If I were given X days of light 1-3

In a vibrant, colorful world, I said to the white shadow, "I am God, and you are dreaming." The white shadow suddenly laughed. Realizing something was wrong, I asked, "Who are you? Are you God?"
The white shadow replied, "Sorry, it was just a joke. But if you really want this ending, I can give it to you."
"What do you want?" I asked.
"I'll give you a choice," God said.
"Can I change all of this?" I asked anxiously.
"Unfortunately, if the past is involved, it will only lead to endless repetition and the same cycle, like watching a video of the past over and over again. You will only become me, giving your past self the choice to see the light, but the outcome will not change."
"Aren't you a god? Aren't you capable of granting all wishes?" I roared hysterically.
"I am not omnipotent, but before you, I am a god," the god declared
. "Then what have you, this useless god, brought me here for?" I asked him.
"The past cannot be changed, but the future can be controlled. Don't you want to know how things happened during the ten years you were blind again? I can let you understand it all, and then you will make a choice, a choice that will change your future after you disappear from their sight," the god said.
"What do you gain from this?" I had no trust in this god.
"The struggles and distortions of mortals never tire me; to me, it's just a game. Kid, entertain me!" Of course, it's okay if you don't want to. Go and embrace your new life. I will erase your memories of this life and let you be reborn as a human. Don't worry! As someone who once brought me joy, your new life will surely have a bright future and a wonderful life. You won't encounter these disgusting things like in this life." God said
, "Let me understand all of this." I said to this god who was like the incarnation of a devil, "I can't just disappear like this. I need to know how this happened. I still want to take revenge on Hai Wuyai."
"Since that's the case, then so be it. You should understand all of this. Suffer, struggle, and then bring me joy!"

Chapter One
The colorful world before my eyes transformed into my familiar environment. God said, "I will put what happened in the past before you. They can't see you, and you can't change anything. After all, it's just a scene that has already happened."
After driving away Hai Wuyai, Mom and Aunt Juan were talking in the kitchen. "Xuelan, I'm sorry. I did these things to you, but I can't let Yue'er know about them." Aunt Juan shamelessly lied. "Let's not talk about it anymore. Anyway, we've driven Hai Wuyai away, so let's all forget about it!" Mom said, her eyes red. "But Shujuan, how could you do such a thing to Xiao'er?" Mom asked, puzzled. "Xuelan. Xiao'er is 16 years old now, and he's long been interested in the opposite sex. But he's been blind since he was little, so he became self-conscious. For a while, he even gave up on himself and stopped eating. I was scared, and I was afraid that the prostitutes outside weren't clean, so I had to do it myself. It didn't have to come to this point. I just let him touch my body, but Xiao'er became more and more aggressive, and I couldn't resist him, so it turned out like this. But don't worry, it didn't go any further." I never knew Aunt Juan could lie like this. I admit that I'm curious about the opposite sex and I like this feeling. But it was Aunt Juan who started it!
Mom felt guilty when she heard Aunt Juan's lie. She, as a mother, had never noticed the changes in her son. Xiao'er's blindness meant she'd have a hard time finding a girlfriend, and there was nothing I could do to help her, only causing her best friend distress. She was even more grateful to Aunt Juan and forgave what happened last night. "Thank you, Shujuan. It's so good to have your help in this family."
"Xuelan, don't say that. I only did this because I love Xiao'er like my own child. Now I have something to discuss with you, and something else that needs to be resolved." "Oh, you say?" "Hai Wuyai is gone now, but this incident has left a shadow on me. Even if I hire someone else, I won't feel comfortable." "That's true. You can know a person's face but not their heart. I never thought Hai Wuyai would be a beast in human clothing." Speaking of this, the mother couldn't help but think of last night's sleepless night and the absurdity of what had just happened, and her face involuntarily flushed.
"So I need someone I can trust to continue working here. I was thinking about my Yue'er, who's going to study at a local university, majoring in humanities. If you don't mind, let her come over. She can keep Xiao'er company, and I'll feel at ease." "That's a great idea!" the mother said, her eyes brightening. "Then we've reached a consensus on this matter. I'll talk to Xiao'er about it later. There's another thing that needs to be resolved. Although you just chased Hai Wuyai away, you forgot that the photos of the rape from last night are still in his hands. I won't feel at ease until this is resolved." "Damn it, I completely forgot about that! What should I do?" Mom said worriedly. "I don't know either. When I see him, my mind goes blank. I can only do whatever he wants, so I dare not see him. I'm afraid I'll fall into his clutches again," Aunt Juan said.
Mom recalled Aunt Juan's unusual behavior last night and felt relieved. When faced with such a situation, some people react more strongly, like Mom. Others are more cowardly, like Aunt Juan. There's no right or wrong in this kind of thing; it's just that everyone's personality is different, leading to different choices. If it weren't for Aunt Juan and me last night, Mom would have definitely chosen to fight to the death, and she would have definitely called the police to arrest him afterward. Why would she have chased him away? Although Mom didn't want to see him again, the photos were still a thorn in her side. Secondly, considering Aunt Juan's dedication and sacrifices to this family and me, I figured she was the one who had to handle this. So I told her, "Don't worry, I'll definitely get the photos back."
"But I'm worried he'll use the photos to blackmail you into having sex with him. Judging from last night's events, he seems to have a very strong possessive streak towards you. I feel this might not be something that can be resolved with money or by calling the police. Have you thought about how to handle it if it really happens?"
My mother was troubled. As one of the participants in last night's intense sexual encounter, she had indeed felt Hai Wuyai's will during those intense sexual encounters. Even with a beautiful woman like Aunt Juan right there, he only thrust for a short while before doing it with my mother. From the moment she woke up last night until the next morning, his penis had been inside her the entire time. It wasn't a blissful, happy lovemaking experience, but rather a thrilling and brutal sexual battle. Though they remained silent, they could strongly sense each other's thoughts. Hai Wuyai, as the conqueror, wanted to make his mother dependent on him through wave after wave of high-quality sex, much like an addiction, providing her with unparalleled pleasure, but at the cost of being unable to escape this sexual addiction, ultimately forced to submit to him and unable to refuse any of his demands.
His mother, as the resister, though unable to avoid moans and physical orgasms, desperately resisted these waves of climaxes with her love for his father and him, refusing to become his woman. Yes, his woman. Although unspoken, Hai Wuyai wasn't just playing with his mother; he wanted her to be his wife, willing to bear his children, and willing to wear stockings while making love to him for the rest of her life. Although she didn't know why, his mother could sense his will and intentions.
What terrified the mother even more was that Hai Wuyai didn't seem to be giving it his all. Although he penetrated deeper than her husband, nearly a third of his penis was still outside her body. What if he were to insert the entire length? Her cervix would likely be breached, and the entire glans would be inside her uterus, ejaculating directly inside. Without medication, pregnancy would be inevitable, and this precious virginity would be violated by someone else. Even if her husband forgave her, she wouldn't be able to face him.
Because she had resisted his orgasms all night, although the pleasure was halved, she was in a daze all night, unsure how many times they had done it or how many times he had ejaculated. "Oh no, I've been ejaculated on so much. I need to buy birth control pills right away, otherwise, if I get pregnant, this family is finished."
Although Mom is strong-willed, she holds rather conservative views. Even though she resists pregnancy, subconsciously she might accept Hai Wuyai as her man. Given her values regarding life, she wouldn't allow an abortion. She used to say that while rapists are despicable, the life in the victim's womb is innocent. If Mom gets pregnant, she'll likely give birth. However, since the father is Hai Wuyai, if the father doesn't forgive Mom and chooses divorce, and Hai Wuyai continues to pursue her, Mom might be forced to marry Hai Wuyai to give the child a complete family. At that point, Hai Wuyai would demand marital obligations from Mom, and she wouldn't be able to refuse, ultimately being forced to give him her body and soul.
"Xuelan, Xuelan, what's wrong? Say something," Aunt Juan asked, seeing Mom remain silent. Looking at Aunt Juan, Mom initially wanted to suggest letting it go, but then she saw the fear in Aunt Juan's eyes. Yes, Shujuan was so afraid because she feared Yue'er would see the photos and ruin the image of her mother in Yue'er's heart. Putting herself in her shoes, if Xiao'er could see them today, wouldn't she be anxious too? Children this age may not be easily reasoned with, and once damage is done, it's not so easy to make up for. Thinking of Shujuan's fear and her sacrifices for Xiao'er, and considering that Hai Wuyai was targeting her, Shujuan was just suffering an innocent misfortune, she really couldn't be so selfish. Thinking of this, she couldn't help but say to Aunt Juan, "Don't worry! There's not only you in the photos, but also me. No matter the cost, I will get the photos back and restore our original life." In her heart, she thought, "Husband, I'm sorry, but I must bear my responsibility. I hope you can understand me, accept me, and let our relationship be even more precious after this test!
" "Xuelan, thank you so much. I just want to say that no matter what happens, I won't let you bear it alone. Let's face it together!" Aunt Juan lowered her head and said, choking back tears. My mother was deeply moved. Even though Shujuan was so terrified, she still faced it together. She had made the right choice in making this friend. At that moment, my mother set aside her concerns for my father and me, and secretly resolved that if the worst outcome was truly unavoidable, she would sacrifice herself to ensure Shujuan could return to her former life. But I saw something my mother couldn't see: a smile on Aunt Juan's face as she lowered her head.

Chapter Two

: My mother has always been a strong-willed, traditional, and extremely sentimental person. This sentimentality isn't about being indiscriminately kind; it's about maintaining a polite and courteous distance with most people, but giving her whole heart to those she cares about. This is true for me, for my father, and probably for Aunt Juan as well.
This doesn't mean that I and Aunt Juan are equally important to my mother. If faced with a choice between saving one or the other, my mother would definitely choose to save me, even if she felt guilty. But if the other side of the scale wasn't me but my mother herself, then it's truly uncertain.
The bond of friendship cultivated over ten years already held a significant place in my mother's heart. Last night, we were both violated by Hai Wuyai. Aunt Juan's care for me over the past ten years, her motherly image of loving mother who feared Yue'er's misunderstanding, and my mother's courage to step forward and immediately express her willingness to face the situation together—each of these factors added weight to Aunt Juan's position in my mother's heart, making her even more important than herself. So much so that she might have even agreed to Hai Wuyai's demand that my mother divorce her husband and remarry him in exchange for Aunt Juan returning to a normal life. This might also be one of the reasons why, ten years later, my mother was willing to wear black stockings and have sex with Hai Wuyai, even becoming pregnant for him!

"Hey, Xiao'er, how about I let Yue'er come and play with you starting today? Yue'er has finished her college entrance exams and will be a university student soon. I plan to have her apply to a local university so she can come and chat with you every day. She's studying humanities too," Aunt Juan said.
"Okay, Aunt Juan!" Looking at my past self's reply, I felt truly conflicted. I thought it was all over, but it turned out to be the beginning of my mother's nightmare. I couldn't help but hate myself for going blind; perhaps it was because I misjudged people and trusted the wrong ones. I deserved this retribution for causing my mother to fall into hell!
By this time, my mother had recovered and gone back to work, and the house was back to normal, but this was just the calm before the storm.
The next day, my mother secretly arranged to meet Hai Wuyai alone. She was dressed in a smart office outfit: a white blouse, a black pencil skirt, flesh-colored stockings, and black high heels—a look that was both shrewd and capable, yet also sexy and alluring.
"What's wrong, Sister Zhuang? You just kicked me out yesterday, and you're already here today? Have you got a taste for it?"
"Shut up, you shameless scoundrel. Delete the files you took yesterday, and don't ever see me again." Mom said expressionlessly.
"How could I? Those are memories of our love, I plan to keep them forever." "
Hai Wuyai, do you know you've broken the law? I can call the police and have you arrested."
"Then go ahead and do it! I'll tell you we had a passionate affair, and this was just a prank I took while you were asleep. I don't know if I'll be convicted, but everyone will know. What will your husband think? What will Huang Xiao think? Even if they forgive you, what about Aunt Juan? What will her daughter think?"
"You, Hai Wuyai, why make things like this? Isn't there a way for us to compromise? How about I give you some money, and we'll end it here?"
"Sister Zhuang, don't you really know what I want?" " We talked for so long that night, you should have been able to sense it!"
"I was in a daze that night, I don't remember clearly."
"Actually, I've been hinting for a long time, but I can tell you clearly, I want you. Only if you become mine will all this end. Otherwise, it's a fight to the death!"
"I really don't know what you want an old woman like me for?"
I looked closely at my mother, considering her exposure to the outside world lately. My mother is truly a great beauty, and she takes good care of herself and doesn't look her age. People would believe she's 25.
"Hehe, enough of this nonsense. I have a proposal for you to consider. How long will it be before your husband comes back?"
"About a month!" Just last night, my father suddenly called back. Because he had other things to take care of, it would take another month.
"Then let me have this month to see if I can get you. We'll live and sleep together during this time. Except for not forcing myself on you, I'll do everything a husband and wife should do. I can also train you. If I can't get you to beg me to have sex with you during this time, no matter what I do, I'll admit defeat and completely delete the photos of you and Aunt Juan, and leave you forever so I won't bother you anymore. But if this period of training finally makes you ask me to have sex with you, then I'll still delete the photos. But as a price, you'll be mine from now on, and I'll use you whenever your husband isn't around."
"No, this condition is completely unfair, it's too disadvantageous for me, and you're the one who benefits."
"The condition is unfair to you, but since you're the one begging me, not me begging you, I can offer conditions that are favorable to me. It's like knowing that loan sharks can't repay their loans, but people still borrow from them. It's a matter of mutual consent." Hai Wuyai retorted.
Actually, before coming here, hadn't I prepared for the worst? Mom thought to herself, since I'd decided not to make a scene and wanted to resolve things privately, the outcome was predictable. But Mom's worst-case scenario was to offer herself to Hai Wuyai for a period in exchange for the photos, and then never see him again. If Hai Wuyai went back on his word, Mom would decisively set a stop-loss point and launch a counterattack. She was confident she could gain her husband and son's understanding; at worst, the family could start over elsewhere, and she would definitely teach Hai Wuyai a lesson. She just couldn't worry about Shujuan anymore. But she'd gone this far for her; she only hoped Shujuan could understand.
But Hai Wuyai seemed unsatisfied with just a short time. Just as she had felt during that sleepless night, he wanted her to completely dedicate herself to him, body and soul, to be his for life. Even though this month would mean him taking advantage of her—a significant advantage—as long as she held firm to her principles, the loss wouldn't be as great as that one night. Compared to her original plan of becoming his plaything for a while, it was actually more worthwhile and more worthy of her husband. But the prerequisite was whether she could hold onto those principles.
"You won't sexually abuse me, will you?"
"If it hurts, then stop. But if it's pleasurable, that's another story. Hmm, you wouldn't cry out in pain and ask to stop when you're clearly enjoying it, would you?"
Hai Wuyai said provocatively.
"As long as the conditions are reasonable and fair, I won't break them," her mother said, looking at Hai Wuyai.
It seemed that Hai Wuyai was the kind of person who, once he set rules, would abide by them and wouldn't go back on his word.
As I mentioned before, my mother is a strong-willed person, meaning she's competitive and unwilling to admit defeat. In some ways, this is a gambler's mentality. But what's commendable is that she has the good character of a gambler; she doesn't cheat when she loses. I often made bets with her when I was little, sometimes winning, sometimes losing, but she always kept her promises when she lost, while I often broke my word.
Since I was certain Hai Wuyai wouldn't renege on his bet, even though the conditions were unfavorable to me, if I won, I wouldn't have to worry about these messy things anymore, and everything would return to normal.
Ultimately, my mother's strong-willed side surfaced, leading her to make a decision that I don't know if it's good or bad for the rest of her life.
"I accept this proposal."
"Great! Don't worry, I'll definitely keep my word. But the next month will be tough for you! Go find a way to ask for a long leave from work! Our bet can't be disturbed by anything else. Once you've got your leave, the bet officially begins. Where will you stay? Your home or my personal dormitory?"
"At home, I'll stay. But don't let Xiao'er know you're staying home this month. And I'll remind you again, if you lose, I hope you'll keep your word and give our family peace. Otherwise, I'd rather we both die."
"Of course, but what about you? If you lose, are you really willing to be my woman?" "I really love how you look in stockings. Once you're mine, you can't refuse my requests. I'll definitely make you wear different kinds of stockings every day when I'm with you, especially pantyhose. I'll sleep with you in pantyhose at night, my big cock pressed against your silky buttocks, it feels so good, just like what I did to you that night." Hai Wuyai said without any attempt to hide it.
His mother blushed and thought back to that night. It seemed that she really did change several pairs of stockings after that night, but she was always in a daze, as if Shujuan helped her change them. Looking down at her long, beautiful legs in flesh-colored pantyhose, she knew that she often had to wear stockings for work, and sometimes she would wear them after work to keep warm and sculpt her legs. But she had never worn them to bed, let alone worn them for sex. That was probably the first time. Private conversations with Shujuan, her close friends, resurfaced in her mind. If she were to truly become his woman, she would likely have to get used to wearing stockings 24/7 to cater to his demands, especially pantyhose to sleep so his penis could rest against her silk-clad buttocks. Similarly, she would have no reason to resist the orgasms her man would give her, and she would probably be overwhelmed by pleasure. She thought of his still-partially inserted penis, which would likely penetrate her vagina, break through the deepest part of her flower, reach the forbidden zone her husband couldn't reach, and go straight to the depths of her uterus! Shujuan had told her from a friend that it would be more painful than deflowering a virgin, but ultimately more pleasurable than regular sex—something only a real man could do. And the glans would ejaculate directly inside the uterus, greatly shortening the distance. Pregnancy was inevitable, especially during ovulation, unless she took a large amount of birth control pills before and after, or used a condom. But would he use a condom? Her mother sadly realized that was impossible. She would have to buy the pills herself; after all, the rule was to become his woman, not to bear his children. She wasn't breaking any rules. Ever since Xiao'er went blind, she had sworn that Xiao'er was all she needed for the rest of her life. But was that really true? Would she really buy birth control pills after becoming his woman? She wasn't sure herself. There was only one thing she knew: if she failed and was forced to become his woman, after being "baptized" by his huge penis, she would completely become a woman who catered to him, and this future self would be completely different from her present self. At this thought, she couldn't help but regret agreeing to this too early without giving herself time to think. She hadn't even started, and she was already thinking about losing? Did she really want to become his woman? Zhuang Xuelan, you have a husband and son! Now that things had come to this, the only way out was victory.
Looking into his eyes, his mother responded with a hint of defiance, "If what you say is true, and I have failed, then this is my fate. I am a person who accepts fate, and I will become your woman. But I once heard Shujuan say that only a real man can penetrate a woman's womb, and only a real woman can endure the pain of penetration and transform it into pleasure. If I lose, according to the bet, I will become your woman, but will I truly become your woman
and satisfy all your demands? Let's wait and see."

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