My Ailing Mother (1-8)

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Chapter 1:

My name is Tian Liang. My parents gave me this name, perhaps hoping that my fate would be brighter.
Unfortunately, things didn't go as planned. From the moment I was born into this world, my fate was destined to be rugged. My mother was a renowned beauty in the surrounding villages. Although she was born in the countryside, she was no

less beautiful than a movie star. Before she got married, young men who wanted to pursue her would wear down our doorstep. But one day, my mother suddenly fell seriously ill, costing the family a lot of money. She was never cured, and after that, she was frequently ill, with minor ailments on top of minor ones. The gossipy women in the village kept spreading rumors that my mother was a jinx, and whoever married her would be unlucky. Therefore, although my mother was very beautiful, after that serious illness, no one pursued her anymore. However, my father fell in love with my mother at first sight and, disregarding the reactions of his family, insisted on marrying her. 　　Then, I was born. 　　However, my mother remained frail, frequently ill, and unable to work, so she was supported by my father. My father was a truck driver; although he transported coal all over the place, his monthly salary was quite high, around ten thousand yuan, so our family wasn't particularly poor. However, because of my mother's illness, I was taken to live with my maternal grandparents in their village from a young age and rarely saw my parents. 　　Until the day I entered junior high school, I unexpectedly learned the devastating news: my father had died in a truck accident, his truck overturned off a cliff, and he had passed away. 　　When I heard this, my mind went blank, because I did n't have many memories of my father; he was always busy earning money to support the family and rarely came back to see me. Even so, the impact on me was still quite significant. 　　After my father's funeral, my mother received a compensation payment of over four hundred thousand yuan, and after a brief meeting, she returned to the big city. 　　Not long after, my maternal grandparents told me to go to school in the city and live . Actually, in my memory, both my mother and father were a blank. My mother was frail, and my father was busy. I only saw them once a year during the Spring Festival, and my memories were of the delicious food and fun toys they brought me from the big city every year. 　　Nothing else. I didn't even know how to get along with my mother. I was very reluctant to live with her. It was my maternal grandparents who cried and told me that my mother was a woman who had a hard life. Her husband had died, and her family had collapsed. She needed me to accompany her. In the end, I reluctantly boarded the train to the big city. A child from a rural mountain village was about to live in a big city... 　　The glaring sunlight shone through the glass window onto my tightly closed eyelids. I straightened my unusually sore back and struggled to open my eyes. Looking at the people lying around me, I slowly realized that I had been on the train all night . 　　Looking out the window at the receding mountains and fields, with only scattered villages in sight and wisps of the scenery seemed even more tranquil. The sun gradually rose higher, and multiple train tracks appeared side-by-side outside; I knew I was almost there. 　　The conductor shouted loudly: "Zhoukou City has arrived! Passengers disembarking, please take your belongings!" 　　With this shout, the already crowded carriage became even noisier as everyone rushed to retrieve their luggage from the racks. The chaotic scene was truly a headache. I kicked my handbag, which was on the floor, into a corner , and nonchalantly watched the scenery slowing down outside the window. 　　A faint worry lingered in my heart about what to say when I saw my mother. People around me stood in a long line in the aisle with their luggage . I glanced at them, then immediately looked away awkwardly. 　　As the carriage thinned out, the conductor came over and shouted, "Passengers who haven't disembarked yet , please get off now! The train is about to head to the next destination." 　　I bent down, reached under the seat, and grabbed my faded denim tote bag, hurrying towards the exit. 　　Following the last of the passengers, I walked towards the exit, a growing tension rising within me. For so many barely seen my parents, so I was inherently reluctant to come to the big city and live with my nominal mother. But I couldn't refuse my grandparents, so I reluctantly agreed. 　　Outside the station, there were even more people waiting to pick me up. The sheer number of people made me feel uneasy. I hid the denim tote bag behind my back, my eyes darting around nervously, head slightly lowered, trying to avoid their gazes. Although I knew they were all looking for the person they were supposed to meet, their intense stares made me uncomfortable. 　　Just as I was subtly shifting towards the corner, my eyes caught sight of that familiar yet unfamiliar figure. 　　She wore a long white chiffon dress that reached her ankles, faintly printed with pure white lotus flowers. In the corner of the exit area, a gentle breeze stirred, creating a unique and alluring effect. 　　She possessed large, watery eyes, delicate double eyelids that seemed like a gift from heaven, a small, upturned nose, and thin, pale lips that had lost their original color, appearing slightly grayish-white. Her face was deathly pale, like a sheet of paper. Her long, black hair cascaded down her shoulders like a waterfall, making her exposed skin appear even more delicate and flawless, like snowflakes . 　　The dress seemed ill-fitting; the loose fabric completely concealed her body, but the wide neckline revealed her long, slender, snow-white neck, and her captivatingly delicate collarbone was faintly visible. The tight-fitting dress accentuated her slender waist, and even though it was a long dress, her exposed ankles revealed just how thin she was. 　　A gentle breeze caused her black hair to dance in the wind, and the flowing dress made her sway slightly, giving her an air of fragility and even a sense of impending doom. Yet, despite this, her stunning beauty remained undeniable. She was beautiful; she was almost always the first person you'd spot. 　　And this person was my nominal mother, who had given birth to me but had never truly raised or accompanied me. Her name was Sun Qian, and she was probably in her thirties. Since she fell ill, we had had almost no contact.

I walked up to her somewhat awkwardly. She took a few steps forward, looking at me gently, but her gaze
was intense, as if she wanted to see right through me. I deliberately avoided her eyes, but when she noticed the handbag in my hand,
she quickly asked softly, "You must be tired from your journey."

I didn't answer, just stood quietly to the side. To be honest, I really didn't know how to
interact . I wasn't used to this kind of interaction. To me, she was no different from a stranger. I still clearly
remember that before I left, my grandparents told me to call her "Mom" when we met, but now, no matter what, I couldn't
bring .

" Seeing that I didn't answer, she silently walked to my side and reached out her slender, snow-white
arm, hidden in her white sleeve, to hold the handbag I was carrying.

I panicked and flung my arm away from where she could reach it. Her
smiling face now showed a hint of stiffness and disappointment. The hand that had been outstretched in mid-air stopped, and when
I looked closer, I realized it was incredibly thin, almost skin and bones, but its long, slender joints concealed it
perfectly.

She silently withdrew her hand and whispered, "Come with me."

She looked at me with reluctance, then slowly turned and led the way. She must be very disappointed in me
; after all, I was her son. Watching her lonely figure walk ahead, I picked up my handbag and slowly followed
her.

We walked one after the other in the train station hall, filled with all sorts of people. She would often
turn back to check if I was keeping up. When she realized we were getting too far apart,
she would slow down to wait for me. But I felt she was only doing this because she was afraid of losing me, her son.

We followed her until we reached a place full of taxis. She stood in front of one of them,
quietly watching me. Although she didn't urge me, her intense gaze made me feel very awkward.

I stood a step away from her, my eyes fixed on the handbag I was carrying. She said softly
, "You live quite far, let's take a taxi back."

Seeing that I still didn't answer, she lifted her foot to walk towards me. Seeing a pair of white cloth shoes appear in my line of sight
, I quickly took a small step back and whispered, "Okay."

Because of that one word, her face lit up with a smile again. When I sat in the back seat, she
looked at me with a beaming smile and said, "Mom, come a little further in."

I glanced up, our eyes met, and I quickly looked down, reaching out to open the car door. My refusal
was too obvious; the smile that had just appeared on her face vanished again, replaced by shock. A few seconds later, she forced
a smile, closed the car door, and sat in the passenger seat alone.

Through the car window, tall buildings lined the road, row upon row. Having grown up in a small village, I'd never had the chance to see such
magnificent architecture. At that moment, I truly understood
the feeling of Grandma Liu visiting the Grand View Garden.

As the taxi sped along the highway, I pressed my face against the window, watching
the buildings flash by. Everything here was so new and exciting, filling me with longing for this city.

"Liangliang, we're almost home."

Liangliang is my nickname, given to me by my grandparents, probably hoping I could brighten our family's
future . Hearing that gentle, soothing voice, I slowly looked away, remaining silent. She
didn't say another word until we stopped. She probably guessed I didn't want to talk to her; she only glanced back at me
occasionally, and when our eyes met, she would smile, but I would quickly look
away.

The car stopped in front of a residential area. I clutched my handbag tightly, staring at the complex. Inside,
people were all stylishly dressed, confident, and radiant city dwellers. I stood by the roadside, my lips dry and cracked, feeling a pang of
fear . I felt mostly envy towards the people coming and going.

She kept staring at me, and when she noticed my gaze was fixed blankly ahead, she quietly asked, "Liangliang,
what are you looking at?"

I tightly closed my lips, shook my head, and turned my gaze back to my handbag. She smiled gently,
a smile that was as comforting as a spring breeze.

As I walked slowly inside behind her, the rows of buildings, the clean and tidy environment,
and the confident people made me feel deeply inferior. The clothes I was wearing
were bought for me last year when she and my father went home to visit us for the Spring Festival. My black sandals were already peeling and frayed, just enough to keep me
from walking barefoot.

I didn't dare look up at the scenery around me, afraid of seeing their disdainful looks. A surge of resentment towards my mother welled up inside
me . If they hadn't sent me back to my hometown, I could probably
face life with the same confidence as the people here, and I wouldn't be standing here like a clown.

"We're here."

Her voice held a hint of joy. I stopped and looked at the tall building in front of me. Only one word could
describe its image in my mind: stylish.

This was my first time riding an elevator. Standing in the elevator lobby, the four gleaming mirrors reflected me so
clearly that to hide. I cowered in fear,
only feeling a sense of security against the elevator behind me.

When the elevator doors opened again, the scene before me changed instantly, and my eyes widened. Staring incredulously at
the pristine white walls, she smiled slightly and whispered to me, "Let's go, we're home."

Watching her walk out, I followed closely behind. As she opened the doors, I stood behind her, looking at them.
Their rosy sheen and pristine appearance made me reluctant to touch them; I even felt that these doors would
cost almost a year's tuition back home.

As she opened the door and I stepped inside, I was greeted by
a style completely different from the cave dwelling my grandparents lived in—a minimalist style I'd only ever seen on television. A large, cream-colored sofa
sat above a glass coffee table laden with snacks and fruits, mostly expensive tropical fruits.
A television, taking up almost half the wall, hung securely on a black and white striped TV wall.

The floor-to-ceiling windows flooded the room with warm light. The clean marble floor
reflected the furnishings. The lights, like diamonds, adorned the ceiling, gleaming brightly in the sunlight.
This was a place I had never been before; every brick and every piece of cloth felt new and exciting.

Seeing that I didn't move, she took a pair of slippers from a nearby cabinet and placed them beside my feet. She squatted down
in front of me, looked up, and said, "Liangliang, quickly change into your slippers and go rest on the sofa."

Watching her unbutton my sandals, I stammered, "I... I can do it myself."

This was the sentence I had uttered the most since we met. She was clearly pleased. She pushed the slippers to my
feet, took my handbag, and placed it on the floor. The moment our hands touched, I
stiffened as if electrocuted.

I braced myself against the wall, took off my ill-fitting sandals, and put on a pair of
blue slippers covered in cute patterns. I tentatively took each step inside, noticing a pleasant
, calming fragrance.

The house was large; I could see three rooms as far as the eye could see. I
hesitated for a moment, looking at the clean sofa, then, driven by curiosity, slowly reached out and touched it. The soft material and firm
elasticity made me hesitate to sit down.

Just then, she emerged from around the corner, smiling at my cautious movements.
She opened a closed door and said, "This is the room prepared for you. Come in and take a look."

I looked up in surprise at the door, then looked away. I slowly lifted my foot and walked towards it.

"Liangliang, this is the room I prepared for you. Do you like it?"

Looking at the vibrant colors of the room, toys practically filled the bedside table, a gray carpet covered the floor, and a complete set of school supplies
on , with many anime and reference books on the bookshelf beside it.
There was also a beautifully wrapped gift box on the bed.

I didn't speak, but slowly lifted my feet and walked inside.

"You can look around first. Mom will go make you some food. You must be hungry after your journey."

I didn't answer, but quietly immersed myself in the atmosphere of the room. She didn't insist that I answer
her. After quietly looking at me for a while, she turned and walked towards the kitchen.

Reaching the carpet, I inexplicably took off my shoes, wanting to feel it up close. When my feet touched the carpet,
the soft, comfortable feeling made me feel instantly real. I walked across the carpet to the bedside, looking at the
gift box on the bed, which made me, someone who had never received a gift before, feel a surge of nervousness deep inside.

Gently reaching out to tug at the exquisitely wrapped bow on the gift box, I even noticed
my hand trembling. Perhaps it was nervousness, but more likely it was excitement.

As the bow untied and the box opened, a smile involuntarily spread across my face.
Inside was a tracksuit and a brand-new pair of sandals. My hands trembled as I took out the shoes, gently placed them on the carpet,
and stepped on them. They fit perfectly, and were even more comfortable. Then I carefully put the shoes back in the box. I took out the
tracksuit and tried it on, only then noticing a full-length mirror in my room.

Standing before it, looking at my reflection, I momentarily thought it was all an illusion, a dream.
I was terrified that I would wake up and all of this would be gone, just my imagination.

Putting down the tracksuit, I quietly looked around the room. The walls were a deep ocean blue, a favorite color for boys, and many
pictures of marine life were pasted on them. Toy cars were piled up on my bedside table; I had never seen
so many toys before.

There was also a framed section on the wall; as I approached, I realized the photos were of me
as a child. Looking at the photo of myself laughing carefree, I believe I must have been very happy back then, but
... things have changed drastically since then.

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