asked her what she was laughing at, but she didn't answer, still pretending to be asleep. She'd remember something and laugh a couple more times, then go back to sleep.

I couldn't sleep at all, staring blankly at the ceiling and the TV screen.

"Turn off the TV and go to sleep,"

she said.

I got up and turned off the TV, everything went dark, and I lay down, wanting to sleep but unable to. Thinking about how my first time was gone, I reached out and touched my penis; it was sticky and uncomfortable. I looked at the bedside table, groped around for a while but couldn't find any toilet paper. She asked me what I was looking for, and I said nothing. She turned over and seemed to fall asleep after a while.

Looking at her back, I really wanted to hug her, but I was afraid of waking her. But looking at her like this was actually quite comfortable. I reached out and touched my penis, and it was erect again, but still sticky. I wiped it clean with her blanket, and it felt much better. While wiping, I suddenly felt quite comfortable, so I started to masturbate with my hand. Looking at her back, it felt so exciting. Soon, I had that cramping feeling again, so good. I ejaculated. I touched it, and there seemed to be some on the sheets and the wall, quite a lot. This was probably the first time I had used my hand to ejaculate. I didn't know that using your hand could achieve this effect. It was the first time I had experienced the feeling of masturbation. Lying there, my whole body felt so comfortable. I wondered why I was so stupid before. Before, I only used my hand a few times, and then gave up because it wasn't interesting. Now I know that if I continue, when the liquid spurts out, it feels so good.

This time, I used her blanket to wipe the semen off the sheets and walls. She needs to wash the sheets tomorrow, otherwise, she might mistake the sticky residue for glue, haha.

I don't know what time it was, I didn't get up to check the time, it was still dark, it seemed like the middle of the night. I woke up, unable to fall back asleep, looking at her sleeping soundly, she looked so cute.

It seemed like sometime during the night she had tucked the blanket under herself and was sleeping on it. Now, by the moonlight, I could get a good look at her whole body.

Her skin was very smooth and delicate, her figure was very S-shaped, I felt like there weren't many people who could compare to her when watching porn, especially looking at her round buttocks. Looking closer, it seemed like there was some white, dry stuff down there. Looking even closer, it seemed like a lot. Because her legs were tightly closed, I couldn't see her breasts. Looking at my penis, it seemed like there was some white stuff there too. I realized it was probably my semen, the one I ejaculated inside last night. Because there was so much, some of it flowed out and dried, and that's what it looked like.

Looking at her naked body, I couldn't help but masturbate again. This time it seemed to last a little longer, but a lot of semen still sprayed onto her sheets. Goodness, all the semen I'd accumulated over 20 years was spilled on her sheets tonight. It's really funny to think about.

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