Persistence pays off; I finally made it with my mother.

When I was in my senior year of high school, I first encountered erotic novels. When I saw the word "incest" in the table of contents, I didn't understand what it meant. The first erotic novel I read was "My Beautiful Mother." It depicted incest between relatives, culminating in two brothers raping their own mother. It thrilled and excited me. I enjoyed reading it; it was stimulating, completely different from the plots of the adult films I'd seen before. Those who enjoy fantasizing know how to use such plots to create their own erotic scenes! At the same time, I also felt aversion. I thought it was shameful, especially since it involved mother and son—something I'd never heard of before. But this novel planted a seed of trouble in my heart, leading to what happened later. To this day, I wonder if I should be grateful to this novel?
I'm a young person born in the 80s. Back then, the internet wasn't very common in my area. A place with three or five computers was considered an internet cafe. So, if you wanted to access adult content, you could only do so by renting books or watching DVDs. The options were extremely limited.
Being an only child, my family pinned all their hopes on me, wanting me to study hard. My grades were relatively stable until the first semester of my senior year, but plummeted in the second semester due to the influence of bad friends and the harmful effects of pornography. There's definitely some truth to the idea that minors should be prohibited from accessing pornography.
I devoted myself to studying incestuous literature every day, even choosing only incestuous comics. At that time, I had never watched incestuous movies; I could only fantasize and masturbate based on the storylines in the books. After masturbating, I would wipe the semen directly with my underwear. My mother would naturally find out when she washed my clothes. Actually, I did it on purpose so she would find out. Because according to the theories in the novels, women are all very promiscuous, so I hoped to attract my mother's attention. In addition, my grades had plummeted, so my mother naturally noticed something.
My dad was a mahjong addict and rarely home, usually coming back late at night. He was so sound asleep that I couldn't wake him. Because of this, I was often late for work. When he woke up, he'd go straight to work, to the point that they rarely spoke to each other. Back then, I always thought, "There should be a chance, right?" This family situation was very similar to the plots of many incest novels, so my will became stronger and my confidence grew.
But I still had one major concern: my mother was a very conservative woman, respectful of teachers and elders, and stubborn. For her to accept incest between mother and son was nothing short of fantasies. But I loved my mother so much. Her large breasts and pert, plump buttocks always stirred my imagination. My excited feelings constantly challenged my moral and ethical compass.
The inner desires were thus suppressed.
One day in June, I skipped class and was reading an incest novel at home when I suddenly heard the door open. Instinctively, I quickly hid the book under the bed. Looking at my erect penis, I felt extremely embarrassed. Fantasies are just fantasies; in reality, I immediately panicked and felt incredibly awkward. I told myself to calm down and think about other things, hoping to distract myself and make my penis soften, but the more anxious I became, the more determined I became.
I had no choice but to bite the bullet and say, "Come back, Mom."
Why aren't you in school?
"My head hurts, I feel terrible, the teacher told me to come back."
"How are you?" she asked, touching my head. I told her I was fine, much better.
"Mom, your dress is so pretty, can I twirl around in it?"
"Go away, how old are you? Don't make fun of your mother!" I laughed, feeling ashamed.
With a serious expression, she asked, "Dongdong, your grades have dropped a lot lately? Are you being too strict again? Ugh, can you finally study properly?" She changed into her pajamas as she spoke. I secretly glanced at her; her large, white breasts were encased in a purple bra, her beautiful breasts seemingly trying to break free. But because I had skipped class first, then read erotic novels, and lied, I felt guilty and didn't dare look her in the eye.
"Yes, yes, I'll definitely study hard," I replied perfunctorily. Then, "Going to read a book," he said, and left the room.
Sitting at my desk, my heart pounded. I randomly flipped through books, and the thought of my mother's large breasts from earlier made me fantasize again. A long time passed, and my mother still hadn't come out. Normally, she would cook or do housework when she got home. Why was she still so quiet today? I tiptoed to my mother's bedroom door. The door was ajar. I peeked in, my legs trembling, and cold sweat instantly poured down my back. My mother was reading the novel I had hidden under the bed. "Damn it, I'm done for," I muttered to myself. Seeing my mother's flushed face and her legs rubbing together involuntarily, I figured she was aroused too. But in my nervousness, I somehow lost my balance and slammed the door open with a loud bang, startling my mother. We stared at each other for a while before my mother finally spoke. "Dongdong, how old are you to be reading this book?" "I didn't! It's not mine." "You little brat, so stubborn! If it's not yours, then whose is it? Fuck you, if I don't beat you to death today, I'll pretend I didn't say anything." Saying this, she started hitting me hard, pinching my thigh, making me scream in pain. I immediately begged for mercy. "I'm sorry, I won't read it anymore, please stop hitting me, Mom." Seeing me admit my mistake, my mother was a little tired after hitting me for a while. After a moment of silence in the room, my mother said, "Dongdong, the whole family is counting on you to go to university, but you're so young and you're already reading this book. Don't you think you'll be alright? How can you go to university like this?" I remained silent, my head drooping heavily!
"Are you going to talk or watch? Are you going to study properly?"
I used all the lines I used in my fantasies. I thought, "I've already been beaten today, so I might as well go all out and let whatever happens, happens." "Mom, I can stop watching, but it's no use. All I can think about right now is you. Mom, I've realized I've fallen for you." When I said this, my teeth were chattering, my heart was pounding, my legs were shaking, and I felt a tension I'd never felt before, a tingling sensation that ran from my heels to my scalp.
Even if I had the courage, this was still a confession to my mother. I kept my head down, my gaze never leaving my mother's feet.
After a moment of silence, Mom said, "You're going through puberty, it's normal to have these kinds of thoughts, but it can't interfere with your studies. You should focus on your studies." Surprisingly, Mom didn't yell at me, which boosted my confidence. I calmed myself and said, "Mom, but I just can't concentrate. Mom, I don't know what's wrong with me? I dream about you every time I try to sleep." "Okay, Dongdong, stop talking. This is normal. It's just that I always slept with you when we were little. It's not normal for you to have these thoughts; you have to change." "No, Mom, let me finish. Mom, I love you so much, really. I'd be a fool to lie to you. I want to change, but I can't control my thoughts." "Go to hell! That was too lenient. If your dad found out about this, he'd beat you to death. I wouldn't be able to live if others found out. Huh? You're not a child anymore, and you don't understand such a simple thing? My only wish is for you to study hard, but you…" Her voice trembled, almost breaking into tears.
"Mom, I know it's wrong of me to think like this, but I really can't control myself." Seeing that my mother had calmed down a bit, I became bolder. I've always been good with words. I can argue even when I'm wrong. But if I'm right, I won't give you a chance to speak. "Mom, if you could, I promise I'd study hard." "Can what? Fuck your mother! I'm your mother, how did I give birth to such a thing, you beast!" She raised her hand to hit me again, but this time I wasn't on guard. I straightened my neck and thought, I give up.
"Mom, why don't you just beat me to death today? I can't concentrate on studying at all. Do whatever you want with me." The tone of these words was extremely firm.
This semester, my mother has tried many tutoring sessions and heart-to-heart talks with me, but the results have been limited. My words have put my mother in a dilemma, and she remains silent. Perhaps she is wavering, or perhaps she is engaged in a fierce internal struggle.
I continued, "Mom, I still have two months until my exam. Can you do me this once? I promise I'll do well."
"No," he said firmly and decisively, giving me no chance to bargain.
我倍受打击，像霜打的茄子，我知道没戏了，妈妈实在太坚决。就当我绝望之际妈妈开口了：
「但是我可以用手帮你做一次，东东，妈妈这么做，只是为了你的将来着想，你不要误解。
当我听完这句话，我的心奔放了，狂野了。春天在哪里啊？春天在哪里？我几乎忘形于色了！
「恩恩妈如果你能帮我做一次，如果学习成绩再上不来，以后我不就不是人。」夕阳透过宝石蓝的玻璃映射在屋内，这一刻好沉寂。
我躺到了妈妈的大床上，脱下了内裤，想到日思夜想的母亲要给我手淫不禁一下子就硬了。
妈妈很温柔的握着我的鸡巴上下套弄着，由于太激动，还没开始享受就射了。
「起来吧，东东，我希望你能认真学习……」说着用手纸帮我擦拭着，让我不禁想起小时候帮我擦鼻涕的景象。
从此以后我学习成绩蒸蒸日上，加上补课，以前数理化的底子就厚，英语更是没话说，唯独差的就是文科了，我死记硬背作文，那次期末考试我全班排第六，这是我考的最好的一次，年组排39名，老师给我妈打电话表扬我。说我这个学期进步太大了，老师同学都感觉很意外。
回家后我好个拽，跟妈妈又搂右抱，手也直往美胸上摸，藉机凯了不少油。
「妈怎么样？你儿子进步很大吧？是不是该犒劳一次？」「嗯好好学？不行，你给我好好学习，你还小……」「妈，今天晚上就奖励我一下呗？」之后的话我根本听不进去。
不行
我的心酸了，委屈的泪水流淌了下来，我这人平时很好说话，但是倔起来九头牛都拽不回来。
我报复似的不在补课，老师又打电话通知了我母亲。
那天和同学去游泳，回家后很累，早早就睡了。
等我起来的时候发现我妈已经把饭做好了，我们默默的吃着饭。我们还在怄气。
「东东，你学习是给自己学的，不是给我，你懂不？将来有个好工作，你找什么样的老婆找不到？」「不　我就爱你，　妈　你说话都不算数，你还讲什么道理。」「你……　好了，作孽啊，一会你过来吧。」我好像听见了人生的喜讯。惊动不已，我真的没想到平时倔强的母亲居然能跟我这个小孩妥协，可能就因为我是她儿子吧。
我激动的看着妈妈，心里别提多高兴了。
待妈妈收拾好碗筷，我迫不及待的走进了妈妈的卧室，我只穿了条内裤，妈妈穿了套睡裙。好性感。
我们躺好后，迫不及待的把内裤脱了，鸡巴像是在召唤妈妈的小手，一跳一跳的。
妈妈这次很有情调，轻轻握住我的鸡巴，闭着眼睛上下套弄起来。　由于有了一次经验，这次我心情放松了很多，身体也不像第一次那样僵硬，慢慢的我搂住了妈妈的脖子，另一只手穿过睡衣抚摸妈妈的美胸。妈妈这次没有拒绝，这是一直闭着眼睛，绯红着脸，我时而拨弄乳头，时而捏压乳房，妈妈开始喘着粗气，我嘴里说着：“妈妈我爱你，妈妈，好舒服，妈，快一点。妈妈，我要射了，妈！”
这次是妈妈第二次为我手淫。但是和之前的效果截然不同。　我感觉到妈妈也有需要了。
只是当时太小太小，真的没勇气进一步要求。　虽然也挺看不起自己的。但就是没胆。
随着时间的推移，高三期中考试我考了个第三名，而我们母子也越来越自然，频率也从开始的几个月一次到每个星期一次。作为对我的嘉奖和鼓励，妈妈逐渐的接受了给我手淫。逐渐的她在一点点妥协。人最怕的就是习惯，当一切同化后事物就容易被人接受。好几次妈妈都深情的看着我，两眼含情脉脉，有时候我亲下脸蛋，她也不像以前那么排斥放抗。只是亲她嘴的时候嘴唇紧闭会一把把我推开。
转眼间，就要高考了，我报的第一志愿是本市一所重点大学。说实话，我觉得十拿九稳。就算公费进不去，自费应该不成问题。
我们放了３天的假，让我们自由复习，缓解压力。这一年多来，我们母子「感情剧增」我觉得是时候发动总攻了。
放假的第一天妈妈是上夜班，我爬在床上能有半天，下午也没吃饭，晚饭做好后她上班了，我在外面吃的晚饭，看看黄色小说的情节和对白，想想这一年来妈妈的改变，我告诉自己，成败在此一举，就看明天的吧。成就成了，不成这事只能维持现状了。
第二天妈妈回来后发现做的菜没动，担心了起来，问我怎么了？我说没事，就是不爱吃。那也不能一天不吃饭啊。我心里压力大，怕考不好。东东发挥正常水平就行，妈妈相信你。可是妈妈我心里突然没底了，也不知道为什么，妈妈能给我做一次吗？
「逼崽子，你现在多频繁？等考完了的，这事做多了累身子。」「不，求你了　让我放松下吧，我心里享有个大石头压的我喘不过来气。妈妈求你了，就让我放松一下吧」说着我起身拉好窗帘，脱下内裤，激昂的小弟弟已经翘起。
我把妈妈拽到了我的床上，一件件退去妈妈的衣物，妈妈习惯了只穿内裤给我手淫，所以也没反抗。轻车熟路的握住我的鸡巴开始套弄，今天哥留了个心眼，早起的时候放了一炮，加上之前的心理自我疏导，我坚信这次时间能很长。
妈妈的手在下面套弄，我轻声的呻吟，满嘴淫语「妈妈　我想插你的小穴，妈妈　你下面流水了吗？妈妈　妈妈我想给你舔逼。」以前我也就说说想插你小穴，这次什么话我都敢说了，因为终考在即，她不可能在这个时候打击我。　妈妈在我淫语连篇的情话下，我每说一句力度就加大一点。爽的我不行。
我看时机差不多了，俯头一口吸住了她发硬的乳头，舌尖上下挑弄，时而轻咬，时而吸允。她白白的乳房上沾满了我的口水。
我另一只手下移，妈妈被我舔的有些意乱情迷，几次手脱离我的鸡巴，似乎只顾着自己享受了。我手顺着她纯棉的内裤往下探索，本能反应的夹紧了双腿「你干什么」「妈，别放抗，求你了，我好爱你，我要的你小穴，高考了，就让我彻底放松一次吧。」妈妈缓缓的打开双腿，穿过浓密的阴毛我第一次触碰到了女人的阴唇。指尖往里继续探索，哇全是淫水，我心中暗喜。我两根手指像两条小鱼一样在妈妈的阴道里来回搅弄。妈妈脸色绯红，嘴唇微张，紧闭着双眼，妈妈不知道什么时候已经停止了对我的手淫，我的舌尖从左乳游走到右乳。划过她每一寸肌肤往下游走，我当时是很累的，舌尖要游走，手要不停的挖弄，深怕我的停止让妈妈觉醒再反抗，我退下了妈妈最后一道防线，妈妈腿似夹非夹之举让我看见了希望，我按照小说的情节，掰开了妈妈的双腿，浓密的阴毛暴露眼前，深褐色的阴唇晶莹剔透，闪闪发亮。我轻轻的掰开大阴唇，乳白色的阴蒂已经鼓起，实事求是的说，小阴唇还非常的嫩，我彻底的失去理智，一口含住了妈妈的小阴唇，只感觉里面咸咸的。「不要　东东　脏」「不　妈妈的逼好香，我就爱吃，让儿子吃个够吧」我不再理会她，只顾自的舔了起来。　我又是啃阴蒂，又是吸阴唇，又是舔阴道，舌头还卖力的往里伸，不停的搅弄。妈妈像是受了很大的刺激，头不断的摇摆嘴里喊着「不要啊　不要……　啊啊　……作孽啊，做损啊……啊东东别舔了妈妈求你了。」她这么一说，更加刺激了我的兽慾，嘴上虽说着不要，屁股却使劲的上挺。
以便于我舌尖进入的更深一些。
我觉得时机成熟，学者电影里的情节挺着鸡巴往里冲！第一我是处男，龟头鸡巴都很嫩，找不到口，而且顶的鸡巴还很疼，急的我汗都出来了，第二我特别怕妈妈一下子理智过来，拚死反抗，这始终都是我最担心的。可我的担心似乎是多余的，妈妈微挺了下腰，一个寸紧鸡巴进取了半截，妈妈失声的叫了一声『啊』紧接着我就感觉到淫水包围了我的鸡巴，里面很温暖，水很多。再用力，全根插进。当时我记得最清的一句话就是曾经看小说里的一句话，我又回来啦！
I was like a raging bull, charging headlong into everything. Although I knew many positions from novels and movies, at this moment I still opted for the most conservative missionary position. Feeling my penis going in and out of my mother's pussy was fucking amazing; for a long time, I wondered if I was dreaming.
I lowered my head and kissed my mother's lips. Overwhelmed by the pleasure I was giving her, she involuntarily stuck out her tongue. My mouth was still wet with her vaginal fluids, which I transferred to her along with my saliva.
We made love like crazy for over 40 minutes. Mom climaxed twice, and by the end, both of our pubic hair was wet. Finally, seeing that I still couldn't ejaculate, she told me to go pee. And sure enough, I peed, and then I ejaculated very quickly after going back in.
This was my first time with my mother. After that, we did it a few more times and tried different positions, gradually finding pleasure in sex. However, my mother never gave me oral sex, saying she couldn't accept it, which puzzled us.
A year later, I finally made love with my mom! Of course, I also got into a top university in the city on a government scholarship!

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