Daughter, I really love you. (Plot preference)

Foreword:

I am truly an unfortunate man.

I still vividly remember, fourteen years ago, my beautiful wife, after giving birth to Jia Yi, her face pale on the hospital bed.

"Ming Xiang... I think I'm not going to make it..."

she said weakly, holding the newborn Jia Yi, still bloodied. Beside her, I was already crying uselessly, only knowing to tightly grasp my wife's hand,

not caring whether the stream on my face was tears or snot; in short, it was a complete mess.

"You won't, you won't! Didn't you promise to take me and Jia Yi to Zhiben, to let him soak in your favorite hot spring with you?!"

"I'm sorry... Ming Xiang, it seems I... can't keep that promise..."

she said with difficulty, her eyelids gradually drooping. I took a deep breath, grabbed the nurse who had been standing behind me for a long time, and shouted:

"You must have a way to save her, you must!! Think of a way, please!" The nurse was stunned by my impulsiveness and helplessly called to the doctor standing beside her.

However, the doctor didn't stop me. He simply placed his hand on my shoulder and said, "Mr. Liu... I understand your pain. Please calm down..."

"Calm down? What the hell are you telling me to calm down?!"

I yelled angrily, shoving the nurse away and running back to the bedside. "Ling, don't sleep! You absolutely can't fall asleep!!"

"Mingxiang... I'm so tired... so tired..." she said. I could clearly feel—the flame of my beautiful wife's life was slowly dying out.

"Ling, Ling! Don't leave me!" My eyes were already blurred with tears, but I dared not wipe them away, because I was truly terrified that my wife would leave before my eyes.

"Xiang...promise me one thing..."

"Tell me, tell me! I'll promise you anything, please...don't leave me..."

"Let Jiayi...keep smiling...just like...you do for me..." "

I promise you! I promise you...don't close your eyes! Ling, Ling!"

I felt his hand gradually losing strength, his fingers loosening weakly, and I fell into the abyss of despair...

"Ling, answer me, please..." I gently shook her body, hoping she could give me even a little response. But I didn't get that tiny bit of hope I wanted.

I could only cry, cry and cry, letting tears wash over my face, letting snot drip into my mouth.

"Mr. Liu, please accept my condolences..." The doctor patted my shoulder, looked at the electrocardiogram which had become a horizontal line, and sighed.

"Are you even qualified to be a doctor? I'll kill you!" I angrily grabbed the doctor and slammed my fist into his face, knocking him to the side and spitting out two or three teeth that I had broken.

Just then, my sister burst into the room and grabbed me, "Brother! What are you doing?! Don't do this!"

"Don't stop me, let go!"

"Brother, brother!"

"Have you had enough?!" Suddenly, a powerful impact, accompanied by a deafening roar, slammed into my face, making my vision blur and sending me spinning twice

before crashing to the ground, knocking over several pieces of medical equipment.

I touched my swollen cheek and glared at my furious father.

"Calm down, how old are you? Are you trying to escalate this further?"

I sat on the ground, thinking of my wife's face as she lay dying, wiping away the tears that kept falling.

"I'm sorry, my son was ignorant. I will reimburse you and your hospital for the compensation."
Dad bowed to the doctor, who stood up, but just frowned and shook his head...

However, from then on, the pain began...

After that incident, the hospital sued me. Although I only paid some money to settle the matter thanks to the victim's understanding, the psychological trauma was hard to heal.

I skipped many weeks of work. My supervisor knew my predicament and just took on a lot of work for me, letting me rest at home.

But this was only a temporary solution. I knew I would still have to face the same old life.

However, I really couldn't muster any energy. I even left my daughter with my parents. I didn't want to take on any responsibilities as a father, and I found it troublesome to get some sunlight.

So, I simply quit my job, feeling very sorry for my supervisor, and barely made ends meet with my meager savings.

Eight years passed quietly like that... but these eight years felt like a lifetime.

---Life is truly meaningless, why should I continue living like this?---

Character i 【Change】

"Ring..."

The phone beside me rang. I glanced at it, ignored it, and continued to shrink into the corner of the room, which was only about five square meters.

This was the sixth call, coming quickly and urgently, ringing again immediately after being disconnected.

I didn't care what it was about that was so urgent; even if the world was about to end, I would just consider it a matter of course.

"Ring..."

This was the seventh call... Don't the people calling get annoyed? I just want to spend the rest of my life like this... Anyway, once my existence completely disappears, I won't have the motivation to continue living.

Even the landlord downstairs couldn't wait for me to die. ...The mailbox full of complaint letters and rent reminders told me so.

"Ring..."

The eighth call. I simply unplugged the phone and continued in my dark space, alone.

The noisy sound finally stopped, never to ring again, never to disturb my long-dead soul.

"Ring..."

Huh? " Didn't I unplug the phone line a long time ago? Why is it still ringing? "

I slowly raised my head, and after confirming that I had indeed unplugged the phone line, I shrank back into the corner.

It must be my imagination...

"Knock knock knock..." "Damn stupid son, open the door right now!!"

That was Dad's voice... It seems the trouble has really reached the family.

Please, don't bother me... Just let me leave like this, I won't disturb anyone...

"Your daughter is already eight years old, eight years old! Do you still want to turn her into an orphan on the street? After Huiling left, did you just abandon the things she left behind?!"

Hearing this, my mind was filled with memories of Ling's every smile and the happy days we lived together, and my tears started falling uncontrollably again.

"I don't care anymore. What kind of father abandons his daughter to his parents? I'm leaving first, you can just let your daughter be buried here with you!"

Not long after, the sound of a car starting up urgently came from downstairs.

I never imagined my dad would be so heartless, just leaving his granddaughter here like this.

"This is...troublesome."

Should I even bother with her? There are so many abandoned children in the world anyway, and the landlord will probably take Jia Yi to a shelter after seeing her.

Jia Yi...Jia Yi...?

"Let Jia Yi...keep smiling...just like...you did for me..."

"Ling..."

Remembering my promise to Hui Ling, I sighed deeply, wiped away my tears, and turned on the light (I hadn't turned on the fluorescent light for four years).

The sudden brightness took a while for my eyes to adjust. Through the crack in the door, I could vaguely see a small figure sitting in front of it.

Just as I was about to open the door, I suddenly saw a disheveled man with lifeless eyes in the mirror hanging on the door.

Touching my hair, I couldn't believe this was me. Looking back at the room, there were empty bottles, instant noodle bowls, and empty cans everywhere, and a foul stench emanated from it.

"Oh well... I guess this kind of life will continue after I settle Jiayi down anyway..."

With this thought in mind, I reluctantly and slowly opened the door.

The little girl outside had a fair face and fair skin, which looked even more translucent under the fluorescent light above, making me stare at her for a while.

However, what really piqued my interest and made me stop and even squint to examine her closely was her little face.

That oval-shaped round face, big eyes, brown hair, long and smooth hair cascading down her shoulders, and a light green dress... she looked exactly like a miniature Huiling...
Did Mom and Dad... deliberately make Jiayi like this?

Thinking of the past, I felt a lump in my throat, but my pride forced me to hold back my tears.

Jiayi seemed frightened when she saw me. She just stood there blankly at the door, tightly hugging the bear-shaped stuffed animal in her arms, her eyes fixed on my eyes.

Only then did I realize how awful I looked.

"Jiayi...?" I called softly. Originally, I wanted to use a cold tone so she wouldn't feel anything for me, making it easier to send her to the shelter and get rid of my troubles;

however, I didn't expect that these two simple words would come out so gently that even I felt nauseous, not even as gentle as when I spoke to Huiling.

"Dad... Daddy...?" Jiayi also called tentatively, her voice filled with fear without any concealment, bringing back the composure I had intended.

However, I knew that if I took Jiayi to the shelter like this, I might be arrested as a child abductor, causing even more trouble.

"Go inside and sit down for a bit, Daddy will take you somewhere later." After saying this, I finally regained the coldness I had intended.

"Oh... Oh..." Jiayi was actually very obedient and compliant. After responding, she stepped into the room, but frowned.

"Daddy...stinky..." Jia Yi seemed unable to bear the stench. She put down her teddy bear, pinched her nose, and waved her little hand in front of her face.

This reaction was exactly what I expected, so I simply went into the bathroom, picked up my long-unused razor, and started grooming my neglected face.

"Oh, it's okay, we're leaving soon anyway," I said coldly, splashing water on my face.

"Daddy...where are we going?" Jia Yi's voice came from the living room, making me think to myself: Why is this little brat asking so many questions?

"To a place with lots of kids who will play with you." I regretted saying it as soon as I finished. The razor had become dull from not using it for so long, and

I accidentally cut myself. It looked like I must have bled quite a bit.

I frowned, picked up the replacement blades, but found that those blades were almost rusted too. I could only grit my teeth and continue using the dull razor.

Suddenly, the sound of plastic bags being slung around came from the living room. I wondered what that kid was doing.

Although my room was full of trash, it wasn't to the point where there wasn't a place to sit.

Oh well… there wasn't anything important anyway. The only important thing was Huiling's photo on the computer.

After shaving my beard, quite a while had passed, and I was covered in cuts and scrapes from the razor blade, with several drops of blood even trickling down my chin.

But no matter how painful it was, nothing was more painful than the wound in my heart that opened when I lost Huiling, so I simply stopped caring and let it drip.

Next… it was time to deal with my hair.

Just as I was about to turn on the shower, Jiayi suddenly appeared from the bathroom doorway. She was struggling to drag a large bag towards the door, seemingly playing some game.

She was sweating profusely, and her clothes were half-soaked. Was it necessary…?

Come to think of it… did I even have that much stuff in my room?

I wondered as I rinsed my hair.

But before long, I realized I'd long since stopped thinking, and I'd forgotten a lot of common sense, even showing early signs of dementia.

Ugh… the water on the wound really hurts.

"Ah! Daddy, why is it so red?"

This little brat… what stupid question is she asking now?

My eyes are so watery I can't open them, and I have no idea what Jia Yi is doing.

"Daddy's washing his hair, go play first, we'll talk later."

"Daddy… can I help?"

…Whatever.

"…Whatever."

Because some water mixed with blood got into my eyes, the pain from the wound on my face and the pain in my eyes made it impossible for me to open them.

To be honest, it would be difficult for me to finish washing my hair, but if this little one wants to help, I might as well let her try.

Anyway, no matter how bad it gets, it won't affect my plans.

A pair of soft, warm little hands touched the lower edge of my face, accidentally brushing against my wound, making me frown. However, she seemed to realize this and quickly moved away.

She carefully pressed down on the uninjured part of my chin.

I knew it was because she wasn't tall enough to reach my head, so I simply sat down to let her wash more easily.

"Daddy...you're so hurt...does it hurt?"

This question made me sneer.

Could any pain be worse than the wound in my heart?

Although Huiling was gone, I didn't blame her; but the fact remained that Huiling died in childbirth.

"It's okay, hurry up and wash."

"Oh...okay..."

She gently washed my greasy hair, hair that even I found sticky and repulsive, yet she showed no sign of resistance. It reminded me of when Huiling and I used to shower together, and

she would always wash my hair in the same way. Could this habit be hereditary?

Gradually, her hand touched my cheek, her soft, warm hand stirring my heart. I couldn't help but gently grasp her hand, mistaking it for Huiling's, and

quietly kissed it. Jiayi, though startled by my action, didn't stop rinsing.

Soon after, my hair was almost washed, and I found a towel to dry my face before opening my eyes.

Seeing Jiayi staring at me with wide eyes, as if she'd seen something strange, made me feel uncomfortable. I couldn't help but ask,

"What's wrong? Does your father look strange?"

Jiayi quickly looked away, as if a child caught doing something wrong, and replied in a barely audible voice,

"No... it's just that Daddy has so many wounds on his face... Daddy, do you want me to put some medicine on?"

"Wait a minute." The wounds from the razor blade had been washed away by the water, but they started bleeding again after a short while. I also felt this wasn't right.

However, I couldn't help but look at Jiayi again.

This little rascal really is a little rascal. She's already drenched in sweat, and she even manages to get soaked while washing my hair. Doesn't she even know how to wash her own hair?

However, although she was only eight years old and still a little rascal, I could tell from her clothes, which clung to her body from being soaked, that her breasts and waist were already beginning to take shape.

Though still in their budding stages, it was clear that when she grew up, she would surpass even her mother in beauty.

I shook my head. I didn't even understand why these thoughts came to me, let alone that they were utterly meaningless.

Back in my room, I looked at it in surprise. The table, which had been piled high with instant noodles and wine glasses, was now spotless, the trash on the floor had been cleared away, and even the clock on the wall was sparkling clean.

The large bag of things piled up by the door must have been my spoils from earlier, and the odor had been greatly reduced.

"Um… Dad… can I take a shower before going out?"

"Whatever," I said casually, sitting down where I had been sitting and hastily bandaging my wound.

After bandaging it, I turned on the TV out of boredom, only to find that channel four had been cut off long ago due to unpaid bills, so I had to turn it off with a sigh.

Just then, the sound of running water came from the bathroom.

When I turned my gaze to the computer, hoping to pass the time with photos, I was shocked to find that Huiling's picture was gone!
I searched high and low but couldn't find it!

"Jiayi! Where did you take Mom's picture from the computer?!" I impulsively slammed the bathroom door open, startling Jiayi.

Although only eight years old, she was very aware of the differences between boys and girls, quickly covering herself and turning around, looking at me in surprise.

But at that moment, I didn't notice this at all, only glaring angrily at my daughter, whom I had never met.

"That's… Mom's picture? I… I put it on the right wall."

Hearing this, I turned around and indeed saw Huiling's picture quietly pasted on the wall, smiling at me, but because Jiayi wasn't tall enough, it was pasted a little low. I had unintentionally overlooked it.

"Um, Dad... could you... please leave?"

Only then did I realize my lapse in composure, but even after understanding my embarrassment, I couldn't bring myself to say anything more:

"What, are you ashamed that Dad saw your body?"

"Yes... no... but..." Jia Yi stammered, but I interrupted her before she could finish.

"What's there to be ashamed of? Didn't Grandpa and Grandma teach you to close the door when you take a bath?" My tone gradually hardened, but I immediately regretted it; this wasn't a good example.

"But... the bathroom door... is broken." Hearing this, I looked at the lock. Sure enough, due to prolonged dampness, even the lock was quite rusted.

My heavy slap had knocked the lock off.

For a moment, I didn't know what to say. Faced with this eight-year-old brat, I, a man over thirty, was rendered speechless, only able to utter an "Oh," and awkwardly leave the bathroom.

However, not long after I left, a scream suddenly rang out, and Jia Yi rushed out completely naked, throwing herself into my arms.

I frowned, trying to push her away, but I couldn't; her strength was incredible.

"What are you doing? What's going on?!"

"Daddy... there's... a cockroach!"

Damn it!

"A cockroach can scare you like this? How old are you?"

I watched as a dark thing "flew" out of the bathroom and stuck to the wall, and Jia Yi's scream grew louder and louder, becoming incredibly jarring to me.

I angrily pushed her away forcefully, grabbed the dictionary from the table, and smashed it heavily onto the cockroach.

"It's dead, is that enough?" I wiped the stains on the wall with toilet paper and threw it into the trash can.

Turning around, I found Jia Yi sitting on the floor, crying incessantly, seemingly forgetting that she wasn't dressed.

I looked at her developing body, her slightly protruding breasts, her still hairless pubic area, and the desire that had been building up for so long slowly overflowed, causing a strange change in a certain part of my body.

"Damn it, that's my own daughter, what am I thinking?" I slapped myself hard.
"Daddy, why...why are you always so mean to me...waaaah..."

For a moment, I didn't know what to say. I was about to turn away and let her continue crying when, to my dismay, I met Huiling's gentle gaze.

Instantly, my mind went blank.

What...what did I do? Did I make Jiayi cry? ...Cry...?

Just then, Huiling's weak words flashed through my mind again.

"Make Jiayi...keep smiling...just like...you do to me..."

"────."

--I'm fucking damn it! What did I do?! Didn't I promise Huiling? Why am I still treating Jiayi like a burden?

Thinking of this, I slapped myself twice more, so hard that I felt dizzy and my cheeks burned.

Finally realizing my mistake, I found my tears starting to fall again. I gently hugged Jiayi, who was still crying, letting her tears soak my dirty clothes, and

my tears dripped onto her shoulder and still wet hair.

"Jiayi... Daddy is sorry... I'm sorry, I'm sorry." I gently stroked her hair and kissed her forehead.

I didn't stop the tears from falling, and at the same time, I understood why I had the motivation to keep going.

Because all of this was to fulfill Huiling's wish.

"Daddy, Daddy... Waaaaah..."

Jiayi continued to cry, but she gripped my clothes tighter and tighter.

Her little hands were so strong, so full of life, so hopeful.

This is my past with my daughter, although I still can't forget the pain of Huiling's death.

But my daughter and I have been able to forget the estrangement we've had for eight years and accept each other.

Jiayi is truly perfect at handling housework; perhaps it's because her parents' parenting style is so good.

She always cleans up the mess I make without complaint and greets me when I come home with the kindest, warmest smile.

Although she's only eight years old, she's very sensible; I can't pick her up from school because I'm back at work, but she understands and doesn't blame me,

always filling me with a different kind of happiness.

Even so, I still couldn't smile when Jia Yi was beside me; whenever I saw her tender face, I couldn't help but think of the past.

"Daddy, why aren't you smiling?" Jia Yi had grown up and was starting to prepare for her middle school exams.

She was very proactive and mature, always worried that I would be distracted by her studies. But now, as she rummaged through her schoolbag, she looked at me and asked,

"Me?... I am smiling, look." I put down my work, looked away from the screen, and tried to force a smile for her, but it was a very guilty smile and must have looked terrible.

"Daddy is lying, Daddy isn't really smiling at all." Jia Yi pouted, looking incredibly cute, which aroused in me an urge to pick her up and kiss her all over.

But after what happened before, I had been trying hard to suppress that wicked, deep-seated desire, not daring to do anything out of line.

"Hehe... I can't help it, Dad has a lot of things to do, so I'm often very tired..." Before I could finish the lie I was trying to squeeze out, Jia Yi innocently and unpretentiously exposed it.

"Dad, are you thinking about Mom? Grandma said you really, really love Mom." Jia Yi said, sitting beside me.

"Hmm... Yes." I stroked her head, waves of emotion welling up in my eyes. But I couldn't easily show my vulnerable side in front of my child.

"Dad, if you want to cry, you can cry in Jia Yi's arms! Just like when I was bullied by my classmates last time." Jia Yi said.

Hearing these words, a warm current flowed through my heart again...

Character ii [Ascension]

After Jia Yi entered fifth grade, because her classmates all knew that her mother had passed away, they bullied her because of this.

However, she didn't tell me about her sadness, but instead bore the immense grief with her small body.

One day, I took a day off and wanted to surprise her by picking her up from school. Unfortunately, I happened to see that group of kids surrounding Jia Yi, hurling insults at her with vile language.

I was furious and yelled at them, which escalated the situation, even getting the school involved.

The other parents initially tried to sue me on trumped-up charges, but I countered by accusing them

of public insult and assault, warning them of legally defined offenses. The matter gradually calmed down.

However, Jia Yi was already deeply hurt, which made me feel incredibly guilty. All I could say to her was,

"Jia Yi, if you want to cry, you can cry in Daddy's arms. Daddy will protect you."

Hearing that now, in different situations and with the roles reversed, always feels a little strange.

But Jia Yi didn't consider my perspective and pulled my head onto her shoulder without my consent. Although he's quite tall for his age, he still only reaches my chest.

He forced my head down, making my neck a little sore, but leaning on her shoulder, the warmth, the affection, and the scent that was exactly the same as Huiling's, gave me a sense of peace.

My eyes welled up with tears instantly, and I didn't try to stop them. I could only hide my face by hugging Jiayi tightly and pressing my cheek against hers…

"Daddy, can you tell me about Mommy?" Jiayi asked, gently patting my back with her little hand.

"Hmm… your mommy is very gentle… I've never argued with her since we got together, and your mommy… (omitted)."

If this continued, it would be quite a long story. I talked a lot about my past life, and Jiayi didn't ask any questions or interrupt me, just listened quietly…

Sharing my love's stories with the person I love is truly wonderful… especially when we both love her at the same time.

"Actually, when Dad first saw you, I felt you really looked like your mom. Dad was afraid of being sad, so I originally planned to send you away."

I talked to Huiling for a long time... Finally, I decided to bravely admit my initial mistake. I wiped away my tears and waited for my daughter's sad reproach.

However, I didn't expect Jiayi to be so mature. Faced with my words, she just smiled and shook her head, then kissed me on the cheek:

"I won't blame Dad. I love Dad the most."

At that time, I didn't realize how dangerous Jiayi's words were, and just smiled wryly and pinched her cheek.

Time flies. Jiayi proved that her studies were really good. She was admitted to one of the top junior high schools in Kaohsiung. She

also gradually became more tactful in her relationships with classmates. Her mature and steady mentality earned her the respect of many children, and even her homeroom teacher was surprised.

Once, her teacher invited parents to attend a teaching observation and praised Jiayi highly, which also brought me a lot of glory.

However, in terms of family life, I couldn't be a role model for every parent. After all, Jia Yi's mindset was slightly skewed due to the absence of a mother

. Because of the lack of maternal love, she didn't understand what it meant to "have a mother."

Moreover, most of the parents who came to observe the class were mothers, and I, being the only exception, felt a bit out of place.

After the observation, there were the usual one-on-one talks, which is the most effective way to understand a student's family situation; this was expected, and I had cleared my entire day for it.

"Excuse me, are you Mr. Liu? Hello, as you probably already know, I am Jia Yi's homeroom teacher—Lin Huacen." The middle-aged woman, who looked over 40, adjusted her black-rimmed glasses and

gently placed her other hand on Jia Yi's shoulder, speaking in a friendly manner.

"Hello, please don't be so formal, just use a normal form of address. I hope you will take good care of Jia Yi for the next three years." I extended my friendly right hand in return.

After shaking hands with me, Ms. Lin dismissed Jia Yi outside the office and then said directly to me,

"Mr. Liu, since that's the case, I won't bother with formalities. We're both students, so I'll get straight to the point. Although Jia Yi has just started school, her attitude towards learning has surprised me greatly,

and her thoughtfulness and attentiveness reveal her parents' effective educational approach. Even my own child is envious."

Hearing this, my nose naturally perked up again, even though my parents were the ones who truly shaped her personality. Just as I was about to thank her, the teacher continued,

"However, regarding the essay from last term: 'My Future Career,' do you know what that child wrote?"

"I must apologize for that. Because I'm so busy with work, that child rarely has the opportunity to mention anything about school to me at home," I said with an embarrassed smile.

"Hmm... I heard your family situation is rather unique, so strictly speaking, it's not your fault; however, Mr. Liu, as a mentor, I have an obligation to tell you that the child's thoughts are a bit unusual." "

Teacher Lin, there's no need to beat around the bush. I won't blame Jiayi for her performance at school."

Hearing this, Teacher Lin walked to her desk, took out a stack of densely written manuscript paper from her drawer, and gently placed it in front of me.

I looked at the title, and a smile welled up in my heart: so this little devil's mind isn't fully mature yet.

"Teacher Lin, isn't every girl's dream to become a happy bride? I don't think Jiayi is wrong to write that."

"But that's not the problem. Please look at the second page."

Seemingly remembering the problem, Teacher Lin took off her glasses and rubbed the bridge of her nose. Confusion made me frown, and I carefully pulled out the second manuscript paper. I saw that Teacher Lin had carefully underlined the key paragraphs with a red pen, but I was deeply shocked

after seeing the text with the red lines . "My dream is to marry someone like my father, preferably my father himself." My eyes swept across the page and landed on the second paragraph. "I could feel my father's deep affection for my mother even when I was very young. I heard that I look a lot like my mother, and I hope I can give birth to a child for my father to fill the void left by my mother." "My father is the best to me. Although he is often very busy with work, I am not sad because I know that my father loves me very much, and I am the only one in his heart besides my mother." As I read on, these shocking words made me realize that I had finished reading two articles. However, what shocked me even more was what was written in the last article. "As I grow up, is my body becoming more and more like my mother's? I really want to give my body to my father someday, and I hope he will be happy." "Mr. Liu, do you know what the problem is?" "This... this can't just be a child's wild thoughts, can it?" I casually replied. However, as these words were expressed, I gradually recalled Jia Yi's recent strange behavior. Indeed, in terms of father and daughter, Jia Yi's recent behavior seems to have crossed the line. Normal children know in elementary school that their bodies shouldn't be shown to others casually, but Jia Yi seems to be doing it intentionally, often making alluring gestures that only mature women would do in front of me, forcing me to suppress my growing desires by constantly working. "I hope so too. In short, this concerns the child's thoughts, so I hope you'll pay more attention." Teacher Lin tidied up the stack of essays and put them back in her drawer. However, at that moment, I don't know why, I suddenly felt a pang of guilt. "Teacher Lin, I hope you can keep this a secret. I don't want Jia Yi to be treated differently because of this," I said seriously. "I know, I promise I won't make Jia Yi sad." To be honest, I felt that Teacher Lin had the kind of personality that made people feel at ease; whatever she said, she would definitely do. "Dad, what did the teacher say to you?" Walking outside, I saw Jia Yi sitting bored on a low chair, kicking her legs. I patted her head and forced a smile, saying, "It's nothing. Your teacher said you're a good girl and wants me to spend more time with you. So, Daddy decided to take you to the beach this Saturday, okay?" "Wow, really? Daddy's the best!" It seemed this trick worked as expected; Jia Yi smiled, which dispelled my unease. However, this was just the beginning of a real nightmare. Character iii [Wish] The weekend arrived in the blink of an eye. I took two days off from work, drove my car, and took Jia Yi, some toiletries, and other necessities to Eluanbi. It was a relatively remote beach. Because it was far from the crowds, there was much less trash than in bustling places, allowing Jia Yi to freely walk on the fine sand without worrying about getting hurt. At first, Jia Yi was hesitant to come out after changing into her swimsuit at the guesthouse, and I dragged her out at sunset; I didn't want her to miss the sunset at the beach. But when I saw Jia Yi's outfit, I was stunned for a moment. It turned out she had secretly gone out with her friends without telling me, and bought a swimsuit with her allowance. It was a two-piece swimsuit with a cute little skirt, and she looked like a little princess in it. I jokingly whistled at her, which made Jia Yi blush with embarrassment. I looked at the rising tide; it was quite dangerous to swim now, so I laid out a rubber mat and leaned against Jia Yi, looking at the orange-red sun. "Daddy still doesn't smile," Jia Yi pouted and looked at me. Although she had grown up and lost some of her cuteness, I still found her expression very beautiful and charming in the sunlight. "I don't. Daddy is very happy to be out with Jia Yi." Although I said that, my heart was still mostly occupied by Hui Ling. That's just my personality; memories, whether beautiful or sad, are hard to forget, so I can only hide them like this. "Really? Then, Daddy, um... I've always had a wish," Jia Yi suddenly said, taking my hand. "What's your wish? What do you want to buy? Daddy will grant it." I looked at Jiayi, waiting for her next words. But Jiayi just shook her head, not saying another word, her bright eyes sparkling. Suddenly, I remembered the article Jiayi had written a few days ago, and a sense of crisis rose within me. I began to regret what I had just said. But just then, a voice abruptly cut in between us. "Hey, hey, old cow eating young grass, huh? This old man and his young lover are being all lovey-dovey here, it's really uncomfortable to watch!" I turned around and saw three stylishly dressed young people standing behind me, about seventeen or eighteen years old, their flirtatious smiles making me frown. "Excuse me, did I disturb you?" I said calmly.

The sudden appearance of the three men startled Jia Yi, who quickly hid behind me. The leader of the three young men walked towards me, looked at Jia Yi, and said,

"Hey pretty girl, what's so great about being with this old man? Come out with us! I'll take you to lots of exciting places."

Weren't their lines a bit too cliché...? Besides, I'm only in my early thirties. Many of my younger colleagues at work still call me "Young Master" in private. Is it really necessary to call me "Old Man"?

I looked at the three delinquents. They didn't seem to work out regularly; they were all skinny as skewers. When I stood up, I was half a head taller than the tallest one, so they posed no real threat to me.

"You old codger, what are you 'green' for?" the young man on the right said menacingly, seemingly believing they had a greater advantage in numbers.

"I'm just seeing if you're good enough for my daughter. But just for saying that, I've already rejected you," I said sarcastically.

"Oh, so she's your daughter? How old is she?" the young man leading the group said.

"She's not even 15 yet." I quietly pulled Jia Yi back two steps, creating some distance between us.

"Damn, she's only 14? She's already as pretty as a model, what's wrong with her?" the young man on the right said, his rude comment making me frown again.

"Jia Yi, would you want to go with these rude people?" Although I already knew the answer, I still asked deliberately.

"No... I want to be with Daddy." Jia Yi was stunned by the scene and could only timidly give a satisfactory answer.

"Damn it, you old geezer, are you looking for death? Saying I'm rude?" the young man cursed.

I ignored him and started picking up the plastic mat and the things on the ground.

"Fuck you, ignoring me!" Unexpectedly, at this moment, the young man punched me in the face without saying a word. I took the punch, grunted, and then grabbed his arm.

"Dad!" Jiayi cried out worriedly.

But I'd already experienced this kind of pain back in my military days. That young man wasn't even as strong as my platoon leader back then; I was beaten to a pulp by my sergeant major until I was discharged.

I gripped his hand tightly, twisted it behind his back, and the young man cried out in pain.

"Damn it! Let go! You fucking let go—!"

"This is just a warning. If you keep going, don't blame me for being impolite." I touched my bruised face with my other hand and released his hand.

"Damn it, kill this old bastard!" I don't know whose order it was, but the three men suddenly swarmed me, attacking me with chaotic punches and kicks.

However, what strength could those three skinny guys possibly have? To me, it was just a slow-motion replay.

I dodged one of their punches, leaned in on his shoulder, and landed a heavy blow to his stomach. He was already crouching on the ground, coughing violently.

Another tried to kick me in the waist from behind, but I grabbed his leg, lifted him up, and threw him aside. The last one, seeing the situation was turning against him, uttered a few threats and fled.

I looked at the mess on the ground, littered with the things scattered from the fight, and reluctantly gathered up the undamaged items. I led the still-frightened Jiayi towards the guesthouse.

After a while, she came to her senses, hugging my back tightly and saying,

"Daddy, that was...so scary..." "

Daddy chased them away, didn't he? What are you still afraid of?" I said, gently stroking her hand.

After graduating from elementary school, Jiayi's figure had undergone an astonishing transformation. Although she had only recently entered junior high school, her figure was already curvaceous. Her soft breasts pressed against my back, sending a shiver down my spine,

but I quickly suppressed it with reason.

I could see Jia Yi was quite frightened, but I couldn't just stay there and wait for those three men to come looking for revenge. So I carried her back to my car...

"Go take a shower first, then call me when you're done." I turned on the TV and lay on the sofa, thinking about how to make Jia Yi happy tomorrow.

So, being in a secluded place isn't a good idea after all? Fewer people mean more freedom, but it also gives those with malicious intent an opportunity.

Tomorrow, I'll take Jia Yi to a more lively place...

Thinking this, I picked up a tea bag and took a sip. However, the bathroom door opened at that moment, and when I turned around, I immediately spat out the tea.

Jia Yi was standing naked in front of me!

She made no attempt to hide herself, standing before me blushing and saying shyly,

"Dad...can I shower with you?"

I looked at her almost flawless body, her breasts the size of small bowls, her pink nipples, her slender waist, and her mysterious private area. The cup in my hand fell to the ground in surprise,

wetting a large area of the carpet.

At that moment, I remembered Jia Yi's writing:

"I really want to give my body to Dad someday, hoping he will be happy."

A line seemed to be drawn in my mind, swaying beneath my feet, and I was struggling with whether to cross it.

Suddenly, I felt a dryness in my throat, making me swallow hard. This action made Jia Yi's face turn as red as an apple, but she still resisted the urge to cover herself,

letting my gaze roam over her body.

"Cough!" I coughed loudly, shook my head, and abruptly shifted my attention back to the television, forcing a serious expression as I said,

"Jiayi, didn't Daddy tell you before that you shouldn't show your body to just anyone? You're so old, how come you still can't understand?"

"Daddy, could you please turn your head?" Jiayi's voice sounded almost like she was about to cry.

I hesitated for a moment, glancing at the ceiling. I couldn't help but wonder if my mind hadn't tormented me enough, before finally shifting my gaze back to Jiayi's face, trying my best to avoid looking at her body.

"Jiayi...aren't you pretty?" she asked, a question I didn't know how to answer, but I knew there was only one answer she wanted to hear.

"...Pretty."

"Then why doesn't Daddy want to look at Jiayi?" As she asked this question, tears streamed down her face.

"It's not that I don't want to look, it's that I can't look!!" My heart screamed repeatedly.

"Jiayi, go back to the bathroom. We're father and daughter, this is impossible." At this point, any attempt to cover it up would be too contrived, so I resorted to my usual fatherly authority and commanded her.

However, Jiayi unexpectedly ignored me this time, simply standing there, wiping away her tears.

"Daddy... Jiayi really loves you so much... why don't you understand?" Honestly, I'd never seen Jiayi like this before, and I didn't know what to do.

In the past, whenever Jiayi cried, I would hold her, comfort her, and try to make her smile; but now I couldn't do that.

"Jiayi, listen to me, at least wrap yourself in a towel before you come out, or you'll catch a cold."

The room was air-conditioned, and Jiayi was naked, her body dripping wet. To be honest, I was worried about her health.

This time she didn't disobey. After wiping away her tears, she pulled a pure white towel from the bathroom and wrapped it around herself, but I felt that wasn't right either. That barely concealed appearance was the perfect example of inducing a crime.

"Dad, do you remember you told me, 'You won't go back on your word'?"

"Yes, I would never lie to Jiayi." The moment those words left my mouth, I knew I was doomed, but taking them back was impossible.

I had just promised something terrible at the beach.

I never imagined my casual promise would give my daughter the opportunity to blackmail me.

"Dad… Jiayi has read a lot of books about that kind of thing, and when Dad isn't around, I've used Dad's computer to go online… and I've learned a little bit about that kind of thing," Jiayi said.

Hearing this, I vigorously rubbed my temples.

How could I have made such a mistake? I completely forgot that boys and girls Jia Yi's age are particularly interested in sex. Although Jia Yi didn't grow up in a healthy family,

it's perfectly normal for her to have such desires.

And how could I have had the opportunity to let her learn about this kind of thing before even correcting her views?

"Daddy... Jia Yi's first time, I want to give it to you," Jia Yi said, slowly leaning her body against me. Just as her buttocks landed on my lap, the line in my mind seemed to snap in two.

I picked up Jia Yi and gently placed her on the bed, carefully kissing her ears and neck. Because of her nervousness, Jia Yi's panting became the best aphrodisiac in my ear.

She automatically untied the bath towel on her body, revealing her pure and innocent body to me once again without any cover.

"Jia Yi... are you sure you won't regret it?" Although my desire ultimately overcame my reason, I still wanted to confirm it again.

Jia Yi closed her eyes and nodded slightly. She pressed her lips to mine, and we exchanged bodily fluids, our tongues swirling within each other's mouths.

Although Jia Yi lacked oral skills and was somewhat clumsy, her effort to reciprocate was fully expressed.

As our lips parted, I clearly saw the glistening ripple between us. I then lowered my lips, beginning my assault on Jia Yi's breasts.

When my tongue touched her nipple, Jia Yi's body trembled slightly. My other hand massaged her other breast, careful not to apply too much pressure and cause her pain.

Jia Yi's skin began to turn a rosy pink as I gently licked her.

I continued my assault on her lower body, all the way to her most intimate area; it was already overflowing with moisture.

I gently parted the two still-parted petals, greedily sucking her virgin-scented juices, and began licking her still-pink labia.

Just as I was teasing her pink nipples, Jia Yi suddenly couldn't help but let out a moan, giving me even more reason to please her.

However, a short while later, her back arched and spasmed, her hands frantically clawing at the sheets, while her legs tightly clamped my head. A warm current gushed from her private parts, spraying onto my face.

Jia Yi experienced her first ever climax.

This orgasm lasted for quite some time before subsiding. Afterwards, she gasped for breath, and I regained a sliver of rationality.

"Jia Yi… I think… it's better if we don't do this. After all, you're only 14…" I said, looking up, but I found my voice trembling, lacking any strength;

I still couldn't bring myself to do something so unacceptable.

"No, Dad… I've decided, please continue." Jia Yi gasped, her tone the opposite of mine, so resolute.

I sighed, slowly taking off my clothes while observing Jia Yi's reaction. When she saw my naked body, she did flinch a little;

but as I began to unbuckle my belt, Jia Yi hesitated for a moment, then used her trembling little hands to help me loosen my pants.

This initiative surprised me; it seemed Jia Yi was also afraid her resolve would waver, so she was a little anxious. In fact, her willpower wasn't as firm as I had imagined,

so when she saw my last line of defense, the shape of my penis, her face turned a little pale.

"Jia Yi, if you're scared, close your eyes and let Daddy do it," I said as I folded my pants and placed them at the foot of the bed.

Jia Yi closed her eyes upon hearing this. As I took off my underwear and prepared to attack with my penis, my remaining rationality still held onto my last shred of consciousness:

"Jia Yi... are you really not going to reconsider?"

"Mmm..." Jia Yi nodded with her eyes tightly closed.

This answer left me with almost no rationality. I lifted my penis and rubbed the glans against her vulva.

Soon, her private area, which was about to dry up again, became flooded again after my actions.

"It will hurt a little at first... bear with it," I said.

Jia Yi nodded again, and at the same time, I squeezed the end of my penis slightly into her narrow passage.

"Ugh..." Jia Yi's body trembled, and she bit her lower lip, seemingly enduring the feeling of the foreign object entering.

I thought: a short pain is better than a long one, so I squeezed my penis in a little more; soon, the glans met the barrier.

But I didn't stop there, and suddenly thrust my hips, breaking through the barrier.

At the same time, Jia Yi screamed, and tears streamed from the corners of her eyes, which made me feel a little sorry for her.

"Jia Yi... does it hurt a lot?" I didn't continue thrusting, but just let my penis stay quietly inside, enjoying Jia Yi's tight bondage, and also giving her time to get used to this feeling.

"Daddy... I'm finally your woman, Jia Yi is so happy..." I was looking at her genitals, but when I heard this, I looked up.

Unexpectedly, Jia Yi opened her eyes and carefully looked at our point of contact, where a trickle of blood flowed, staining a small patch of the sheet.

Despite the pain and the discharge, she wore a joyful smile. I suddenly couldn't resist the urge and subtly thrust my hips, reaching Jia Yi's deepest point.

Jia Yi moaned softly from the impact, instantly igniting my most primal desire.

"Jia Yi... relax," I said, simultaneously beginning to move my penis in and out of her. Although Jia Yi was mentally prepared, the constant thrusting caused her to moan incessantly.

My previous foreplay had prepared her body sufficiently, making the process very smooth, gradually transforming Jia Yi's pain into pleasure.

"Ah, ah... Daddy, Daddy... um... ah..." Jia Yi moaned incessantly, driving my movements to become increasingly intense. I naturally picked her up and kissed her lips;

our lower bodies joined together, our tongues swirling together, the mutual impact sending Jia Yi to another peak.

However, I didn't stop there, continuing to thrust in and out.

Jia Yi's lower body gushed fluids like a fountain, soaking a large patch of the sheets. Jia Yi's eyes rolled back as I accelerated, reaching several orgasms in total.

"Daddy, Daddy... Jia Yi, Jia Yi is almost there, almost there! Ah────!" Suddenly, Jia Yi clamped her legs around my waist, and at the same time, I felt a surge of desire rising from my lower abdomen to my penis. I knew I was about to ejaculate, and I

hurriedly tried to separate us, but Jia Yi wouldn't let me go, holding me tightly. At the same time, a warm current surged from her flower, impacting the head of my penis.

"Roar..."

Overwhelmed by the impact, I could no longer hold back. With a low growl, I thrust my glans against her clitoris and began to ejaculate, shooting all of it into my daughter's body.

This ejaculation lasted quite a while; the accumulation of fourteen years was too much even for Jia Yi's small uterus. My semen began to flow back out along the opening between our bodies, soaking a large patch of the sheets again.

Afterwards, we embraced each other, panting heavily.

Jia Yi's expression was filled with happiness; her body seemed to still be recalling the afterglow, still twitching. However, I frowned, looking at the semen continuously flowing from her lower body, and said with some worry,

"Jia Yi, if you get pregnant..." I only got halfway through my sentence before Jia Yi interrupted me.

"Dad... Jia Yi really wants to have a baby for you... but I'm also so scared, wondering if it will affect your life. So I've already learned online how to determine when it's safe.

Dad, you can rest assured..."

"But... sometimes it's not accurate." After calming myself down, I turned around and grabbed a few tissues from the bedside table, carefully cleaning up the mess.

"It's okay... Dad. Jia Yi really loves you the most..." Suddenly, she lifted my head and gave me a deep kiss on the lips.

This time I didn't dodge, and Jia Yi's feelings for me were all conveyed through her actions, making me feel a sense of happiness...

After that? Actually, nothing much happened. Since I had already ejaculated inside her once, I simply made love with Jia Yi several more times until dawn.

The guesthouse owner probably guessed what we had done and saw us off with ambiguous looks.

Perhaps it was because heaven understood our awkwardness. That intimacy didn't result in a new life between us, and it made me worry for more than two months for nothing.

Aside from the fact that my relationship with Jiayi was truly closer than that of a father and daughter, it didn't affect our lives much.

However, since that incident, I haven't dared to gaze at Jiayi for too long in front of others, fearing that the ambiguity would arouse suspicion.

After hearing my explanation, Jiayi understood the seriousness of the matter, but she never regretted it; even so, she cooperated with me, never revealing it to outsiders.

Her attitude towards me in front of Teacher Lin changed to that of a normal child towards their father, earning Teacher Lin's admiration for my method of persuading the child.

However, once home, Jiayi would still cling to me.

Gradually, time passed in the blink of an eye, and Jiayi entered high school.

She gradually matured from a child into a normal young woman. Even though her way of treating me remained the same, a more mature aura began to emanate from her.

Huiling in my heart...

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