My Lewd Girlfriend Xiaoxi (Part 4) - Girlfriend's Diary

(IV) My Girlfriend's Diary

After reading my girlfriend's diary, I was in a state of shock...

This diary of my girlfriend records everything from a few days before our first time to now, including the events of each day and her thoughts at the time. This allowed me to fully understand my girlfriend's true inner world.

29th of the month, 2012, Sunny

Today, Ah Xuan came back from Xinjiang. I'm so happy! After being apart for so long, he's finally back, and we don't have to be separated anymore!

I got up very early this morning to get ready. I didn't know what to wear, but I finally decided to wear black stockings and a short skirt. They're Ah Xuan's favorite, hehe~~ I'll satisfy him today! And I also gave Ah Xuan my first time. Although it really hurt (sob... you mean Ah Xuan~~ couldn't you be a little gentler? You know it's my first time), it felt so blissful! From now on, Xiao Xi is Ah Xuan's woman! Hehe, I want to be with Ah Xuan forever~~

I was so happy when I finished reading Xiao Xi's diary for this day. I can't imagine how happy Xiao Xi must have felt when she wrote this diary!

For the next few days, Xiaoxi was in a state of extreme excitement, and her daily diary entries were filled with records of how happy she was when she was with me. Seeing these entries made me happy too, but as I read on, the entries became rather bland, mostly simple records of her feelings and the day's events, until the day of the make-up exam…

November 2nd, 2012, Sunny.

Today was the day of the make-up exam. I passed smoothly, but I never expected… I would run into Li Feng after the exam, and he raped me in the cafeteria (although I later consented). My mind is in turmoil; I don't know what to do. If Ah Xuan finds out, will he leave me? I didn't intend to betray him, it's just…

I don't understand why. From the moment Li Feng slapped me, and then desperately tried to undress me and rape me, until I didn't even want to resist anymore! Instead, I felt so excited. The thought of having sex with a man other than my boyfriend—why did I feel so excited? Could it be that I still love Li Feng? And when we came out of the cafeteria after we finished, we found something a man had ejaculated on the cafeteria door. I don't know who saw it... What should I do?

Xiaoxi was excited after being raped by Li Feng? This diary entry shocked me. I originally thought Xiaoxi agreed to let Li Feng do it because of his threats, but in the diary, Xiaoxi didn't mention being threatened at all. Instead, she said she was willing later. What's going on? Is it true, as Xiaoxi said, that she still loves Li Feng? And they even found the semen I ejaculated on the door that day! It's all my fault for being so focused on watching them have sex that I forgot to clean it up.

November 3, 2012, Cloudy.

Today is the second day of make-up exams. Since I didn't need to make up any of my afternoon exams, I didn't go to the exam hall. But Ah Xuan needed to make up both of his afternoon exams. Later, Li Feng called again and asked me to go out.

He didn't have any exams that day, and for some reason, I didn't want to go see him, but… then, when he wanted to take me to a hotel, I didn't object (even though I should have). I don't know what came over me.

We spent the whole afternoon at the hotel. His stamina was amazing, and his penis was huge. He completely exhausted me. In the end, he ejaculated inside me three times before finally stopping.

Although I knew it was wrong, I just felt so excited. Making love with Ah Xuan felt completely different; it was much more exciting. Was it because of cheating? Am I a bad girl? Or do I still really like Li Feng?

It turns out that Xiao Xi went to a hotel with Li Feng the afternoon after her make-up exam! And he ejaculated inside her three times! Although seeing this excited me, and I already had a little tent in my penis, my girlfriend had been lying to me! She went to bed early that night, saying she went shopping with friends in the afternoon and was very tired. She was lying to me all along! Thankfully, nothing else happened on the last day of the make-up exam. The diary entry for that day was rather bland. The day after the make-up exam…

November 6th, 2012, Sunny

(It's already the early morning of the 7th now). Today is the second day after the make-up exam. I went shopping with my best friend Huiling during the day, so happy! Originally, Ah Xuan said he'd be back late, but he ended up bringing two men back, and they were all leering at me, especially Ah Zhen, who kept staring at me. (But why do I feel that excitement again?)

We drank and played cards together until very late before going to sleep. Later, Ah Zhen somehow ended up sleeping in my and Ah Xuan's bed. I initially thought he was Ah Xuan… but when I found out it was Ah Zhen, that excitement returned, and it seemed even stronger than when I was with Li Feng.

At first, when Ah Zhen said Ah Xuan was asleep on the sofa, I was worried he'd catch a cold and wanted to go out and cover him with a blanket. But when I happened to glance at the door, I saw someone outside! Although the lights were off and the door was only slightly ajar, I definitely saw it.

Besides Ah-Zhen and me, only Ah-Xuan and Ah-Zhong were home. Ah-Zhong didn't seem interested in me, and if it were him, there was no need for him to peek outside. He could have just come in and been with Ah-Zhen! Could it be… Ah-Xuan? But why?

Although I guessed it was Ah-Xuan, I felt even more excited, and I quickly had my first orgasm. He had only been peeking the whole time, but hadn't come in to stop me, which felt so strange. Did Ah-Xuan enjoy watching me being with someone else? Although this thought was a bit odd, but… thinking about how he wouldn't let me change out of those revealing clothes from the beginning, and how he seemed indifferent when Ah-Zhen and I were so intimate…

after Ah-Zhen and I finished, that figure left. Was that really Ah-Xuan? If so, would he stop loving me? What should I do…

I never expected Xiao-Xi to find out that night! But since Xiao-Xi was already pretty sure it was me, why didn't she clean up the evidence of my sex with Ah-Zhen the next day? Isn't she afraid I'll expose her?

November 7, 2012, Sunny turning cloudy.

I woke up very early this morning. Ah Zhen wasn't in bed anymore. I felt something sticky under my butt; it must be the semen Ah Zhen ejaculated inside me last night leaking out! I also thought that Ah Xuan must have seen Ah Zhen and me in bed last night. What should I do? But then I thought about Ah Xuan watching me have sex with someone else, and suddenly I felt really excited. I wish Ah Xuan was the one who ejaculated outside the door when I had sex with Li Feng in the cafeteria! I'm so excited!

It turns out I'm not so excited because I like Li Feng, but because I enjoy cheating on Ah Xuan! Maybe... I shouldn't clean the sheets, and deliberately let Ah Xuan see the traces of sex, to see his reaction? In my excited state, I made that decision.

Later, I heard Ah Zhen and Ah Zhong leave, and Ah Xuan came into the bedroom. I was so scared then, and suddenly regretted deliberately letting Ah Xuan see. I was afraid he wouldn't love me anymore, and might angrily hit me? I never expected him to actually pull down his pants and penetrate me. And he was so hard, much harder than usual.

I was pretending to be asleep, so he didn't know. I heard him muttering, "You let someone else fuck you! You slut, letting someone else cum inside you, cheating on me, you bitch, I'll fuck you to death! I love it when you let someone else fuck you! So satisfying..." So it really was Ah Xuan last night, and he actually really enjoyed watching me let someone else fuck me. Waaah...

Should I be happy or sad?

Because when he watched me have sex with someone else, I felt unusually excited... But since Ah Xuan didn't expose me, I had no choice but to play along! As long as he still loves me, that's fine.

I was really surprised that Xiao Xi didn't clean up the "battlefield" because she deliberately wanted me to see it, and that she even pretended to be asleep that day and heard what I said, already knowing that I had a cuckold mentality. I didn't expect that the seemingly innocent Xiao Xi could have such thoughts! But it's okay, she seems to like seeing me have sex with someone else! And she still loves me, she didn't have relationships with others because she likes them, haha, that's great.

I looked at Xiao Xi's later diary entries, they weren't very valuable anymore, but she actually looked up our situation online later.

November 10, 2012 Sunny

Today I was bored at home, and Ah Xuan wasn't here, so I suddenly wondered if Ah Xuan and I both had some kind of psychological problem? So I looked it up online and found out that what Ah Xuan had was called a cuckold mentality or a cuckold complex! And it seems that many men have this! How strange…

I enjoy it when my boyfriend sees me being with other men, or maybe I'm seeking thrills, or maybe I enjoy cheating on him… Whatever, Ah Xuan and I are a perfect match! Hehe~~

It seems Xiao Xi has completely accepted the reality of my cuckoldry mentality and is quite happy about it. I really didn't expect this outcome. But should I tell my girlfriend that I already know her thoughts? Or should I just pretend I don't know for now and continue acting?

Suddenly, a phone ring pulled me back from my thoughts. It was my father, who works in another city, calling to say that he's planning to come home tomorrow to take care of some things. I wonder if this is God giving me a chance to humiliate Xiao Xi?

My father is only 39 years old this year. He had me with my mother when he was 20, and my mother was only 17 at the time. Although my father's behavior always seems upright to outsiders, only my mother and I know that he is actually very lecherous (this is what my mother told me herself).

My father raped my mother's cousin, and he also had relationships with several other women who worked with my mother at the time. He even tried to seduce two of my mother's close female friends. Although my mother's friends told her that nothing happened between them, only they know what truly happened.

This time, my father said he was coming back to deal with some matters, and Xiaoxi happens to be staying here. I wonder if he will make a move on Xiaoxi? After all, she's his daughter-in-law; will he really do anything inappropriate?

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